#im not quitting; duh
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You uh.. might wanna visit Yarnor too.
he has something in common with Kali and Salt now-
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#no thanks#im trying to keep it together#sowwy chat#on my last limb#losing my shit!!!#we'll be back to our scheduled programming shortly#(maybe)#im not quitting; duh#just hghjuio#fukc
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is this too niche? svsss hadestown au starring 79
#qijiu#svsss#shang qinghua#shen jiu#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#yue qingyuan#the characterisations of Eurydice and Orpheus are just so in line with sj and yqy as characters im in awe.#mxtx was insane for making he side characters this horribly compelling im ill#sqh is hermes because like duh. the story teller#bingqiu as hades perseph is driven by lbh leaning more towards bingge than mei . but sy would make an excellent persephone.#myb in another world bingqiu could be orph/euri but not in hadestown. hadestown eurydice just doesn’t fit sy yk#I can’t quite think of who the fates would be … myb the peak lords? I f#or the system lolol#gave yqy a pipa but just pretend he carries it in a case r smthn. I don’t think u can put straps on em#my art B)
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some kind of bugs
#who told me colouring was a good idea#rain world#five pebbles#lttm#seven red suns#no significant harassment#looks to the moon#hmnnmmm hiiii uuuhh drops this? and uh#i just like drawing they staning around#OH MY GOD I NEED THIS THING OUT OF MY DRAFTS#also heeyy i think first posted NSH#i have not quite finnished his look or whatevr but its going#hes fun tho#also im starting to understand why noone draws the iterators lil wheely arms theyr are actully awful#whast going on witht hem#i dont know#anyhow!#also for anyone who has an ask i havent answered im defnitly gonna get to it tomorrow ive been having a coupel of weeks an duh yes but its#going#yes!!#anyhow song of the daayyyy uhhh#normal people things by lovejoy !!!#get infected by that#anyhow yup yuå#also i dont knwo what shading is so dont look at me#oh! also everyoen sure is having a time with the new plusies huh
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oh im obsessed with this actually… who ever wrote this one i am kissing u on the forehead and hugging you real tight… inigo is such a loverboy im kkkhhhhhhijnsdnfng
#ann plays awakening#EDITING TO SAY I STARTED TAG VENTING HIT READMORE AT YOUR OWN RISK#anyways#LAST LINE IS A KILLERRRR WOW#‘ann werent you just pairing olivia with thar—‘ OLIVIA IS A BUSY WOMAN OKAY#but also i just had this old save file from when i wanted to see pink inigo and decided to get some more supports#im obsessed actually like#ok tag venting time maybe this should be its own post but u guys know who i am#not only does this support in my very educated opinion do a good job at emulating inigo’s way of speaking#but i think theres also a very underrated characteristic he has that not a lot of people talk about and its that hes honestly quite morbid#him spending hours talking to and dancing with his mother’s grave is very beautiful and moving but it is also not a normal way to grieve#which makes sense because duh nothing about his life is normal but its j like. you know#if robin is his father (and maybe j the normal convo i dont remember) in the hot springs scramble he’ll insist upon bringing—#severed risen limbs home as a way to remember the peacefulness (lol) of the springs#and he thinks absolutely nothing of it!!#i think he gets attached to things just a little too intensely and because his life is surrounded by death how he expresses that can be#very interesting. and he talks about death all time more than the other kids#bc while a lot of their coping mechanisms are based in fear and the need to instill confidence in themselves (think cyn or gerome or owain#or sev or yarne or noire)#and how their SCARED of death and of loss and adapt different behaviors to act like theyre not (to varying degrees of success)#i think inigo is much more accepting of the fact that death follows him and has made it a normal presence in his life#which is not a good thing it means that he hasnt let himself grieve. he lets death hang over him and follow him instead of pushing back#also guess which one of the awakening trio in fates has the canonical story death. just by the way lmao#anyways bc im writing this in the tags on my phone i cant actually see what the hell ive been saying im j stream of consciousnessing this#but my point is that inigo has a weird fixation on death and dying that stems from his inability to make peace with death and grieve#and i think him idolizing death in this support (this BRILLIANT fan support that made me ill) is so in character and so lovely#i miss him so bad (hes literally in the photos im posting) grghhhrgah#i wuv him :(
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Panopticon
im insane about the lighthouse (2019) and the magnus archives so i drew elias bouchard (she/he) and peter lukas (she/they) in a setting veeery inspired by the lighthouse! ♥
lightless version under break if you want to see the cloud details
tysm for getting this far ;3
#theyre lesbians#duh#lesbian#my art#artists on tumblr#illustration#the magnus archives#tma#elias bouchard#peter lukas#lonelyeyes#the lighthouse#the ocean#panopticon#fanart#wlw#im actually quite proud of this#to every lesbian loneleyeyes truther out there: ily
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i draw myself a lot
