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llaudna · 2 years ago

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i think i got scammed out of 560 bucks and im so pissed i can't miss this fucking money

#i checked site reviews and they were all good #im so fucking mad I wanna cry #if I don't get the money back idk what I'm gonna do #p #don't rb

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bellamyblakru · 4 months ago

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i will never understand how some people can actively shit on something they know someone loves and finds joy in right in front of them. how can you hate something that makes someone else happy in this absolutely fucked world in front of them.

its the passive aggression for no reason i will never ever understand or do to others. if you have a passion, fucking LIVE it. if nothing else, passion gets us through every shitty day, and i will always support it.

have passion in spite of those who hate.

#its absolutely mind boggling to me #and genuinely makes me so fucjinf upset #i was sitting next to my sister who has been nicer to me than usual as she is talking to her online friend and im doing my nails silently b #its her polish and i didnt wanna take it out of her room. but i look up and shes ranking music genres which is all cool. but without #hesitation as the first one at the most bottom tier she put kpop. like i understand its not her cup of tea but i was like okay thats #something that actively makes me wanna keep living yaknow. and she knows that. so i was like #‘interesting placement for kpop’ and she didnt say anything so i said ‘im not sure youve listened to it enough to have such a violent #opinion on it’ and she immediately got angry saying shes ‘heard enough’ and then got mad at me for saying that saying why was i being ‘like #this what the fuck’ and my heart genuinely sunk into my ass but i couldnt leave even though i felt like crying bc i only did one hand and i #was drying at that moment plus i didn’t wanna make it a big deal. but this is not the first time she’s actively hated on my music without #prompt from me and it just makes me ????? like. music taste differs with everyone i understand this and i respect it. if something brings u #happiness then i would love to hear and listen even if i wouldn’t choose it myself. but being a bitch about it. idk #ultimately its the fact of being mean for no reason over someone else’s passion makes u a fucking asshole #:)))) im not crying bye #ashley rambles #to delete later #my mom and brother do it too btw. hating on it and making sure i hear it.#my mom was doing it the other day and my 7 year old nephew kept saying ‘pook i love it. i think its cool’ and it made me cry because kids #have the capacity for such unaltered kindness as the world has yet been cruel to them #idk man

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jokerwithcrowbar · 4 months ago

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ooc: stop. im gonna scream. i lost all the fucking progress on canva. i quit. i hate my life. im gonna destroy everything i see. i wanna die.

canva better bring out that fucking ukulele.

#im pulling a romanoff #istg #ooc post #this is me FILLED with fucking rage #i wanna cry and scream wtf #im so mad rn #smutinlove vs canva #canva needs to apologize with a ukulele

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dr-spectre · 4 months ago

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I keep losing at that stupid duo challenge in Splatoon 3 and it makes me wanna go down to the pier, grab a squid, and just squish it in my hands. I wanna scream at a squid for causing me so much pain and misery.

I need something to help me calm down so that I don't throw my Switch out the God damn window and break a table in half. I have these violent urges in my body and I need to unleash them or else I will fall apart on an atomic level.

#splatoon #splatoon 3 #rant post #im so fucking mad #i wanna punch something #oh the misery #i hate everything #i wanna cry

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triggeringtommy · 15 days ago

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i was gonna journal yk as a healthy coping skill but my partner has work @ 9am so they don't want me to keep the light on,,, ik its stupid but i just wanna cry, i need a therapist

#shit happens #personal #i love them sm and im gonna keep the light off so they can rest #but omfg i just wanna write my feelings out so badly i just wanna scream and cry and let it outtttt but i c a n t !!!!!!#i just wanna scream until i can't anymore and cry til i pass out.#i'm so upset and ik its like hella extreme bc i forgot my meds this morning so im lowkey feeling not the best #but holy fuck i just wanna snort my pain killers and cry and hurt.myself bc i wanna be with them #i feel so abandoned :(:(:(#i just want this pain to go away but i dont thjnk it ever will i think he gave his pain to me when he left this world #like not to be gay or poetic or emo..#but this boy genuinely transferred his pain to me when he killed himself #like i fully believe i took his pain when he left me here #he fucking left me here #i hate him and im forever mad at him but i'll always love him for the rest of time #i miss him i miss him i miss himmmm im gonna fucking sob like a baby when my partner goes to sleep #im gonna take more pills stg i cant do this shit tonihjt man

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chocochat · 7 months ago

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idk why i keep buying clothes on depop im disappointed every time..

