#im losing my mind because i want to draw and translate and game and etc SO BADDD
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dude does anybody have any adhd hacks that make you become able do things that are boring or require effort (i do not have the money or connections to buy drugs)
#cici#im losing my mind because i want to draw and translate and game and etc SO BADDD#but i forbid myself from doing these things until ive done everything on my to-do list#do you know how often i complete everything i have to do? almost NEVER#so im mostly reading wikipedia articles or stimming to music instead of doing school stuff#and besides not being able to do fun things cuz i have to do school things first#i dont get to do housekeeping or self-care stuff either#summer vaca is coming and all but like… i cant keep saving everything for just 3 months of the year either. thats not how humans work
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eye: divine cybermancy is a game i’ve tried to get into many times. first time, i gave up cuz i couldnt figure out where to go or what to do or how to do it. then i just kind of dragged my feet, i’d start a game then get too confused and put it aside, etc. finally decided that no matter what, im going to finish the game.
but this time, something clicked with me. and i think i kinda get it.
not the story. oh, no. nobody understands the story. you’re a guy with amnesia, you work for a bunch of cyberpunk samurai paladins, there’s your mentor and your boss and they’re at odds with each other, there’s looters and feds and aliens that take the form of both terrifying monsters and lady gaga, and it’d be a mess even if it WASNT awkwardly translated from french.
no, it was while i was trying to hack some stuff. so, for comparison, i’m used to how most games handle hacking. you can hack open computers and doors to unlock bonuses! wasn’t it totally worth it to put points into science?! but with THIS game, i noticed i could hack the nearby bad guys. huh, that’s interesting. had options to possess, hack, destroy, and steal. tried possessing, and took over the guys body, forced him to shoot his friends against his will and listened to his terrified screams as he did so. wait what. tried hacking another guy. he then became my friend, fighting alongside me. tried destroying yet another guy. he was GONE. just, no longer in existence. then i hacked some other things. robots stopped shooting at me when i hacked them. hacked atms poured moneys into my pockets. i looked at some of my other abilities. there was an ability to instantly form a squad of yourself, low in health but decent enough meatshields. there was an ability to generate a hologram to draw enemy fire. so generate a hologram, let the squad take out the enemies firing on the hologram, all while hiding in the shadows and hacking whoever and whatever was in the vicinity. and when i was discovered, i’d simply blow up the dudes with my exploding katana. and that’s just early-game stuff!
such a wide variety in just ONE MECHANIC. and as far as i can tell, all the player mechanics are as detailed and varied as the hacking. like the various psychic abilities that can force madness onto enemies or allow you to teleport INSIDE THEM. or the guns and swords and robot buddies you can equip. and there’s passive mechanics, as well. you might receive a fatal wound that will affect your playthrough from there on out. you might lose your mind and turn into a gibbering mess. you might get hacked while trying to hack. there’s such a depth of detail towards what you can do and what can happen to you that this game genuinely feels like you can do whatever you want to do because somehow the devs figured you’d want to do that and programmed it in.
and that’s not even getting into the chaos that is the potentially 32-player co-op.
i mean, again, if you play FPSRPGs for story and straightforwardness, you’ll be disappointed. but if you want to play a game that really understands that variety is the spice of life, a game that holds your attention with just the sheer depth of possibility, and you want to play something astoundingly cyberpunk before cyberpunk 2077 happens, then give eye: divine cybermancy a try. you’ll gain brouzouf.
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Feel free to hate me for this, but everything for Blazblue. I imagine you rb'd it for a reason?
i rb’d it cause i am Always Salty and it looked interesting tbh
What OTPs in your fandom(s) do you just not get?
taorag cause tao is baby
ragna/rachel cause rachel looks 12 and people are into it sexually + she treats him like garbage and its one sided
kagunoel is creepy
bang/litchi is weird cause bang is not really equipped for that kinda relationship with her esp cause of the stuff with roy and she wouldnt like. get over him that easily
kokonoe/kagura also cause like. “a woman wants to speak to you” “IS SHE HOT” kokonoe: hi kagura: never mind speaks for itself + so does “pay attention to who youre talking to before laying down your game” or whatever to that effect kokonoe says when she beats him even if its noncanon some win quotes are at least vaguely accurate sometimes
kaguhibi is Hm cause a) they might be related and b) hibiki only tolerates kagura
ragjin and ragnu and celirag and ragnoel etc etc etc cause theyre related you nasties
basically mori has a cast of 32+ (excluding mu izayoi and the kids) characters and barely anything is shippable and CERTAINLY not anything m/f cause its either weird or theres no chemistry
Are there any popular fandom OTPs you only BroTP?