#homestuck#dirk strider#self#platonic selfship#admin draws#fanart#TTAC#an important part of my artist diet. one i should rehash since i am in midst of not quite art block#but definitely 'my screen is very small and my program very unfamiliar to me'#block#hrk anyways. this is im pretty sure my last post in drafts of art i can post#might not be but im not scrolling down to check and im pretty sure it is#ive made it pretty far in my reread today although it kind of transitioned into just a READ#because ive gotten to parts ive never read due to dropping the comic about 92% of the way through#yes i did the math feel free to find the pages yourself#anyways. i pushed far enough along to be staring down collide#and i would really really. like to draw more before i finish it#because fixations have an expiration date to me closely matching me finishing the source material#but also. they dont really? they never really leave. they just flare and then stay rather than go.#i think im past the flare now anyways. but im still here having fun. so maybe i shouldnt worry about it#cough anways!! im treating the tags as a diary again. please enjoy my faces. or dont im not the boss of you#barely the boss of myself duh
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Idk, but this can happen after a mission where Harold loses (again).
#paw patrol#paw patrol ryder#paw patrol fanart#drawing#digital art#sketch#artists on tumblr#paint to sai 2#paint tool sai#simple drawing#simple doodle#idk man#idk#idk how to tag this#idk what else to tag#idk what im doing#whatever#i quit#duh#like duh
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ever think about how selfportraits are so often like a face or a face+more of the body? is that because faces are fun to paint or are faces a big part of our selves? or is it that ive just not seen a lot of selfportraits yet?
#anyway do you guys wanna see 3 selfportraits i made today or is that too intimate#theyre not good theyre made for 'im trying to learn to do drawing' purposes#so i broke up with good and now just drawing shit is my new best friend#in those terms they are quite succesful#i looked up portrait but its just from portray (duh) it just means to depict doesnt say anything abt faces
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inej in the sun is so near and dear to me
[ID: an illustration of Inej sitting in the window of the Slat, hair blowing in the wind and sun shining on her, lighting her hair gold. Her posture is relaxed and her facial expression is joyful and peaceful. In the background can be seen two ships, one flying the Kerch flag of three flying fishes, another backlit by the morning sun. Six crows can be seen at various points in the illustration, one perched at Inej's feet and the rest flying towards her. wave designs are located behind Inej and on the bottom left. End ID]
im very happy with this, i think the fairytale illustration vibes really came through
#this is a redraw of the first digital piece i ever did and im quite pleased with it actually#it all started with the soc duology and it's been lovely to be able to track my progress as i improve and keep drawing these characters#theyre my absolute favorite to illustrate#my artwork#digital art#six of crows#six of crows fanart#inej ghafa#soc#soc fanart#shadow and bone#i tag shadow and bone because duh it just came out and ive taken some design elements from it but really im thinking of the books
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since collective psychosis is clearly real and possible, do you think genetic psychosis is also?
#ooooohheathridge manor what a great trip#maybe im dissociating im quite high and also sick i think#but thi sep is very good. good job gubes#ooooh how about cultural psychosis???#worth exploring if the state of higher education wasnt the actual proof lasdfjkldasfkadgkjg#oh and cults. duh#waaaaaAAAAIIIIIT A MINUET#........one two three four one two three four
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Did Jackie really love Shaunna or was her relationship with her based more on control/ownership, superiority?
right so outside of my inbox you're free to have whatever interpretation you want of this show and i'll just scroll and ignore it but you really came to My Inbox to bait me with that boring ass shit huh. for what reason. but anyways yeah let's talk about why that is blatantly untrue not only because it's contrary to the intention of literally every creator who spoke about it but also because of what we see on screen
so. you focused on jackie specifically. i somehow never see people (on here at least i don't ever leave this website it's scary out there) doubt shauna's love for jackie and that's been bothering me since like mid season 1 sooooo is it cause. let's face it. majority of tumblrinas were never a Popular Girl (no offense. i was not the popular girl either and very much more of a shauna - in terms of being in my bestie's shadow - in my own toxic best friendship)? like i have seen people vilifying jackie since i stepped my foot in this fandom over a year ago even when objectively she's one of the only characters who doesn't really do anything bad. even when the characters themselves confirm she wasn't a goddamn bitch like my god episode ONE of season one is them talking about wanting to freeze out a member and how jackie would be against it. but because people relate more to shauna and how she's in jackie's shadow there seems to be an urge to not give the same space to be messy and toxic (and still love!) to jackie that people give to shauna.
