#im so obsessed with this photobook

[venompinks]

TWICE ★ ONCE AGAIN scan

[minjv]

btw i got a gidle album today ^-^

[voguewoozi]

there's always one more kpop group discography to add to the collection. when does it end

[banghwa]

i feel like when jimin's photobook came out nobody rly talked about the clear kink imagery of parts of it. Like. The masks, the leather, the gloves. I loooove the continuity between his photobook and his album, it all feels so him and a cohesive piece of art. Like the images in the all black outfit w the rabbit mask have set me free pt 2 energy.

oooooh i did see some ppl comment on that !! esp paired with how a lot of the shots in the portfolio and face mirror some of mapplethorpe's work is soooooo significant. i wish i knew more abt kink bcs i'd loveeeee to be able to read more into that aspect. but i think the general theme of sadomasochism/horror/submissive domiance etc is something that jimin plays a lot with especially in filter. its so heavy in the gender play of the portfolio it drives me nuts im so obsessed i want to pick his brain so so badddddd

[applejongho]

secret santa here again :) i also wonder if you already know me 🤔 guess we'll have to wait until later this month to find out huhuhu

thank you for answering my first round of q's, i really enjoyed reading your story of you came to bias jongho 🥰 confidence really is so attractive and i think that's also one of the reasons i bias our captain joong <3

definitely taking notes about you liking spooky things 📝👀 black cat nero was also one of my first introductions to ateez and i'm still obsessed with her, very glad we got a studio version :)

now for the next round of questions:

what are some aesthetics you enjoy?

do you have any atz merch? any that you would want?

what's your favorite thing about making gifs?

hope you have a good day!

hi santa! sorry for answering a little late lolol I had exams to do but now im free and am on winter break!

I do wonder if I know u 👀 I have a suspicion for someone but also ik a lot of joong stans, so. funny enough I also bias joong for confidence reasons but jongho is the Main Dude

Also super glad to see u are a black cat nero enjoyer, I Love the vibes of it. It's Very Good.

but now for your Q’s!

1) I love all spooky aesthetics lol. anything to do with the supernatural, esp vampires, I eat up. I also love bikers (leather jackets, motorcycle, causing problems, I dress like one a lot bc I love them a lot!) and rockstars (like, being crazy on stage, loving music, playing electric guitar, the rock on 🤘 hand gesture. another reason why I loved guerrilla so much). anything that basically says “fuck the government” or “fuck society im gonna be who I want to be” is Good Shit. I love also murder (but not in like, a serial killer way???? every time I say that im like pls dont think im insane 😭😭) and darker stuff and dark fantasy. actually I have a writing account and I write basically everything I said, it’s @bikerjongho in case u wanna snoop through my masterlist. the themes of what I write are a good indicator of my aesthetics. I just think death/dying is very compelling! it’s so unknown but everyone will go through it and I think that’s fascinating. anyway im derailing the question so let’s move on

2) I have SO MUCH merch lmao. I have probably about 10ish albums, a lot of their photobooks, a lightiny from going to see atz Newark d1, and way too many jongho photo cards (like,,, 100+. it’s an issue). here’s a photo of all of them! I take pride in them haha. jongho is just a cool dude

3) and I love this q anon, u have such good questions! I take pride in my coloring so I think that’s also my favorite thing to do for gifs. for example I did this series where I made ateez in different aus and made gifs that matched the aus. the coloring was insane to do but I think they all turned out amazingly! here they are if u are curious!

hope u have a good day too anon!!!!

[faerenjun]

DREAM A DREAM ver. 2 // RENJUN

[twisted-interactions]

[ Voice ] hello hello, neige ! I hope you don't mind me coming here to see you,, especially if its so sudden! Uhm, i got these red roses for you, i hope you like them. I know you hear this almost everyday, but i like you..like a lot. Im falling deeper in love with you everyday. - Armani (g/n pronouns-)

𝓝𝓮𝓲𝓰𝓮 𝓛𝓮𝓫𝓵𝓪𝓷𝓬𝓱𝓮 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓐𝓻𝓶𝓪𝓷𝓲:

[I need to put out the warning that this will sadly end in rejection. I don’t see any of the twst characters dating someone they might have never met before right away, which is what I am getting out of this request. I am sorry if I misunderstand something or if I mess up big time, but I really have been thinking a lot about this and don’t know how to handle it.]

