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reading-writing-dying · 1 year ago

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Hey the feeling of liking someone a lot and they like you back??? Unmatched

#im seriously falling for this girl #so much it makes me nervous #but like shes told me the same #i am 26 years old and finally getting into a relationship for the first time #since my long distance one in hogh school #before i even knew i was a lesbian #but ive kissed her twice so far and wow #first time i wasnt sure how i felt #bc it was my first real kiss #not like a drunken peck from a friend #but then i kissed her again and i wanna kiss her more #i kinda understand kissing #for the first time in my life #i still question if im any good at kissing #bc its not like ive had practice #but im trying my best not to overthink #making out is still a hurdle illl have to figure out but ill get there when i get there #cant wait until next weekend tho #bc i wanna talk to my parents about her #and maybe also find a time to introduce her to them???#only when shes comfortable with that obvi tho #its something we'll talk about #i dont get to see her again until thursday though #and boy i can not wait until the.#personal #tag ramble

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lunarharp · 1 month ago

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idle leftovers...i drew the dream from my last post

#witch hat tag #orufrey #i have too much backlog of small comic nonsense right now and im also SO tired #if you live life dramatically & beautifully like a maiden wandering on the moors with your skirts billowing emotionally when you fall over #because you are gods least favourite but most innocent & most tortured angel then sometimes it gets mixed up with stupidity in your dreams.#and you have to wake up and realise you can't always take yourself seriously. Oh the indignity of it all.#also the first one was while thinking abt oru and qif training their skills as kids - magic and cooking -#and now they are so well equipped to look after & teach 4 hungry and excited girls about this world.#it was all so we could make it here - so that we could meet - and live together.#i want kids to be safe and happy worldwide they wil inherit this planet

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megamindsecretlair · 4 months ago

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Book Update:

If ya care lol. I have reached 20k words 🥳 I'm not sure how long this will be, but im shooting for under 40k, for sure. I'm almost at the half way point which works.

Somehow I can crank out fics almost like it's nothing but agonize over every word I put into my original writing lol.

I've made Zora shy, only because it fits with my whole Theme. But it's also easy to get into my head too. Too many great books are ruined by an annoying MC and I hope you fall in love with Zora as much as I have.

#megamind be writing #megaminds updates #original writing #getting through this book one word and ball of anxiety at a time #theres like almost no plot #im surviving off vibes #i just want a cute romance novella okay #falling in love is hard as is #especially growing up the shy black girl that guys never liked seriously #book update #i need to change the title frrr

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blossoms-phan · 1 month ago

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i have so much shit to do and unpack and launder and my skin is awful and I don’t feel comfortable in my body too many things are coming up this is my first year of not being a student after like 15+ years of it and I’m so out of my depth I need to apply to jobs AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

#sorry im just feeling a lot rn #pressure to make this month good i just want to enjoy it but im also constantly stressed about the future #im just a girl my job is ao3 and phannieism #and I will continue to take those roles very seriously in the mean time #it’s a lifestyle tbh #no one gets me like y’all do like i’ve been reading a lot of fic and im just consistently impressed by the quality of work #and how people write and understand their dynamic #it’s so special being a phannie requires a form of intellectualism and media comprehension many just do not possess #dnp #blossoms.txt #pls don’t make me get a job!!!but I also have no money #i said I need a break from school it’s been 2 months why do I miss it already #or do I miss campus in the fall.#probably the latter but those masters programs are calling my name

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yo9urt · 3 months ago

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uraaaaaaagghh

#mine #t-2 hours until interview and i'm nervousssss i couldn't sleep well last night...#i ended up falling asleep looping one of my favorite songs by my favorite band which was nice but urrgrgghggh #i feel like i didnt prepare enough yesterday and now im so nervous im pretending the google doc i made doesnt even exist #i mean i have it open 2 tabs away but you know...i don't want to see it or think about it #TWO 30 minute sessions with 2 separate people...AND interviewing in spanish shortly after that...first time doing so...#uuuuggghhhhhhh #i'm really hoping that the 2 30min parts will cover like every question they want to ask (seriously why do we need a whole hour...)#and then the spanish part will be more language related #most of all i hope she asks things i can answer and i hope my spontaneous spanish is good because i could not be assed #translating all of my rehearsal answers -_- no thanks girl #URRRRGGGJJ #all this for a call center job too -_- but whatever every interview is more experience and i need to level up hashtag gamer

