#im not usually great at colourschemes lol

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i will love you if i see you every tuesday

and i will love you if i never see you again

lemony snicket, the beatrice letters

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Hi am sleeby

Aaaa yo hi hello for some reason my followuo medicine dor the tooth surgery makes me more drowsy than the actual anesthetic did? Its weird its supposed to be pain meds but the sleepiness is SO OVERPOWERING and kicks in SO FAST that i keep falling asleep before i can even tell if it actually reduces pain or not, lol. Good for good sleeps! Ive never had such speedy results from a sleep medicine ever before, like wow it usually takes me 1 or 2 hours every night to get to sleep and this is like ten minutes like wow i can actually just close my eyes and go to dreamland just by deciding hey It Is Time. Is this what its like for normal people witjout insomnias???

BUUUUUT the disadvantage is that well i have to keep taking this for paon management and i cant just sleep constantly yknow. So im here forcing myself to power thru the SUPER STRONG SLEEPY JUICE and try and be awake long enough to at least eat one food a day and walk arpund my house a little to stretch my legs. But im just so happy dozey sleeples tired and it feels like my sense of time is dilating or something. I cant focus as well on stuff and its like i look over to the clock and wow where did three hours go? Like i managed to stay awake but i was running on such low brain battery that i basically did nothing BUT stay awake, lol! But i know i cant sleep for like 60 hours straight geez, i need to get some awakes sometimes!!

And aaaa im just even more easily happied by cute things and even more emotional about MY AMAZING FRIENDS like holy shit fuck im already such a Cliche Softboi and i already get all emotional and send I LOVE U MAN messages tp my fremds when im tired but now im just stuck in that mode 24/7 dear god guys i love you guys

I just went off in a weird ramble in a friend's inbox cos they vaguely mentioned body positivity and i was llike OH GOD I FEEL SO STRONGLY ABOUT BODY POSITIVITY like yo please everyobr out there who is plus size please know that every time you love yourself you are making bunni so proud!! THE WORLD NEEDS TO AWAKEN TO THE TRUTH THAT MAINSTREAM "SEXY" STANDARDS ARE SEXIST RACIST TRANSPHOBIC HOMOPHOBIC FATPHOBIC EVERYPHOBIC BULLSHIIIIOOOT also why do fuckin anime waifu ot superhero spandex groin creepy fanservice things always look SUPER UNCOMFORTABLE like yo if the poor girl looks like she doesnt want to be there or shes breaking her damn spine in half then HOW IS THAT MEANT TO BE SEXY seriously body positive stuff is so great just to see someone doing a fashion shoot pinup thing who looks HAPPY AND CONFIDENY AND RADIANT WITH LIGHT god dammit please love your selfs i love you my frieeeeends

Also ursula wtf i never knew ursula was supposed to be "funny" until i grew up, kid me was just happy to see a chubby lady who was beautiful and confident that shes beautiful and then WHOOPS OH NO the joke was meant to be a fat woman being "deluded" that she wa sbeautiful or something?? And also she was intended as a cariaccature of drag queens? No fuk all that she IS beautiful and she is 100% right and also she is now everyone's supportive trans auntie and i love her. Like seriously man all her actual actions in the movie are so evil but shes just so cool and cute and stylish and pretty and loveable and has all the best lines and great animation and wonderful singing voice I CANT NOT ROOT FOR HER EVERY TIME!! Her and hades totally have the same feel for me. Best part of the movie, really wanna hug them!! I wanna be best friends!! If ursula did a body positive campaign i thibk itd sell a million fashions SERIOUSLY THAT FANCY BLACK DRESS/OCTO TENTACLES THING AND HER AWESOME SWOOSH HAIR AND THE GREAT COLOURSCHEMES OF LL THE FASHION PURBLES I JUST LOVE HERRRR

Im so sleepy u guys

Hug urself for me cos im so sad i cant do it

Where are my infinate reaching ocean crossing arms