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good morning
a something old blurb !
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He’s been walking for over an hour, meandering down cobblestone streets while sipping on the cafecito he got from the local bakery, relishing in the early morning quiet of the city. Feeling like one of a million as opposed to one in a million, blending in with the other early risers gently reacquainting themselves with the world. How nice to feel so human, to get to live in this paradox of a day that starts this gentle and ends with him on stage in front of a stadium full of people.
There’s only three shows left, which is just mental when he thinks about it. When he thinks about the man he was at the start of this tour versus the man he is now - more like the man he was trying to be at the start of this tour versus the man he is now, feeling like he’s lived a thousand lifetimes since he first stepped foot on that stage in Las Vegas two years ago.
It’ll never be this way again, which has a certain comfort to it despite how utterly devastating a thought it is. A certain comfort to how ever changing life can be, how you can’t hold on to anything before time pulls it from your tight grasp. How all you can do is just be present and be grateful and take it all in.
And he is. And he does.
He’s quite proud of himself, if he’s honest. The way he’s been able to manage this whirlwind by surrounding himself with the greatest people to travel the world with - talented, respectful, on top of their shit. How he’s let himself celebrate the wins - and some of them have been massive - while not letting his head get too far up his own arse. How he’s abandoned his former all-or- nothing lifestyle, the way he used to let all of his relationships fall to the side when he was focused on work and touring. Instead, he has seen those relationships flourish and thrive, making him feel more complete and whole and loved than he has in ages and full of pride that he’s once again someone people go to when they need a friend, someone his friends trust will answer the phone, will be there to listen, to care, to help, to love.
He’s feeling quite sentimental as he heads back up to the rental, pausing at the gate to lean up into the sunshine one more time, taking a deep breath before slipping inside and shutting it tight behind him. He’s careful to be quiet as he slips inside the door, silently toeing his shoes off and taking off his hat, running his fingers through his hair before he hears a small clatter and a muffled curse coming from the kitchen.
He smiles, softly chuckling to himself. You’re up, then.
He follows the noise, pausing in his tracks when he finds you in the kitchen, standing there in nothing but an old t-shirt of his, sleepily frowning at the fancy tea kettle, the beams of the morning sun just beginning to peek through the windows. It’s the type of view men write songs about and he can already hear the opening notes of a fresh melody playing in his head as you tinker with the kettle, your distaste for mornings rendering the activity useless.
He creeps up behind you, placing his cup down on the counter before gently pulling the kettle out of your hands. He slides a hand along your shoulders, squeezing and kneading at the muscles while he plays with the kettle, finding the two connectors on the lid to get it to seal shut properly.
“Hmm, the magic touch.” you mumble, wrapping your arms around his waist and nuzzling your face into his chest.
“Think you’d know about that more than anyone,” he says, giggling when you groan. He squeezes your shoulders once before hugging you close, using his other hand to put the kettle on the burner and turn it on.
He leans back against the counter, pulling you into him as he spreads his legs slightly to let you settle in between, rubbing your back up and down when you melt into the embrace.
“Sleep okay?” he asks softly, smiling when you nod.
“Yeah, just slooow to wake up this morning.” you say, blinking up at him, the soft look on your face making his heart clench.
He loves you at all times of day, but there is something about the quiet intimacy of your mornings together that make them his favorite. The way you’re never a morning person but always try to be for him, where he can jump out of bed first thing, a habit formed from years of work based necessity, you take your time, sleepy pliancy making your more malleable to his touch, clinging onto him more than you usually do. Where he is more physically affectionate than not, always needing his hands on you in some capacity, you are usually more selective, except for the mornings. In the mornings, you’re all over him and he lives for it.
“Still have some of this left, if you want.” he says, handing the cup over to you. “Couldn’t finish it.”
You arch your brow knowingly at him as you take the cup from his hands.
“Oh? You just couldn’t finish it?” you gently mock.
“Mhmm,” he says back, a light flush blooming on his cheeks, knowing he has been rightfully called out. You’ve had this conversation many times, you never want a full coffee but always end up wanting a little bit of his, never wanting to order a whole cup to just take a few sips but also not wanting to steal any of his much needed caffeine. So, he’s taken to ordering a slightly bigger size than usual and not finishing it, always sure to leave some for you.
“Thank you,” you say softly, eyes aglow with affection as you smile up at him before taking a sip, humming when he tightens his arms around you and plants a kiss on your head. “How was your walk?”