There was nothing too unusual in Neige’s daily routine. Getting up, getting dressed, attending classes, socialising with his peers and after school and club activities were over he had a meet and greet and handshake event lined up on the occasion of Valentine’s Day coming up soon. 

To no one’s surprise, the tickets were all sold out faster than one could have blinked, Neige posted on Magicam how he was really happy and thankful about the support of his followers and fans, how everyone was incredible for crashin the webpage and buying out all the tickets. 

He was looking forwards to meeting everyone, preparing his hair and make-up, made sure his Royal Sword Academy uniform was crisp and clean, that he was presentable and perfectly perpared to meet the long line of fans. 

Events like this helped him getting to know his audience better and connect with them, exchange pleasantries and have a little small talk. More often than not, Neige found himself signing a lot of merchandise his fans brought along. Most of them were bromides, followed by clearfiles. Some had photobooks or pamphlets. It didn’t matter what it was though, Neige was happy to see his fans supporting him by buying his merch, which he gladly signed. 

No matter how limited the time was he spent with each individual, he made sure all of them had a great time and paid attention to what they were trying to tell him. Some fans were really emotional and started crying, sobbing how much they admited him and how happy they were to meet him, speak to him and shake his hand. Others were so nervous that they barely managed to get a word out. All of this was fine to him, he was patient after all. 

But the highlight for everyone was the high touch. 

Some people would come up with the funniest poses to do, it was a lot of fun to engage with his fans that way and everyone would get a unique photo! Some people formed hearts with their hand and his, some just did the regular high touch, some wanted him to hold his hand up very high so they’d have to actually jump to reach and some of the really shy ones just wanted to do a pinky promise. 

Of course not every encounter was pleasant, some fans were really loud and demanding, got really uncomfortably close and hugged him without warning, refusing to let go. As sad as it was, it wasn’t rare for Neige to get grabbed, pulled, pushed and in very extreme cases... obsessive fans had to be escorted away. Some by force. 

But he couldn’t let it show that he was shaken up, he must remain cheerful to not worry his other fans. 

The line has ifnally gotten short enough that an end was in sight, it was the last rush of people. Neige hyped himself up once more and greeted the next person, cherrful and bright as ever, shook their hand and thanked them for coming to see him. He asked for a name and apologised for the long wait, making sure you were fine. 

“Hello hello, Neige ! I hope you don't mind me coming here to see you... especially if it’s so sudden! Uhm, i got these red roses for you, i hope you like them. I know you hear this almost everyday, but I like you..like a lot. I’m falling deeper in love with you everyday.”

Now, a confession like this wasn’t new to Neige and he heard them plenty of times. His reply would always be the same though fior each and every fan.

“Thank you so much for the roses, Armani, I am really flattered to hear that! But you see, such a declaration is really really meaningful to some people and you have to make sure to know the person you love inside and out. One should always start with a friendship first and get to know each other.”

Neige always felt a little bad whenever he had to reject someone.

“We can talk more in future events, right Armani?”

He did hope to see you more often though, because...

“Someday, my princ-...”

[abrilstevens]

DUDE MY HEART!!! The Handmaiden is my ABSOLUTE FAV WLW movie ever too!! I have everything you can imagine in regards to that movie (LP record, photobook, movie poster, etc) i just cant get enough of it, its so well shot and acted like WOW! I swear to you I had to watch it like 5 more times after I saw it for the 1st time not just because it was amazing but because there’s so many little hidden details, im still in awe after all this time tbh

omg anon.. i have the record and the photobook too and two special edition dvds. OUR TASTE. OUR OBSESSION. love that for us. that movie is just so special to me like, every time i watch it i notice something new? and the extended version? the way it really shows you so much more of hideko’s longing for her? BYE. everything about it is incredible and honestly i rarely see it recommended when people are talking about wlw movies.. a disgrace

[adrienaline-rushed-art]

Can you do Marinette for next character ask/ml sugar pls?

