#im may be overeacting-

[lostsoulau-ask]

I waited for an entire month and finaly, he arrived !!

LOOK AT HIM!

my boy had arrived !

[angelsarecomputers]

i didnt really think about it that way when i first saw this, i though the joke was more that he needed a new job, but i definitely see how it could be seen like that. its definitely something that i should be aware of, thanks for bringing it to my attention /gen. i dont want to be perpetuating classism, and ill probably be thinking about deleting this

[skullzy20]

🎂- how old are you?

>:0

[interstellar-borb]

It's true!! *still running*

((look i know this is all fun and all, and yes i do enjoy a little bit of action, but if someone acts like they know whats going to happen or forces it to happen is not ok. most of the time the mun behind the blog has ideas of what could and will happen depending on the reception of the blog. but when it feels forced they don’t want to do it anymore because it ruins the fun of it. please don’t say that a certain character will come because you want him to just so you can see another character suffer. it ruins both the fun and the story that is waiting to be told for it. don’t hate on me for this but i felt like i had to say this cuz i get this sort of vibe from it.

[fumikomiyasaki]

For the twst mc thing...with my son Yasujin? 👀

(Im not sure if you wanted the picture as well so i just linked his bio)

By @multydoodles

"Lets say sometimes we disagree but I am glad to have him around. Given I myself am awkward at Romance sometimes and him given real opinions not driven on Emotions but Just rational thoughts is very usefull to me.I Wish I sometimes could think like this. But we do also have some little bickerings Here and there. Still glad to know him."

So listen I do believe in a Kind of "We May Not get along the best but your cool" Relationship. Mostly that they respect each Other but can get Into small discussions over Things they disagree on, given Carol is Still despite her Logic more emotional than him. But she is Not as emotional to overeact when He gives a Response. Instead they learn From each Other. That was my Idea at least.

[mulderfx]

Anxiety and depression royally suck, so I hate that you're dealing with that, babe. I work in the medical field, and most if what I see from docs when their patient first brings up mental health issues is going to be more conservative treatment (like therapy and non-pharm treatment). It may take a bit to get to meds, if that's what you think is going to help, if you haven't been open with your doc before. But you can get there. It just takes a little patience. Much love ❤

id be okay with therapy or whatever they throw at me really, but i wont do it unless they straight out of the gate tell me “you need it.” otherwise i feel like im just….overeacting to everything. i just know that since february ive been waking up almost every day with extreme(?) anxiety. the goal isnt to get meds, im just looking for someone to explain to me what is mentally happening to me- if my chemicals are really off or if im just being…like That. idk how to explain it lmaothank you! love to you too!! 💖☀️

[meb79mydragonateyourunicorn]

well i think my long distance boyfriend, l9ve interest, whatever term you prefer has bailed on me. its been nearly a week and no text or anything maybe im overeacting. hes very busy with his work...or something, someone else? id like to believe hes just busy but lets not kid ourselves too hard. lost the stone to my tigers eye ring today too. tomorrow have to go to the dentist...and work so its just a fun day all around. im very upset by the man bailing on me. i cant remember anything i did wrong...if he was tired or i freaked him out somehow just tell me?! i may break but I'll heal. of course if he messages with the truth then hes got a fighting chance...even better if he shows up at my back door. but all that is very doubtful. just miserable. 😭😭

[skribblz]

I may be just overeacting but, would the last drawing count like "rough" pinning or something like that-?

Picky member of the community over here heh, that's why i'm just asking, that and it is a trigger of mine, sorry for that

ah yes i thought this might happen. tbh i thought about it for a bit but i dont really think its particularly rough? like im seeing rashomon as an extension of the body (like having 4 arms instead of 2 for example) and i tried to draw them a bit loose. im sorry if it triggered you tho

[chibi-chibi-moon]

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[emmy--chu]

Good bye my good boy Panda. I'm sorry, I can't help you, I'm sorry that I didn't get to bring you to the vet in time. I'm sorry that u have to suffer like that. I'm sorry for not spending more time with u. Im so sorry my lovely, good, baby boy. But I'm glad, i get to take care of you. Im glad I get to see u grow in my fluffy little boy. Im glad I get to feed you milk through that lil bottle i bought for you. Im glad i played with u once, clean you up, fed you, bring u outside once and a while. Im glad, I get to meet u. Im glad you manage to play with your new friend and are not lonely again. I'm glad, even in ur last moments, i get to hug you, feed you food and water....and bring you outside to get some fresh air and see those unfamiliar things..... Ik, i'm crying and ik that must not what u want me to do rn. Ik ppl will say im overeacting and just plain crazy that im acting like my own cat is like a human. But idc abour that. But ik i didn't say this to u in front of you, or else i'll break down once again, but i just wanna say, thank you, I'll miss you from today onwards and I love you forever Panda. You will always be and always be my good baby boy Panda. May you rest in peace, Panda.