#i recently bought this like wrap?? top and i thought it was sooo cute and i even got it in a size bigger #TELL ME WHY IT WAS A FUCKINF CROP TOP #like #im so mad at myself #i hate hate haaaate crop toos #TOPS #my torso is long yes but not this long 😭😭😭#AND THEN i bought another.. it looked like a regular top like #it arrived yesterday and . it fits like a fucking crop top #GAHHHHH #i cant even return it im just 😭😭#i could repop it but ugh #i have a shirt and a dress arriving today and im so scared .#i have my wedding party at the end of the month and its like kind of casual?? its a 'wedding party' but #its just so i can meet all of my partners extended family #but anyway #I WANNA CRY

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dualitysdownfall · 5 days ago

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kind of pathetic how i find minecraft unbearable to play without keepinventory

#harper babbles #im so fucking mad #i wanna cry

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allofuswantgwinam · 9 months ago

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it terrifies me the way so many people keep living without even batting an eye about the genocide that’s happening right in front of our eyes. i will never shut the fuck up about this.

#from the river to the sea #free Palestine #im so fucking pissed rn #was just havin a conversation with my mom and it did not go well #and i want throw up and cry #she makes me so mad #she knows this is wrong #idgaf if she’s scared of trump. idgaf if this is stressful and scary to her it is to me fucking too #which is why I will not ever stfu about this #or ignore this or forget what is going on #and live in comfort #I think the fuck not #I wanna fucking lose my shit rn but I’m not bc that won’t help anything #she’s already said before ‘I don’t have to know anything to know that it’s wrong’ so fucking accept what I have to say then #i pay attention #I know wtf is going on. let me be your fucking tool to help with this instead of getting upset with me!!!!!#she is being a coward #she knows this isn’t right. she’s being selfish #i understand it’s hard but like that’s why we fight #that’s what drives you. the outrage and pain you feel watching innocent people get murdered #I can’t understand her rn. im so done with people her age

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i-write-shakespeare-not-disney · 4 months ago

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This job has me THIS close 👌🏽 to snapping and either breaking down or straight up attacking someone

#how are people so??????? stupid??????? and rude??????#and ENTITLED #im gonna bite someone #im gonna bite someone and im not letting go until ive gnawed to their bone #AHHHHHHHHHHHH #im not even sensitive about i just wanna cry because i cant do anything about how angry and frustrated i am #i have to smile and say have a good day like im not diggi g my nails into my palm biting my tongue until it bleeds #fucking smfmrkkckd #i hate retail #i hate this store and i hate these people and i #im exhausted #phoenix rants #personal #im so mad im dizzy what the shit

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rudy-sport · 2 months ago

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lmao what the FUCK did I miss, dsaf fandom??

#lloyds meowing #me when im glad i stopped following orchestra or whatever the fuck it was omg #and that was just bc the vibes were awful. omg.#also to the person defendin them i checked your notes and babe.#theres so many victims of this goofy ahh tool #BUH BUH BUT. WHEN I LOOKED THROUGH THEIR BLOG I DIDNT FIND NOTHIN!! I SCROLLED AND SCROLLED girl stfu.#i didnt like that mf for how fucking. NASTY their attitude towards people is #'but its dsaf its a dark game' bitch its dayshift at fucking freddys.#you can get rickrolled by the goddamn bear animatronic AND you can go on a bad trip and kick balloon boy #its only serious if youre actually fucking trying to get a good ending #most of the endings in dsaf 3 alone are jokes. dying of old age after kicking davetrap out n saying nah??#the multiple times that orange asshole can go to jail OR get killed in comical ways #wah wah wah its not a healthy workplace relationship HENRY LOBOTOMIZED HIS BUSINESS PARTNER?! HELLO????#some of you people are so fucking insufferable im actually actively losing braincells.#yknow what.#lloyds hissing #fuck you smh im about to start doing my own fuckin thing without having to worry abt some annoying ah bitch crying abt what things i ship #girl you want people to be mad at n ridicule go find those lil weird fucks writing incest.#bc theres a lotta them im still fucking blockinf #blocking** but yeah fuck yall smhsmh some of you are cool #but some of you make me wanna drink until my liver turns so hard into a raisin that my great great grandchildren are gonna have issues.

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ableedingpromise · 3 months ago

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I should just clean my room and take bath or something

#that would help me feel better im sure i think #and maybe eat but i dont want to eat rn #snack time #uhh but i hate all the snacks there are #even the snacks in this house arent for me wow #and she knows i hate them too lol #and then she gets mad when i say theres nothing and says well you shouldve got some!! WITH WHAT MONEY. BRO OH MY GOD SHE MAKES ME WANNA PULL #all my teeth out i cannotytttttt #and its not like we go out she uses that stupid app and then cries about it costing more on the fucking apo like yeah no duh #i like going out too so idk why she blames me for this kind of thing #ohhhh we never go outttt. well yeah. i have no money for transportation or food. tf u want me to do #i dont even have a map. you wont recharge my goddamn phone #then you cry about wishing there was a man in this house like ok. maybe you should just help me out a little most of this shit i could do #what is your problem!!! die. well this is all discounting the fact of my social anxiety and language problem but like. i can push through #you make me do that all the time anyway so #whatever #i dont know anymore this just pisses me off #i wish i could burn this whole house down #or blow up this entire country yeah