Why I like them: Despite being immature in many ways— I guess by that, I mean her obsessive behavior, but really guys… she *just* turned 14. You know who else is 14? 1D fanfic writers (but more on that later)— in other ways, she’s more mature than adults. First, she’s self-aware, and she’s willing to take responsibility/humble herself when the time comes. Even though a lot of this is because Tikki guides her, it means a lot that she actually listens. I know so many adults that would rather be petty. 

And when I say self-aware I mean a lot of things. For one, she understands when she’s doing something… mm… not so great. Many of these things are for comic relief/exaggeration/situational comedy/slapstick (which is pretty much the extent small children get from it), but it’s still evident that she feels guilty or hesitant. 

does that look like the face of someone who’s comfortable with her own actions? 

Kids who watch heroes look for (and need) confidence and justice. Neither of which are happening in this scene or in some others, and from the kids that I know… they’re totally aware of it. Some might blatantly shout at Marinette as they watch her do something wrong, others might not say anything but… trust me they aren’t taking notes. 

The thing is, I’m glad she’s a main female character… who screws up…. a loT. The hero isn’t supposed to be perfect, and I mean that in a general way. Flat villains are perfect in their own realm, so I don’t think imperfect characters are only better for writing, they’re better people or can become better people. A perfect individual is a comfortable and consistent one, a person needs ups and downs to improve. 

It’s a bit like kim possible, except Marinette commits more errors because she’s younger and less adventurous… so in a way she’s a bit naive to the world (Kim Possible may as well be an ambassador, so she’s cultured and still makes really cringey mistakes eyes the wheelchair episode). We grew up watching her make these mistakes so we could see them get fixed, if they never happened we wouldn’t know for better or for worse. What’s more, it’s most important coming from the main character. So… I’m proud of her. 

Another thing is that she watches her own behavior in the future. She’s learning to trust that Adrien won’t fall for Lila’s gags, she’s learning to talk to him and move away from being a fan (bluntly pointed out in Troublemaker, she actually sees herself as more of a fan than as a friend. Yes, she was lying to cover herself, but she had pictures of all of her friends up… she didn’t use friendship as an excuse? And why did the excuse come to her so naturally? It might be obvious, but she gets flustered and doesn’t come up with good lies… honestly ‘because im a fan’ is pretty fair), and she’s learning how to treat Chat Noir. 

I would almost say in Season 1 that Ladybug was pretty flippant to Chat Noir, and I know it was cute at times but people usually behave this way with someone they feel close to already… so why didn’t she ever take the time to take him seriously? Ever since Glaciator, Ladybug has learned how sensitive he is. She didn’t judge him so quickly as to assume that he felt entitled to her, or that he was throwing a simple/unimportant tantrum that could be shrugged off. She took the time to read into the situation and see what exactly was going through his head. Emotions are never a joke, especially in a city where someone like Hawkmoth is a concern. She was cool and collected like a therapist, especially because she sympathized where his feelings were coming from (not too long before she had gotten upset with some ice cream man that was just doing his everyday thing and ditched her friends because she felt hopeless and betrayed by Adrien). Granted she never said anything against him, but she didn’t get forced into a situation where she had to confront him either. 

She also knew that reacting harshly would only make things worse, and then neither of them would get off from their high-horse. Compassion is what gets a person to reflect and feel respected. She looked him sincerely in the eyes and apologized, and she expected the same from him. She set the stage, and he responded. They ended up fine, and he even reacted well to the infamous ‘friendzone’, because well… he treasures friends too, and he didn’t know Ladybug considered him to be one. Ladybug was surprised, but now that she knew he had felt abandoned not only that night but since the beginning, she took note that he has trouble reading when a person cares about him deeply (and we all know he does, his love receptors are broken both in his household and as seen in the most recent ep). 

She is much softer with him now but very explicit. She doesn’t beat around the bush, she tells him exactly what he needs to hear. 