“Was good, yeah.” he says, your rapt attention warming him to his toes. “Got quite emotional at parts of it. ‘S a big week.”
“Big week.” you agree, corner of your lip twitching up. “Can’t believe after Saturday, I’m going to be the breadwinner of the family.”
That shocks a laugh out of him, a full belly, head tilting back kind of laugh, relishing in the way he can feel you giggle against him, clearly proud of your own joke. You’re saved from his squirming hands poised for retaliation by the whistle of the kettle, dodging out of his hold to turn off the burner, heading over to the large selection of teas you packed, thoroughly studying your options while you finish off his coffee.
He leans back against the counter and watches you in action, mulling over your last words in his head. He knows it was mostly for the joke but it’s not the first time you’ve referred to him as your family, a slip of the tongue slowly becoming routine for you, second nature.
Words fail whenever he tries to articulate how it makes him feel. It surpasses any of the many accolades he’s been lauded with over the last decade or so of his life, the stadiums full of people chanting his name, the critics praising his work. It’s different than that, it’s somehow more than that, the feeling of someone knowing you entirely and still choosing you anyway. It’s like how it feels when he finally gets the lyrics right to a long elusive chorus, the pieces fitting right into place, impossible and inevitable all at once.
All he knows is he will do everything he can to make sure he is worthy of the title, being your family, of building one with you.
He’s closing the distance between you two before he can think about it, gently spinning you away from the counter as his hands come up to frame your face before bringing your mouth to meet his. It’s a hell of a kiss, your hands clutching at his biceps as he drags his lips against yours. It’s an “I love you,” a “thank you,” a “you’re my family too and I’m going to ask you to marry me in a few weeks” kind of kiss, doing his best to convey everything he’s feeling with each slide of his tongue against yours.
He pulls away slowly, both of you catching your breath as he kisses along your cheekbone, resting his lips on your temple before pulling back to look at you, eyes grazing across your features, his favorite face he’s ever seen.
“Bloody hell. What was that for?” you ask, laughing when he does. Being able to see the effect he has on you stoking the fire burning in his belly. The simmering look in your eyes, the way you’re biting at your swollen lips.
“Thinking about what you said,” he says, sliding his thumb along your cheekbone before trailing his hands down your body, wrapping his arms around your waist and ducking down to drag his lips across the skin of your neck. “About y’ being the breadwinner of our family -”
Your nails dig into his shoulders ever so slightly, breath hitching. So you had realized you said it, then. He pulls back from your neck to kiss you, your hand sliding up into his hair as you kiss him back, the phrase “our family” rattling around both of your heads.
“And was just thinking…” he continues, pulling back slowly to kiss along your jawline. “y’ know, with me out of work next week, ‘m gonna have to start really pulling my weight in other areas.”
He emphasizes his point by sliding a hand down to squeeze at your arse, living for the way you gasp in his ear.
“Been told ‘m a good interview,” he says, “‘nd I’ve got a list of special skills I’d think you’d really enjoy -”
“You are such an idiot,” you say, as he giggles into your neck, pulling back to stare at you, living for the way you’re softly laughing at him, his favorite sound. “But you do make some good points. Think you’re gonna have to take me to bed to be sure you’re a good fit for the job.”
“Hmm, ‘s that so?”
“Gonna be a tough one, innit?” you say, a soft smile growing on your face as you rake your hands through the hair on the nape of his neck. “My very own stay at home boyfriend.”
“”S my dream job. ‘S the dream -” he’s mumbling nonsense, praise and ramblings about his dreams against your lips, something snapping in him as he crashes his mouth to yours. He slides his hands down your thighs, encouraging you to jump into his hold as he starts to carry you back towards the bedroom, biting down on the urge to correct you, to make you say fiancé or husband, the title boyfriend not feeling like enough for him anymore.
The calm energy of the morning has given way to something electric, something that makes sparks shoot up his spine every time you moan into his mouth when he kisses you just the way you like it, a type of chemistry only the two of you create.
He wants to spend the rest of his life just like this, just right here, he thinks, as he lays you down on the bed, hastily pulling off his clothes when he watches you do the same. The morning sun making you somehow more luminous than usual. You’re the most beautiful woman he’s ever seen and you’re all his and he’s all yours and in the early morning hours, you’re not beholden to anything but each other. No interruptions from the outside world, nothing but the two of you right here. He wants to live in this forever.
A lifetime of mornings with his girl. What could be better than that?