now am i saying that the way jackie loved shauna was Definitely Healthy or whatever? no. i think shauna was correct in a lot of what she said to jackie before jackie's death except that's it isn't it? shauna was never honest with jackie. the LOOK on jackie's face when shauna says some of those things? that girl didn't even have any idea that shauna doesn't like fucking soccer cause shauna never told her. and jackie is so visibly actually INSECURE. is it possible that feeling like the popular one next to shauna made her feel good? even if only on a subconscious level? duh. but what are you even trying to say here? that every scene where we see how much she cares for shauna (teasing her in ep one but then making sure shauna knows how much she means to her, bringing her valium for the flight because she Knows shauna and wanted to make this experience easier for her, giving her a good luck necklace to calm her nerves, sharing that food ration, immediately hugging shauna and wanting to support her when she first found out shauna was pregnant, fucking saving her from the plane at the expense of van etc) is all some act? cause that girl can't even fake being into sex with her boyfriend so we're still saying she puts a hell of a lot more effort into pretending to care for shauna. sure
#if i sound mad its cause i am.#have bad jackie taylor opinions outside of my inbox. make a post. im the local jackie taylor defender#and she could be a bitch sometimes! duh! i love those characters even more when they're bitchy#but i draw the line at trying to reduce her to some mean girl some of you people apparently wanted her to be since the first eps lmao#funny thing to say abt ownership and superiority only to accuse jackie of when shauna screams in jackie's face#that jackie peaked in hs and then ate her ear and married her boyfriend#face it! they love each other and its fucked up weirdly obsessive codependent and generally quite a toxic dynamic#bc of all their insecurities and the way they're not being entirely honest with each other#yellowjackets blogging#yellowjackets spoilers#i think only in the tags but still#shaunajackie#jackie
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hate this fucking post so much fucking get drinked. there isn't a lack of hot guy npcs or whatever the fuck, those were literally polls. (not to mention the stupidness of basing this off a "fuckability tourney".) the top characters happened to have more women not because there weren't enough men, it's because THE FANS LIKED THE WOMEN. people really don't know how to act once male characters are less centered within fandom discussions. you know you can just say you hate women and go right
#already ranted to people on discord when i saw it in the tag earlier but just saw it on my DASH and it got me riled up again#im aware im not the target audience when it comes to hot guys but you can literally appreciate hot men without punching down the women.#for ABSOLUTELY no reason. like i was talking to a friend on discord and they rightfully pointed out that since fandom spaces tend to favour#male characters over female characters the fact that more fans gravitate towards women is literally so great to see#like personally i find the gender representation in d20 *generally* quite balanced and i like that actually#not maintagging this bc duh but just in case this post falls into the wrong eyes and someone thinks i literally think they hate women:#think. with your brain. for just one second.#this has been a night of getting angry about how people treat female characters! again!
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how on earth is going on dates with this boy and texting him 8700000000% more discombobulating than crushing from afar. i feel like fiction has lied to me i thought it worked the other way around
#babes what is this.#how.#why.#literally started to write this post he texted me i threw my phone across the room stood up paced etc#(and then of course i blushed smiled texted him back duh but like.)#what happened to september blue who was all#definitely not dating this year absolutely not happening also i am not even thinking about all that til im at least 30 agsgfjgkkh#(God was like dearheart consider that you are terrified and i am redeeming that and asking you to be open)#(even so i was. not. prepared.)#(ok anyway we've been on two dates i am overthinking everything all the time immensely.)#part of the difficulty is that i have no prior experiences in this regard to compare to which leaves me feeling unmoored#i dont know what normal feelings™️ are for me#ok yeah that was quite a tag rant. needed to get that off my chest i suppose.
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Some dude has been stalking me and block evading me by making new accts on furaffinity for the past year and ive reported him SO MANY TIMES and nothing changes :/ always comes back within a few months. Im fucking exhausted man.
