#im not happy to relinquish the productivity selfworth cycle bc i was unfortunately productive on that mindset
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The agonies of art return to plague me
#ive looked at this for three hours straight and im hurting#i went into the pit and the pit fuckin won#i leave rhe pit with one arm and a few toes missing and maybe a kidney idk#you onow what i won from the pit#acknowledgment that my productivity doesnt equate to shit at all#i do this for free#so thats a win?#shut UP xam#it feels like ive finally unravelled the last toxic thread thats been choking me#im not happy to relinquish the productivity selfworth cycle bc i was unfortunately productive on that mindset#but it was also killing me so now i have to unpick and come to terms with being happy that im not being mean to myself
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