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Cole 😱😱😱
#my dogs name is Cole so#im more of a jay fan#jsut cause i liekd jay alot as a kid#coles rlly cool i found his ghost arc interesting#im sad hes like human again#Scars art#cole brookstone#ninjago cole#ninjago#ninjago fanart
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sequel to this ramble cause the way james talks bout the reduced cherik scenes throughout the xmen films in this video is making me want to kill people. 'we'll always have paris darling' what if we all blew up.
#xmen#xmen first class#xmen dofp#xmen apocalypse#xmen dark phoenix#cherik#snap chats#im gonna be sick ive rewatched this like five times#IM STILL PISSED AWF AND THEN HEARING HIS COMMENTARY ABOUT IT OUUUUGGHHHH#OOOH WHAT IF I THREW ROCKS#LIKE WHAT THE HELL WAS CUT. aside from that gorgeous 'where are you doing' scene in first class ofc BUT WHAT ELSE#im forced to believe there was a make-up and/or hate sex scene in dofp because wdym they were worried about censorship#LIKE WHAT. WHAT DID THEY CUT. CAUSE CENSORSHIP OVERSEAS IS ONLY FOR EXPLICITLY QUEER THINGS INNIT#maybe paris can be our always i hate it here NO I LOVE HOW THE PARIS BIT IS EVEN /THEIR/ COPE#LIKE PLEAAAAASSE im throwing up. maybe if i draw cherik ill feel better#on the real its genuinely so sad. like even outside of shipping this is still art being reduced#and what we have is still good but the thought that it coudlve been BETTER ...#again their connection is already good from what we have in the final but just ... the lost emphasis of it all if that makes sense#ESPECIALLY outside of first class and dofp- like their relationship really is so sparse in DP and apocalypse its so sad#i think what makes it esp sad is how upset james is about the cut material like its so nice that hes so invested in their relationship too#and its just gotta be so. Excuse Me What when youre told 'hey so your characters cant having a deeper relationship or we're fucked'#'even though the relationship between these two is one of the most fascinating aspects of this generation of xmen films'#is it so hard to want to see like .. even just an intimate 'friendship'. like would it be so bad to see them be so heartfelt#or even just bein a bit silly. or hell ill take them fighting again ANYTHING I BEG YOU the humanity between them is so important#LIKE PLEASE im gonna cope and seethe forever i fear#and when he said 'i thought 'its probably the last time we get to do this to each other'' :((((((((((((((((((((( shoot me#at least we'll always have paris ....
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andrzej sapkowski in the witcher presents his reader with many curious and refreshing takes on the fantasy genre, such as "what if dragons were good" and "what if elves were incels"
#i joke it's more like what if the ethereal being had angsty mournful man feelings#that he has feelings but can't work through them because#overemotionality is considered base and human so he's basically been bottling all of this for centuries#the elbow-high diaries#plus that his only purpose was really to be with lara and now she's gone and so what does that make him#i'm not getting all MRA lmaoooo what i'm saying is that there needs to be two to make a baby so he was one-half of that#and destiny didn't work out as planned so ... this is all that's left#reading ch 5 of lotl for the first time: THIS IS SO MESSED UP WHAT THEY ARE DOING TO CIRI!!!#reading ch 5 of lotl again and again: my god EVERYONE here is so messed up and SAD. well except eredin#eredin is like cool im gonna go fight a unicorn#'what are you talking about he wanted to kill auberon?' but not in a very intelligent way he was like to ciri 'so you wanna... kill him?'#imo book eredin is kind of a meathead and it's kind of refreshing with all these 4D chess players around
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akechi (and some jokers) which all have the same exact pose for some reason
#i finished the stupid game. i hate persona 5 royal DNI never talk to me again#working on an animatc so. huuurhgh#goro akechi#persona 5#persona 5 fanart#fanart#art#doodle#wikoart#im literally so.#@ person who rbed my last akechi asking if i was having fun. No. im not#ok rant time#DUDE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#dude. they chiaki’d him. this sint funy#second time this has happened to me. why can my favs never be happy!!!! (and real)#THE FUNNY THING IS LIKE#ME AND MY FRIEND WERE JOKING ABOUT HIM BEING CHAKI#BC I NAMED JOKER NAGTO KMAEDA. and akechi killed him#like lol dnganronap reference#AND THEN#FEBRUARY 2ND.#i was so sad when he died then when he came back on dec 24 i literally screamed my friend was like Yam u should unmute#i was at peace.#anyways royal content activating so many of my neurons like Ur reminding me of gnsn mobsai dgrp gravity falls somehow like HELLO?#akechi would be sucha great fatui harbinger (<- crazy)#he reminds me of scr chlde and arle so like. Hrm#also human morgana made me want to die#Bryce Papenbrook GET AWAY FROM ME NOW.#p5#persona series
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Sad to say that I WAS a crazy ex girlfriend. But being crazy isn't what made me a crazy ex girlfriend. Being a GIRLFRIEND made me a crazy ex girlfriend.
