#im so sad that the rest of haikyuu getting animated is just movies because i feel like the akaashi and bokuto stuff wont be done justice 😭

[altruistic-meme]

Do you mind if I ask your top 10 favorite characters (can be male or female) from all of the media that you loved (can be anime/manga, books, movies or tv series)? And why do you love them? Sorry if you've answered this question before.....Thanks...

hi dear!!! i definitely don't mind AT ALL i love getting questions!!!! i probably have answered this question before, but this is one of those things that's subject to change pretty often as i find new characters and they take over from older ones :] so i will probably never give the exact same answer twice dksvjsdfh

ok ok that said, let me see... in no particular order:

Damianos of Akielos (Book: Captive Prince trilogy) quite literally THE man of all time. THE man of my dreams. he is such a beautifully written character who is so complex and interesting to read!! he is so gentle and caring despite his size, and he has a confidence i can only aspire to.

Neil Josten (Book: All For The Game trilogy) unhinged maniac 🧡 no but genuinely he is such a good main character. everything about him and his narration pulls you in to the story. he is the most unreliable narrator. his perspective is so skewed. also my namesake!!

Nakahara Chuuya (Anime/Series: Bungo Stray Dogs) i may or may not have somewhat of an obsession with him right now. he is literally so pretty that i throw my phone. but also he is so unbearably human in an incredibly tragic way, and he is that way because he actively chooses to be. he is a high ranking member of the mafia and he loves dogs and he promised his dying friend that he would save someone else and he is so loyal and bright. i am going to stop while im ahead bc 90% of my thoughts right now are about Chuuya so i could genuinely go on forever.

Victor Nikiforov (Anime: Yuri!!! ON Ice) he is so sad

Hinata Shoyo (Anime: Haikyuu!!) he is just so fucking BRIGHT!!! unlike Victor, Hinata is the exact opposite of me in almost every sense. it is so hard for me to watch anyone else when he's on the screen. he is just joy and energy incarnate and i want to be his friend so bad.

Spiderman (TV Show/Movie/Comic) this is a cheat because it's just. every iteration of spiderman. i love him. just your friendly neighborhood spiderman!! i have such a soft spot for Miles Morales' spiderman in particular due to the spiderverse movies, but i also really loved all of the live action spiderman movies. and we can't forget the tv show!!!

Prince Wilhelm (Show: Young Royals) fucking babygirl. yet another sad wet cat of a character who i project onto immensely. he is just so complex and interesting and so real and flawed and just. listen. having the weight of the world rest on your shoulders as you struggle with trying to make friends and fight your anxiety and handle your mother all by yourself is something i have dealt with too. i can't put into words all my thoughts about him right now, but rest assured there are More.

Hiccup Horrendous Haddock III (Book: How to Train Your Dragon series) don't get me wrong, i love the movie version of him as well, but they are such different characters. and the book version of Hiccup has an incredibly special place in my heart. httyd is such a comfort read for me, and it was huge for me getting to grow up with Hiccup. he is just a fucking little guy and he goes through so much. but he keeps going. he didn't deserve any of it and he fights so hard to make sure no one else has to go through it like he did. gods i love him.

Charlie Spring (Comic: Heartstopper) same as with Hiccup, i love him in the show as well but to me the characters are so different and i just relate so much more to the comic version of him! he is a mess and i love him and relate to him. i wish i had what he has. i am also so proud of how far he has come!! and he reminds me to be proud of myself, too. also see; sassy motherfucker.

Kenai (Movie: Brother Bear) a strange choice, maybe, but this movie means SO much to me. it is a huge comfort movie. and Kenai, by virtue of being the main character, clearly gets the leg up as the favorite. but it's so amazing seeing him grow as a person (or. well. bear). he's funny, he tries so hard, he wants so much. and he's just a kid!! he learns so much!!

there are definitely some patterns in my favorite characters that i am going to choose not to look too closely at :') i have so many characters i adore. this was so hard ;;;

[kquil]

thank you so much for tagging me, darling! i was more than happy to do this, it was quite fun as well!

