#im like ok! lets get our clothes out bcoz i know u’re gonna freak out but this will make it easier
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unmedicated anxiety disorder person befuddled by brain doing the disorder
#this shit is fucking crazy#im like ok! lets get our clothes out bcoz i know u’re gonna freak out but this will make it easier#and then i’m like oh my fucking god what if people look at me#and then i’m like no i dont give a fuck but then i do i do so bad#it quite literally always takes jumping myself and beating my brain with hammers just to go Do Something#like i will map out my route. i will envision myself walking that route. i will be like yes i can see myself in this building i need 2 go 2#all of that? FICKLE.#2024 xanax in my mouth plsplsplsllspls#.jrnl#i dont mean to psychoanalyze my family before 12pm but u ever have two parents who clearly have anxiety but as ure growing up theyre like#why dont u talk to ppl??? its a little weird ure this shy?? and then when u talk to ppl u’re reprimanded to HELL#and its like hey guys i unfortunately dont think this cycle can be broken i am ur literal child and u gave me this#and the world but its all the same shit fucking itself into top ten worst brain to have#me: u can go to the store and nothing will happen to u! [SOBBING]
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