#im rly goin thru it
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hiii i decided to animate the urusei yatsura meme ft the Guys,,, this took soo long and i had to learn like 10000 new things butttt im rly happy w it!!!
#ive never rly animated anything this big lmao.... im used to lil looping gifs#the animations themselves are p closely based on the original op (not traced... i just had it open on another monitor as a ref)#and i think i learned a lot about animation from that!!#so yeah this is a bit jank in places but im happy w it... this was such an impulse project lmfao#rhythm heaven#karate joe#space kicker#punch kick toe#<- this is the top post for both joe n sk's character tags so if ur goin thru em and dont wanna see this ship mute that or block me#bc i post a lot of em#my art#kas tries animation
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past lives // ls dunes
#ls dunes#past lives#anthony green#frank iero#im rly goin thru it yallllll my counters have all started over#i love this song though it's on repeat like CAN WE GET WELL???? CAN WE???????#ARE WE OUR MISTAKES???? IS THERE NO USE GIVING UP???????? sigh#my edit
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still thinking on that au(?) concept/idea where dice actually DIDNT give a crap ab mugman & (this is a more recent expanding upon of the idea) dice just. drops the act, once hes gotten the potion fot His HusbandTM. he's not mugs's brother or father or family or ANYTHING, he was just. acting. the entire time. and so the cupbros quit, and dice feels free for finally cutting those *stupid ass children off*, but THEN.
the potion doesnt work, not entirely. theres *not enough of it* - and hes cut off all contact w the ONLY TWO in the world who can/cld still make it, and better yet, they would *quite literally* rather DIE then do anything for him or his crew or ANYONE of the devil's ever again.
so dice goes back, to beg or bargin or Make A Deal he isn't sure, to the cupbrothers' place - which now, it seems, houses only the mug. huh. weird - and gets the door slammed in his face. even when, after 20 or so repitions of this, mugman lets him explain his… problem, they just slam the door back in his face.
and he can't pull the same fuckin' trick again, because surely, surely it wouldn't work again, yeah? the mug knows his tricks now, and isn't fuckin' love-starved enough to fall for them (again) what with the cup and the daisy, surely. right?
right?
#annnnd then mugman falls for it. again.#poor boy's rly goin' thru it here#ykw im gonna call this au#im gonna call it#dark au#cuphead#cuphead au#mugman#ch#cc#casino cups#casino cups au#cc!king dice#cc!mugman#king dice#xshim speaks#xshim’s ideas#xshim writes#(i both hate and love dice in this au bc he is SUCH an asshole and he just. doesn't get better (asp)#i hate him bc he tortures my blorbo but i ALSO love him bc he tortures my blorbo. so)
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once i get to malenias phase 2 with regularity its OVERRRRR
#IM DETERMINED NOT TO COOP OR SPIRIT SUMMON#I RESPEC'D TO PUMP MY VIGOR TO 55#my last playthru i beat her with my partner and that was rly fun#cuz we both had to spend a lot of time learning her patterns#BUT THIS TIME IM GOIN SOLO#i will take my femboy twink failson thru her fight solo. for millicent.
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how the hell do u meet ppl irl. how do ppl do that shit
#having a moment#very lonely here idk#tinder was a complete bust. no matches despite goin thru p much everyone within range on the app#a friend suggested going to a game store but idk theyre kinda sparse here and last time i went to one it was almost all men#that i have 0 interest in. they didnt even have any yugioh cards or packs or anything despite advertising it#ive been to the library a few times but idk nobody rly talks to u there#i go out somewhat often to get coffee n stuff and nobody talks to u there either#granted i go to dunkin and its usually pretty empty. maybe a local spot would have more ppl#only “success” ive hadd is barq. ive added a few local furries but idk we dont rly talk#i regularly talk to 1 ive met on there tho. a trans woman. even visited her once#shes a 30 minute drive on the highway away from me despite being in the same city and she cant drive :(#i do think shes pretty id like to visit her again. im a bit nervous to ask her if she wanna do anything tho#ugh#i need to move in with one of my gfs im going crazy here#simultaneously it feels impossible for me to move out of my parents home. life shit is scary
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my sexual desires are morally neutral and asking people to participate in them is morally neutral and people saying yes or no to those requests is morally neutral. my status as a caring and responsible sexual partner is not compromised by my desires or by people's reaction to or participation in them !!! my desires can exist without being reciprocated and fulfilled, and this doesn't mean i'm wrong for wanting those things. my desires can be reciprocated and fulfilled and i don't need to feel shame about involving another person. i can trust people when they say yes or no and i can take their engagement with my sexuality at face value and in good faith. my desires don't need to be justified and i don't need to apologize for wanting things. as long as i prioritize consent and kindness in all my sexual interactions it'll be ok !! it'll be ok !!!
