#im projecting. no i didnt. yes i did❤️

[ijzermansdriesen]

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When I read this ...Sander saying this to Hanna, also feels like he is saying it to himself as well about Robbe...now that he's gonna be raising his baby alone...

And then there's Robbe, in the first chapter, within moments of setting his eyes on Amelia goes: “I want to move back in.” ...“...Now I know how I want to be involved. I want to be here. Every day. Living it with you. Being here for both of you. Relieving some of your worries and stress. Taking on some of the responsibilities.”,,,, already a dad.🤍

The selflessness and love that is so inherent to Robbe couldn't have peaked more, he is such a giver<333 and I can't stop thinking how Sander's heart must have been bursting with love in that moment. Robbe is so right for him :') he is even beyond what Sander could think of.

I love your Robbe so much ❤️•́ ‿ ,•̀

This could get long...you have been warned. 😆😍

The one thing that becomes abundantly clear in my fics (and on my tumblr) is that I LOVE Robbe. He is by far my favorite character in all of Skam, and there's a reason for that. I am drawn to a very specific type of person. My family jokingly calls it "the boy scout," but essentially I find kindness and goodness attractive. There's a reason Captain America is my favorite Avenger and that I cried when Sam "I'm the most amazingly, wholesome, good person on the planet" Wilson became the new Cap. (Seriously, ugly crying, I love Sam Wilson.) I adore Peeta. He was my favorite character from day one, and when that goodness was destroyed in Mockingjay, I cried angry tears. She ruined the most loyal, honest character ever. Alec in The Shadowhunter Chronicles--his defining characteristic is that he's a protector, fiercely loyal. He didn't kill a demon until he was 19 bc he was out there defending Jace and Isabelle instead. Sure, he can be a sassy ass, but goodness literally pours out of him. Any time Magnus describes him, it's like he can't comprehend how honest and wholesome he is. It's literally what attracts him at first--shock at this enigma of a Shadowhunter. I could go on, but I'm sure you get the point.

Back to Robbe, so canon Robbe is like this for me. He never spoke ill about his mother or MI. All he did was love and support her. He never pretended to like Jana, and he immediately felt guilty for messing things up for Jens. He suffered a shit ton more homophobia during season 1 and 3 than the other Isaks, which is why his internalized homophobia was so deeply rooted (and why he did make a few bad choices - faking it with Noor, the slur). He actually liked Noor--as a friend, and that's why he tried so hard to make it work, and why they stayed friends afterward. And here's the big one for me, he BROKE UP with her before pursuing Sander. Sure, the pool kiss happened first, but it wasn't planned. He did not purposefully cheat. He manned up and didn't ghost her. For me, that was HUGE. And then we get to Sander. He biked around in the cold for over an hour, only to be pushed away. He broke up with Sander, not bc he was afraid of his MI, but bc he was told it was better for him, that he needed to stay away. Admittedly, his fear, shock, and misinformation led to illogical thinking, resulting in breaking up with Sander over text, and who would have thought Moyo would be the one to clear that up (whoo!). But the second he realized he was wrong, that he'd made a mistake based on incorrect info, he fixed it. He reached out. He called. He texted. He went to visit him. He didn't wait for Sander to need him, to reach out to him. He was actively pursuing him, all while thinking it was over bc he screwed up. All of this is what makes Robbe so special to me. He isn't perfect, but he always acts with a kind heart. None of this has been negated or challenged in later seasons. His fierce, loyal devotion to Sander is all over insta, and he literally glows with pride.