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#these pics did something to me okay#im quite proud of this actually#continuing my challenge i set for myself to write a blurb for each of the final shows#i missed the last show so this is counting#harry styles blurb#something old#harry styles fic
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Baby boy, baby
#my first attempt at a realistic ish drawing of my cat!#my son toothless#my sweet baby boy#i love him#im quite proud of this actually#i think it turned out really good#my art#digital#digital art#cat#pet portrait#procreate
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is this anything? (details/analysis under cut)
(closeups have more extensive ids)
EDIT: this is now outdated and made post ep 9 i believe!
UPDATED VERSION POST FINALE HERE:
Sam and Evan: need no explanation. Neither of them have confessed to each other but COME ON. whether or not you think they Should be together, there is no way at this point that danielle and brennan are unaware of what their characters are doing which is falling in love. on screen in front of us.
Sam and K: this is where it gets less obvious-- I can't remember exactly why but K in the last episode just felt so down bad to me. Even before last ep, I was starting to see a future where Evan and Sam got together and K was really fond of Sam "totally by proxy" (see K and Evan later).
Evan and Jammer: this one I struggle with if I'm being so honest, so I decided to make them struggle with it too. If you think either of them would ever know what was happening you'd be wrong in my personal opinion.
K and Evan: they're in love. I'm sorry. Not saying they're in a healthy or stable relationship but they are in fact in love. I'm part of the theory that Evan broke up with K and if you've seen his face this season he's dead in the water for them.
Jammer and Sam: he has no idea what's in his brain about Sam. I didn't put an arrow back because I don't know what she feels about him in my head so I didn't even want to make her confused.
Similarly, Jammer and K: I have no read on them. I can however see K being at least platonically into Jammer (they seemed a little too into the Weugan thing). But that's just a thought. A film thought.
That's it! This is all in good fun :) lmk your thoughts if you'd like!
#im actually quite proud of this#long post#dimension 20#misfits and magic#misfits and magic season 2#mismag#mismag 2#sam britain#evan kelmp#k tanaka#whitney jammer#pilot program#the pilot program#pilot polycule#polycule program#danielle radford#brennan lee mulligan#erika ishii#lou wilson#evsam#tanakelmp#alt id
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pete + outfits
#tumblr don't nuke me for the first gif challenge thank u#i've been wanting to make this set for forever so here it is#it was supposed to be 3x3 but how could i leave any of these out#did we need the variations on the suit? yes absolutely im so glad u asked i actually need ep 7 post casino pete carnally#im actually quite proud of the colouring all across the board. good job me#pete#pete saengtham#vegaspete#kinnporsche#kinnporsche the series#bl shows#my gifs#userboots#taggingmarion#saturntracks
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The 141 and having kids with them :) This was fueled by a random thought I had at work, and it was written at like 3am. Pls be kind.
Simon “Ghost” Riley
Due to his personal experiences, I think he probably would be against having kids in the beginning. Like he's seen and been through so much, and I think his main fear would be ending up like his dad. So he always just wrote it off as something he never wanted to experience
UNTIL YOU COME IN
And at some point, maybe after Johnny starts having kids, Simon sees you interacting with one of the babies. And something about seeing you with a baby on your hip flips a switch in his brain.
He wants a kid and he wants one now.
Anyway y'all definitely don't stop at just one kid. I like the idea of Simon with 3 kids, all girls of course. He just exudes girl dad energy.
He's a great dad too btw. Retires from field work after the second girl is born, and absolutely adores them. Encourages them to engage in extracurricular activities. Would coach their sports team if any of them join. Never misses a recital (totally doesn't try to get the other task force members to show up. 🙄 They just happened to be free lmao)
If any of the girls enlisted, he'd probably try to talk them out of it at first. War is brutal, and the idea of any of them going through what he did makes him sick with worry. But he comes around to the idea, and in the end, is so proud of them.
He's proud of them regardless. All three are firecrackers with big personalities, and he loves them so much.
John Price
I think, when he was younger, Price wanted kids. Liked the idea of a wife/husband, a house with a yard, and a couple kids. And it just… never happened. Life got in the way, and how could he bring a child into this world, with all the things he's seen? He made his peace with it, and moved on.
And then he meets YOU. And suddenly he finds himself hoping for these things again. Especially kids.