#mine#this is not really hornyposting this is more like. all consuming shame posting#rly goin thru it i have cried so many times in the past days#im scared that ill hurt people if i ask for / do what i really want or that theyll leave me if they know what i really want#which is insane because im truly not that weird for a t4t dyke#anyway . good reminders 2 myself and others <3#i gotta stop being surprised when people wanna fuck me lol
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the fall of the house of usher AU with the todorokis
#🧚🏽♀️ — luxe chit chat#i cant stop thinking abt how good it was holy moly#im SO hit and miss with mike flanagan but i rly rly enjoyed it all#VICTORINES EPISODE WOW#i love how shitty the wholeeee family is i feel like u could definitely do something fun with that plot for an AU with the todorokis#touya would be napoleon#like i will not accept any other character for him#i havent thought abt the rest but this concept is so so sooo fun i love messy family stuff#i heard someone say it reminded them of succession which ive never seen so#maybe i should watch succession#ANYWAY i hope ur all good sorry i havent been as chatty lately#my anxiety has been so bad after my friendship breakup#im still goin thru it and my emotions are a rollercoaster but im doing my best yk#i am gonna try and get back into writing and creating stuff#hopefully will have something to post today or tomorrow#im editing a draft i had from before all of the drama so fingers crossed!!#take care of urselves and have nice days everybody mwah mwah
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google search results for how 2 stop bein INSANE ovr a crush tyty
#txt#i think im dyin#inthink im not gonna make it thru this one#i think thisnis it#i think its joever#i think im rly goin thru it#i cant perservere#im not a survivor :(
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Now two nights in a row, when left without a fan for sound padding, I have set IAMX music on shuffle to do it instead
My own personal lullaby... the really depressing and often quite sexual music that is just low-key enough to be Perfect to put me to sleep.
My stats for this artist at the end of the year are going to be insane. I don't know if I've ever listened to any one artist this extensively.
#speculation nation#like. inf.ected mushroom. ive listened to a Lot for focus times#so it's a similar thing of being able to just have it going hours on end#but it's rly only focus times. iamx is just all the times. everything mood music.#it really is not but for a bitch that's Goin Thru It i guess it is#man this music is gonna be branded in my fucking brain for this summer. and yet i am helpless to stop it.#oh well. at least im having fun with it!
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y'all ever feel like you don't have the bandwidth to be a human? I feel like my brain was mean to be in some form of deep sea fish. I am not built to make phone calls and check emails. I am meant to swim around and subsist on marine snow and the occasional whalefall. it is cruel to make a snailfish schedule appointments.
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knowing dat oreos hav been purposefully engineered 2 be yummy + addictive (salt + sugar + cream [fat] combo is actually like drugs 2 ur brain) doesn't make me want them any less !!!!!