Now to my Robbe in "I Want it All," he's not perfect by any means, not like the Robbe in "Color of Love." I think that one was a little too one-dimensional, mainly because it was all seen through Sander's rose colored glasses. "I Want it All" was actually difficult at first because I usually write from Sander's POV, and it started with Robbe. I find it much easier to think like Sander and just gush about him. Having to be in Robbe's head made things more challenging, but what I've found as the story has progressed, is that Robbe's amazingness is still obvious, BUT we can see that he's flawed. He's (unintentionally) been awful to Sander. Many times. He allowed the Broerrrs to affect their relationship; he was a total ass after the kiss; and he completely ignored his own physical and emotional reactions to Sander, immediately followed by flaunting a completely inappropriate and awful boyfriend in his face, however unconsciously. I'm personally convinced, and since it's my story, I can state it as fact, I guess, that Robbe's jealousy chose Carlos to purposefully punish Sander for proposing to Hanna. It was a rebound, just not in the traditional sense. Granted, he's completely unaware of all this.

Somehow he's still the most caring, supportive, loving friend. One of my personal favorite moments is when he's taking care of Sander during the pregnancy. That's such a selfless, loving thing to do, and he's doing it by choice, not because anyone asked. He recognized that Sander was struggling to balance everything, and he stepped in. To me, that's love. It's unconditional, and that's what drives Robbe. He loves Sander unconditionally, and it's completely unrelated to romance. Even before he realized he was in love with him, he always gave Sander what he needed--a partner to raise his daughter with, companionship, laughter, help around the house, little presents that represent how important Sander is to him, etc. Apart from recognizing the meaning of his and Sander's feelings, he's completely in tune with him and always has been. We're not there yet, but imagine how heartbroken and utterly awful Robbe will feel when he realizes just how long Sander has been waiting for him. We got a glimpse of it in ch. 5, but our poor boy is going to judge himself rather harshly.

The dynamic is so different between them because Robbe is oblivious to his feelings, and Sander is not. What Robbe does and how he acts is completely out of love, no strings attached. He has no ulterior motive. That's what makes him so kind and sweet. Sander's actions, at least in this last part, are always tainted by his unrequited love for Robbe. He loves him. Always, but his disappointment and frustration get in the way. His choices and actions take that unrequited love into consideration, and because of where they are in their lives and the miscommunication, he actually acts against his own interests and feelings to try and protect himself. It's a very interesting distinction when you think that the one who is romantically in love with the other is the one in a serious relationship with someone else while the oblivious one hasn't really dated and only got a boyfriend after the proposal. Ouch. I'm not attacking Sander here at all because I love him too, and it's my fault he did all this; but my clear, obvious preference and love for Robbe and his absolute kindness and goodness, really shines through here.

Anyway, this really was long, but I do love Robbe. He is my favorite, and chances are any future fics will continue to make that obvious.

[liathgray]

im arospec/asexual and i am LIVING for ur aroace ed headcanons how does it feel to have a galaxy brain this is the best shit ever. if you have any more hcs then :eyes: -sgb

*KICKS DOWN YOUR DOOR* GOOD EVENING GAMERS AND GAYS WE HAVE MORE HEADCANONS!!!

- Ed, as a child, totally not understanding why people are so weird about girls. Like. Tf do you MEAN you have a crush on her??

- this evolves into a wittle Child Ed who is very openly affectionate with any and all friends! Particularly Winry cause of course and sadly this is where the teasing starts up

- But lets ignore that! I implore you to imagine a happy, pre-mother-death Ed who can and will tackle-hug someone. Two foot nothing Ed who sees nothing wrong with braiding his friends hair or saying i love you!! YOUNG ED BEING AFFECTIONAT—

- after Trisha passes away he gets more closed off about it though.

- His first exposure to a relationship, well and truly, was Sig and Izumi. And he’s just. ??? Ma’am?? He’s your friend. Yall act like friends. Do you MARRY friends? Help

- years in the military were the strangest cause Ed would get teased CONSTANTLY. Mostly by Havoc

- Havoc you poor poor fool. He is basically canon fodder for Ed’s jokes once he’s out. All those years of being a bit of a ✨dick✨ are earning him a metric fuckton of clowning from Ed

- and theres also the guilting factor. Ed will bring up all those times whenever he wants shit. Havoc, your penance walk shall never cease.