Name (alias) : Kquil

Age : 21 years old (im turning 22 soon actually ٩( ^ᴗ^ )۶)

Country you live in : UK

Fandoms :

Marauders (obviously (≧▽≦)) ; BTS ; Anime (BNHA, Haikyuu, Tokyo Revengers, Jujutsu Kaisen, One Piece - there's more but too many and ones that i'm not too involved in for me to really specify) ; TUA

Why are you on tumblr(writer or reader or both) :

both! i was a reader first but eventually became a writer for my own selfish needs XD

Favourite thing about yourself :

i like that i value friendships highly and hold myself to a pretty high standard when it comes to being a good friend, i actually cried several times when i thought i wasn't being a good enough friend to someone (⌒_⌒;)

Something you think you are known for :

being meticulous and a perfectionist but also very caring and lighting up any room - i think my friends are all exaggerating though (´つ////⊂)

edit : oh! i just remembered, in secondary/high school, i remember people knowing me for always smelling really good around the time i became sort of a perfume enthusiast XD

Who are you in a friend group(partier, mom, talkative, etc) :

it depends on which group of friends im with, i lean towards being the mom sometimes and other times i lean towards being the talkative, excitable, very extroverted one

Who do you love the most :

my older brother, simply because he can understand me on a deeper level, we have fun and laugh together, he taught me a lot of good values and he doesn't let me get away with bullshit i try to pull

- but i dislike him just as equally so does this really count? (≧▽≦)

What brought you to tumblr in the first place :

reading fanfiction Ｏ(≧▽≦)Ｏ

Is there something you regret doing :

so many things, the main thing being that i put time and effort into something that wasn't actually worth my time in the long run - lesson learned but i really hated wasting my time

Top five songs :

in no particular order, it's currently...

i. Strawberry Soju by Jesse Barrera, Alberta Posis, Micheal Carreon ii. B.Y.S by Keshi iii. Umaasa by Skusta Clee iv. GEMINI by Ethan Low v. Seven by Jungkook (feat. Latto) (Explicit Ver.)

If you could go anywhere where would you go :

Philippines, i miss my family so much (┳Д┳)

What is your hobby :

writing, going on long walks by the river, baking, pretending im a protagonist while listening to tiktok audios, listening to horror stories/true crime content, discovering new music and artists, selfcare, skincare, planning/organising things, reading webtoons, watching anime

Any tv shows you're watching :

i'm not really someone who watches tv shows but my friend (who made me fall in love with Harry Potter and eventually the Marauders) also got me into watching The Umbrella Academy and Good Omens

What movie did you last watch :

don't judge me...it was Barbie: Swan Lake - i was craving some childhood nostalgia, okay?! (´つ////⊂)

Last thing you read(book, fanfic, etc) :

a marauders fanfic but i can't remember what, i did remember it made me feel sad and then fluffy

Last text message you got :

my mum telling me that it was okay that i used up the rest of her fancy hot chocolate powder and that she'll just buy more ₍₍ (ง ˙ω˙)ว ⁾⁾

Last text message you sent :

i told my mum that i was sorry for using up her fancy hot chocolate powder and that i was craving something sweet before bed so i had it with almond milk

Any pets :

no since my brother has asthma and pet dander could potentially trigger an attack, in the future i do want pets ٩( ^ᴗ^ )۶

in return, i want to get to know: @futurecorps3 @aastonishment @somewereinthegalaxi @loving-and-dreaming @diputy @prongsio @its-sappho-biotch @yrluvjane @neeezza101 @wicked-sprite-66 of course, please don't feel pressured to take part darlings, this is just for fun

I love my moots but I’m always scared of being annoying so I don’t interact as much as I want to. Feel free to answer and then tag someone you want to get to know. I’m doing this because I want y’all to know I see you and love you but I also want to get to know you!! But if you are like nah girl I don’t want to interact with you please ignore ☺️

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Age:

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Why are you on tumblr(writer or reader or both):

Favorite thing about yourself:

Something you think you are known for:

Who are you in a friend group(partier, mom, talkative, etc):

Who do you love the most:

What brought you to tumblr in the first place:

Is there something you regret doing:

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If you could go anywhere where would you go:

What is your hobby:

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Any pets:

If you don’t want to do this I really don’t mind but just know that I love you dearly and not doing it will not change that 💕💕

