#im rmbling.

[junkie-virus]

anyways. i have been feeling vaguely unsatisfied with media. mainly queer media . i dont know it all feels the same. of course maybe i could widen my horizons though i dont know where to start but im kind of tired of the halfway-redonating. i can never really fully resonate with any queer media because it only wver focuses on one identity in a way i can’t relate to because mines are heavily influenced by one another . only ever gay/bi. only ever trans. only ever white. only ever allo. etc etc

[reshiramhaseyeliner]

I HAVE FINALLY DRAWN SILVALLY! I quite like Silvally, and during a terrible ramble I finally decided to draw them, so here it is!

[angeloncewas]

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[sokkatheboomerangbender]

Ok here is my exceptionally stupid plan:

So my internship ends August 23rd so I'm gonna be flying back from Alaska overnight and I will get to the airport around 3pm on the 24th. Then, I'm gonna go home, pack all my stuff from my dad's house, drive an hour and pack all my stuff from my mom's house and stay overnight, then the next morning I'm going to drive an hour and a half to my doctor's appointment to get my shots, and then I'm gonna drive 5 hours to get to school, and in theory my exhausted, jetlagged, full of neurotoxin ass will move into my dorm room and be able to get up and go to class for the last 3 days of the week

This way I miss the least possible amount of days of the semester and hopefully I won't die

Im really hoping that they won't actually start class a week earlier than originally planned im still waiting on an official source

[partiallystar]

tw for explicit self harm discussion

it has been zero days since star got mad about depictions of self harm but the thing about self harm is- the thing about cutting is i think about it every day, all day, constantly. i don’t do it anymore and it’s been years since i was hurting myself with regularity and i still think about it constantly because it’s a hard habit to break and the tiniest things are triggering. i can’t breathe when i’m handling can lids. broken glass makes me flinch even when it’s just sitting there let alone when i’m in a stupid fandom tag or a general art tag and somebody decides they’re gonna draw a character or a depiction of the old slice and dice and not fucking put a warning on it or make it possible for people to, yknow, not see that if theyre trying to not see it

i used to be a lot more embarrassed and ashamed of what measures i needed to protect myself from myself but like. im entitled to not want to see that. even if i didnt have ~a history~ people are entitled to not want to see needlessly upsetting things, dont take that out of context of me supporting burying your head in the sand, but like, not wanting to see blood or injury or being sensitive isn’t like... a flaw or something i’m at fault for it’s the fault of every content creator that doesn’t post art responsibly especially. in fandom spaces. 

[tokio-kurohara]

bakukami is underrated no offense

[turnstileskyline]

look ok im not basing my beliefs on the musical just bc it was my gateway to the case ive done incredibly extensive research on the case like . i have printed out newspaper articles from the 1890s and i literally have at least one full journal of all the stuff ive collected and i know i know i know i can never know 100% but even though it is likely she did it (or had a hand in it) despite the fact that i rlly love the john morse theory. if lizzie did it. she wasnt like... unjustified? yes yes murder bad but she was an adult woman that was completely financially dependent on her father and step mother. she was likely sexually abused by her father and the stepmother did nothing lol.... like everyone around them knew that the father was harsh and like . no one liked him LMAO. no rebobby im just rmbling

[officialsonic06]

idk i used to religously play sif, fe heroes and fgo when they first came out (except sif bc it wasnt until a yesr or so until i git gud) but like the last time i logged into sif was when an extra person moved in which was octo???? and like ive actually had a social life so for the first time which definately makes you reflect on the way you use games to distract from lonliness idk im just rmbling bc i have no one to talk about this wth without sounding selfish  anyway thanks for coming o mu ted talk