“Chat Noir! You know you’re irreplaceable.” 

Look at that face, he knows now that you said it. 

It’s actually quite motherly… I mean this is a perfect response. She adjusts to the needs of her friends accordingly rather than treating them equally, because friends don’t always need the same thing. Equity over equality. She’s an excellent example and so much more than the “Huff… I’m a strong independent woman and I don’t care about men and if anyone ever sasses me I’ll choke them. Also I don’t paint my nails, that’s for babies” You can be strong and independent without sacrificing any of these things. It’s not about making enemies, it’s about standing up for yourself— and those you care about. 

I could look for so many examples of how she looks out for her friends and makes sure to mind their feelings and experiences before getting all defensive, but that would be… the entire show. 

She’s imperfectly perfect and perfectly imperfect. 

Favorite episode (scene if movie): Zombisou... and maybe Chameleon and Oniichan. She was angry about so many different things and had so much pressure on herself— including the fact that in each of these she had to protect/comfort/defend someone anyone else in their right mind would rather spit on. But Marinette is noble, she knows how to keep herself together when she needs to. When it comes down to it, the people she’s so angry with are human too. They have hearts with burdens of their own that she doesn’t even know about, if something were to happen to them she would care. She has the responsibility to keep them safe, but also she wants to. There’s a difference between a pain in the ass and a monster, and besides she isn’t the judge of the universe, it’s not her place to decide what someone gets and doesn’t get. Maybe they aren’t getting everything they deserve, but if every human being got what they deserved we’d all be struck dead by lightning. 

And she certainly doesn’t wish death upon them. And as we’ve all noted, whether it’s seen publically or not... what goes around comes around. 

Favorite season/movie: Season 2 wins again... for now, it aint over yet

Favorite line: Uhh... dang it this again... how about the one above? “You know you’re irreplaceable?” and every other uwu line she has. She is so soft hhuhhggn 

Favorite outfit: The cute lil maid outfit from Animaestro

OTP: Well it’s the same as what I put for Adrien, Marichat. For noncanon... mmm.. I think Kagaminette but Ninette is p damn close 

Brotp: I mean??? ALyanette duh. But you know since right now Ladynoir is technically platonic.... they’re pretty lit as bros too (marichat is too but so far fanon is the only place they’ve truly become bro bros) 

Headcanon: She wouldn’t have all of those pictures of Adrien if she felt even remotely close to him. I think those fics where she has photos up of Chat Noir should be canon, just like how she has ones of her friends, but she has soo many of Adrien which sets him apart from friendship like I said before. She’s insecure and taking advantage of the fact that he’s famous af, none of us can truly relate to having access to so many amazing photos of our crushes... and to sort of continue with the next question..

Unpopular opinion: These days a phone’s photobook may as well be a private wall to hang pictures on so really... Marinette is an exaggeration of exactly what people do— mostly young girls, which she happens to be— and hey get off of your crushes Instagram while you’re at it. It’s actually pretty normal, it’s not the best behavior but again, you need to have that cringey low to climb higher. And anyhow it’s all for the joke of it, no one is supposed to take these things seriously. But I’ll let you all know when my younger cousins start hanging up stalker photos of their noncelebrity crushes “because marinette did it so it must be ok” 

Honestly, not even the borderline ooc things are that bad. Like... they’re bad... but it’s a good thing to show, as in it’s not too horrendous to use as an example. It works because it’s so unrealistic, but with very real behaviors that kids need to address in themselves by watching Marinette. I would say some of her actions straddle between IC and OOC, not either-or. 