makoto/kagura if thats even popular. she doesnt really like him like that anymore like she is Tired of him romantically
Have you ever unfollowed someone over a fandom opinion?
not that i can remember but probably. i dont think ive ever followed any ragjins besides like. one. but if anyone it would be a ragjin
Do you have a NoTP in your fandom? Are they a popular OTP?
ragna/rachel, ragjin, ragnu, and kagunoel are all equally all horrible to me
Has fandom ever ruined a pairing for you?
i dont think so
Has fandom ever made you enjoy a pairing you previously hated?
uhhh i think not. i never really ship much and nobody really convinces me to ship anything. i either am indifferent or dont like it unless i ship it already
Is there anything you used to like but can’t stand now?
how people baby hibiki as if hes not a grown ass man and also an assassin and also reduce ragna purely to anger and being stupid when he’s actually fairly intelligent (ive literally been told i wrote him too smart) and emotionally complex
Have you received anon hate? What about?
MY PALETTES FOR SOME REASON?
Most disliked character(s)? Why?
rachel cause shes just kinda garbage pedobait, plat for the same reason but to a lesser degree cause she at least doesnt say weird ACTUAL BDSM SHIT but i can actually like. tolerate her unlike rachel. nu for ever conceivable reason possible. terumi is just a bastard man im legally obligated to hate him. susan is incredibly overrated
Most disliked arc? Why?
MU BEING SEPARATE FROM NOEL IN CF THAT WAS SO DUMB NOEL LITERALLY JUST ACCEPTED MU AS PART OF HERSELF AND NOW SHES SCARED OF THE POWER SHE JUST RECLAIMED TO PROTECT HER FRIENDS? FUCK OUTTA HERE WITH THAT. also everyone losing their memories in the embryo to cause unnecessary conflict AND everyone wanting to kill noel to cause even more unnecessary conflict cause mori obviously wouldnt let his fuckin waifu die so the tension is dead from the start
Is there an unpopular character you like that the fandom doesn’t? Why?
people tend to think celica and noel are really annoying i guess and like. idk i like them
Is there an unpopular arc that you like that the fandom doesn’t? Why?
fsr people hate celica being the sister that raised ragna and co but like. it doesnt bother me. i dont care about celirag. its weird to me cause thats his mom and nobodys gonna change my opinion on that tbh
Unpopular opinion about XXX character?
plat and mu could really wear more clothes honestly
Unpopular opinion about your fandom?
it is GARBAGE. at least the eng fandom is. i know this opinion is shared by my friends but like. im sure it isnt by the freakos who draw porn of rachel so like. yeah
Unpopular opinion about the manga/show?
translate your fucking novels mori and also the anime sucks
If you could change anything in the show, what would you change?
i know this is like. not made for games but in the anime id change that weird scene that totally deviates from canon where ragna agrees to destroy everything with nu or whatever? garbage. id also change nu being alive in cf cause she doesnt need to be and it wouldnt affect ragnas lifelink cause they didnt die at the same time so shed just be in the boundary cause like. im sure he’s almost died before when he was fighting and she wasnt smelted yet PLUS people keep pulling her soul out of the boundary like its nothing so. yeah. also the scene where ragna goes black beast for no reason just so the embryo has a purpose. i would change a lot
Instead of XYZ happening, I would have made ABC happen…
instead of brotherly paradise getting TWO EXTENSIONS id extend the gag reel where kokonoe and relius bodyswap people instead of ragna deciding to save nu which makes little sense i would simply make him agree with hakumen and let him beat her to death. rip to mori and his waifus but im different
Does not shipping something ‘popular’ mean you’re in denial and/or biased?
not necessarily some ships just fuckin suck lmao
What is the one thing you hate most about your fandom?
the fixation on the female anatomy in the game and fandom is so tiring. esp transphobic jokes about mai
What is the purest ship in the fandom?
tsubaki/noel/makoto tbh
What are your thoughts on crack ships?
i jokingly brought up kagura/mustang fma so like. fuckin go for it its all in good fun
Popular character you hate?
SUSAN
Unpopular character you love?
kagura.....................
Would you recommend XXX to a friend? Why or why not?
yes because im fixated on it but no because its a mess u feel
How would you end XXX/Would you change the ending of XXX?
RAGNA DOESN’T DIE AND NU DOESN’T LIVE
Most shippable character?
kagura is the bi-est. makoto is a close second i think
Least shippable character?
rachel looks 12 and people want her to fuck. kokorach is the only valid ship cause theyre both old and tired of everyone so they can bitch about everyone together
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