[theancientpowerawoken]

"An orphanage. We have plenty of those there too. God knows how many kids are rotting in foster care." She sighed. "Alright look. Im really not sure any of this is real. How can i? It seems almost perfect for me, a little too good to be true. I may have overeacted, but im not apologizing!" She gestured wildly, placing one hand on her chest and the other to her side. "If you got hit with a weird spell, and your first assumptions was, "ive either been teleported, or this is an eleborate fucking illusion" what would you do? Sit around while paradise unfolds around you? Or does that sound like a trap? My initial gut reaction says trap!" She folded her arms over her chest.

@pyromaniacnatsu

“I don’t know anything about where you come from, but it’s not like that here!” Erza said, her eyes narrowed as her grip tightened on Chandra’s shoulder for the duration it lay there. “I’ve been stabbed before, multiple times, I’ve been poisoned, almost consumed by pure magical crystals to resurrect an evil man who wasn’t dead in the first place,” she said.

“You’re not the only one who has suffering, every place has it, ours just happens to be a bit different. Now if you want to run off and get lost in our world feel free, I’ll e sure to tell Natsu not to look for you since you’re convinced we’re not real,” he all but growled out before her hand was pushed off of the other woman’s shoulder.

“Not everyone is happy, there’s more suffering going on here than you realize, it just so happens that everyone in Fairy Tail aside from a select few were orphans before they were taken in, what would that be in your world?”

@theancientpowerawoken

[rjsoft]

Day 88

I accept, that I would always be one step behind or a head. Its hard for me to be living in the present maybe I've been hurt too many times and Im done hurting, or my body wants to protect itself. Sometimes it gets, self-centered, I wondered if everyone see it as selfish or even a narcistic way of it all. But surely at times like this, I see it lonesome sometimes when Iam at battle between the world and myself. Fighting for living and being dead inside.

To that someone, or everyone that comes what may, please understand. I will always love you a bit more, doubt you a bit more, remember you a bit more. I would always be insecure of all the things I was named overeacting too. But know this I have prioritized everyone first before myself in all aspects. That when moments come that I will be protecting myself from the hurt, do understant that at times all the craziness have come to a bare limit and I am handling it to protect my sanity.

RJ SOFT

[blogthebunbonnie]

{MY FACISM ACADEMY} Y'ALL NEED TO STOP.

IF YOU DONT HAVE TIME TO READ OR JUST LIKE DONT WANNA READ LONG POSTS THEN PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE REBLOG!!!! THIS IS IMPRTANT!!! (SPOILERS FOR THE SERIES MAY BE FOUND BELOW) Heres the post!!! https://nyannet.com/my-fascism-academy-horikoshi-continues-to-get-bombarded-with-hate-over-my-hero-academia-even-after-he-apologized-to-outrage-mob/ {This is just my opinion on the matter, please do not attack or hate if you dont agree. Just ignore it. The article with explain much more. Again this is just my opinions.} You guys this is some major bullshit. Horikoshi has nothing left to apologize for. Okay so he made a mistake. He fixed it right away bc people were offended. {The drs. name was Shiga Maruta(the same doc who announced deku quirkless at the beginning of the series) so people started to flip out bc they thought he was referring to Maruta as the infamous Unit 731 from World War 2.) Saying that heroes dont kill- THE DOCTER IS A WHOLE ASS VILLAIN Y'ALL. HES WORKED WITH ALL FOR ONE FOR YEARS AND HAS WORKED SIDE BY SIDE WITH HIM STEALING QUIRKS AND KILLING INNOCENT PEOPLE.} But whats fucked up is that people are STILL NOT SATISFYED. They think that just bc Horikoshi jumped the first time and changed smt that he'll jump again and change more things that people dont like withing the series. Just leave him alone and let him be with his creations!!! He has nothing left to apologise for and nothing left to change, y'all are just being petty. And yes, i might be overeacting and this might be s m a l l to some of you guys. But this series has an mportant part in my heart, and im sick and tired of seeing small thing like this happen and just stand by and not do anything!!! Because then bc people didnt do enough, small things start to escalate and become bigger problems! I just had to get this off my chest bc i dont want this to escalate further or smt. I dotn like to stand by and watch things go to shit, thats just who i am. And im not abt to let people act like children and get mad and be petty bc of ONE MISTAKE. ONE MISTAKE!!! Thank you for those who listened and hopefully this will get around and maybe this will stop bc Horikoshi really doesnt deserve this. At all. He did nothing wrong and fixed what was wrong. And not only did he give a heart felt apology, the ENTIRE STUDIO DID. like duuude they didnt mean anything by it, it was just a name to refer to Shigaraki and how the dr looks and his powers and what he does.