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therosevest · 10 months ago

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ok im a really chill and normal person and i get over things and am well adjusted but take a walk with me here. just give me my time to complain when im not in the absolute fucking trenches. and yes i believe i suffered more than those in trench warfare. it was literally a lesbian situationship with a bistraight girl come on. just. magenta choppy shag with the roots coming in. camo cargo pants black t shirt with red lettering and striped long sleeve (sign someone likes music. confirmed). lip ring big black stud earrings and nails. red docs. i think lesbians should be allowed to kill one dyke baiter in their lifetime idc

#and now we're gonna get into some quiet parts and youre just gonna let me have this #i. am so sick. first of all it was kinda funny how people ik ended up sorta surrounding her. felt good. but like we've shared a space #together since everything. i can like be in her presence it's seriously fine. that said. i do sometimes miss her #i say this after going through the really hating her guts period bc of her evil evil evil ways. and feeling like she's lame as hell bc she #s. but i mean it's me talking i have my problems too. i Hate the way we always so naturally act in sync. and i hate that we've both picked #each others' brains for hours so it's like. i knew you once and now we can't even look each other in the eye and that just really sucks #and i feel like. not that i strictly believe in these things. but we were sort of twin flames. i largely suffered for like. basically #falling in love w her. and i know i didn't leave as much of a mark. but i still hope it sucked a little for her #and i'll admit i think it'd be some sort of miracle if we could ever talk civilly. unfortunately we work in two ways #literally behaving in Ways and borderline fucking or not speaking. so. here we are #and i already humiliatingly tried to extend an olive branch this summer so im not gonna be fucking stupid. yk #but GOD how annoying. i did talk to situationship today and we were relatively normal so at least that's not deathly awkward #it's still. definitely um. stiff. but not terrible #i need to get to the club. pretend theres a cig emoji im on desktop rn #sorry for this.#film girl saga

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runandhideguys · 25 days ago

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transphobia has really rotted people's brains because why are some people convinced that cisgender women can't be over 5'5 or good at sports. and it's not even just cis men that I've seen with those opinions.

#I went to a girls school for 5 years and the height range was 5' to 6' (for my year) and most girls were around 5'5 -5'7 #seriously there are soooo many body types and variations #plus cis girls typically go through puberty from around the age of 11 (give or take a few years) so they'll be taller younger #like im a pre t trans guy - I'm 5'8 and stopped growing when I was 14 #plus the whole wide shoulders = man??? have you met swimmers??#falling back on old sexist stereotypes that aren't even backed up by biology is not a good look #transphobia

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spacedlexi · 1 year ago

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i Need to draw more clemviminnie shit but how am i supposed to do that when minnie only exists alongside them for 2 episodes then dies

#its why i alive her for some post s4 stuff just so i have more to work with 😔#but i dont Love doing that....she sealed her fate..she was lost in the sauce...#but theres so much there..............#the way minnie was concerned for vi while betrayed!vi and clem were fighting in the cell she def still had feelings...#they still wouldve been dating if she was never taken like......#ITS SO MESSY I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#like while i Do think there was some tension in their relationship somewhere bc that line in the woods didnt come from nowhere #no matter how changed she was by the delta that sentiment had to come from somewhere. maybe she could just never say it #but idk if they wouldve broken up over it and there was no reason for violets feelings to change either. she just grieved her 'death'#vi says the real minnie is gone and that she'll do what she has to to keep everyone else safe but like....#theres no way shes not still conflicted on some level like you can see it on the boat she cant leave her. esp since she kinda blames hersel #minnie being clems dark reflection but clem is minnies reflection just as much (obvs) the tension is palpable between them #clem being the part of herself that she killed when she killed sophie...the symbolism of killing your own twin...#and how much does clem remind her of sophie too like whos clem Really mirroring here #THERES SO MUCH MEAT THAT IM CHEWING ON THIS IS A GRAND MEAL #and i cant fucking do anything about it 😭 seriously how do i work within these constraints #there isnt even a 2 week jump like there is in ep2 theres no unaccounted for time in eps 3 and 4 ITS KILLING ME #i bet in a betrayed!vi route minnie was glad to see her when they made it to the boat. and vi feeling betrayed by clem was a perfect target #totally susceptible. minnie gets in her head that its safer to give in instead of fighting back... and now theyre together again...#vi betrayed by clem falling right back into minnies arms OOF girl get away she is Fucked Up..theyre both fucked up 😭 clem u broke her #betrayed!vis reaction to hearing minnies confession about sophie..girl must have been so emotionally fucked in that cell #mmm toxic yuri mmmmm :)#god clemvi really has it all..............................................#why would i need anything else...when clemvi is here #twdg #it speaks #still cant believe my fave girlie really got it all :)