@beastofbrden @goob0o @leguink @reysdriver @beachylupin @mortensharket @thewulf @pretty-little-candid-blurbs @mooniethesimp31 @dwindlinghaze @callsignwidow @desikudisworld @whatsmymeme @marvel-98s-blog @leahs-existentialcrisis @hyperfixationgirl @omgrachwrites @kmc1989 @band--psycho @magicmadnes @jessmaybank @my-beloved-fandoms @xcastawayherosx @hamptonsgirly @olives-and-sunshine @tiny-bird-of-sunshine @kquil @ughgclden @liseenle @fieldofsecretss @abridgertonfantasy @pappydaddy @adventuresinobx @e-munson666 @jadeylovesmarvelxo @sub-text @maddipoof @whoahoney @purple-storm @punk-in-docs @myobmaya @lolahasmoxie @ashes-and-inks @starkeyba3 @theroseunblown @sllooney @oceanblueeyesoul @claryfrayed @remusslove @duruxoxo

[transexuality]

I’m so drunk @Akaashi

Akaashiiiiiiiiiiii 😭😭😭😭

he is my everything boy

[jupitersmiles]

haikyuu boys as

little things i think they’d do with you

a/n: this is pure chaos and was built off of a single intrusive thought that has extended into something bigger (yeah it was the one about screaming HAGASH) i love all of these. and yes, one of tadashis was inspired off of strawberry mentos !!

also this is my first time making one of these and im not too confident with it so if you have any feed-back for the kitchen, let me know !!

KARASUNO

─ kōshi sugawara

◟ gives up his seat on the bus for you <3 

◟ lets you ramble on for hours. you’re rambling and sometimes you hesitate because you’re scared you’re talking too much, but he just smiles at you and tells you “go on, im listening.”

◟ plays the tambourine for you during karaoke, occasionally joining in to sing the lyrics with you

◟ buys you lunch when you don’t have one

( bonus: if you forgot yours, he’ll share his with you. he does not care if you say no, hes sharing and thats it. he’d also bring you lunch if you were in a different club/place as him, if possible )

─ asahi azumane

◟ he !!! he plays with your hair when you get anxious !!!

◟ also absent-mindedly fiddles with your hand/fingers :,)

◟ he likes to compare hand sizes with you

◟ lets you sleep on his shoulder on the bus !!

( bonus: one time, after practice, he and you sat beside eachother on the bus. you were both exhausted, and before you knew it, your head was on his shoulder, and his head was atop of yours. sugawara took a photo of it and teased asahi for it HAHA asahi still asked for it and made it his background on his phone )

◟ sometimes you catch him staring at you and he just quietly mutters, “can i kiss you?”

◟ sometimes the both of you wake up at dawn just to scream at the sunrise. when he’s frustrated and doesnt know what to do or how to express it, he just goes to his roof top and just... screams. the both of you thought of it as therapeutic and honestly, it felt rejuvenating

─ yū nishinoya

◟ SCREAMS song lyrics with you

◟ the type to go on 7-eleven runs at 1am to get slushies and go on spontaneous road trips to the city with you

◟ also the type to run over to your house when its pouring rain and you’re sad. he’ll stand outside and wait for you to unlock the door for him.

( bonus: one time he and you got into an argument-- it was over something dumb, and it spiraled out of control. to apologize to you, he ran over to your house, held a boom-box up, and started playing stupid romance music whilst screaming “im sorry” and, “i love you” at the top of his lungs. you ended up forgiving him LMAOIASU )

◟ makes you laugh at 2:30 in the morning because you were feeling anxious </3

─ tobio kageyama

◟ teases you for small things but ends up apologizing a million times when you act upset

◟ gets really annoyed when he has to untangle his headphones so he has you untangle them for him

he’s baffled by how easily you disentangle them. appreciates it way more than he should, its gotten to the point where he just wordlessly hands them to you and waits HAGJHSA

◟ bashfully holds your hand

hes so awkward about it sometimes :(( he tries to reach for your hand, hesitates, goes for it again......

◟ gives you blunt compliments all of the time LMAO

─ kei tsukishima

◟ rests his head on top of yours just to make fun of your height

◟ pokes fun at you when you’re mad at a videogame

◟ he covers your eyes and gives you forehead kisses

he’s kind of embarrassed to let you see him do it directly LMAO

◟ he holds your hand in crowded places because he’s scared of losing you to the mass of bodies he wont admit to this even though you know it

◟ sometimes he claims he doesnt know what you’re talking about just to watch you struggle to explain it even further. he always knows what you’re talking about, he just thinks its cute when you’re a bit exasperated and pouty

─ tadashi yamaguchi

◟ always scared to kiss you because he doesnt want to fuck it up

◟ takes you out for ice cream at ungodly hours of the night because you asked. he’s always tired in the morning, but he doesn’t mind

◟ he likes to eat your favorite candy so when you kiss, it tastes like them

◟ takes you to on silly and cute dates !! 