#does that even make sense#crazy ex girlfriend#LMAO WHY IS THAT A TAG#but yes that man made me into the worst version of myself. and it benefited everyone but me#except for my best friend who i sadly caused suffering#F in the chat for My Best Friend#I'm really sad because i know that this was a traumatic experience and that ive been permanently changed.#it may not seem like it from the outside but on the inside I'm so angry and sad#BOTH. At the same time. i never used to be angry#i dont miss who i was but i feel Crazy sometimes. i wasnt capable of this much jealousy before. these feelings are alien to me#i took a bite of the FORBIDDEN FRUIT (being completely open and vulnerable with abother person) and now i am capable of sin#sin being the normal human emotions i previously did not have access to#as well as some new forms of ocd#anyone else got the ROCD and scrupulosity OCD? Because i did. never let that happen to me again#ugh ugh ugh#for an aromantic guy i sure know how to. fag it up.#ive reached the point where i no longer miss the person he used to be BEFORE he stopped being nice to me#i miss stuff about myself#i feel meaner now i feel more defensive i feel less understanding i feel like my empathy gland is clogged#i hate that i cant recognise myself. i used to be PURE and INNOCENT like a LAMB#but now im not good enough to sacrifice anymore#your god would not be satisfied#love and affection can be expressed as long as its not reciprocated.
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thoughts many thoughts
#about...... the mikeification of fanon will#& the willification of fanon mike..#i just think that will should be a little bit of a bitch sometimes [i mean im definitely pro] but he is also a sad quiet little guy#idk#important characteristics to me.#and mike is a sweetheart but he also cussed out his teachers age 12 you know#“he's sweet around will though” he is still a human person!!#and they treat each ohter like real people that's why the dynamic works. that was like their whole thing in s2#anyway#the point im trying to get at is that one of will's defining traits IS his feelings and how sensitive he is#btw sensitive is not used in a bad way here!! just saying#damn i had way more thoughts on this than i thought.#anyway im gonna change my title back to dying on my little hills again. as a treat. because its true#lizaflopposting#will byers#mike wheeler#byler
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i can never draw clay consistently but tbh this has to be my favorite drawing of him that i've made so far
#I LOVE DRAWING STONE CLAY#i can draw him as edgy as i want because they made his arc in season 4 edgy as shit for no reason#i kinda phrased it weird in the image but he doesn't actually cry gold that hard unless he's feeling a strong emotion like anger or sadness#he can't really stop it it kinda just Happens#i like to think it carried over when he became human again like he just starts crying sometimes without realizing it#and everyone is like hey dude are you ok. and he's like yeah im great why#nexo knights#clay moorington#nexo knights fanart#nexo knights headcanons#jay art
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first half of 2016 is interesting for claire. she’s having to retake classes and visit admin every other day because she thought dating her professor was a good idea. it was not. he’s out of a job and it doesn’t look like she’s graduating in may! she thinks it’s stupid because it’s not like she was using the relationship for grades. rolling eyes emoji. and then addison is not on speaking terms with her because #fuckclaire and her stupid selfish hypocritical self. and then they’re cast in a movie together and they have to act as if they’re best friends. did i mention the cult? claire is having a bad time and you know what happens when she’s having a bad time. a weird man is always there to prey on her and this time he calls himself her benefactor, and claire loves a title. maybe things will get better now #TRUST. oh also addison’s mother dies and sebastian is here too.
