#im not just talking the normal 1am spike of energy here
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what a shame that ive been filled with an inexplicable zest for life and motivation to do everything i never have the energy to do but it’s 1am
#im not just talking the normal 1am spike of energy here#like ive started planning my novel again#the one ive been trying to rewrite for like. two or three years at this point#(i wrote it for the first time five years ago but the new version is only loosely based on it)#the one that ive never been able to finish a single chapter of or like actually plan at all#also i only ever remember i need to schedul appointments when the places i need to schedule with are closed#this is why more places should have an online scheduling option i just cant remember to make calls#its just like#i just had like the realization#just tonight#that i can do anything i want#and yeah it may be tough but the worst part is getting started and pushing through the initial dip in energy#which is. yes. a hard thing to do#but ive done it before and its not impossible!#i just need proper motivation#which now that i understand how my brain works a bit better#(now that i know i might have adhd)#i kinda have a better idea of how to do that#i need to replicate my conditions from high school because i never had problems until college#i need a structure to be imposed on me#anyways#i need to stop and start winding down to sleep#hopefully this lasts through the night!#cloudy tries writing#cloudy rambles
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