#im projecting. no i didnt. yes i did❤️

[theoraeeken]

6, 17, 19, 25 ❤️

(Not sure if I’m supposed to specify a fandom so teen wolf obvs but also)

8 specifically for Hannibal

choose violence ask game: OPEN

thank u bestie love u bestie <3

6. which ship fans are the most annoying?

im of the general opinion that most teen wolf fans are kind of annoying, which i do say with some degree of self awareness as i am 100% confident that i myself am an annoying teen wolf fan, but honestly....... sterek. there are some bold opinions being said at that table that... no, i shant say.

17. you can't understand why so many people like this thing (characterization, trope, headcanon, etc)

the trope of stiles being pushed aside by the pack or not treated as having a voice. there are a handful of isolated incidents where other people's opinions have been prioritised, but none of them stick out as being particularly unfair, and stiles is literally the person multiple characters go to to talk things over. even when they were on opposite sides, erica trusted him enough to help her recover from kanima venom. cora acted like she thought he was a complete bellend and still brain stormed peter's actions with him. scott is continually asking him for help. peter repeatedly includes him in any and all plans. lydia ALWAYS goes to stiles, even when they werent close, when she had an issue to try and solve. like what show are you watching. i know a lot of it comes from projecting and liking making stiles this sad little thing so that he can be saved By Someone but like. his 16 year old best friend being excited to have a girlfriend is not the same as him being intentionally isolated from the pack.

19. you're mad/ashamed/horrified you actually kind of like...

absolutely nothing. i divorced myself from shame so long ago, i like what i like. the closest i can come is probably that when i was first in the teen wolf fandom when i was like, 16, 17, as YOU will know you little git, i was a massive pydia fan. in hindsight, this was probably because some Not Great Things had been going on in my life that made me want to explore a dynamic being a teenage girl and older guy in which violence and consent were key concepts and may also have been skewing my idea of what was hot, but honestly i stand by it as an interesting dynamic even if im not so keen on the whole romantic/sexual side of it now. but thats not shame, thats just not being 16 anymore.

25. common fandom complaint that you're sick of hearing

how could i possibly pick one. uh, "scott mccall is a bad friend", "scott mccall is a bad alpha", things of this ilk. im sure there are like 1000 more but thats the first thing that comes to mind.

8. common fandom opinion that everyone is wrong about

"jack crawford manipulated will into staying in the field and didnt care about him at all" SHUTTTT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP. jack gave will multiple chances to leave the field. yes, he did leverage the fact that will could save lives if he wasnt just in a classroom but the second he thought will was struggling with it, he referred him to a psychiatrist, demanded he re-take his psych evaluation, and gave him multiple chances to stop. the fact that the therapist will was seeing was a serial cannibal who was actively setting will up to take the fall for a series of murders he himself committed, while acting as an ally to jack and the fbi, is not jack's fault, and frankly, even as an fbi agent, not the sort of thing a dude is likely on the lookout for in his day to day life. if jack crawford has no fans i am dead. that shows greatest sin was not letting him kick seven shades of shit out of hannibal fifteen more times.

[polillaviolenta]

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You are a fucking asshole. I hate you so fucking much ###. I shouldve let you "kill yourself" when you tried to blame me for it. I bet you wouldnt have. You just wanted to corner me.

I shouldve left you when you first confessed that disgusting shit. Why did i even try to "help you get better", you never wanted to. I was 14 not a fucking therapist.

Its been years and i still cant get over it.

I wasted 9 months away with you. It wasnt even fucking worth it.

By the way? I discovered I too am. A system. Pretty interesting huh? Yeah. The main host we had at the time went dormant after our break up.

Speaking of which. Sam still misses #####. I hope he's doing well, i wish him and #### the best. Because holy fucking shit, having you as a host? Must be hell. No- I know it was. Yknow why? Cus they told me, they told me how shitty you were and to get away from you and i never did

I yelled at my irl best friends because they tried to get me to open my eyes about you.

What ill never fucking forgive?? How you shaped my canon. That source is already nasty and you somehow made it worse. Shaped me into your perfect victim, cause a two year age gap and incest isnt enough. Lets add more! Then blame me over it. And have your stupid little girlfriend go yell at me over it. I bet she kins that hussy source gf of yours now. Disgusting.

I hope you two are oh so happy!!! /sarc

And i hope you miss me. Also. I hope you dont actually believe that bullshit that i "forced you to get better" or "guilt tripped you". Im sorry for not knowing how to react to suicidal people!! Not like i told u a hundred times abt my past w those scenarios!! Not at all!! /sarc. Fucking sorry i didnt just enjoy being neglected and ignored for weeks?? Oh my god!! Its called caring about your partner

No. I hope you miss the power you had over me. I hope she's never the same. I hope you get tired of her "strong will" and all that bullcrap. I hope you miss projecting on me. Treating me as your easy victim. Stupid little fetish. You disgust me.