◟ stands on the edge of the sidewalk so you’re not in danger 

◟ gives you giggly kisses !!

FUKURŌDANI

─ kōtarō bokuto

◟ absent-minded touches <33 he doesnt mean to startle you, but he just wants to feel you there beside him. whether it be brushing his hand against yours, holding your hand, playing with your fingers... baby just loves to know you’re right there beside him

◟ stays up late until you fall asleep because he just wants to talk to you

◟ reciprocates your rambles !! when you get going on a topic, he will happily listen and/or provide his own opinions

◟ will talk to you about animals for hours

◟ takes you to the zoo specifically to pet the goats 

◟ holds your hand on rollercoasters, especially if and when he gets scared of the tall drops

◟ spontaneous facetime calls at any hour !! 

◟ lets you ride in the shopping cart and he pushes you around, vice versa !! 

he’s crashed into things more times than you can remember, but neither of you mind !! the employees, however....

─ keiji akaashi

◟ insists on buying you that one thing you loved even if you say you dont want or need it that much 

◟ HE READS !! YOU !! TO !! SLEEP !!

◟ answers your 4am calls and listens to you when you’ve had a nightmare :(

◟ takes you on picnic dates. he’ll pick you up and he’s already packed snacks and lunches !! 

◟ gives you wrist kisses <3

INARIZAKI 

─ astumu miya

◟ plays footsies with you while on a date LMAOSHAK

◟ looking at you with suppressed laughter when hearing a reference to a private joke. one of you always ends up busting out with laughter whilst others remain confused as to what was so funny

◟ watches movies with you, even if he doesn't like them

◟ plays games with you COMPETITIVELY. sometimes he shoves you to get an advantage when hes losing like the cheater he is

◟ has playful arguments with you about board game rules. he often says that you “rigged the game” because you were winning, or vice versa. 

you always accuse him back, though, given he has tried to make you fail numerous times

◟ he takes you on late night drives all of the time. sometimes, the two of you will park on the side of the road, headlights on and the radio playing your favorite song. he’ll drag you out of the car and dances with you, albeit sloppily, but the both of you are laughing and having fun :,)

─ osamu miya

◟ makes you homemade breakfast, lunch, or dinner

◟ he slow dances with you in the kitchen when its way too early in the morning. you’re both just lazily swaying back and forth, but it doesnt make it any less special

◟ has you taste test food for him <3 

�� loves to cook with you. sometimes in the morning when he wakes up after you, he’ll find you in the kitchen, bed head and all, making something for breakfast. he wordlessly joins you, slack in his own pajamas, and you both exchange sleepy “good mornings” and tired smiles as you work your way in the kitchen

BONUS

─ takanobu aone

◟ wordlessly ties your shoes for you when he notices they’re untied

◟ loves to listen to you ramble. he isnt much of a talker, but when he hears you going on about something you love, see’s the way you’re glowing with passion... he swears he falls even more in love every time

◟ COMPARES HAND SIZES ALL. OF. THE. TIME. SOMETIMES HE DOESNT EVEN MEAN TO BUT IT BRINGS HIM SO MUCH JOY

◟ also loves to absent-mindedly hold your hand <3

[magicflowershop]

one day kitty; Bokuto version

《inspired by movie A Whisker Away》

✿✿ you wished to be with the person you like and wish granted. whiskers, button nose, tail, four legs and ears on top of the head; you turned into a cat. with this, you are given the opportunity to be with the person you want to express your affections to. but as a cat. and only in one day.

― haikyuu characters x cat!reader imagines!

