#im representing the other bad bitches who self ship

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𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚒'𝚖 𝚗𝚘 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍  /  welcome aboard, vivian yu, student #34. we are excited to set sail with you !  has anyone told you that you look like park sooyoung? according to our records, you hail from las vegas nevada, usa, prefer she/they, are demigirl, and are here to study communications. we also see you received a spot on the ss university because of your money — we won’t tell anyone. during your first few weeks here, other students said you were  + bright, + cunning, but also - manipulative. it sounds like you spend most of your time at the high sea grill. upon checking your luggage, we noticed you packed your grandfather’s military pocketknife. hopefully your roommates don’t steal it!

hi it’s nia <3 this is my second muse vivian and i apologize soooo much in advance. lmao. their bio and info is below the cut. please like and im me to plot i am so so excited to bring u this angst bitch

vivian grew up in las vegas. they were born to not one, but two politicians. their mother was a state representative and their father was mayor of their town. ever since she was a kid, vivi was forced to spend her free time at donor events, fundraisers, and shuffled around at various events for causes around the city. everyone in town knew vivian by name and face. people sucked up to her: neighbors, teachers, law enforcement, anyone hoping to get ahead by way of her parents’ favor. it gave her a heightened sense of importance that quickly got to her head. 

by the time she was a preteen, vivian believed herself to be above the law and above those around her. by age 14, her father was running for governor and her mother held ambitions of working on a national level in washington dc. an only child with her parents both busy and in the public eye, vivi had absolutely no one to turn to. in her mind, no one would understand her, anyway. once she was 15-16, she was hanging out with an older crowd, skipping school, sneaking out and getting drunk to see if anyone at home would notice  ( they didn’t. )  her folks didn’t take notice of vivi’s bad behavior until her actions began affecting them politically. you couldn’t run a campaign on ‘safe cities’ when your daughter was being brought home by police at night and found lingering around sketchy clubs on the vegas strip. 

trigger warnings in next paragraph: drugs, drug overdose, death

vivian’s mind began to be wired in a really terrible way: the more trouble she got into, the more her parents seemed to notice she existed. maybe they were screaming at her, but they were communicating with her. and that was more than she’d had before. one night at a fundraiser, vivi met a boy who was a fellow politician’s kid. he invited her to a back room with a few other teens where she was introduced to cocaine. unfortunately, vivi became hooked right away. over time, she found comfort with drugs and with this group of teens; the only people who seemed to understand her and care about her. a few months later, she was at a party with this boy and their friends when he overdosed in front of her. his death profoundly affected vivi. she became even more withdrawn, talked to almost no one, and was cruel and cold whenever she did. after nearly being disowned by her parents for the overdose incident, vivi agreed to go to rehab. once she was out, they were sent away to live with their uncle in boston, massachusetts, so vivi couldn’t mess up their politics anymore. she stopped looking for attention from her family and instead wanted nothing to do with them.

( triggers over ) 

in boston, vivi attended public school. quickly she fell into her old ways, getting caught up with a bad crowd, ignoring school and rules, and partying constantly. at school, she met a kind student named harper and was very drawn to her. the girl was so good and everything vivian wasn’t. vivi knew she had absolutely no business getting involved with someone so pure and kindhearted, but she couldn’t help herself. harper was ... different somehow. for the first time, vivian fell in love and felt love. the two dated and vivi really thought she could be a good person with her girlfriend’s influence. however, the school year ended, vivi was shipped off to boarding school by her parents, and she regressed all over again. knowing the path she was on and knowing her girlfriend deserved much better, vivian cheated on her right away and broke things off. ever since then, vivi has cheated on every single person she’s ever dated and maintained fierce independence and selfishness. 

