#im leaving out a LOT of details

[kashmirichaiwithmehr]

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[lukasdoodles]

HELLO AGAIN

So life has been kinda hectic! My job is only able to give me hours starting August and my savings r drained on account of me moving soon and having to deal with some personal issues, so until I'm no longer in the red, my commissions will be 20% off! On top of that, the first three commission slots i receive will also get a little doodle of their choice as a thank you!

My commission prices can be found here ! You can also reach out to me via dms, my insta is lukasdoodles24, and my email is LukasDoodles14@gmail.com

Thank you all so much!

[puppyeared]

Atla live action 😐

[wizardlymilf]

just experimenting

[bunnihearted]

🧸♡ ⋆｡˚

[cathalbravecog]

i'm the antonymph of the internet

[fruit-sy]

jjk s1 and s2 spoilers

caught up to the jjk anime this week and damn, hits hard

Animation is stellar, the characters are really fun, there's themes that really hit me hard and godamn the ending of jjk 0 actually made me cry, like tears were shed. I understood why my brother loved the movie lmao

but rn there's one man on my mind. Gojo fucking satoru

Gojo Satoru is just, wow, what hasn't been said about him? He's certainly a showstopper alright, I know Itadori's the protagonist but my eyes were on Gojo the entire time, season 2 personally was even more exciting with that in mind.

I haven't really had the time to do a deep dive on him, but I do have some thoughts... First, yeah he's hot asf I'll give him that (those eyes of his are on my mind and they won't leave me alone, also props to the english dub for the absolutely feral lines)

but the progression of him as a person is also really fun to see. I'm especially interested in him maturing from this arrogant and individualistic person at the beginning of season 2 to... well, still being that but also becoming a mentor to other people.

Like, that's such a huge step for me because contrary to what his pride tells him, he's come to realize he can't do it alone (I mean, he can at the moment but it's more realistic to try and personally raise these youth with potential so that they may bring about a powerful new generation)

The line about education really hit me and I kept thinking about it these last couple of days. He wants to bring change, but if he's the only one humanity has to rely on, he'll run himself ragged. And so, he takes the time and patience to grow these little seedlings, watch them get more powerful but also watch as they may fail along the journey. Even though he's become a teacher, he's not soft on them at all. It's a fact that if they're unable to keep up with him, they will get left behind. Whether that be in skill, or death.

Other than to raise more powerful sorcerers, I can't help but feel this also comes from a place of loneliness, because Geto left him.

I wonder, how much it will hurt to see his students fall? Because although they are improving at a fast rate, can they really keep up with The Gojo Satoru? Or will they against all odds, with his full support, be able to carry on when he's gone? Despite the uncertainty, he continues to teach.

Though the goal is daunting, seeing him wake up to his students and smiling brought such a warm feeling to my chest, it was so sweet.

Also love how unhinged he can get, like characters who do the manic smile thing never ceases to make me giggle excitedly (Nobara and Fushiguro also knocked it out of the park in that aspect, extremely hyped when they went completely off the hinge and kicked ass).

However, there's one scene that absolutely left me in awe. A beautiful mixture of music and imagery that sent shivers up my body every time I watch it. A scene in which he's shown being a mixture of unhinged, yet so at "peace". The juxtaposition is absolutely beautiful to see.

Fighting against toji, where he was high off his epiphany, he had an inner monologue so quiet, so relaxed and detached from how he usually is, coupled with the same piano tune that accompanied the scenes with him, Riko and Geto in the background. My breath was taken away, my eyes were glued to the screen in awe as the music crescendo-ed, and I couldn't help but think "he's beautiful" splattered in blood, bathed in sunlight and eyes glowing with the most vibrant blue.

After the dust had settled, the three of them lost something that day. Riko lost her life, Gojo started to lose his best friend, and Geto started to lose his moral compass and ideals.

The piano music was called "一緒なら" or "If I am with you/together". I wonder why? Perhaps the first time, it was from Riko's POV, as she, Gojo, Geto and Kuroi were sightseeing for the very last time.

The second time, although Gojo seemed detached from Riko's death, perhaps he genuinely cared for her, so much that he'd mourn in his own way.

The arc started with Gojo carrying Riko in his arms

The arc ended with Gojo holding Riko's dead body as the crowd celebrated her death.

He started to lose it, even asking Geto if he should kill all of them. Funny how the tables have turned.

[hershelchocolate]

What's your favorite minor twist you've ever written? Something that wouldn't be upsetting to spoil, but is made to totally change the way someone thinks about (a story/a character)?

I really really like how I wrote Veridan throughout Whisper Court. The guy sucks and he clearly feels bad about what he's doing but only when there's no one around to see it. The audience just sees this guy being a dick and then going :( when people walk out on him which is nothing honestly. Everyone who talks to this guy hates him. And then Willow Whisp mentions she used to be genuine friends with him and to me that feels like the moment the narrative shifts how it treats him. He's both easier to forgive and more irredeemable after that

[savage-rhi]

🫂😪

[muddysocks]

Why can't you go outside?

it’s not that I *cant* it’s just that most of the time I do since my dad passed I get flooded w memories, ridiculously anxious/angry/depressed, and usually end up crying so I’ve been avoiding going out bc it generally feels like a waste of time.

[aemiron-main]

If you guys thought i was insane for the mike and food analyses just wait until we get to the victor and food analyses. i have so many thoughts all the time

[jils-things]

hai hai good morning

[angelsdean]

the struggle of wanting to plop young dean down in new jersey like literally where i live for a fic but not wanting to say where i live sjkdfjsf 

[kristailine]

im doing revisions and stuff to make this kazujun fic a little aligned with what we've been shown on gamescom trailer so far. gonna put all my energy and time this weekend to finish this fic ahhhhh

[3rdsday]

Rewatched both of the Fullmetal Alchemist anime and I've got so many emotions. So many of them.

[kits-ships]

told myself that i dont care for any of the goo/d ome/ns theories out there but for some reason my brain just went