❀ masterlist ❀

the wheel of names have spoken.

you have shitty life and you dont want it anymore, and hence you resort to drastic measures

one being to give up your life completely to a huge cat that you met one time at this shed when you were running away from home

yes we angsty now

at first you were skeptical bc how in the hell does this cat thing exist?? and how can it tell that you’re giving up on your life???

but since you were down as hell, and you were overwhelmed with emotions and were beyond your right state of mind,,, you accepted the offer of what this cat gave

so now you are a cat

by then, an entire night flew by and you woke up realizing you actually slept in the shed again lmao silly you—

and you weren’t actUALLY DREAMING YOU TRULY BECAME A CAT

so being the masochist you are, you decided you shouldn’t pass the opportunity to have a little adventure,,, to your house and school

well because you’re an insecure bitch who wants to know whats it like in a world without you in it and how the people around you would react without you in their lives,,,, yk quirky things like that uwu

and you saw it 

yourself 

your whole entire body alive awake and walking telling your damn parents a see you later since you’re off to school

but the hell do you care whoever that lil insect is that swarmed inside your body and became the host,, you continued your lil mini adventure to your school bc whats more fun than seeing your fake self havin fun with your friends??

“oh hello there”

then a tall grey haired boy you forgot the name of stepped in front of you and crouched to your level

“woAH agHAASHI LOOK AT THIS LITTLE THING’S EYES”

he looked closer to the cat’s face

“ᵗʰᵉʸ'ʳᵉ ˢᵒ ᵖʳᵉᵗᵗʸ“

maybe a bit too close for the cat’s discomfort 

he called you thing

then you realize this person was Bokuto Kotarou from your school’s vball team,,, how could you not have guessed from the hair alone silly you

Bokuto then patted you a little more after being told by Akaashi that he can’t be distracted by a cat at this moment since they’re about to go for practice

so they left you there

but you bein a cat that can slither everywhere they wish to be, thought it would be fun to stalk the vball team since its so early in the morning yk and you rly wanna know whats happening with your actual body

you don’t even know why your body was in school this early,,,

anyway so volleyball right

it donned onto you that you had a crush on Bokuto when you were a freshman,, you remember there was something gratifying about his personality that made you like him better than the rest of the boys in your school bc other men are trash but we dont talk about that

you found him sorta special 

however, despite finding him very special, a person like him was too far-fetched for you to become close with bc you two were polar opposites of each other,,, he was too excited and happy every time you see him while you are,,, well

a bit too down

but you werent always down

just that you had every reason to be down yk

im not helping but anyways-

so you were watching them practice,, you had no idea why you were watching since you werent rly into sports whatever and it usually bores you,, and sends your mind flying elsewhere

then you saw Bokuto leaping up from the back and slamming the ball straight past the other player’s blocks 

𝓌𝑜𝓌

fr that was impressive and the way he accurately hit the ball right next to the line was insane

okay, mayhaps you were slowly gathering feelings for him again and this time for his talents as well oho

so you took your time watching this lad in awe while resting on the gym’s window sill, only God knows how you got there, and just admired the players doin their thing

but yk with a lot of Bokuto you perv

ofc Bokuto sees the cat while they were on break and kinda squished his face on the window to get ur attention bc you were sorta falling asleep on there

he was yellin things like theres a cute kitty on the window aaaAAAAA and the other players just wanted him to stop so they kinda invited you inside

they busted a big uwu at how cute the cat was, scared of the new environment it has been forced into

mostly Bokuto

he was beYOND HAPPY to see a small animal within his vicinity and Akaashi was delighted to see him calm at least for once

Bokuto was really gentle at holding the little feline in his arms and his heart might have melted when it relaxed into his hold and rested its little head against his chest

the other players were hella jealous

but Bokuto gettin all the attention from a cat was better than anything else 

until we remember that the guys don’t always stay for practice and that they had classes to attend too, they are at school for a reason

henceforth Bokuto was sad to let the cat go bc the cat isn’t his it’s just a stray cat,, nobody knows where it came from

“i’ll come back for you later okay?”

ahaha yes i am s*ft

while waiting for his promise of coming back, you spent the time to idle around the campus until lunch break came and you once again saw your original body that is now lived by a different host

the fake you turned to your direction and smirked?? what the heck was that for??

but you had Bokuto to comfort you anyway lmao you attention wh*re

then you figured it didn’t feel right to be hogging the lad’s attention like this when you aren’t actually a cat,,, at least not until midnight strikes,,,

you did have a choice whether or not you still wanted to remain as a cat for the rest of your life but that price is selling your soul to that cat

besides all that, i just wanna mention that Bokuto grew fond of the cat that keeps playing with him all day and he lit thought of bringing it with him home bc he was worried like what if it doesn’t have a home to go to and becomes all alone and starving and like get hit by a car 

he was genuinely concerned for your well-being and you felt eVEN BAD NOW and just wanna go over and tell him you’re not an actual cat you’re just a stalker of his that somehow had the chance to turn into a pussy

but he did bring you home

not even Akaashi could stop him when he secretly snuck you inside his bag when they were about to go home from practice

no lie you lit wanted to flee

time was running out and you were wasting it to clown Bokuto into thinking you truly were a cat but not unless you wished to remain a cat

do you deserve that doe?

