#im not a spy or like oo secrets i have secrets om just a normal person who had a falling oit with friends because i didnt treat them with re
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u know I will be mad if when I was just looking for someone to talk to during processing shit that happened gets turned into drama -_- after talking to people who really hated me & were completely against me (not even entirely unjustified in disliking me so thats not da problem) I was like ok I want to hear from someone who was hurt too to hear their experiences........& then I just mention like ok don't make this a thing pls...don't make this a thing. Pls. Pls don't. No I don't even want to be anonymous I just don't want this to be a thing. I don't even think ppl deserve a dang callout post I just needed someone to relate to when I felt really shit to be able to throw myself into different views before I would finally start to settle on my actual rational opinion (yay bpd) butttttttnoooo...sigigigggghhh!!!!! Ok I don't care about this other person blah blah idk these people. Whatever. Can you leave me alone u served the purpose in my lfiw
#12.23.23#i felt like i was insane thinking that the bad stuff that did happen was ok or something#people dont need to worry about this person its not my busie sssss...........!!!!!!#whatever i or they did is in the past & its just our thing!!!!!#dont make it a cancellable bullet point becuase its not & its not..........anyones business#idk. slightly mad & rambley#i think cancel culture is so dimb besides like actual p*dos & creeps like if this person was a genuinely toxic person#idc becaise if their friends are happy & theyre happy & the new friends they get are happy then it doesnt matter!!!#it just means we cant wprk as friends!!! thats ok!!! also im a bad friend cuz i would do a lot of bad thkngs but im interested in getting#better!!! (esp with bpd sthuff yikes!!!)#i think if this person wasnt my former fp then i couldve been much more normal but no i treated them bad because i was scared of them leavin#g me or not paying attention to me & it was TOXIC#DONT get it twisted.......i think some bad stuff happened with them too but more improtqntly i am the bad person here!!!!!!!#so dont make it a big thing. please#qtf. also i was a part of the problem jsut stop it#im just gonna talk to my partner when it comes to processing stuff u guys are weird.#im not a spy or like oo secrets i have secrets om just a normal person who had a falling oit with friends because i didnt treat them with re#spect. ok. omg go away T_T
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