#i want claire and sebastian to get into the cult in a similar way. so when they finally talk again and claire tells him what’s going on he#realised this entire thing is Actually a cult and they’re preying on people who aren’t in a good place in life#<- if you think about it it actually takes a very long time for claire to get into the silver circle. like. right.#i know pixelberry went for the Evil Guys Control The Industry angle but um… this makes me a bit uncomfortable. haha! let’s think of#something else while still being critical of the hollywood industry and what it can do to vulnerable people#also i’m pretty sure they were inspired by scientology. still sad there wasn’t a tom cruise stand in#anyway. sebastian realising claire is in a very similar position to the one he was when the silver circle approached him years ago is what#motivates him To Do Something. because it’s like wow this whole thing is bullshit.#i think i’m maintaining the idea of claire being lured into the silver circle by the promise of Getting Funds For A Movie. hollys movie#like in canon. but maybe i’m changing how exactly that works. because in game this is the point where pixelberry starts to distance#mc from acting/fashion/directing and more to the role of Producer because it was easier to write around/code. lmao. and i hate it#so im going to think about claire and holly first before deciding how this happens. but i want it to be like. Light in the Darkness#i like the idea of the benefactor not ever getting in contact with claire throughout all of her years in hollywood university#she receives that first letter when she gets in and her tuition is paid regularly but no word from him#until this point. which i think would factor into her decision of joining the silver circle and stuff#okay that’s enough rambling#oc: claire swanson#oc: sebastian ballion#also. worth mentioning. i think hunt gets pretty depressed about losing his job lmaoo and claire is like damn what do i do#i don’t think he blames her because it’s was really his own choice. but humans are more complex than that in the end he did lose a#significant part of his life which he has put um. many years into. and claire feels guilty about it
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pls stop characterizing viktor as angry and violent i s2g fdsgfgdfh
#i just - does half the fandom realize viktor's the most pacificist character in the show...#he doesn't insult people. he never wishes violence on anyone.#i get sad when people draw/write him as insulting jayce or yelling at people or hitting people with his cane#that's literally not who he's shown to be as a fundamental part of his character and his arc#he doesn't lash out. he curls inwards#he's witty and dry and sometimes guarded and stressed because he's literally going through horrible things but he's never violent#he's only shown EVER wanting to help people. make life flourish. grow things. STOP violence#the only time we see him act aggressively is the council room scene for that brief chokehold and again as machine herald in the chokehold#specifically both times as a way to subdue and restrain jayce from hurting him back and hold him in place so he can enact smth#(I still don't think his intent in the council room was to kill jayce. it makes zero sense. and MH was holding him to get him up the tower)#just..................why do you look at this gentle polite fundamentally compassionate character and see someone with a snap temper#while im at it. look i respect yall dom viktor truthers who am i to get in anyone's way but like#there is a big difference between craving control over your own life and circumstances and craving control over others#yes viktor desires control but i just. dont see that translating over. idk. sorry.#which there's a discussion to be had about arcane herald viktor there and the glorious evolution itself#because despite his ascension to godhood he's never actually framed as wanting to be worshipped like a king or a god#ultimately yes he desires to remove control from the human race but... hard to explain but like. he doesn't try to take it for himself?#he thinks he's freeing everyone. not to bow down to him but to find peace and connection with each other and with him#partially because he's so fucking lonely. his ascension is framed as enlightenment not a power grab.#his very evolution framed almost as unwilling. a resignation of a burden he must shoulder to be the one to fix things alone#but of course you have the influence of the power-hungry hexcore at play which distorts viktor's altruistic motives so. there's that.#anyway this is tangential to the main point which simply was 'stop making viktor angry and rude he's literally not like that in canon'
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If Logan can get bitches despite being 4’11, so can you
Im talkin about BASKETBALL BROTHER the ladies can wait ………..
