#im nervous ah !!! i need to sleep now lest i explode.
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im going to sleep soon but i feel a tad nervous
#wind howls#theres no real reason why. well like kinda#my next attack is going to be towards one of my oldest internet friends ever. but i. havent talked to them. in like close to a decade.#would it be strange for me to attack them then ? should i mention that we were old friends but we just. drifted apart ?#one of their ocs there is one that. i was there when they made them. i know the origin of the oc even if their story has changed.#what a weird feeling it is. its almost 5 am so im trying to pay no real mind to my thoughts right now#but also. what do i say ? that i hope they can still consider me a friend even if we havent talked in years ?#that i still kept them in my thoughts even though i probably havent been in theirs for like. 8 years ?#gosh they might not want to associate with me any longer. would an artfight attack put them in an uncomfy spot ?#i dont want to pressure them into drawing something for me. i kinda just want to say hi. and hope theyre doing well still#that im glad they have so many caring friends and that they seem to be doing a bit better than how we used to be as kids#god should i attack them at all ? am i putting them in a bad spot ?#i know artfight lets you put a secret message on attacks when you post them. should i say most of it there ?#so that if they choose to not acknowledge me then the attack still seems like a regular artfight attack ?#i might do that. i dont wanna put them in a bad spot. even if we havent talked in years i hope theyre doing well#im nervous ah !!! i need to sleep now lest i explode.
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