(WARNING: Do not read on if you have intensely strong feelings toward L/u/k/a to the point of sensitivity over any mild criticism as a character or as he is written. If you’re pretty chill reading anything then you’re fine, I didn’t say anything cruel I only gave an opinion as mildly as I could. The point of the honest opinion section is not to be salty but to express my point of view without insults)

Her crush on Adrien at this point in time is no more or less unhealthy than her crush with L/u/k/a— which is still unclear because for some reason In Silencer she still looked like she was on the brink of deciding she had a crush. She’s kind to L/u/k/a and he’s kind back, but she isn’t very nice. The difference is that it’s not very nice to ask someone on a date to spy on your main crush, it’s not very nice to indulge in the affection someone gives you as a chew toy while you wait for your crush and try avoiding the guy who is deeply in love with you and you sorta like him too. (He fell for her incredibly quickly and she did too despite feeling insulted by him moments before, unfortunately he’s a fallback she feels almost nothing for and she’s directing her ‘oh-no-feelings-for-someone-who-isnt-adrien’ chat noir attack to l/u/k/a because with him, she knows its easily uprooted).This goes back to the importance of not always being at your best behavior for a child audience to learn from you, but my unpopular opinion is that she and Adrien are not toxic and she and l/u/k/a are not a godsend. He’s also the equivalent of a High school sophomore dating an 8th grader? So... it’s kinda weird that he’s advancing? (I censored his name for the sake of avoiding conflict, I’m stating this for the unpopular opinion and I said it in as straight as I could because I don’t want salt to touch this. I respect L/u/k/a as a character, he’s a good boy. I’m disagreeing and agreeing to disagree by trying not to engage.) 

Wish: Please, let her find out Chat Noir’s identity first... I beg you. 

An oh-god-please-dont-ever-happen: Except don’t let the reveal happen right after one of them is rejected... that... that would be really bad. 

5 words to best describe them: Noble, responsible, creative, strong, kind

 My nickname for them: I like Marigold and Shortcake, I’ve used them in fics and I cry

anyway she’s one of the best protags don’t @ me when I have kids they’ll be watching her and adrien and they will be who they’re raised on

[gamerwoo]

get to know me tag !!!

I was tagged by @middle-of-a-wonshua-sandwich (i love u bitch)

Rules: Tag 10 followers you want to get to know better!

Star Sign: Libra

Height: 5'10-ish (it’s been a couple years but last time I checked, I was 5′10 and if I grow any more I’m putting my head through a wall))

Put your playlist on shuffle and list the first 4 songs:

Eureka - Zico

Gorilla - Pentagon

Settle Down - The 1975

Chuck - Seventeen

Grab the nearest book next to you, turn to page 23, what is line 17?:

Uhh the nearest book is a Seventeen photobook but page 23 is a picture of Jihoon and Seungkwan

Ever had a song or poem written about you?:

Unfortunately

When was the last time you played air guitar?:

Like...last week maybe?? To be fair, I was trying to remember the notes to a song on ukulele so technically it was air ukulele

What’s a sound you hate? One you love?: 

My aunt makes this really annoying sound when she clears her throat, and that annoys me. And for some reason I love the sound of heels on a hard floor??? 

Do you believe in ghosts?: 

VERY MUCH SO but like not as much as Ryan from Buzzfeed Unsolved dsjkfhksd

Do you believe in aliens?: 

Also yes

Do you drive? If so have you crashed?: 

I hate admitting this because I’m an adult but I don’t have my license but I’ve taken drivers ed and know how to drive. I’ve never crashed, though. I did get stuck in a small snowbank once which was very embarrassing

Do like the smell of gasoline?:

I know it’s bad if I say yes but yes (it also lowkey reminds me of my dad bc he was a mechanic)

What’s the last movie you’ve seen?:

Uh the last one I watched was last night and it was How The Grinch Stole Christmas, but the last one I watched in a theater was Incredibles 2

What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?: 

I sprained my ankle when I was about 3 or 4

Do you have any obsessions right now?: 

I just recently got into Pentagon, so them. Also Attack on Titan/Tokyo Ghoul because I started rewatching them (more so Attack on Titan rn)

Do you tend to hold grudges?: 

Yes :))))

In a relationship?: 

LMAO no

(second tag)

First name- Ky/Kai but I’m known as Rocket

Last name- DumbassMcGee

Height- 5′10

Age- 22

Hair color- Naturally, it’s dark brown. Currently, my roots are natural but the rest of my hair is red and purple

Favorite fruit- WATERMELON!!!

Favorite season- Spring and autumn

Favorite animal- GIRAFFES!!!!!!!!!