you thought you did after Bokuto pampering you a lot, showing you to his mom, being cleaned and fed kinda clumsily but its the thought that counts for the night and even tucking you beside him on his bed like s*ft omg

you definitely wanted to leave but like if you left its gonna break his heart but once he finds out you’re an actual human person what the hell is that going to make you

obviously you were in a terrible rut

“now you can stay in my house if you have no where to be, kitty. i can be here with you”

tears came rushing up to your eyes and you just wanted to strangle that creepy ass cat you met last night and bring back what he stole from you

the words he said was enough to have you break down, his kindness and his sincerity was too pure that you just wanted this to stop

especially when it came from someone special to you

you decided life wasn’t so bad if there’s someone you can lean on

stay tuned for more! :>

[an-assortment-of-forks]

1-10 for the anime thing

1. first anime you ever watched

Ouran Highschool Host Club, which should explain a lot.

2. first anime crush

TAMAKI. Well tbh I loved Howl for much longer before but that was before I knew it was anime so I dont count Ghibli movies as my first exposure. They’re better than anime and dont deserve to be grouped with the rest of them x’D

3. favorite anime character

ppprrrooobbabbblllyyyyyyyy Saitama? 

4. least favorite anime character?

im not even sure honestly????? i fall for a lot of villains so its like, cant really hate them. probably just mineta because hes a disgusting perv who doesnt deserve to be on bnha. also the girls deserve better hero outfits while we’re on the subject

5. list all anime you have ever watched

B R U H. THIS LIST WOULD BE TOO LONG. LEMME PUT IT THIS WAY. when i used to watch anime on kissanime (ILLEGAL IK BUT I DIDNT KNOW) i had to click through four pages of the most popular anime to see something i hadn’t at least tried to watch.

6. popular anime you didn’t like

FOOD WARS. THATS SOME NASTY FETISH SHI-

7. anime you are currently watching

just watched A Silent Voice for the third time. i highly recommend it it’s just very sad but it has a happy ending. as for a series? I’m waiting for Haikyuu!! to come back lol..... tho the new art style will take some getting used to.

8. anime character you are most like

U M. why dont you tell m e ? (i am clueless on this one)

9. favorite anime child

Ponyo and Sosuke. no i will not pick one.

10. favorite anime animal sidekick

uhhhhhhh Nina Tucker

TYSM I LOVE THESE :D

[taeyamayang]

now that you've mentioned it, i do sound like someone from the 1800s writing to their old friend 🥲😭 i'll try my best not to sound like one 😖 akaashi? that is a big compliment ○.○ just tried a haikyuu kin test and got akaashi twice so i guess that's something 😭

ahah well im barely more than halfway through and i took a lot of breaks in between 😌 but it is a good show the more you watch it. as for kotaro, i just finished it today and it's more so found family based. without spoiling anything, the kid's backstory does get a little sad. it's a decent show overall though and there were many cute moments to make up for it. uwah i've been meaning to watch given as well but i gotta finish the 10 other animes i put on hold 😋👍 do you also have 20 other animes in your watchlist? 😭

also, just thought i'd post a simple qns. i've read most of your works from tr and jjk and i wonder, how do you get the inspiration to write your works? based on my tr request prompt, you managed to wrote up a oneshot just by a few words, and it was pretty well done as well! what's your thought process when writing?

as always, i hope you have a great rest of the week! don't forget to stay hydrated and safe. be grateful for the little things and i'm soso proud of you. keep up the good work!

ps. i saw ur loves tag and i'm crying?? you didn't have too oml thank you <33

(i always seem to write too long and im so sorry about that 😭)