[wanderedtoomuch]

March 23, 2017 : Help

Tell me if im overthinking things or just overeacting.. Its just… what is it when you end up questioning everything.. you lose that will to do things.. motivation. When you end up feeling numb even when you know you’re in panic but everything is just ‘oh screw this’ but at the same time you want to do things but its just doesnt end up right. Like earlier walking behind you guys things like “ they’re going to graduate and im going to be delayed” 'i wouldnt be able to cope up’.. And as much as i should make this as motivation on doing well on things.. i end up lying on my bed typing all this as tears blurr out my vision and that numbing feeling becomes painful to my mind.. You know for yourself you shouldnt think that. You shouldnt put yourself in those situations when you know how things end up wjen you start thinking that.. but keeping it all in and trying to act like nothing just puts it to worse situations.. i dont want to say im depressed.  You guys might say this is all just drama and sht.. and as much as i dont want to open this up to anyone at all.. i just cant anymore I’m fucking mentally disturbed. Its sounds stupid and i’ll probably end up regretting typing all this but i dont know anymore.. i cant put myself together.. i cant focus. I cant do things the right way and as much as i tried hard to fix this heavy weight in my chest that drags down everything from my mind to that inner being you end up creating that somehow whispers you’re going to fail in life and overthinking things that ends with anxiety… I cant keep it in anymore.. my head feels so fcking heavy.. and i want to quit life.. i dont want to lie on not thinking suicide coz at some point i did but somehow im still rational and i know i shouldnt and so far.. i know i wouldnt.. but i cant find meaning to doing all this things. Im mentally disturbed to a point i cant evevn cope up with dealing with myself.. i dont know what im doing I want to finish architecture. I want to be with you guys as we march down with our sablays and all. I want to make my parents proud. I want to be able to tell myself i survived UP. But all this for what? For show? For people to say 'she’s doing great’'shes going to have a bright future’.. follow the norm in the road to living a life as dictated by society.. but in the end none of that matters? Coz now you feel shitty but everythig will be alright. Dont overthink things. Everyone’s dealig with their demons as you are doing so yourself.. but why.. Im mentally disturbed to a point that i feel like im acting bipolar lately.. you see me all happy amd annoying like my usual self.. but this other shtty side of me who ends up being so quiet and “you on your period”(as you guys would say it) type of mood.. when im not.. then when reality hits me in split seconds or minutes im back to all loud talkative annoying me.. Im mentally disturbed to a point that i knkw im having a fucking hard time and everytime i try to ask help i end up putting myself down and telling myself.. you’re just a disturbance. Why cant you just do it on your on.. thats why i dont ask you guys for help when im already deep down the shit hole i dug myself in to. Im mentally disturbed to a point i’m expecting things even tho i know for myself it wouldnt end up that way coz i somehow also put it in that situation. I end up putting myself in scenarios i know would plunge me down.. Im so mentally disturbed that im writing all this instead of stusying because i waited an hour and 30 mins in csm but my prof didnt show up so i ended up attending the program when i should be studying.. im so mentally disturbed that i couldnt ask you guys if you had plans on going home already because another side of me is saying you’ll ruin the fun and you also want to just enjoy that moment. Another is that you know for yourself that even when you go back early you wouldnt end up doing anything coz thats how mentally disturbed you are that you end up sleeping than dealing wih the complications you created. I know this is too much to read and that this may be all bullshit.. That you might not give a damn about anything im typing but… im saying all this because i dont know anymore.. i cant cope up.. i cant.. everything is too much.. And as i lie here drenched in tears.. trying to muffle the sound of me breaking down.. i cant help but think.. will all of this change when i’m not around?