#im kindof embarrassed

[unfinishedbow]

There so cute 🤭🤭🫣🫣

[oneroomjestershow]

we are so back (waiting for my college title) but it's so over (now unemployed and undiagnosed)

[abomination-nation]

@kepler-22p tagged me in a poll game about media but im fucked in the head and i dont watch a lot of movies.

something something paraphrasing the game is supposed to be "make a poll and then tag 5 people in it" and something something "Make a poll with your top 5 all time favorite movies and then people vote!" but 1) me and giorno have a lot of the same friends and 2) i dont watch a lot of movies in general so this is about to be some wackass shit thats less "my favorite movies" and more of "movies i have watched".

boney if you see this post and wanna do it you'd have more interesting poll options than me.

[tronlightcyclerun]

this is so stupid its like . i Know that was at least half manipulation its not just stupid gay shit i was Being Manipulated And It Worked and i Know thats what it was (or if im being nice fine benefit of the doubt it was only Half manipulation) but also like . hhrhm . i think i hauve malware

[pocketcolors]

me and the girls heard that the meek will inherit the earth so we've been really working on our meekness lately. do you wanna see. actually nevermind its kindof embarrassing im sorry for bothering you

[waroferas]

Whats ur opinion on Lana? Usually when i see people mention Cia it's them saying she's a creep for the photo room wall(which. I cant defend... love u tho cia..) or her "crush" on Link/The Hero's Spirit but Lana is the "good half" of the Time Sorceress, making her the "good half" of Cia whichh i never see ppl talk abt. But i think Lana also had a "crush" on link/hero spirit... sorry for the not-sensible ramble im eepy🤕

AUUUGH i have wanted to collect my thoughts on Lana for a Good While.

I have a some personal interpretations abt what it actually means for Lana to be Cia’s “good half”, that rely mostly on what i personally find more interesting than black and white “good and evil” arguments LOL.

(imo i see lana as less of her “good side” and moreso cia’s concentrated rationale, compassion, and contentedness. cia spirals because she cant/Wont access these things and be Truly happy anymore. allegory for mental illness i won’t lie to you)

But in terms of her crush on Link then u should know that it is absolutely there !!

Lana all but admits it during Cia’s death ⬇️

not to mention the Many instances throughout the game of her doing the Worst Job of acting like she doesn’t have a crush.

The thing about it is that having a crush doesn’t inherently make you a creep, it just leaves you prone to acting kindof cringe (said lovingly). Lana makes me cringe a bit, and i think everybody forever should lean into this. she’s a loser and it can be endearing and funny as long as you understand that for every moment that lana is a loyal, smart, determined person, she’s also a bad liar (on several fronts) with a frankly embarrassing attachment

a final note is that it’s obvious both lana and cia have a deep emotional attachment to link. I like to think that in the future what would be considered a fruitless crush would blossom into a long standing sense of (platonic) love and care for a dear friend 🫶

[peaceloveandahardcock]

Beefing publicly with randos online: not that embarrassing as long as you have the right take you look like an badass angel with a flaming sword kindof

Beefing publicly with close loved ones/bestfriends: humiliating no matter what. Keep it in the dms. Take it to your grave. Im serious

[dreamingdarklyblog]

Soooo...

Okay soooo um... This is going to be difficult and awkward. But I'm going to do it.

So... Yesterday, when we were playing, my writing partner asked me to write a post for him. Actually he "suggested" I write a post for him.

I was... really out of it at the time. He'd made my breasts really large, and... It seems when he does that I get really foggy and suggestible >_<. Which just... So fucking hot >_<. But I digress.

He told me I would go and write a post for him, and I wouldn't feel embarrassed at all while I was writing it. But would normally after I was done. You get the idea.

Thing is. Shit happened, and I didn't get the chance to write it yesterday before the uh... suggestion wore off. So now I'm feeling pretty damn embarrassed writing this >_<. And let me tell you it's SUPER weird like, remembering suggestions. And remembering how it felt when they were working? And being aware that they aren't now, but, still knowing about it? It's really hard to explain. The pretzel that it kinda ties my head into >_<

And then today MORE shit happened. And apparently he hurt his back yesterday, and passed out feeling bad, today I mean. So I really want him to wake up with a nice post to read, that I know he wanted to read about...

So I'm just going to struggle through it trying not to die of terminal embarrassment.