Worst fucking shit is how much I question my own trauma. Cause surely it cant be grooming. Surely. Cause you were also a minor. But GOD I DONT FUCKING CARE. YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE. YOU WERE SEX REPULSED WHEN I ME SENT U NUDES AND U NEVER TOLD ME??? YOU WERE THE ONE TO NORMALIZE IT. I HAD NEVER DONE IT BEFORE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE ONLINE. YOU SAID IT YOURSELF "I SHOULDNT EVEN HAVE TO ASK YOU. YOU SHOULD TAKE PICTURES WHENEVER YOU CAN WHEREVER YOU ARE." AND I DID. AND THEN U TRY TO PLAY THE VICTIM?? LIKE I WAS HARASSING YOU??

AND OH OFC YOU "CAN NEVER TALK TO ME ABOUT ANYTHING" YES YOU FUCKING CAN. I DONT MAKE IT ABOUT MYSELF. I ASK FOR REASSURANCE WHEN THINGS SEEM LIKE THEYRE GOING TOO MUCH TOWARDS "I DONT LOVE YOU ANYMORE". AND I KNOW THIS ISNT A ME PROBLEM CAUSE I HAVE A WONDERFUL FIANCE NOW AND HE DOESNT DO ALL OF THIS SHIT.

I fucking hate you. Fuck you. You make me feel like a kid again, every time I think of you.

You make me feel and look like a fucking fool.

Oh my god. I cannot believe you would come to me with this, acting like you are such a little victim. Really, I am glad that it ended, I never realized how terrible you were for me until later.

Always wanting me to change? Oh talk to you more, get better, be healthier. You knew all the stuff I had gone through, and still I wasnt good enough for you? Controlling me, not respecting that I am like this BECAUSE OF MY OWN TRAUMA, trying to change me, like I am never good enough for you! And now for you to say I should kill myself when you know how suicidal I was??? No wonder I didnt think I could talk to you!

And if I ever hurt you?? that is your own fault for not pushing back more. How was I supposed to know you didnt want to send those pictures? You did it willingly. For you to turn it around on me now is insane. Maybe I let you send them because I thought you wanted to?? Ever think about that???????

You are a fucking fool.

[cronaz-diary]

okay but like i said im not fake claiming them

But... you literally are...

have you heard of systems that are also delusional and they need help for that?

But the creepy crawlers.... isn't delusional.... YOU are. Stop projecting onto them

i wouldnt get involved if it wasnt harmful, but it is!!!!

And is the harm in the room with us now

also yes, 15 year olds can be systems, im saying that its a problem when a impressionable child self diagnosis without proper research and retards like you not helping!!

"without proper research" And the creepy crawlers has been doing research for four almost five years 💔💔 you also are sorta stalking like why are you constantly refreshing the page to see me respond?

No I just like calling out schizos

go get a life,

You first!!!!!

i never said creepy crawlers didnt go through shit i believe they did learn to read first!!

"learn to read first!!" You first!!!!!!

fake claiming is actuually fucked up and im not by saying a fact

If you genuinely believe fake claiming is fucked the stop doing it.

, i could totally tell you some the fucked things that happened to us and still happens to us will that make you happy?? to get off to some childs traumatic torture???

Why'd you even bring this up lmao fucking weirdo I dont wanna hear about your trauma

btw copy and pasting a slur is still bad and weird

You said it???? First????? What is this logic. "You can say it JUST DONT COPY PASTE IT THATS BAD but saying its fine idrc" Like what

and im doing all this while half conscious and shit i dont feel like explaining to retards like you nwo fuck off

Please become not conscious ❤️ And I dont mean sleep 😋😋😘

do some real research on plurality before you be ableist by the way!!

I've been doing research on plurality for 10 years... ermm, anyways! also i wonder if i turn off anon asks if you still would harass me

Im not harassing you but go off ig?

you are harassing me now your telling me to kms!! well if i do will you do it with me<3 also you cry about me saying slurs i can say but you copy and pasted it, i didnt say copy and pasting slurs you can say is a problem YOU NEED TO LEARN TO READ DUMB FUCKING SHIT. if your against slur use dont use it or your a hypocrite which is just useless

anhway 11 year olds need to hop off my dick because your just mad i called something ableist out and now your telling me to kms how mature of you!! thats totally not harassment!!!

[liathgray]

im arospec/asexual and i am LIVING for ur aroace ed headcanons how does it feel to have a galaxy brain this is the best shit ever. if you have any more hcs then :eyes: -sgb

*KICKS DOWN YOUR DOOR* GOOD EVENING GAMERS AND GAYS WE HAVE MORE HEADCANONS!!!

- Ed, as a child, totally not understanding why people are so weird about girls. Like. Tf do you MEAN you have a crush on her??