- Ed never actually tells Pinako. She wasn’t present for when he was like “oh guess what” to his other friends. He mentions it briefly and she freezes up for a sec before like. EXPLODING. “??? For how long??” “Why didnt you tell me??”

- Ed, very slowly, very awkwardly infoms that “I uh thought you already knew...?”

- Riza and Ed have had long ass talks before basically complaining about how high on a pedestal people put romance and sexual relationships. Friendships are just as important! These conversations always end with them doing book trades of completely irrelevant things.

- On extra wild nights, Sheska joins in Oh heres my ace lesbian sheska headcanon and they’ve now all read her favourite adventure book and are strangely drawn to the band of misfits who come together... odd..

[inlovewifloveee-blog]

this was so touching i teared a little )-:

im quite the opposite of you; a relatively new fan (too new i would say), too new to even support their activities when they were active, too new to see in real time and watch the boys grow up together, too new to do anything for them, too new.. one of my biggest regrets- not finding out about them, not knowing them, not supporting them earlier.

madtown was the second group i stanned in my 6+ years in the kpop world, the first being dbsk (which also disbanded, before i got to even know them as a whole) not even once have i came across another group that could captivate me so strongly as dbsk did. not until i found out about madtown through jota earlier this February.. not long after, news about their ceo came and i was frustrated/disappointed, but it was also then when madtown showered us w many vlives, almost once every week or so, punishment vlives, birthday vlives, surprise vlives, it kept me entertained and going. I started digging up videos of madtown, all the way till debut, with or without subs, ive watched them all. It was then that i realised ive fallen in love with yet another group.

Yes, they arent actively promoting then, but i thought that i could just wait, i could wait another day, another week, another month, another year even, for them to announce their comeback.. afterall, im used to waiting for dbsk, lawsuits, enlistments, ive been through it… it wouldn’t be so bad- i told myself.

Then madtown announced that they were filing a lawsuit against gni. Part of me was happy that they were at least doing something about their situation, but part of my heart sank at the same time. I dont have quite a good impression on lawsuits after dbsk, u see. Alright, i tried to believe in the boys, i tried to keep in mind what jota posted on fc, i convinced myself once again that there will be a light at the end of the tunnel. Afterall, projections of madtown winning the lawsuit was positive.

Articles came earlier this week that madtown won the lawsuit, i was elated but it didnt last more than a few seconds, after i finished reading the paragraphs i was speechless. “Madtown is most likely going to go separate ways”, “Madtown is taking their first steps to disbandment” they said.

There goes my wishes of supporting them through their album promotions, variety shows, radio sessions, interviews etc. There goes my hopes of seeing them climb up the ladder in the industry.

They’ve came so far, only to lose faith in this very industry that they’ve so much hopes and passion for. It hurts so bad knowing that they may not continue anymore, that i wouldnt get to hear their new compositions and support them like any other fan, that i wouldnt get to see them laugh so brightly together anymore. Even their hysterical screams, i will miss them, their voices, their dances, their nonsense even.

Thankyou MADTOWN, for the past 9 months of joy and laughter, you may never know how much happiness you brought into my life, but still im grateful for everything and wouldnt trade a second with you for anything else. Im still holding on to this tiny ray of hope that at least the remaining members will stay together, even though thats almost impossible, im still believing. Madtown was one of the best things that happened to me this year, and for that i think im blessed.

I love you, 매타, as a whole, or as separate individuals, i wish you only the very best in your future endeavors and may everything go your way from now on. Cheers to a brand new beginning, a brighter tomorrow. Lets only walk down the flower path from now onwards ❤️

Missing MBLAQ so bad. Seeing Madtown with their 2nd mini-album already in 6 months makes me think that JTunes has finally learned their lesson about the better way to promote their groups. Does the agency also teach them how to do variety shows? Because I’ve watched MT in some guest spots, and they’re hilarious; and not just one or two of them but like, the whole group is just funny. I don’t know where JTunes digs up these kids, they all seem really good-natured and down-to-earth ….. I think I just created this blog so I can think out loud about them boys and their music ….. and other random stuff.