other info:  vivian may look poised and sweet from time to time, but don’t let it fool you. it’s her political upbringing that allows her to put on a faux aura of compassion and authority. vivi is still the same mess they have always been. they will be a bitch form time to time. they take kindness as an insult and as a method for someone to get something from her. it’s not her fault, really. it’s how she was taught. they’re impulsive, stubborn, ruthless, and self-destructive. they are very very intelligent and could do something with their life, if they ever learned to channel her good qualities. vivian just doesn’t know they exist. vivian is bisexual with a strong leaning towards women, but who knows ?  putting her into a box would be impossible. she’s an entp, virgo, chaotic neutral if any of that means anything to you. <3 

if you like this i will im you to plot !!  i’m soooo excited to bring vivi to yall and excited to see if she grows up or changes at all here lol

wanted connections ?? i am so open to anything don’t feel limited by these, but here are so ideas to help us: 

a former best friend who vivi fucked over

someone vivi started getting feelings for and then abandoned

friends with benefits

even better, enemies with benefits

someone vivi cheats on for exams, homework, etc.

someone vivian has a soft spot for but won’t admit 

someone vivi is super protective of  &  will fight over

partners in crime  ( warning u have to be ready to commit real crimes lol ) 

??? idk literally whatever ?? ?

angsty drama

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this got SUPER long so its going under the cut but this is the f*lice rant i was talking about lmao enjoy! (full disclosure i also end up going on a fredsythe rant because i gotta, ok. yall gonna make me sit through this stupid ass storyline when a better one is RIGHT FUCKING THERE so yeah, im mad. fp jones also likes men get over it.)

Sorry but there's literally nothing new inventive shocking or compelling about a storyline where two grown ass straight MARRIED adults are pining over each other because they had some weird romantic connection nearly 30 fucking years ago that may or may not have resulted in a fucking teenage pregnancy that im sure NOBODY wanted like yall really out here wanting me to believe what? alice cheated on her boyfriend and got knocked up by a dude who represented everything she was trying to get away from? and she told hal the kid was fps but never told fp himself? because that makes all of ZERO FUCKING SENSE! even if they wanted to throw out “well alice and hal were broken up at the time” its still SO out of character for alice like i know she had her wild child serpent days but its not something she looks back on with fondness so why the HELL does anyone think its a good idea to set her up with the fucking LEADER of the entire GANG are you all sniffing glue?? and then theyre trying to sit here and vilify hal so that we root for alice to hook up with fp in present day? the fuck outta here im not about to sit and cheer on alice’s character regression. first of all yall need to stop getting mad at 17 year old hal for not wanting to be a father and handling this situation poorly he was a TEENAGE BOY i know yall think everyone needs to be pristine angels from birth but thats not how life works and second of all he has every right to be sketched out that his daughter brought forth her long lost brother to fill in the void polly left, especially when the first time hal sees chic hes fucking BLEEDING after being attacked for god knows what reason in hals mind like... im team hal on this one he’s the only one with some self preservation alice and betty about to get themselves killed i s2g all these dumb ass decisions are being made, which in itself is bad enough, but to make it so obvious that this is all being done to eventually prop up a ship that is the very definition of fan service, is beyond ridiculous and terrible writing. like i get it. madchen and skeet are hot and have chemistry (which...btw....literally all the parents have insane chemistry with each other but no focus on the boring obvious straight pairing i guess but oh do not worry i have more to say on that later) i get it. but what is the purpose of that if you cant write an interesting story? and dont get me started on how shoehorned this recent ~connection~ is like yes i admit in s1 i got vibes from them (which, stay on this blog for 5 minutes and you will soon realize i can romantically/sexually connect pretty much any pairing amongst the parents because, like i said, they all have insane chemistry and they all say weird shit to each other). but i cannot believe yall sat here and thought the whole sexual frustration comment after fp got out of prison or the “leave him” exchange felt authentic??? like is it me? am i the one in the twilight zone? somebody help me out here. alice and fp in s1 couldnt stand each other and now shes all joking about his sex life ?? fp almost started a huge fight during that dinner with her and hal and the kids and yet im supposed to believe he’s been pining after her all these years?? like maybe id have an easier time believing this shit if i hadnt seen how he interacts with fred (oh yes. we’re going there because im tired of this HETERO NONSENSE GOING ON ALL THE TIME IN TELEVISION WHEN THEYVE LITERALLY SET UP BETTER OPPORTUNITIES FOR SAME SEX RELATIONSHIPS IM IN A MOOD SO WE’RE GOING ALL OUT) but to close off this part of my rant (oh and i didnt even touch upon how gross itd be for betty and jughead to share a sibling lmfao but that should be self explanatory): there is literally no conceivable way for this shit to go down and not make me lose respect for alice (fp i can give a slight pass to on the front of he and his wife being separate, but even then if he goes after alice while she’s still with hal....you done fucked up). first of all, going after your daughters boyfriends/ex boyfriends father is weird. second of all, if chic is in fact hals son, then they need to work on bringing the family together. hal is not a lost cause. chic is creepy as hell if anything i can see him pulling some shit that brings betty hal and alice closer together but no that makes too much sense so the writers probably wont do that! so theyre either gonna continue to push hal out so that itll be “acceptable” for alice to run to fp, or hal has to literally just fucking die and then what? alice goes to fp in her time of grief? im gonna throw up. 