Give this man a baby, please! He exudes fatherly energy (in more ways than one ;p)
After y'all have the first kid, he retires from the military all together. He's paid his dues, and he's got something far more important now: you, and your sweet baby boy :)
I could see Price either only having one, or having a handful of kids. Probably no more than 3 (two boys and a girl)
A good dad. Maybe gets a little too invested in their sports games, probably ends up as a coach after correcting the old one too many times lmao
Would be so proud if any of your kids followed in his footsteps. If none of them do, I think he'd be quietly disappointed but proud of them nonetheless. The two of you raised some wonderful kids.
Kyle “Gaz” Garrick
Probably never really gave it much thought. Like having kids would be cool. Not having them is fine too. Kyle definitely wasn't stressing it, he's got bigger things to worry about.
I mean that is until YOU come along. And now he's thinking about getting married and having babies.
Definitely talks with you about it in detail. He wants your opinion on it, what method to go about it, if you think you're ready for that. A very lengthy conversation that ends in a mutual agreement.
I think Kyle wouldn't want more than 2. Like you could convince him, if you want more. But he's fine with a small family.
2 boys. Twins. Absolutely a handful, and Kyle's there to help when he can. I don't think he'd leave the military until the boys are older, maybe 10/11. But he steps up when he is home, giving you a well deserved break from parenting.
Loves your boys. Play wrestles with them when they're little, brings them trinkets back from his deployments, takes note of their interests and different personalities.
Wouldn't mind either way if they enlisted or not. Kyle would be proud of them regardless. You've raised two fine boys, what's not to be proud of?
Johnny “Soap” MacTavish
Oh, Johnny boy here wants a big family. He's dead set on having kids. It absolutely is a deal breaker for him. His partner has to want kids too.
So when he meets you. And you want kids too, he's over the moon.
If you've got a uterus, the first kid definitely happens unintentionally. Y'all weren't actively trying, Johnny just can't keep it in his pants lmao.
If not, then it's all planned out and everything goes smoothly, whether that's surrogate or adoption.
Like I said, BIG family. I'm talking like 5 kids at the least. You cannot talk him out of it.
Also gives big girl dad energy. Probably ends up with 4 girls and 1 boy. And he's fine with it! Loves getting his nails painted and throwing tea parties, just as much as he loves playing soccer and wrestling
Like Kyle, Johnny doesn't immediately retire. Sometime after the girl 4 and the baby boy, he'd retire from field work. But he's always facetiming with the kids and bringing them stuff back. Being dad doesn't stop just because he's halfway across the world.
Would be so proud if any of them enlisted. Would probably cry unashamed. But he's equally as proud of them if they don't.
#simon ghost riley x reader#simon ghost riley#cod simon riley#captain john price#john price x reader#kyle gaz garrick#kyle gaz garrick x reader#kyle garrick x reader#johnny soap mctavish x reader#soap x reader#johnny soap mactavish#i've never posted my own fanfic anywhere before so hopefully this does well#im actually quite proud of this one#task force 141#my writing
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it's late but!!!! happy birthday suguru!!!!! you deserve the world 🥺🥺🥺🥺i could have gotten it on time but im rlly bad at planning LOOL but i hope you enjoy it anyway!! it's based on my own personal hc that suguru consumed his first curse on his birthday as a child and has associated his birthday with curses ever since (but satoru brings new meaning to it! i hate them very much)
also gonna add alt text soon! i just wanted to get it posted before the 5th LOL
edit: alt text added!