#snap chats#ALSO SCREAMING IS HE 4’11 SOMETIMES???#most things say he’s 5’3………….. short king either way ……#so true tho …. is it sad if i say logan genuinely does help me feel better about my height fjOWDJSJ#‘snap height insecurity dumb as hell’ I KNOW im over it for the most psrt … the most part …..#anyways. bad news! threw up again <3#good news: i bore witness to human kindness as a bloke got me paper towels and waited for me to finish throwin up in the hallway trashcan <3#people CAN be good …. wow …….#its so funny for like ten minutes ill be like ‘yeah im good :)’ and then Hospital.
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Episode 8 I am so scared....
#mel magical girl transformation.... her mother's weapon... christ... mel will save them all vi step aside!!#this is so funny... mel with her bodysuit and golden bodypaint walking thru the valley with her new pet crow.... slay#SINGED WILL CONTROL VIKTOR???? AND VANDER??? AMBESSA ENOUGH! VIKTORS VOICE OMG!!#LORIS REMINDING VI OF VANDER NOOOOO I KNEW THIS WAS COMING!!! CAILTYN TAKING MADDIES HAND AWAY FROM HER AKDJSK#arrested jinx???? OH MY GOOOD JINX!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HER PUPILS ARE SO WIDE SHES SO OUT OF IT#YES CAITLYN END THE CYCLE!!!!! they repaired the council table with golden stuff.... YES JAYCE FINALLY REALIZED!!!! OOF NOT THE BEST MOMENT!#UPSIDE DOWN KISS COME ON!!! Viktor realizing too that it has been all jayces fault.... this is so sad.... what a breakup#silco talking to jinx about breaking the cycle... he became a hallucination too.... not so bad like the others thats inch resting#THE HUG NOOOOOOO YOU DESERVE TO BE WITH HER????? SHES GONNA DIEEEEEEE NOOOOOOO VI AGAIN IN PRISON UNABLE TO SAVE HER SISTER!!!!!#theres no good version of me after we just fucking saw it im gonna be sick.... SEVIKA AND THE FIRELIGHT GUY IN THE COUNCIL ROOM??#what tf are you wearing jayce.... an outsider force putting an end to a civil war who woulda thot.... OMG THE PARALEL TO THEIR FIRST MEETING#WHAT THE HELL!!! NOT IN THE PRISON CELL!!!! AFTER VI JUST TOLD HER THAT??? AKDJAKSJ CAITLYN HOLD YOURSELF!!! my god i need a pause#vi does look so good from the back.... but my god why are they doing this now akdjsksjk maddie is upstairs akdhaksn WHYYYYYYY NOW????#no WAYYYYY WE GOT HER BACK TATTOO REVEAL NOW!!!!!! WHAT THE HEEEEEEEELLL OH MY GOOOOOD VIIIII GOING DOWN AND LOOKING UP THANK YOU GOD!!!!AAA#cait laughing... girl i would too... that was all so detailed too like damn... vi was amazed by the Kirammountains....#so thats it... can i be honest.... a little too unemotional.... like their kiss was something else entirely....#but this is vi just going DAMN!!! RIGHT NOW!!! and pouncing... which i understand but their bed scene... come on.. i needed to cry with this#so no talk about reconciliation..... *throws phone on the floor and jumps in skateboard and breaks it in half*#vander dying with viktors humanity..... and sky.... viktor getting his mask.... my god.... and vander losing his memories.... should we all#talking tag#watching arcane season 2#watching arcane#you know i understand caitlyn admited she was manipulated and what vi said about second chances but.... apologies please.....#oh now i get it she sent the guards to the gates so jinx could escape..... alright alright... i thought she did that only so they could fuck#well vi did follow her sisters advice and got with her i guess akdhaksjak which okay is nice bc she said she didn't need to feel guilty#about being happy.... alright i understand now *viktors voice*#alright i was slow my bad... vi pounced on her bc she is just so grateful that she let jinx go and cailtyn did let go of her anger.... aight
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i did like the hidden palace but (SPOILER if anyone hasn't read it?) i'm genuinely so annoyed at how Arbeely is handled like... I wish i could be sad but i'm just fucking irritated. I was overly invested in him and that's def why but i just feel like they did him dirty