and now on to the gay shit

im supposed to compare f*lice and fredsythe scenes and come out thinking alice was the one he was in love with? bitch WHERE? fp has a sordid past with both alice and fred for different reasons. we dont know the full extent of what happened with alice (if anything but for the sake of predictability that i know to expect from a cw show, lets say they do) but given how they interact with each other we can assume it was bad. and we all know fred and fps history and how dark that got for fp (like i literally wrote up a whole thing about it if you want a link i’ll send it to you) and yet no matter the past, fp had probably his most lightest moment of the show with fred. he was willing to drop everything and help fred and soon as he asked (which, btw, fred didnt even ask for help. fp knew he was in trouble and that was it. thats all he needed and he was there for fred). THAT is love, ok. THAT is a relationship worth delving into beyond 2 friggen episodes in season 1. And yes this same storyline thats been given to f*lice with this whole adultery nonsense, but with fp and Fred, would actually be interesting because two gay kids in the early 90s actually have a valid reason for not being together and not ending up together. and then you add on that fps from the south side and fred the north, and that makes things even more complicated for them because then you can have a whole scenario of fp thinking hes not good enough for fred and ending things because of his own insecurities, his way of trying to push fred towards a better life... like THAT makes sense. even if fred and fp were never a thing and you just went with fp being in love with his best friend all these years and he could never have him (which still makes sense because i mean come on, freds casanova ways in high school with the ladies? fp sitting on the sidelines trying to be a supportive best friend but dying on the inside, never telling fred how he feels?) not to mention like half the serpents are gay as hell and there would be such a great story to tell for why all these gay south side kids end up in the same gang under fps wing, because he’s making up for his own shitty upbringing, he wants these kids to know someones looking out for them like...if the writers need plots and backstory I can give you them for free it really didn't take a lot of brainpower but no by all means tell me how the two ~straight~ kids who grew up on the same side of town under virtually the same circumstances, one of whom wanted NOTHING MORE THAN TO SHED HER SERPENT IMAGE AND CREATE A BETTER LIFE FOR HERSELF, and the other who keeps going on about wanting to put his family back together, had such a tragic backstory and its not just a blatant midlife crisis on both their ends. please. by all means. enlighten me. 😒

[directedbyliz]