#i actually had so much fun with this one#especially because ive never really been good with black and white comics but i really pushed myself to try and make it look nice#im quite proud of it actually.....#geto suguru#happy birthday geto#!!!!#gojo satoru#satosugu#sugusato#stsg#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk#jjk fanart#comic#jjk comic#doodooart
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behold, sonic and knuckle climbing a cliff. what will they do
#sonic the hedgehog#knuckles the echidna#sonic#animation#idk how to animate honestly i just wanted to do it and went to find some prompts and it said 'climbing' so that's what i made#im actually quite proud since i think you can kinda see what's going on here hehe#art#digital art#fanart#be nice to me i haven't tried this in years?? blinks cutely or somethin#im not goinna finish this btw i dont even know how xdd#at least i dont think i will#or will i#i'd have to learn a bunch of stuff#do i have time for that...#i dont but thats never stopped me before#knuckles&sonic
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and the times when i feel fine, im just dancing in my mind
#wow an actual csh song for the caption arent you proud#csh#car seat headrest#twin fantasy dog#csh fanart#little doodlies#the file name for this is touchmefreakystylewhiteboy btw. and im quite proud of that fact
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This took seven hours I'm not okay (as always click for quality)
#very weirdly specific but im super proud of how stephs jeans look#idk its just cool#but yeah i actually quite like this#starkid#hatchetfield#team starkid#starkid productions#npmd#nerdy prudes must die#grace chasity#grace chastity#stephanie lauter#steph lauter#richie lipschitz#starkid fanart
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I asked for dumb ideas in my last post, and i already have a few good ones (tho you can still suggest ideas)
For now here you have a wip, since this one is def taking a while
Finished piece
#art#splatoon art#splatoon salmon run#splatoon fanart#splatoon 3#wip#digital art#splatoon#im actually quite proud of how the rendering is turning out
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Setting ablaze an extravagant scene
Progress below cut:
#im actually quite proud of this#i mostly made this from 1-3:30 in the morning#and then from like 12-1pm after waking up#so im surprised something came out of this idea#ive recently started listening to ghost and pals again#just a little bit#i used to be obsessed with it#just like how i am now with chonny jashs music#so it was fun to combine them#chonny jash#cj heart#chonnys charming chaos compendium#cj fanart#candle queen#ghost and pals#ghost and pals fanart#my art#🗣️
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student au save me...... save me student au
#alien stage#alnst#ivantill#alnst till#alnst ivan#lazers art#thats what i changed my tag to right#haiiii friends ^_^#i keep not wanting to draw because i dont want to render so i forced myself to just clean my sketches#and not do lineart#so this stuff is messy but yknow is that so wrong??#i never post art anymore and i want to do that more#i have a big ivti wip ive been working on so hopefully i will actually finish it. one day#i really want to im quite proud of it so far#anyways. enough yapping. save me alnst student au#thank you ivan alienstage for reclaiming the fuckass neon green hoodie. very brave of you#that bottom most sketch is so cute im proud of it
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HAPPY HOLIDAYS!! here's a cozy lil drawing of Rosalina and he Lumas for the Christmas season :D 🎄💫
#churro art#my art#illustration#digital art#fanart#rosalina#super mario#mario bros#mario galaxy#nintendo#AHHHH SO VERY PROUD OF THIS ONE!!!#quite possibly my fav illustration ive ever done GBHSGAJ#I struggled a lil making the bg for this one but in the end it came out so well!#i dont think its perfect but im so glad I was able to get past the first few hurdles cus oooooh boy#this background nearly beat my ass JAKSJKLASJSKALSAJK#BUt i got the effect i wanted so im soo happy!!!#I really wanted a warm bg with a cool blue almost purple subject#anyways thats just to say im also proud of how my composition skills have been developing :DD#maybe if i ACTUALLY STUDIED THE MATERIAL IM SUPPOSED TO ID BE EVEN BETTER!!!!!!!! but im a big dumb dumb idiot :P#ANYWAYS!!!!!!!!! A MERRY CHIRTSMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL!!
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Obligatory Yurification
#ace attorney#barok van zieks#albert harebrayne#benbaro#the great ace attorney#tgaa#dgs#my art#genderbend#was super happy to find that reference bc it screamed BVZ to me hehehehe#also I REALLY wanted to draw her with an off the shoulder puffy dresss with hella ribbons#even if it doesn’t really suit her lmao#also actually super proud of my uni Amelia hair#big brained#uni Bea’s hair are tight curls…KINDALIKEIRIS….i mean what?#wow I’m still obsessed with their uni days as Yuri too#im growing quite found of uni Amelia actually…she’s super cute#so. like….do we call this….BenByuri?#sorry I’m being funny
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this is for an extremely niche audience and the niche audience is me
#doctor who#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#thirteen#thirteenth doctor#lucy gray baird#lucy gray#hunger games#fanart#art#doctor who fanart#tbosas#tbosas art#hunger games fanart#I can post the speed paint I did of this as well but it’s just me struggling w thirteen#im actually quite proud of how lucy gray came out though#my big doe eyed girl
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❗️GORE❗️
OMG MY POSTS SHOW UP IN TAGS NOW, I'M SO HAPPY, I'LL REPOST ALL MY PREVIOUS POSTS
#scp foundation#alagadda#scp#scp 035#black lord alagadda#scp fanart#alagadda fanart#yellow lord alagadda#white lord alagadda#red lord alagadda#since im so proud of this drawing i wanted to repost it here#my art#looking back at this i realise that the gore isnt too badly drawn its actually quite pretty#gore lover
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