#sebby rambles#im literally so tired of this#im very close to quitting FA entirely at this point#after he was reported and blocked MANY TIMES#he still came back and tried to pretend to be a new person asking to color my art#first interaction this dude gave to me was him commenting that my art Could Be Better but was good for an amateur#so i just blocked him duh what an asshole thing to say#and now hes become obsessed with trying to apologise to me and shit#last time he tried to msg me he was blaming his behavior on... his physical disability and autism ???#boy im neurodivergent and have tons of ND friends and it doesnt make them act like this#like at this point idc if he sees my art cause FA blocking doesnt hide ur profile from anyone#but i dont want to be aware hes there! dont comment or like my shit.
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oh lol the revisions they emailed me on monday are supposed to be done by the end of the month. lol
#thesisposting#that means i have 4 days (weekend days) because i. simply cannot do it after work#unless i can steel up the nerve to ask for MORE time off smdh#WAIT DUH IT MAKES SENSE BC IM SUPPOSED TO DEFEND IN MID JUNE AND GET THE FINAL REVISIONS DONE BY END OF JULY. FUCK#emails that make me consider quitting my job.txt#half joke#mostly joke i think#collapses
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kdj -> sys: this kid reminds me too much of myself in bad ways but the ways in which shes similar either come up when im going as hard as i can in my denial phase or dont get spelled out to me in exact detail until im already too invested in her to get rid of her but in the meantime i can ignore her without having to think too deeply about it
^ reductive bc i still have to roll her around in my head especially in relation to late game stuff but corey (one of my friends reading orv) brought up the fact that "kdj's literal Incarnation On Earth, Embodiment Of Self [is] a scared little girl who had to kill somebody and is terrified she's gonna turn into a monster". which. oh my goddd of course. of course. like this is so obvious that i wouldnt be surprised if everyone else has already noticed this/pointed this out and i just missed it but like yeah of fucking course she is!
of course kdjs incarnation, his daughter, one of the few characters that can see beyond the veil he puts up from very early on, is shin yoosung: a child. a child who had to kill to survive, to steal resources from others to survive, to isolate herself from other people to survive, and thinks of herself as evil for it, and thus undeserving of of sympathy and very deserving of death. a child who grows up to be a monster, a literal vehicle of the story through the disaster of floods/biyoo. a child who, if killed via disconnected film theory, will in turn prevent all the suffering her adult self would cause, who would, after surviving, drive everyone she loved to utter misery.
i wonder where we've heard this story before. should we read it again? :)
kdj -> knw: this kid reminds me too much of myself in bad ways but hes doing something clearly morally wrong so i can ignore/kill him without having to think too deeply about it
kdj -> lgy: this kid reminds me too much of myself in bad ways but the way in which hes similar isnt relevant to the scenario at hand so i can ignore him without having to think too deeply about it
kdj -> ljh: this kid reminds me too much of myself in bad ways but shes yjhs problem so i can ignore her without having to think too deeply about it
#orv spoilers#I HATE KIM DOKJA. BTW#shin yoosung voice ahjussi i wouldve eaten a lot of pizza with you and kept you alive forever#ive been thinking about this for like three days straight and i still cant word it correctly im too busy throwing my hands up in the air#and going duh! duh of course! of course thats what the story is doing with her! its so obvious!#then theres something to be said about the way her being a girl and a character from his favorite novel complicates this#especially in relation to lgy. i think if you wanna contrast kdjs treatments of dif characters you kind of have to pair them together?#like you have to examine how kdj treats ljh vs knw and you have to examine how kdj treats sys vs lgy. BUT THATS NEITHER HERE NOR THERE.#kdjs feelings toward sys READ less mixed (even if they are still very complex) compared to his feelings towards the other kids#which is very impacted by the stuff with biyoo and - again - having some psychic connection to her. but it definitely makes a lot of sense#why he would be so attached to her/the disaster of floods early on and on a personal level too. while also making it make less sense#in relation to his general Feelings Towards People Who Remind Him Of Himself Especially His Childhood. bc hes a complex guy.#AGAIN. i still have to roll this around as i get deeper and deeper into my reread/hit the stuff with the OD again but corey pointing this#out at least made it quite a bit easier to understand sys' place in the narrative and especially in relation to kdj.#speaking of which you guys are NOT READY for corey to finish orv. he is a genius.#orv
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