Favorite fictional character- Stitch from Lilo and Stitch or Baymax from Big Hero 6 (I hugged both of them at Disney and I cried)

Favorite tv show- I rarely watch TV shows anymore tbh. I like old episodes of Spongebob if that counts???

Favorite color- Pink, mint, and black 

Dog or cat person- I own both don’t make me choose :(((

Tumblr crush- I suddenly can’t read

Dream trip- To either visit LA, Korea, or Australia

Post your most recent selfie- 

I don’t have any selfies w my new hair so my most recent one is from Halloween w my very faded green and blue hair dsjfksdf

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aight idk if i even know 10 people but i’m gonna taaaaaag: @baekwell--tart @sadienita @fxllenforyxu @blossomjeno @felixssmile @smut-wars @wonholdmyheart @softseventeens (its not 10 but this is what i got off the top of my sleep-deprived head. also yall can completely ignore this dskhfkdsf im sorry)

[audiovisualrecall]

Im fucking bored, I couldnt make myself set up stuff to paint, I wasnt asked if I wanted to go with parentals when they went somewhere and when I said I could take the bus to the garden store to look for seeds ma asked me not to take the bus (were gonna go tomorrow supposedly) bc germs, and i didnt make myself go outside for a walk or anything, and the second I settled down and started working on something I was excited about (photobooks) steph made her comment abt it and I couldnt explain that im going to vibrate out of my skin and I dont know why and I missed my appointment time w therapist today and shes gonna charge us for it and if I talk to her tomorrow and Friday too but I need to talk to her I guess or someone and it's not a good time to find a new therapist. But anyway I have too much energy and executive dysfunction and depression bleh bc I stayed in the house all day and did Nothing and now steph is being irritating and no one seems to have noticed i went upstairs to lay in bed idefk I'm just so!!!!! Frustrated w myself and irritated and I want to do something but not any of the things I Could do!! But I do want to paint I just dont want to have to set up and then put it all away in 2 hours and I got excited about plants, and mini greenhouses, and that's all my brain cares abt rn bc my brain is obsessive! Yes! So I'm jittery and steph is just babbling about stupidly inane things that are so dumb and boring and idgaf and I cant talk about anything i care about and shes monopolized their attention and im Angry about it!!!!! I wanted to talk about plants and greenhouses and landscape ideas and plans and interesting things!!

Also someone tell me how to deal with this agitation?? without my brain wanting to spend money on things?? Like I get like this and immediately it's like spend money on things! Paints! Plants! Photobooks! Ficbooks! Rocks! Buy things! Because I cant make anything bc uhhh dad has to clean chicken (but hes not doing anything related at all, hes sitting down and listening to steph's babbling.) And I cant make, like, doors for my shelf boxes on my own. Or make cradles for panels to paint on. I want to create but I'm like, stopping myself so then I turn to creating things like the ficbooks or photo books... I'd love to write a story but I..cant do that. So. And the photo and ficbooks will cost money. And I could work on my website or my etsy/storevny and list the 3 photobooks i currently have, or I could work on the 2 etsy orders I got the other day, or I could wash dishes, or I could paint. But I cant...get myself to do any of it. So I'm just..going to be frustrated.

Also I want to have an art studio and the basement would be a perfect place for one but it's a mess and I cant just clean it all up and finish it, it's a multi person job to clean up, and dad has things he has to do like.. room walls. Sheetrock. Etc...

And I'd love to do landscaping the backyard, I have Plans, but no one is interested in discussing it and it's not something i can just *do* either.

I dont want to just play games on my phone.

[kellyskpopshop]

WTS - NEED TO GET RID OF

Need gone ASAP. Price reduced!! I’m moving so I cannot bring these with me! I’m downsizing a lot of my albums so I need these gone!

