#im making an amazon wishlist and if anyone wants to buy me items that will keep me from being in pain that'd be nice. lol

[killer-wizard]

on the same note i also notice my disabilities slowly becoming more physical and i hate it (also my whole family doesnt give a shit and outright denied getting me mobility aids so. end me) not because being disabled is a curse but because i wish anyone around me would take it seriously. like my dad straight up acts like my food/scent sensitivities are me being silly and not. something that disables me.

i despise the fact that no one takes my disabilities seriously. its so fucking dumb like ooohh i need a cane and maybe a wheelchair, oooh youre so scared of my inhaler, ooooh stfu bitch get out of here huh ??

[childlikemperor]

Can you do an Amazon wish list or something for some other colors of blue you don't have? I know I at least would chip in to buy you some ❤ you always make such good art to share with all of use, we could help you out!! 💜🎨🔵

THIS ASK MADE ME SO EMOTIONAL YOU HAVE NO IDEA... i always felt kinda weird about having a wishlist bc i dont want my followers to feel used or like im asking for things but i think paints might be fair like people wanna support my art because they like what i do and wanna see what i can do with more material just knowing yall they trust me not to exploit you like that makes me feel comfortable enough to do this. → sADLY THOUGH brazil doesnt have amazon for physical items but ill check what other sites have a similar wishlist policy and link it on my blog for anyone who wants to send me paints.also do yall think i should do something specific as a thanks for the things i get bc on one hand i feel like that gives it more of a balanced dynamics like you're getting more back than just the finished piece but on the other i feel like maybe that could read as a kinda reward system thats a bit weird like "buy me this so you can get this" and i dont want anybody to feel like they have to buy me something or else they'll miss out? idk