#the golem and the jinni#i was scrolling goodreads and the take i kept seeing was 'oh I wish Arbeely could've had his family too bad the jinni FUCKED IT UP'#but idk that's just not how i read him. like thats not where i feel the problem is#his whole shtick is being content as the jinni's foil and like! things can change! but the way it's done leaves him totally unresolved#which in turn means the jinni's shit is also never getting resolved because there is like no way to#when Arbeely describes his future family in the first book it's all 'someday... vaguely...' and AGAIN! what you want can change!#and honestly it's really interesting and sad that he makes this sacrifice for the jinni#but it's a layer of complexity that like clashes with how little he is there for and how little the author's invested in him#and like the way the no marriage literally did not ruin his life at all... sure it sucked but the man is still like idk rich#what has continuously fucked with him throughout both books is that he wants (or at least spends half his page time thinking about)#emotional connection to the jinni in a human way#which is something the jinni cant\wont give him even though he's basically Arbeely's only close friend#(besides ig maryam who was rlly funny hinting at her dislike for the jinni like someone trying to get their friend to dump their toxic bf)#anyway the vibe in the first book is that he only thinks about wanting a wife when the jinni is being a dickhead#BECAUSE the jinni eases arbeelys loneliness by just being there because at the end of the day that's what humans need#but then it's made really weird in the second book by Arbeely getting 'trapped' by the jinni (and yet they just grow further apart)#which means that the only thing arbeely actually spent half his life discontent with and then literally died without is not a wife#it's emotional intimacy with the jinni. which is insane to me#arbeely is obviously already tragic but this seems TOO tragic entirely because the book doesn't give af about addressing it#if it was like a plot thing then all of the above would be fine and gutwrenching because it ties back into the jinnis self isolation#BUT IT'S NOT. like i get arbeely isn't that important to the plot but he was important to the jinni and the jinni was important to him#alsoo necessarily disclaimer i'm not trying to say he's in love with the jinni or anything like that#although a queer arbeely (divorced from the above idea) would also been interesting cuz I dont think the jinni has a grasp on homophobia#so idk theyd be keeping each others secrets (arbeely x the biscuit man? JOKE)#BUTTTT! I don't believe he needs romantic energy! him and the jinni having awful vibes up until arbeely's literal death is what bothers me#The jinni is a bad communicator ik but come on... not once? not even before the diagnosis? The jinni also thinks about how distant they are#could they not talk a little? for me? there are ways to do it within the bounds of their characters FOR SURE#im sure this is the point but i do dislike it either way. anyway sorry arbeely u remind me of my uncle#the hidden palace
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it's him. annoying hacker alien (an oc)
#artists on tumblr#original character#character design#my oc#tahvrien oc#digital art#art by me#he is an OLD oc of mine. im giving him new life but im just. still figuring out the design situation.#it went.. tahvrien was a purple alien -> got turned in to an elf for an RP -> ended up in a universe of mine where he became human (sad)#-> MANY YEARS PASS -> the universe is set in space and shit so why dont i just make him an alien again?#originally it was a diff vibe of space where it's mostly humans and aliens felt unnatural.#but the setting has changed because that bored me! i like when ppl are funny colours lol.