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autistic-butters-stotch · 4 months ago

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i am NOTT patient enough to deal with this slow ass PC dude

#i got fucking scammed #/nsrs but i am angry #i got my dad's old PC and it's worse than my old laptop im so pissed #i cant even connect my drawing tablet rn because i9t needs some typa cord #i cant play anything rn because im trying to download halo and apparently it's too much for this stupif fucking pc #do you guys ever get so mad at technology you just wanna cry #i like to think im not angry person but any time i nhave the tiniest tech issue it makes me want to Hurt Someone #and i can't get used to this huge ass keybpard i can barely type on this thing #im angry dude #txt

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irrelevaantidiot · 5 months ago

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You know the disinterest is bad when the only reason you feel tied to a project is only so you can draw a scene where ur fav oc only appears like once and it's near the end so the drag feels worth it

#i genuinely feel like im chained to a lead ball. /neg #eli talks #i think im just not happy with my jsab au anymore #it feels like i have to appease the masses that dont even exist #i legit only hold onto this project thatll never happen so my friends dont get mad at me for ditching it #i just wanna work on chaosware dude. not this.#chaosware actually has characters im happy with #but its a fucking object show! no one wants to read a comic about that! id be letting my closest friends down if i chose that over jsab:hh #i hate myself so much dude.#i forced myself to have a mentality where id be worth something if i worked on this comic. im aware that i ended up in this mindset #and i cant leave it.#i genuinely feel like im drowning. i love these characters. i just feel they're going to waste because i dont do anything with them.#i want to delete my jsab blog so bad #i legit feel my heart sink when someone follows it. because they're not gonna see anything #i just wanna feel relevant man. idk who to come to to this because i dont feel safe talking to my “safe people”#blowing my brains out core!!#im gonna cry

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boyentity · 9 months ago

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the way i would rather get electrocuted again than write this stupid essay

#i speakin #i have more important stuff to be doing but write this high school level paper for a COLLEGE COURSE #like literally the format he wants us to follow is the same fucking format i used back in 10th grade english i wanna scream and cry #he wants us to stretch 5 paragraphs out into 5 PAGES be fucking SERIOUS WITH ME RIGHT NOW #why did i TAKE this class #im so tired and i am using food as a reward for myself for writing it bc it's due at noon tomorrow #but im sorry i donnt wanna write abt an 80yo movie that barely has anything written abt it that i can use as a source #this is such baby level shit its frustrating #like how am i supposed to stretch 'cary grant was in this movie bc he was popular' for five fucking pages #im mad. tbh.

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creatediana · 9 months ago

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"John Donne" - a charcoal imitation of the 1622 Portrait of John Donne at the age of 49 by an unknown artist, drawn 2/26/2024

This is a purposefully rough work; I hadn't drawn a single thing in two weeks since giving up on a personal and difficult drawing I had worked on during January-February. This was done in about 30-to-40 minutes with just willow charcoal; no pencils and very minimal erasing, so somebody doesn't get the privilege of defined eyelids.

#im happy w it for the amount of effort i put in #that last thing i was drawing... oh im mad and upset like crazy again even thinking about it!!! so im not gonna talk abt!!!#im just gonna shut up about it and you should too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#2024 #my drawing #visual art #john donne #charcoal #charcoal drawing #i was just gonna say the last thing was too much effort for how upset i was with it >:( but SHUT UP!!!!!!!#im so unhappy. my dad reminded me of it bc i guess he forgot i told him i quit it two weeks ago #i got super snappy w him but even thinking about it now makes me wanna cry. i've purposefully put it out of my mind #and now thinking about it again has put me in a bad mood when i wasn't before #i need to do more quick practice drawings as opposed high-effort concentrated works #cuz i gotta face it :) im just not that good at drawing :)#what a more skilled artist could do in a few hours takes me days or weeks #im more satisfied too usually w the low-effort works. i guess bc they aren't crushed under the weight of expectation #man FUCK expectations!!!!!!!!!!!#alright i gotta go im in a bad mood goodnight #bitches >:(

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raphyo · 1 year ago

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I'm feeling an awfully big urge to kms

Yay

And it's all my family's fault and I love that I can't do anything about it, how GREAT

(Sorry for venting so much these past few days, I haven't been feeling my best)

#its all their fault with their transphobia and awful religiousness (which for some reason. christians take calling them religious as an insu #lt. and im glad they do cuz i wanna fucking insult them all day fucking long and bash those fuckerd into a wall and i have no idea why im #actually so mad and i wanna cry and theow myself off of somewhere really high)#or maybe just go back to therapy #but I CANT cuz we're tight on money cuz of the house's stupid third floor

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