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erisolkat · 5 months ago

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lol

#i know its stupid but one time when i was talking to my friend who was a lesbian when we were a LOT younger #(shes bi now but thats not applicable here. kind of ironic tho)#she said out of the blue 'you know no lesbians will want to date you right' very seriously #i was just figuring out my gender shit #and i was like 'oh yeah i know'#but i think it affected me way more than i thought #cause i just told that girl who atlas wont stop bullying me over not telling her i love her that im starting hrt #and shes very excited for me naturally she has a lot of trans friends #but im just #worried shell stop #liking me?#because she didnt know i was trans when she started uh #seemingly falling in love with me #and im scared ive been letting her down ever since she found out #because im not a girl #sorry. yall dont need to hear about this.#<- guy who always does this voice.

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hella1975 · 2 years ago

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mirio and hado got given a chance to cause utter chaos against 1a and did NOT hesitate

#amajiki just fucking WALKED OFF im obsessed with him #mirio falling off that bridge killed me #'uh oh! i got washed away again!' THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE THE NEXT SYMBOL? REALLY?#nvm he's pissing off mineta A WIN IS A WIN #i know they're having so much fun rn my girl hado is slaying. i love her dub voice it scratches an itch in my brain idk i cant explain it #amajiki isn't having fun but he's in public so that was never gonna happen #deku taking it super seriously as the music gets more intense: WHAT DO YOU WANT VILLAIN >:(#amajiki with the music cutting out: to go home :(#LAFJKSADHGSKJDHG #mha #mha spoilers #hella watches anime

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our-lady-of-mcr · 7 months ago

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everytime i think im done ranting i remember something else LMFAO this one is extra long i hit tag limit god mf damn

#self #for instance.....my mom wants me to cut off everyone who is still tied to the school #and im so mad at myself for feeling a certain type of way when the campus manager called me not too long ago basically to tell me she doesnt #trust the girl who did this shit and she wasnt mad at me but was also mad at me for bringing her to her dads house #for reference we were trying to get a cat from the campus managers dads house LMFAO #and i honestly cannot wait to speak to her again and be like 😔 god dammit you were right like you were every single time #i just dont understand the wiring in her head to think the shit she says and does to people is normal and okay and how she doesnt realize it #is literally a mental health break. when i finally told my mom the first thing she said was shes probably off her medication #which.....probably isnt wrong sadly coming from someone who has borderline and very easily can lose it #but the difference is i dont give in to the urges to try to hurt everyone around me in every way i can #and me and her have said before that we thought she might also have borderline because we were very similar #but god damn does she love proving that if she has it its extremely severe or its something else entirely #on an honest note. shes incredibly narcissistic and i know her mom is part of the reason shes that way bc she was given princess treatment #her entire fucking life and then doesnt understand when other people dont treat her the same way #i hate rambling about this and i hate it that it is bothering me so fucking bad but like ???#if youre going to decide that you can put our past aside period and move on then fucking do that and stop bringing the past up as a way to #hurt me and the people around you???? she acts like shes not done horrible fucking things to people. so sorry i wrote a letter that was very #honest at the time. so sorry that when you found out i apologized for it and said i regret it because 2 weeks after my apology i no longer #regret writing it. if its making school a living hell for you....theres probably a reason for that girlfriend #i am not the person who put that shit in your folder #though i seriously fucking doubt its actually in her folder shes probably assuming it is #and youre the one who made a complete ass of yourself to every educator that ever stepped foot in that building #that has nothing to do with me that you are a literal warning given to every new educator!!!! i havent even been in school there in months #yet IM the problem??? how am i the problem when i graduated in fucking january???? everything since then falls on you #AND YET AGAIN! MIGHT I MENTION! IT IS NOT JUST MY LETTER!!! THERES AT LEAST 2 OTHER ONES!!!!!#BECAUSE IM NOT THE ONLY PERSON SHE DOES THIS SHIT TO!!!!#god sometimes i sit back and realize that theres a reason she regresses as a person and i do not #im not going to sit still anymore and let someone walk all over me and she can thank herself for that #shes who taught me that blocking and running as fast as i can doesnt fix anything #so here we are bitch. youre not blocked and im sure youre sitting at home thinking about how youre right about everything

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6okuto · 10 months ago

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perfect grade strike freedom flip off + magical girl