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no! it's totally fine i like how we have this 1800s dynamics lmao btw i'm sorry it took awhile to write back because i've been busy and i always forget to check my ask box lol and yes you really do give me akaashi keiji vibes hm 🤔

you know what? funny thing i skipped kotaro lives alone cos i heard people say that the kid has a sad background/history and i personally have to mentally prepare myself for emotionally elevating scenes/series bc i feel uncomfortable handling heightened emotions (i'm a bit constipated in showing feelings) SO i moved on to watch given. i finished the series and the movie as well AND SHIT YOU NOT it was a freaking emotional show. i was caught unprepared for it and now i'm all over the place, broken beyond repair BUT I LOVE IT it was well pulled off but still i... sigh, i'm a clown for skipping kotaro lives alone bc of the kid's sad history when given is a whole lot more depressing/angsty.

yes, i do have a long list of animes to watch and i wish i have an extra pair of eyes (aside from my glasses lmao) and brain to consume all the media i want.

that's a cute question, i didn't expect you to ask something about my writing. it makes me feel giddy knowing that someone is interested in knowing how i write gsnsbsns :')

anyway, so i get my inspiration from requests. reqs are like prompts to me, they give me an image or scene to start off with then from there i choose which character (if not given) fits it based on their personality. so, i fit the scene to the personality of the character i will write for then i try to come up with a situation that is likely to happen behind the scenes of the show so it will be relatable for the viewers and readers (e.g: from your request i thought, in the anime only scenes of the actual gang meetings are shown but what happens before the meeting when the captains are waiting for the rest of the members? since they usually start late afternoon to evening maybe they eat first before holding a meeting? then, what transpires in that scene? what could possibly happen within that period of time? do they hang out like ordinary teens their age? how do they converse?) so basically i look for loopholes in the series (if the writing is canon based) then i write for it, i create scenes from what if's.

ㅡholy fuck i suck at explaining.

but i do hope you understand what i meant.

how about you? any updates going on in your life? how's breathing? kidding. but don't hesitate to share anything random about you or your life. i would love to get to know you more.

you never forget to leave me a sweet message, sunflower anon. your words warm my heart :) i hope you eat well today, don't forget to hydrated yourself and look out for your mental health. no one is more important to you than yourself.

i hope to hear from you soon! 'till then, lovely 🌻

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HEY HEY it’s fine, your health always comes first! my friday was really interesting and today i finally went grocery shopping so there’s that. how’s your weekend so far? LMAO UR LITERALLY ME. i often feel detached from people or even myself but it takes .0000081 seconds for a tear to slip out when im reading or watching anime. omg i cried sm the second season of haikyuu bc like.. my baby oiks deserved to go to nationals man, seijoh deserved to go ;-; dont get me wrong i was sooo proud of (1/?)

our crows but like.. oikawa!!! i watched a couple episodes of avatar yesterday and i already love how flawed zuko is, you can see it right from the start. i already know what happens tho okay HAHAH. AND GIRL IM SO HYPED FOR INFINITY WAR!! LIKE aSDJD I CANT EVEN EXPRESS HOW I FEEL, SHIT’S BOUT TO GO DOWN. WHICH REMINDS ME, BOKU NO HERO ACADEMIA IS SET IN A UNIVERSE WITH SUPERHEROES AND IT’S HONESTLY V CUTE. which ALSO reminds me i had a fic draft about how an ex-superhero mc who’s next door (2/?)             

who’s next door neighbors with a notorious anti-hero (superrrr orig ik, i was like in 9th grade ok i’m cringing) and she finds out about him through some funny circumstances bc for one, she’s not dumb. she can piece it together. she lost her powers in some way and is trynna adjust to reg human life and she doesn’t want anything to do with playing hero anymore bc of uh “PLOT.” shit happens. never got past the 3rd chapter lol which made me realize that long fics weren’t for me, i lose (3/?)

motivation too fast but it just sucks bc idk how to condense it enough for it to be a oneshot. when i randomly write, they still hit up to 20k so I DONT KNOW?? maybe i just write too much. i’m just as disorganized as i was 4-5 years ago ;; AH FF(.)net AND QUOTEV. GOOD OL’ TIMES. the first fic i read was about infinite’s woohyun bc he was my bby at the time lmaooo. and wow  i’d love to read your revamped fics and whatever else you have in mind!! the thing about fantasy is that it’s so broad (4/?)        