- this evolves into a wittle Child Ed who is very openly affectionate with any and all friends! Particularly Winry cause of course and sadly this is where the teasing starts up

- But lets ignore that! I implore you to imagine a happy, pre-mother-death Ed who can and will tackle-hug someone. Two foot nothing Ed who sees nothing wrong with braiding his friends hair or saying i love you!! YOUNG ED BEING AFFECTIONAT—

- after Trisha passes away he gets more closed off about it though.

- His first exposure to a relationship, well and truly, was Sig and Izumi. And he’s just. ??? Ma’am?? He’s your friend. Yall act like friends. Do you MARRY friends? Help

- years in the military were the strangest cause Ed would get teased CONSTANTLY. Mostly by Havoc

- Havoc you poor poor fool. He is basically canon fodder for Ed’s jokes once he’s out. All those years of being a bit of a ✨dick✨ are earning him a metric fuckton of clowning from Ed

- and theres also the guilting factor. Ed will bring up all those times whenever he wants shit. Havoc, your penance walk shall never cease.

- Ed never actually tells Pinako. She wasn’t present for when he was like “oh guess what” to his other friends. He mentions it briefly and she freezes up for a sec before like. EXPLODING. “??? For how long??” “Why didnt you tell me??”

- Ed, very slowly, very awkwardly infoms that “I uh thought you already knew...?”

- Riza and Ed have had long ass talks before basically complaining about how high on a pedestal people put romance and sexual relationships. Friendships are just as important! These conversations always end with them doing book trades of completely irrelevant things.

- On extra wild nights, Sheska joins in Oh heres my ace lesbian sheska headcanon and they’ve now all read her favourite adventure book and are strangely drawn to the band of misfits who come together... odd..

[inlovewifloveee-blog]

this was so touching i teared a little )-:

im quite the opposite of you; a relatively new fan (too new i would say), too new to even support their activities when they were active, too new to see in real time and watch the boys grow up together, too new to do anything for them, too new.. one of my biggest regrets- not finding out about them, not knowing them, not supporting them earlier.

madtown was the second group i stanned in my 6+ years in the kpop world, the first being dbsk (which also disbanded, before i got to even know them as a whole) not even once have i came across another group that could captivate me so strongly as dbsk did. not until i found out about madtown through jota earlier this February.. not long after, news about their ceo came and i was frustrated/disappointed, but it was also then when madtown showered us w many vlives, almost once every week or so, punishment vlives, birthday vlives, surprise vlives, it kept me entertained and going. I started digging up videos of madtown, all the way till debut, with or without subs, ive watched them all. It was then that i realised ive fallen in love with yet another group.

Yes, they arent actively promoting then, but i thought that i could just wait, i could wait another day, another week, another month, another year even, for them to announce their comeback.. afterall, im used to waiting for dbsk, lawsuits, enlistments, ive been through it… it wouldn’t be so bad- i told myself.

Then madtown announced that they were filing a lawsuit against gni. Part of me was happy that they were at least doing something about their situation, but part of my heart sank at the same time. I dont have quite a good impression on lawsuits after dbsk, u see. Alright, i tried to believe in the boys, i tried to keep in mind what jota posted on fc, i convinced myself once again that there will be a light at the end of the tunnel. Afterall, projections of madtown winning the lawsuit was positive.

Articles came earlier this week that madtown won the lawsuit, i was elated but it didnt last more than a few seconds, after i finished reading the paragraphs i was speechless. “Madtown is most likely going to go separate ways”, “Madtown is taking their first steps to disbandment” they said.

There goes my wishes of supporting them through their album promotions, variety shows, radio sessions, interviews etc. There goes my hopes of seeing them climb up the ladder in the industry.

They’ve came so far, only to lose faith in this very industry that they’ve so much hopes and passion for. It hurts so bad knowing that they may not continue anymore, that i wouldnt get to hear their new compositions and support them like any other fan, that i wouldnt get to see them laugh so brightly together anymore. Even their hysterical screams, i will miss them, their voices, their dances, their nonsense even.

Thankyou MADTOWN, for the past 9 months of joy and laughter, you may never know how much happiness you brought into my life, but still im grateful for everything and wouldnt trade a second with you for anything else. Im still holding on to this tiny ray of hope that at least the remaining members will stay together, even though thats almost impossible, im still believing. Madtown was one of the best things that happened to me this year, and for that i think im blessed.

I love you, 매타, as a whole, or as separate individuals, i wish you only the very best in your future endeavors and may everything go your way from now on. Cheers to a brand new beginning, a brighter tomorrow. Lets only walk down the flower path from now onwards ❤️

Missing MBLAQ so bad. Seeing Madtown with their 2nd mini-album already in 6 months makes me think that JTunes has finally learned their lesson about the better way to promote their groups. Does the agency also teach them how to do variety shows? Because I’ve watched MT in some guest spots, and they’re hilarious; and not just one or two of them but like, the whole group is just funny. I don’t know where JTunes digs up these kids, they all seem really good-natured and down-to-earth ….. I think I just created this blog so I can think out loud about them boys and their music ….. and other random stuff.