#💬nia.rambles #pleak ignore i accidentally snapped the gun on the right off trying to take the peace sign pic.#also my hand. sorry holding him w one hand was hard im just a girl #seriously so scared his wings would fall off OMG. it was fine but OMG. theyre so fawking big #we're apparently going to take him apart and rebuild him next weekend bc the last owner did not. build him well #yaaaay!! GUNDAM! and 10 hours of Sibling Bonding Time🩷

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forcodsake · 2 years ago

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i'm a little late to the Last of Us sweep but i feel like people just need to talk about Frank and Bill more

this is an older queer couple!!! 2 men who were alive during the AIDS epidemic then found each other during the apocalypse in a year before gay marriage was even legal in the US

they both play the piano but Bill is better!!, Frank surprised Bill with (rare) strawberries in the middle of an apocalypse just because he wanted to!!, they both are crafty with tools and the street is their home too they have to make it look nice for when they have friends!!!, Frank pulls Bill out of his shadow!!!!, Bill cooks for them and Frank paints his partner!!!!, they've saved each others lives!!!, "i was never afraid till i met you" "i've had more good days with you then anyone else" and they're together for 20 years and they met when Frank accidentally fell into one of the traps, and they get married!!!! and then they

#last of us #the last of us #bill and frank #idk what else to tag this but seriously the chokehold these two men have on me #the last of us spoilers #spoilers #and then they both just wanted to fall asleep in each others arms and that's how it would end #and 'whose the girl' 'there's no girl' 'i know'#screaming #crying #throwing up #i can't actually #the things that seeing this couple has done to me #tlou #tlou spoilers #tlou hbo #you don't understand the hold this has on me #HE WAS ONLY GOING TO STICK AROUND FOR A FEW DAYS AND THEN I WAS 20 YEARS IM SOBBING

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itzmangoyumego · 2 years ago

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I'm devastated, like why couldn't Jang Uk and Mu Deok just stay as PLATONIC FRIENDS, they so CLEARLY have the chemistry for it, I would've loved it if they kept the Master/Pupil relationship throughout rather than falling in love with each other when theres so many other (better) choices.

God what I won't give for them just having this big sis/lil bro relationship to NOT blossom into something else, just stick with it, let them have a relationship that is sort of rocky but clearly out of mutual respect and trust.

#look i get season 2 needs them to be like soulmates or smtg #but yk sometimes you don't need to be lovers to grieve for someone you care a lot about #I'm just so sad for Yul #i mean i saw this coming from a mile away #but they seriously didnt have to thirdwheel him just to maybe kill him off during season 2 #jang uk i get you but like #falling in love with your teacher of all people #then again this guy moved on so quick the moment he finds a new quirky girl whos not like others and doesnt like to follow the rules #and who happens to resemble his past lover #maybe im not so surprised #alchemy of souls #rant #my words #alchemy of souls 2

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shera-princess-of-power · 2 years ago

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i’m not caught up with the csm manga yet but if someone info dumped about marine animals to me while at the aquarium i would kiss them with tongue. rip to denji but i’m different

#csm #csm manga #chainsaw man #my main special interest is animals btw so it adds up #im aware this is a step in the right direction for him this is a joke #i read just this panel. this girl is autism for sure #no but seriously if you do this to me i will fall in love with you

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 2 years ago

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Just dyed my hair, so my mental health is fixed, but also to dye my hair I had to take a cold shower. Which made me very alive awake alert and enthusiastic. But I have to wake up in six hours. Heck. My hair is pretty tho

#finally cut and dyed my hair #cutting my hair is so easy #it takes maximum 20 minutes #so why do i always put it off for so long??#ive needed a haircut for weeks and i just finally did it #seriously. like fifteen minutes #then i dyed it #sea witch. unicorn hair brand. in case you were wondering #its absolutely gorgeous #normally when i dye my hair i cant really see the color until my hair dries because my hair is kinda dark #but the color is so incredibly vibrant that i can see it clearly even in my wet hair #unfortunately it also stains really well so my face is a little sea witchy #because im lazy and dont put conditioner around my hairline or use gloves when i dye my hair #so its my own fault #i really have blue (green) hair and pronouns now #i like how my hair looks when its cut. every time i cut it i get a little bit better and this cut is pretty nice and clean #that plus dye. magnifique #nose piercing. dyed hair. asymmetrical haircut. im on my way to being a manic pixie dream girl #i turned on my heater and now im rapidly falling asleep #goodnight i love you all

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