Prices do not include shipping unless otherwise noted. If interested, please message me. Albums do not include photocards unless otherwise noted. If interested, please message me here or via email at kellynguyeniscool@gmail.com

Posters buy 2 posters for $25 shipped

BTS YNWA Green Ver (4x) - $14 shipped in usa *rolled!* BTS YNWA Pink Ver (3x) - $14 shipped in usa *rolled!* MONSTA X Beautiful REGULAR GROUP (both ver available) $14 shipped in USA *rolled!*

Photocards

Boyfriend PC - $8 each Donghyun’s My Avatar Hyunseong’s Be My Shine Youngmin’s My Avatar

BTS YNWA Standee (5x) - $6

EXO SUM fortune cookie (Suho/Tao) - $8 each XOXO (Kai) PC - $9 Growl Popup Store (Kai) PC - $7

Got7 Bambam Identify photocard - $9

Infinite Fly High (Hoya/Dongwoo) photocard - $8

Monsta X Shownu Beautiful $9 IM Beside $9 Shownu Beside $9 Jooheon Lost $9 Jooheon Guilty $9

NCT 127 Firetruck Yuta $9 NCT Dream The First Jisung $9

SEVENTEEN L&L BOOKMARK (Seungkwan) $12

TWICE The Story begins Unit Card A (Nayeon, Sana, Tzuyu) $5

VIXX Error Booklet (Hongbin/Ravi) $10 each VIXX Beautiful Liar Ravi Standee - $6

RAVI R.EAL1ZE photocard (blue shirt) - $8

Albums BAP Matrix signed w/ Himchan pc - $30

Boyfriend Obsession (Minwoo signed) - $23 Obsession (Hyungseong signed) - $23

BTS YNWA (pink) $15 shipped in the USA

CLC first love all member signed with booklet $25

EXO MID (K&M) - $15 shipped OVERDOSE (M) - $15 shipped in usa XOXO (K) - $15 shipped

GOT7 Identify (original) - $14

Hellovenus I’m Ill (signed) - $30 w/ Nara PC

Melodyday Speed Up (promo/all member signed) - $35

Monsta X Rush (Original Ver) $10

SEVENTEEN Love Letter (Letter/Dino or S.Coups signed) - $45

VIXX Error (Ravi booklet) $15 RAVI R.EAL1ZE signed album - $30 (2x) SHANGRI LA birth stone version $15 shipped

VIXX Ken and J’Kyun Ponytail digital single (rare) $40 shipped in USA

Misc.

Kai Like a boy photo book - $35 Kai Inception photobook - $35 Sehun NR Hand fan $7 9 pocket binder sheet (20x) $1 each

[btsgay]

questions tag

i was tagged by @baxngtan​ thanks so much <3

1. WHAT TIME IS IT WHERE YOU ARE?

8:55 pm

2. CURRENT ENERGY LEVELS?

like 2/10 i’m about to pass out

3. SONG THAT YOU’RE OBSESSED WITH AT THE MOMENT?

bodyache by purity ring

4. OTHER KPOP GROUPS YOU STAN THAT AREN’T BTS?

seventeen

got7

shinee

5. BANDS OUTSIDE OF KPOP THAT YOU STAN?

purity ring

melanie martinez

the 1975 kinda?

6. CATS OR DOGS?

dogs!!!!!!!

7. FAVOURITE SOUND?

the inside of seashells

keyboard clicks

rubbing rough fabric

8. SOMETHING THAT MADE YOU LAUGH IN THE LAST COUPLE OF DAYS?

i made my friend stan yoongi without stanning bts and that was great.

9. FAVOURITE THING ABOUT YOUR BIAS?

i cant pick one thing??? um he’s never afraid to be himself and is very true to who he is!! also legs <3<3

10. APPS / SITES THAT YOU USE OFTEN?

Tumblr

KakaoTalk

Instagram

Crossy Road (im stuck in 2011)

11. WHERE ARE YOU FROM?

usa

12. ARE YOU MORE OF AN INTROVERT OR EXTROVERT?

introvert!!!!!

13. SINCE WHEN HAVE YOU BEEN INTO KPOP AND HOW DID YOU DISCOVER IT?

i’ve casually listened to kpop for about ? 5 years? but i only started stanning groups in 2016

14. WHO WAS THE FIRST KPOP GROUP YOU GOT INTO?

technically girls generation but my first bias group is BTS

15. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS? IF YES, WHICH ONE(S)?

i have 2 doggos and a kitty cat

16. TEA OR COFFEE?

neither yikes

17. DAY OR NIGHT?

night!!