#im going 2 da campus convenience store when i wake up.#chips ahoy is fine too#rly goin thru it huh#𝜗𝜚‧₊ᐟdiary.txt
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Sorry abt the occasional digiposting as of late, im coming to terms w/ the fact that it's starting to grow on me orz
#clenches fists.#wondertext#I started watching it w/ some friends recently..for nostalgia reasons in their case‚ but also to introduce me 2 the franchise as well#since it never rly was part of my childhood & i was curious as to what the fuss was all about hsjwjfj#Anyways i never rly took the events all that seriously since I thought shit was so off the wall it was funny But#after nearly 24 episodes i've found myself getting emotionally invested w/ the show at last 😭😭 it's been a journey#ive been progressively getting accustomed to all of its strange concepts . I think im desensitized at this point /lh#like evn the monsters themselves now have me like..ok...Youre not so bad after all. u got a creepy-cute kinda thing goin on &i respect that#(<- Used to find their designs unpleasant. still do a little bit even now tbh sorry But i do appreciate their uniqueness a whole lot)#But yeah i feel Like ive been put thru an entire character arc w/ this thang .#You should've seen the way i used to freak out during the 1st few episodes Everything was So Insane 2 me. it had me flabbergasted#it was like . Lighthearted charming OP song -> Children having a near-death experience in the most surreal way possible#-> Isekai moment -> We get introduced to the ugliest little beasts i've ever seen#-> They spend the rest of the episode almost dying Again -> beast transform into even Uglier beasts & go feral on each other#-> World's calmest most soothing ED sequence that clashes So Hard w/ the tone that was set during the episode it makes ur brain crash.#and thats more-or-less the formula that's been handled throughout the following episodes up until this point#but i suppose I've grown fond of it by now 🧎 I am a Changed man‚ i See the appeal‚ I Understand#well not rly prbablyBut at least each episode keeps me@the edge of my seat now as opposed 2 how i used to enjoy it in more of an ironic way#'tis nice honestly..I've become more appreciative of the kinda vibe the show handles‚ it's got a lot going on :} It's /insanely/ creative
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things have been scary n hard n a lot but i do feel good sometimes..theres good things too they might not seem like big things or as meaningful but it still matters n makes a difference! things might get scarier n harder etc overall n probs will at least sometimes.. even when it feels like things shld be easy theyre usually not but im trying ! n thats smth i suppose
#p#work was so bad today had to socialize w family which went ok but not ideal situation for me after#might see a friend tomorrow n walk my dog n thats makin me anxious for a few reasons but mostly cuz idk how to talk to my friends anymore#for reasons that arent even only just me being a freak#the next day im having cavities fixed n itll take hrs#i rly to set up a dr appointment n its been ages cuz even for a normal appointment its v stressful n scary n bad for me#for a variety of reasons but i also just fuckin hate it#n this is cuz i think there coulddd be smth more serious goin on that ive been trying to ignore n avoid bringing up#cuz what if it is actually smth#n i cant even go on abt that rn (tired) but ive been..thinkin abt it#aaaand i need to try n get an appointment w a psychiatrist so i can maybe get back on meds again cuz i think itd be a good idea#like i think on em i didnt think they made a big difference but i feel like im way worse now off em so#n i hope i dont have to go thru the regular dr abt that cuz i got my refills thru them but i guess ill be seein her anyway n overwhelmed!!!#oh n the friend thing is scary cuz my lil group is all broken up now n i feel like im choosing sides when i hang out w some of em now#which sucks so thats the main thing abt that. ok enough bye <3#idk what the original post not the tags even meant im tryin to be . positive! or smth jeez :/#dlt ltr !
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every1 has a story. every1s lived their own life full of happy memories n disparities both. but do u ever think of how many tales r never told? how u will never kno the joy some1 felt at their 1st baseball game? or their miraculous successes in their high school yrs? their somber yrs whilst their loved one had an illness? the sheer love n light of their 1st love? the highs n lows of human life, but sometimes their stories dont get told at all b4 they die. u never can kno everything abt every1 who u meet or see, n sometimes ppl jus fade in2 the background. or there's no1 left after them 2 pass down their accomplishments, their memories, their story. n isnt tht jus so sad? tht sometimes a person's storybook just ends, n is shoved in2 the corner of a metaphorical closet, never 2 b read or known [again]?
#sry im having a fucking Crisis while listening 2 samson by regina spektor. fuckin Goin Thru It.#also kind of.. thinking abt smth distressing tht i dont rly wanna discuss. not here. not rn.#delete later
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hnnn emo for no reason again but like good? bad? idk??
#ooc : give me a second i need to get my story straight#((on the one hand im like where did 2020 ro go and on the other hand 2020 ro was rly goin thru it so it's kinda like ajfls;jfldf))#((but w r i t i n g wise))#((2020 ro was good at thaht shit))#((to be fair 2020 ro also had nothing eLSE TO D O))#((anyway nostalgia for rose tinted previous life + simultaneously p chill w/ rn))#((so not good not bad just emo))
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currently high as hell rewatching fight club B)
#my friend gifted me some edibles as a thank-you for letting him bum cigs off me#had 1 and a half gummies and yea im. stoned#ty posts#what ty’s watching#i dont get high like. ever. so i am rly goin thru it. these r strong 😭
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