So what he wanted me to post about was how addicted to rubbing my clit I am >_<. And about how much I love it... and how amazing it is, and some stories about uh... rubbing. Which is so weird >_<. and hot...

I mean... I know I'm addicted. But. I don't care? And. I mean. Being able to remember a lot of this, the suggestions and... The conditioning. I KNOW he's making it worse/better/stronger. But. I was already addicted, right? So. Was I? Or do I just remember being? Which is so confusing. But also so hot >_<

Speaking of rubbing... I need a break >_<

So yeah. Okay. That didn't help the embarrassment. Helped make it a bit easier to focus though. It's just so hard to go very long without rubbing. You have no idea. I probably edged three times in the car yesterday. In traffic. Stuck at lights. I know I probably shouldn't. I'm being safe though I promise. I'm just so horny all the time. It feels so good to be horny all the time. I just. I love how it feels >_<. I guess it's not ALL the time... But I wish it was. That's one reason I keep rubbing so much, like, whenever I don't feel so horny I start rubbing more just trying to stay horny all the time...

break time

Fuck. Really not helping the embarrassment at ALL. UUuuughh. He/you guys better appreciate this. You can tell me if it turns you on. Honestly. I just... I love making people horny >_<. I don't know why. It just makes me feel so... Um... I guess useful? Validated? that's so weird >_<. Ugh. But yeah. If reading this is turning you on please tell me? I'll probably rub myself silly reading it >_<. Fuck im horny >_<. And seriously, can you die from blushing? Lol...

So uh... Stories. Stories about rubbing myself >_<. That's what he said I think... I um. Well. Like i said. In the car... and um. Well. This morning, when I was talking to him, and in the shower. I got really distracted in the shower >_<. And kinda... at breakfast >_<. I was eating and realized I was rubbing too...

yesterday i caught myself pressing against the waahsing machine. had been there probably ten minutes before i realized. And when i was tryingt o do some excercises. Physiohas me doing like, pelvic thrusts? how can you NOT have sexy thoughts doing pelvic thrusts?

break time fuck

yesterday i waskinda rubbing watching tv, andat one point had to run off to the bathroom to rub when i was stuck around people >_< it had been hours and i just. It was too long. i cant go thrat long withotu rubbing my clit. or i dont want to. i dont know. cant/dontwannt to. KIndof a blurry line atm.

fuck im so horny breaks arent working im just typing and rubbing with my other hand or using both and grindignon a pillow ijust fuck i cantt im toohorny

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iohope this postwasgood for you and him and everyone and please tellme if it made you hornyor you came oh fuck i hope you came please tell me fuck i need to cum so bad

[sevenrs]

you want asks you'll get asks and i also just woke up. Something you find really curious but usually goes unnoticed in fandom discussions?

crawling out of your tent i see

suns liking getting attached to spearmaster is supposed to be an unusual, kindof embarrassing occurrence, nsh teases them for it by saying "im going to tell everyone this juicy information~" which implies to me that its like. gossip material

iterators were build and installed with the idea that they are above all the other wildlife. pebbles describes it as helping "lesser creatures"

moon being nice makes sense to me because she is just always nice but pebbles is so mean :(

idc if people give iterators a little kitty cat because i too own a little kitty cat and iterators deserve it but i always like to emphasize suns and spearmaster are so special

[demoninc]

cute promo awwwwww *kicks it*

HI IM biz and im cute af. best girl[friend] of all time. i barely use thsi site anymore but i want mutuals so bnad . Ooooo you wanna be my friend . benefits of following me is that my queue is FUUULL of cool pictures and funny posts so even if i go mia the queue will still give you cute crumbs to chow down on . and i love receiving asks. and maybe ill try to send you asks too?!?!?!?!?! i draw too but i never post any of it on here ermmm you wanna be my bestie westie jestie zestie sooooo bad its kindof embarrassing for u..... ermm..

welcome to my mine we are mining diamonds

[dracula-enthusiast]

gotta take my car in for some maintenance tomorrow and im preemptively embarrassed abt it bc i have a car that apparently car ppl are super into and everyone is always s impressed w her and im just kindof like 🧍‍♂️ bc idk SHIT abt cars. at all.

[katamariis]

ughh i wanna start a minecraft server with someone . but like . my irl friends are ignoring meeee .. what do i do kdfmdslkm pls if anyone wants to like ever do a minecraft server hmu ..

posting this here since im way too embarrassed on main and im also on kindof a break there ??! i forgot .