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ohhhhh the new argenti trailer. nevermind. i MUST have her
#i do not care abt meta at all i only use characters i like so it means nothing to me that her kit apparently sucks lol#also everyone says erudition is the weakest path but its by far my favorite so again idc abt that im pulling argenti#honestly i dont really see the point of following meta for a completely single player game without a single leaderboard for anything#like it literally means nothing if u can do the most possible damage in the game#and black swan's design is not nearly as pretty as i hoped which is why i dont really care if i dont end up getting her lol#it sucks so bad tho bc i look at leaks and aside from her... i dont care or want any upcoming characters LOL#most of them look very boring to me#genshin has that problem now too for me#the designs are just so mehhhhh#anyways thats fine tho bc i can just pull for argenti and then go back into saving for when an eventual character i like does come around#surely i wont hate EVERY design. surely#also im sorry but shes a girl no one will ever be able to make me use he/him for argenti#that is my new girlprince idc idc#ruan mei is very pretty and i like her music theme a lot but i dont care about harmony characters bc i dont like using them. so#also i have too many support characters so i do not need or want more#hanya i think is technically support tecccchhhhnicaaally but i love her so i dont care#sorry guys dont play star rail look at what it does to the human mind... this is sick this is sad
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#the worst thing about having the death of a family member either human or animal is that#when you go back through your pictures of them#you know how the story ends#and it makes all the happiness a little bittersweet#like dark chocolate#its warm and enjoyable and good enough that you keep coming back for it#but it has this bitter and drying note to it that you only remember when it hits you again#and yet you keep going back for more because remembering the good and happy times is just so sweet and warm#enough to offset the sadness until it hits again#reminiscing has its drawbacks and hindsight is 20/20 so you start to look at the photos like 'thats when it started and we didnt know yet'#and 'you can tell he was ill at this point what we didnt know anything was wrong because he still acted normal'#and 'we had no idea how bad it would get so we tried to keep things normal for his sake to keep him comfortable'#and even back before the end when it was 'he was so happy in this photo' with the heaviness of the word 'was'#yeah it was the past but it was also when he was alive#and having the double meaning carried by the single word of 'was' makes it dangerously easy to tip the weight of those emotions over#anyway if im laying down and i cry then my tears go into my ears and it feels very weird#almost as weird as living in a world without him#punny speaks#tw death mention#tw death
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thinking abt the shitty characterization of fitzgerald in bsd again. maybe i need to do a complete rewrite of the entire fucking story.
#mari rambles#bsd 🗞️#bsd fitzgerald#they just couldve done so much more w him#like SO much more. they have a rly great base honestly.#extremely rich guy whos actually deeply unhappy because he lacks what he truly wants (family)#(except he has some of what he wants; he just doesnt see that) (gatsby ref)#and he wanted this super overpowered artifact for such a sinple human desire (actually goated storyline here)#and then they ruin it. by not rly exploring the all too caring side of him#reminder that he wanted The Book for a Page to bring his daughter back to life so his wife could be happy again.#hes such a family man and they never explore anything further with that#which btw their story (Zelda and Fitz) in bsd makes me so sad. Ough. Their actual lives.....#Anyways. I hate when people characterize him as being borderline to straight up abusive to the Guild#He wouldnt hit Louisa or call Poe slurs literally what the fuck guys.#Him treating Lucy like that was clearly a reaction spawning from his mental state at the time#And Im not being an apologist because yeah he can be awful. Terrible guy. But we shouldn't use Guild arc as evidence#Because that's literally just a mental breakdown; as someone who experiences alot of breakdowns#And reminder: yr actions while in mental distress (esp one of that degree) shouldn't be held/used against you.#Yes you should apologize for anything you may have said/done but when you are that fair out of your own self you really are more of a slave#to your emotions/lack thereof#or at least thats what I think but maybe im also a bad person idk.
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