18. WHAT KIND OF MOVIES DO YOU PREFER WATCHING?

comedies and adventure movies

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST WISH FOR THE FUTURE?

just to be happy. thats all i want

20. WHAT’S YOUR WAY OF BEING CREATIVE?

writing

cooking

dreaming

21. WHAT’S YOUR DREAM JOB?

i don’t have a dream job per say but right now i’d like to teach english in other countries!

22. WHICH COUNTRY / COUNTRIES DO YOU DESPERATELY WANT TO VISIT?

japan

south korea

new zealand

wales

colombia

canada

argentina

belgium

(did i miss anyone from sss??)

23. HOW MANY LANGUAGES DO YOU SPEAK?

fluently, english and i know a bit of asl

24. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVOURITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL/COLLEGE/UNIVERSITY?

history and psychology

25. DO YOU PLAY, OR HAVE YOU PLAYED, ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS?

used to play clarinet, can kinda play piano

26. DO YOU BELIEVE IN HOROSCOPES/ZODIACS?

mmm not really

27. IS THERE ANYTHING YOU REALLY WANT TO LEARN TO DO?

being in myself more, learn to speak korean and japanese

28. HOW MANY TIMES IN YOUR LIFE HAVE YOU MOVED HOUSE/CITY/COUNTRY?

house: 7? 8? times

city: 6 times

country: never

29. WOULD YOU RATHER HAVE NO CHILDREN OR A LOT OF CHILDREN?

a lot of children

30. ARE YOU RELIGIOUS/SPIRITUAL?

sure

31. DO YOU DRINK ALCOHOL?

no i hate it

32. IF YOU GOT TO SPEND A WHOLE WEEK ALONE WITH YOUR IDOL, WHAT WOULD YOU WANT TO DO? (APART FROM SEX… ¬_¬)

maybe learn how to dance? really just get to know him and 

34. IF YOU COULD BE THE BEST IN THE WORLD AT ONE THING, WHAT WOULD IT BE?

being happy (does that count?)

35. WHAT ARE YOUR PASSIONS?

i don’t really have any?? i just wanna be happy and make other people happy

36. WHAT ARE YOUR PET-PEEVES?

people who ask for advice but then argue with you over it lol. ummm people who talk about you behind your back but act like your friend to your face. 

37. FAVOURITE ANIME / MANGA MOVIES?

ponyo!!!!!! 

38. FAVOURITE ANIME / MANGA TV SHOWS?

i haven’t really watched any lately? i used to love dragon ball z. i want to watch yuri on ice when i have time 

39. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SEASON?

winter or autumn!

40. IF YOU COULD HAVE WHICHEVER NATIONALITY YOU WANTED WHAT WOULD IT BE AND WHY?

i don’t think i’d change nationality, even if i could. no matter how problematic the usa can be, it’s my home. 

QUESTIONS FOR PEOPLE I TAGGED:

41. WHO IS YOUR BIAS? 

42. WHAT IS YOUR GO-TO ARTICLE OF CLOTHING?

43. WHICH PHOTOBOOK IS YOUR FAVORITE?

44. WHAT IS YOUR HOGWARTS HOUSE?

45. IS YOUR CURRENT BIAS YOUR ORIGINAL BIAS?

i tag @holy-yoongi @n-amjoonie @sugaandchill @blackyoongi @pkchiminie @taehyungs-nuts @chokemeseokjin and @hobisnovia!!!

[audiovisualrecall]

So it's ok if I sit and read obsessively for hours, or play a game on my phone for hours. It's ok if she obsessively binge watches TV shows.

But if I spend hours on the process of picking paints, or selecting photos to make a photobook, or some other project like that, bc im indecisive and hyperfocus and it's kinda fun and it's a way to escape the same as any other focus/obsession...i get 'why are you obsessively focused on That???'

Double standards...