[azuredrg]

Okay take 2, how about #25 for Estinien!

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SENDING MULTIPLE TO THE OTEHR BLOG THOUGH!!!!!!!! im hjust not very bright tyty,,, kissing your little head...

25. What was your first impression of this character? How about now?

tbh. my friend showed me Estinien to CONVINCE ME to play ffxiv. (didn't work! learning about au ra is what did it for me) all my favorite characters have white hair that's just how i exist. i like white haired characters. so it wasn't an incorrect assumption to think i'd like estinien i just thought the name estinien was too stupid for me to get over. like it sounds dumb right.

anyways. i did drg 30 and was obsessed with the asshole who shows up to call you a loser and then leave. i am not in the server anymore to confirm but i vividly remember being like. really mad i liked estinien. foulques just died i cannot get over him that fast like i needed to have a mourning period. (i didn't touch the game for a week after foulques died)

i was going to say "and well you know how i feel now <3" but i keep all my estinien thoughts to myself now. still hate her (romantic intent)

why did they put this cutscene in. by the way. like there was no reason for that. when i sent this gif my friend asked me what porn game this was from. Estinien Varlineau, to my friends, is someone from a yaoi game. Because as per my last post any important character analysis is only second to "being the guy i never shut up about" also estinien was a vessel for me to explore my gender and sexuality over the summer it's kindof embarrassing a ff character did that to me but that's why shes trans now.

[spindash]

well i dont use twitter anymore but i have some screencaps of my nsb save so umm under the cut i guess just cuz i like having them somewhere :-) not as many as my mt komorebi save cuz im having fun and keep forgetting to take pics L

ok took the tots to sulani and took 0 pics of them however mazarine did get to chat up a milf for awhile but she never called me back </3 And she is a milf because she has three children i remember giving her makeover for my save file

GOT A KITTEN!!! did you know toddlers can pick up kittens because i did NOT and oh my god. its really cute

bess sterling would not leave mazarine the fuck alone so i invited her over to start a fight but all max wanted to do was play with her and it was kindof sweet so instead mazarine asked her on a date LMAO

umm twins aged up just in time to watch a horror movie for halloween and ignacio wouldnt put down his favorite toy (corn with googly eyes) and then max got so scared she cried. but she still said horror is her favorite genre of movie. they actually had a whole birthday party in the park and it was fun and cute but i didnt take any pictures because oh my god parties are a nightmare to handle

went out to eat to celebrate mazarine reaching the top level in the scientist career yipppeeee except it took one million years for them to figure out how booths work and then bess didnt get her meal and they went home at 4am awesome game pack no notes. also the lighting inside was so ugly so sorry

went to mt komorebi where max met nanami and they built a snowman together yaaaay already plannign ahead her and max might date but who knows i think gen 2 is super noncommittal LOL oh also while they were there ignacio went snowboarding and fell off and knocked out his first tooth so congrats ignacio

and finally :-) ignacio was feeling embarrassed about his school prank to release hundreds of gerbils in the hallways going wrong. SAD.. ok thats it thankyou for coming on this journey with me

[lunatic-fandom-space]

alright, ive read the little bit before part i and I really dont have too much to say but Im gonna say it anyway

I was RIGHT about my second prediction and it kind of seems to me like Im right about my first one as well maybe?? I still really hope that I am because I still think that thing with the vampires' lives all being connected to Akasha's is stupid and I need her dead yesterday

I think the way Lestat starts his books is delightful, it very much reminds me of those books I used to read when I was 10 that were of a genre I can only describe as 'chick-lit for tweens' where it was a young teen girl just living life and dealing with (mostly boy-) problems and they were usually told through a framing device of the girl having a diary, or maybe a blog if the author was really hip with it

i like this new format with the multiple povs, although I am painfully aware of the fact that Lestat wrote all of it which makes me trust none of it

I didnt mention this because I wasnt 100% sure if those last few chapters of The Vampire Lestat were still written by him and I didnt want to embarrass myself if they werent, but what kindof asshole ends his autobiography on a cliffhanger Im gonna strangle him

[gurglesx]

i think burping is growing on me but its still more of a seasoning on top of my other kinks but like. im not gonna say no and the pain/relief is kindof. nice. even. i feel embarrassed for some reason even though this is just normal and im on my blog that has 0 followers. idk why i am ashamed of my own kinks fhhdbdbs