#im so hecking active on the amino

[pineappleparfaitie]

Blog updates+ just gen updates ?Kinda talking about stuff?

Aight so summer vacation has roughly 1 month left and that means im starting my 2nd year of high school in a month.Im not in my homeland in terms of school- im in a diffrent country, different language and i am still not good at it and i have to practice before then.

In all reallity i made this blog back in February as a way for me to post nom art so i can at least share that interest with some people.

For a small bit i had few followers but i was happy, it was just me and like 10-15 people.

And then i suddenly got more followers and this blog became a place of comfort and joy for me. Little me probably would not believe we ever got further than 20 watchers on DeviantArt or like 50 followers on Amino in 2019.

Its been a joy and i love the stuff ive expirienced here.Ive made a good few moots and frens , even someone id consider to be one of my closest friends now.

However , since the shitstorm back on May 29th of this year i have been paranoid of every follower ive gotten, and i have not been able to connect to people since then. Very rarely do i even find the motivation to even text a person more than like a few times a WEEK.

Also with getting more followers multiple MDNI blogs and NSFW blogs have found my stuff and its almost like every day i have to worry about some rando rebloging my shit to a blog that encourages gross shit.

Heck even if its a sfw vore blog run by an adult theres a chance they reblog nsfw shit, and then people who like that will come to me thinking i make simmilar content.

to say I don't have more than a dozen people blocked from this stuff is an understatement.

And i am not against nsfw blogs, i am bi i get it. Im not against thesr people posting their honky shit more power to em, im just not 18 and its putting them and ME in danger yk?

I seriously dont want to undermind all the wonderful stuff ive expirienced here, but again after ghe 29th i have not had the same..joy to post i had once before.nor to make friends.

So please, if you want to be close to me, id advise against it for both our sakes,.

Another thing is after the past month, ive been considering making this blog 16+ only. Im still not sure on the decision but yeah.

I may also eventually rework my main and possibly share it?But im not sure on that either in all fairness.

So yeah

I wont be as active, i may not post much, and yeah i kinda just rambled for like 10 minutes.

Thanks for reading

[vermillianthus]

1. Snowfeather, my oc

2. Chibi for t e r

3. Chibi for Widostar

4. Commission for merry cinnabun

5. Chibi for Duskfur

6. Speckletail, my oc

7. Honeyheart, my oc

8. Sweetstripe, my oc

9. Ashwind, my oc

[kirbycosmi]

4:42am doodle ft. badly-drawn tired-of-you’re-shit robboi wearing the clothes I am currently using as nightwear (which I decided to draw him in them because they unintentionally looked oddly similar to his normal clothes and just) I made while I was trying not to fall asleep I’m still trying :vv

[[i have the old mobile app and it won’t let me make a cut thing so you can stop reading because it gets pretty boring from here.. just some updates and heck]]

any hecking way I might post more regularly most of it will be doodles maybe a bit of an animation dump from time to time dunno after coming back to the tattletail amino after like 2 months I said I’d be more active it’s been three days since and I have posted absolutely nothing so no promises :vv anyway screW IT IM GOING TO HEcKING SLE E P

[sparklysung]

my day has been alright… i had bit of an emotional bump earlier but i think i’m fine for now hehe ❤️ also no my fics aren’t on tumblr! :(( ahh maybe i’ll just open a page as an archive because they’re all on amino right now, i used to be super active on the ARMY amino back in my BTS stan days and i wrote quite a bit of fics (which were surprisingly alright? better ideas than now for sure AHHA). hmm maybe i will just open a page with all them old but gold fics 👀 my current writing blog is basically dead, i wrote like one two fics and bounced, so i’ll probably just move my work to this blog some time soon… i do want to get back to writing fics but for now i need to get through my last year of high school (god awful times) and when i have time before college i’ll probs spend some time finishing my long never ending chenle novel 😃

dang i really need to clean up my blog a little sometime i just realised, it’s the reason why i’m so demotivated to post anything ;-;

also omg i have the same ‘problem’ KSKSK when i try to sleep at night i just write the fic in my head and sometimes i do continue the story for quite a while but i don’t really sleep and im just there shifting in bed like goddamit it’s time to sleep for real now. but other times i try to continue but then sleep mechanisms work so well that every time i progress a little bit my mind just rambles about something vaguely related to a detail in a storyline and thinks of something that happened and then i drift off to sleep because it just keeps spiralling down-

oww i’m sorry to hear that, but glad you overcame it and now you’re fine♥️ omg i remember when i used to use amino lmao. now i really wanna read them, sounds like they’re really good👀 i hope your time before college is actually relaxing and you do have time, cause i can’t relate. at least for me is ✨stressful✨ asf. I WANNA READ THAT CHENLE NOVEL DUDE OMGG

you really should so motivation comes backk. i still don’t really know where my demotivation comes from and idk how the heck to get rid of it:(

YES, that was me yesterday trying to sleep lmao. i hate when i come up w a good ass plot but can’t write it atm since i’m supposed to be asleep so i’m like “okay, i’ll write it down first thing in the morning” but then END UP FORGETTING the whole thing:( it makes me wanna ugly cry

–lia:)