My junior year of high school was one of the toughest years of my life. My anxiety and depression was at an all time high and I was struggling with my sexuality. I was dating this guy because I felt like I had to. I felt like I had to until one day little me was on Tumblr and came across a gif of Alycia debnam-Carey as Lexa in the 100. "Woah who's she," I thought to myself. I started to watch the show because of her. Because of this one girl. It was not until I got to season two that her character was finally introduced. Not only was she a badass warrior queen she was also openly gay. As I watched the show I fell deeply in love with this character. I wanted to be as strong as her. As tough as her. It was this one character that gave me the confidence to break away from this boy who was causing so much damage to my mental health. Not because he was a bad person, the opposite really, but because I was not being myself. I saw this girl kick some ass and also fall in love with a beautiful girl. She had it all. Until the spring time. It was then that my inspiration for being myself was taken from me in the blink of an eye. Lexa was dead. Did she die in some sort of meaningful battle? Was she protecting the one that she loved most? No. She was shot and killed by a stray bullet only minutes after finally giving her full self to her love. Her death was completely meaningless in the eyes of the writers. What was I supposed to do now that the one person I admired most was gone? Me, being the most extra person alive, wore all black to school the next day in order to mourn the loss of this character. Lexa's death has been one of the most controversial and talked about issues in the LGBT+ community in regards to the media and representation. Nearly 2 years later there are articles being written about this. Billboards and the development of the LGBT viewers deserve better campaign were created. Billboards people. Because of one character. How could one character cause so much backlash? She wasn't even considered a main character just a "guest star". It is not really about the character, it is what she represented. There is so little representation in the media that when there is, it is monumental. In the coming years I watched more and more television shows that was seemingly represented the LGBT community. I watched orange is the new black. Oh look poussey, a gay woman, is murdered. Game of thrones. Loras tyrell dies. The family. The bi character is murdered in the last episode for no reason at all. The vampire diaries. Lesbian lovers are killed together. I just don't get it. I don't get why writers and show runners feel the need to do this to us. To make us feel like we don't belong or that we're the punchline in a joke. There was also faking it on MTV. One of my favorite shows of all time mainly because of how much I related to one of the main characters, Amy. I finally saw myself in a show. The show also touched on topics of bisexuality, asexuality and intersex. But alas, this magnificent show was cancelled only after three seasons. And once again I was left with no one. Then Supergirl came to the playing field with Alex realizing she was gay. "Maybe they won't fuck this up this time," I said to myself. I took another chance on the CW which genuinely just sucks in general with representation of any kind. This being the creation of all-white heterosexual characters and the queerbaiting that took place with the creation of Riverdale with Betty and Veronica kissing in the trailer just to get more viewers. But that is a different issue for a different time. Except this time I was pleasantly surprised with the CW. Alex's character had one of the most realistic coming out stories ever portrayed on screen. I admired alex and Maggie's relationship. My little gay heart wanted what they had. It was with this couple that I had the guts to come out to my friends. It was literally after I finished watching an episode with alex and Maggie that I randomly texted my friends and I was like "yo guys guess what" and they were like "bitch we know"

while I was like ¿? It was their relationship that gave me the courage to take that step. While there was the gay ship of alex and Maggie (UPDATE 11/6 THEY JUST BROKE UP FOR GOOD BECAUSE FLORIANA IS LEAVING THE SHOW HA HA LOVE REPRESENTATION LOVE LIFE LOVE THIS LOLZ ITS FINE IM DOING GREAT OVER HERE ok continue), there was also the development of the relationship between Kara and lena. They were not a couple but there was definitely some an undertone of gay. And us gays starving for some representation were like hey maybe this could work. Because is it crazy to actually have more than one gay couple in one television show? It was all yahoo and smiles until the summer of 2017 when the cast of supergirl went to comic con to promote their show. At the event, interviewers constantly asked about the ship between Kara and Lena. It was in one interview that dickhead Jeremy Jordan yelled into the camera that the romantic relationship between Kara and lena was not real and was never going to happen ever. As the cast laughed at this the fans, myself included, were dumbfounded. How dare he take this away from us. While this was not a "real" ship we still had the right to make something of what little representation we have. This would not have happened if it were a heterosexual pairing. If it was a heterosexual couple it would have gotten the response of "maybe someday, you'll just have to watch and find out," or some shit like that. But the shipping of two female characters results in us getting yelled at and being told it was never ever going to happen. So fuck you Jeremy and others. We were then blessed by the heavens with an episode of black mirror called San junipero. Not only was this a gay couple but they actually had a happy ending. What. A. Concept. Gays can actually live happily ever after what¿? It also won an Emmy because of how amazing it is. And wynonna Earp is the best show ever don’t get me started on that. Shows like that help so many people, including me. After lexa's death I felt empty. I was not able to see anyone like me. No one to look up to. REPRESENTATION MATTERS PEOPLE. Especially to the little folk out there like me.

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