u can literally do anything with it!! LMAO WELL I MEAN TBRH IT’S JUST BTS but HM WHO DO YOU THINK MAtCHES THE JOB DESCRIPTIONS?? wink wink. ALSO sorry that i talk so much omg u must hate reading my messages lmao i feel like i always have a lot to say (5/5!!!)  -sjsu    

lemme just say that i don’t hate getting your messages at all ok!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel like i have a lot to say especially when the topics are within my interests and girl talking to me abt cringey fanfics, ugly crying over sports anime, & black panther are perfect enough reasons to babble over! i promise!!!!!!!! i look forward to talking to you girl (’:

thank you! i honestly just went out to my friend’s bday dinner yesterday night and chilled at home all day today. i’m supposed to hang with my dad and probably go out driving tomorrow so we’ll see. as of rn, i’m fooling myself into thinking that i’m gonna work on my english paper rn but i’m compromising and telling myself to just find quotes and write my thesis then saving the actually writing for tomorrow. but LMAO I’M GLAD YOU CAN RELATE. I WORRY THAT I’M ALONE ON THIS SOMETIMES. yeah, i detach easily and i don’t mean to but sometimes i prefer to let my mind drift and daydream because it’s so much more interesting than day to day life. buT I GET SO EMOTIONALLY INVESTED IN ANIME OK. I CRIED FOR SEASON TWO ALSO. LIKE OIKAWA WAS SO HARDWORKING AND FUCK WHEN THEY LOST TO THE CROWS I WAS SO SAD BC I HONESTLY WISHED THEY COULD BOTH WIN SOMEHOW. like fuck that anime is good, making us sympathize and love like literally everyone you meet because the biggest antagonist in that damn show is time and how one minor point just fucks everyone over and kjsdhfsjkdhf i love haikyuu!! sooooo much. god

LMAO IT’S OK. i spoil myself a lot with shows and movies bc i’m a big like movie person especially in the MCU and horror cuz i like knowing that what i’m watching is worth all the fuss (this goes for most movies in general) although for black panther i didn’t spoil myself because i could feel it in my gut that it would end my entire existence and guess what it did? ended my entire existence. AND OMG INFINITY WAR SDFSDKJHF I’M SOLELY WATCHING IT FOR T’CHALLA TBH. I NEEDA KNOW WHAT ELSE IS GONNA HAPPEN WITH HIM AND THE REST OF WAKANDA OK. AND OMG IT IS? I LOVE THAT. OK FOR SURE I’M WATCHING IT OK.

i only played an interactive story app abt superheroes and it was so freakin’ cool. now this makes me want to replay it ‘cuz it’s just a trip man. the story line is great and i love the idea of superpowers. and omg that story of yours sounds so cool! like imo a trope / plot can seem “cliche” but how you execute it is what really makes the biggest different! like make me feel!!! make me love and hate your characters!!!!!!!! but yeah, honestly, i’m really starting to disbelieve in my skills at writing multi-part fics bc it’s a STRUGGLE. i write to finish i think. but i’m challenging myself to write series bc i have a few that i reallyyyyyyyyyyy want to write. and holy shit 20k????????? that’s amazing! i’ve only done that like once and i haven’t read it in hella long.

whenever i get around to it (man, i’m starting to get annoyed with myself for using this phrase kjsdhkjfsh), i will most def hit you up!!!!!!!! my first fic was like......... uh.... fuck i can’t even remember but i will admit i did try writing twilight fanfic too. in terms of kpop, my first was this jungkook drabble that i never saved and actually deleted after a few days but another one was this yoongi drabble that i currently have up rn that isn’t too bad. but ok girl telling me, a girl who thrives off structure and a basis, that something is broad is HELL for me. like i really need to think things over and make sure it makes sense and it’s just hard. i struggle but i’m trying.

rjgnkjsgkjsdhfkjshf alright, alright mundane jobs for earth-bound bts:

jin: cafeteria lady (sorry bb), everyone loves him, his station’s the cleanest, and no one hates him like............. at all. not even Boss, who everyone FEARS

yoongi: janitor but not really he doesn’t clean and his boss loves him too much to make him do work

hobi: retail worker bc he will not let any atrocity walk out of the store no matter what, doesn’t need his powers to get anyone to buy anything, makes pouches A Thing

joon: librarian, likes to observe ppl, somehow likes humanity even tho we’re messes (”aren’t we all messes, after all?”)

jimin & tae: delivery boys aka the bats bc they move like they’re coming straight out of hell

jungkook: mcd cashier, hates his job, sometimes gives people melted ice cream bc they looked at him funny