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i want sweetheart and angel to kiss crazy style
#redacted asmr#im just saying shit that comes to mind#anyways let angel and sweetheart fuck freaky style it could be fun for them#redacted angel#redacted sweetheart#redactedverse
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forever mourning how granada holmes never adapted the three garridebs. diabolical. unbelievable, even. 'if you had killed watson you would not have made it out of this room alive' but in brett's frightfully intense and low, biting, hissing voice. the violent, wild stare versus the gentle hand on watson's knee. all of that precarious control getting flung out the window. the humanity of it. gritting my teeth can you fucking imagine.
#we were ROBBED#no cause why does no one adapt the three garidebbs. it has The Scene. LIKE COME ONNN#if i got to watch jeremy brett Lose His Fucking Mind over watson getting shot i wouldve also lost my entire shit#like oh my god#jeremy brett's holmes is soo intense he wouldve been PERFECT. i can just imagine the wild stare 2 inches from the camera#ohhh my god#no cause sometimes i think about how granada was going to do reigate squires and it genuinely brings my mood down#IT WOULDVE. AUUCKK#im so pissed yall#im rewatching granada and its all i can think ablut#WHAT IF THEY HAD JEREMY BRETT HOLMES LOSE HIS SHIT OVER WATSON GETTING SHOT. CAN YOU IMAGINEEE#THE INTENSITY + THE GENTLENESS#💥💥💥💥💥💥🔨🔨💥🔨💥🔨💥💥🪓💥🪓💥⚰️⚰️💥🪓💥🪓#this is making me want to pick up that watson whump fic i was writing as part of sillage again#i need holmes to go crazy go stupid#'if you had killed watson you would not have made it out of this room alive' CAN YOU FUCKING IMAGINEEE BRETT SAYING THAT#SOMEBODY SEDAATEEE MEEEEEE#IM SO PISSED#not equipped for rambling#granada holmes#the three garridebs#sherlock holmes#john watson#acd holmes#acd watson#granada watson#jeremy brett#i need holmes to go crazy go stupid 😔😔😔😔
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(Realizes that the most common transman experiences perfectly align with my life and feelings about myself and fascinations and who I want to be with) Ohhhh Okay i am fucked
#I do really wish i could just snap my fingers and pilot a cisman's body around#Rather than go through the crucible of visibly transitioning. it seems like a waste to do it when the times are so awful.#I honestly still doubt myself so much but#I can only do so many years of Why are you perceiving me as a woman#Before the shit starts getting real#People really just dont take you fucking seriously. Like even at this point where im at now i still dont know if im quote unquote valid#Because maybe its just a feminist issue and the misogyny is rampant#But an emotional sensitive defensive anxious reactive woman is what i am seen as. Somehow.#When I have gone lengths to ensure that even those close to me do not see a hint of my unchained emotional reality. Just really beats it in#I am entirely logical when I describe my experiences to my family. Clinical and detatched and intentional. And they think i am to be coddle#All the fucking time. Exhausting. I don't want that. I want to come to mutual understanding. Not to beg for emotional attention.#Thats the only thing that ever visibly cracks me. Being horribly misunderstood and taken out of context. Logical self defense being denied.#And being full of estrogen just reinforces that shit. Im a frustration crier. If I had testosterone maybe it wouldnt prove people right.#When you bite back as a woman you are just a bitch.#My fear is that I will be an emotional transgender man that wants to be coddled. I am afraid it will be worse to be that.#I really do just want to be able to live and work and be taken seriously when I say what I mean and what my mind is like.#I want a chance at life. I feel like I'm seen as a hapless girl. Damaged and begging to be freed of all responsibility#No bitch I want to move out and actively build a life for myself and RAISE MYSELF! after years of being misunderstood and alone#And also i want to do homosexual war reenactments with another man or something i dont know i just wish it could be me#Maybe ill just donate blood and faint again#Anyway. Joker. Society. I am the joker#Who wanna reply and tell me if im a valid transman or not. I get chest dysphoria when i have proper posture.#I get ass and hip dysphoria.#Low key having a bangin body as a woman though confuses me still bc maybe i just like being hot more than i gaf about transitioning#It reeeeeally helps that my face has an impeccable T zone. Its kind of masc as hell.
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hey psst c'mere... no a little closer... a little closer- there we go
Loop lips are part of a racist caricature of Black people. Stop drawing Black characters with loop lips. I don't care how they look in canon, it's racist.
okay that's all you can go
#one piece#usopp#goes for other black characters too but this is the one that comes to mind rn.#not gonna get into other shit like 'lightening their skin to make them look prettier teehee'#or 'but they look better with wavy/straight hair!¡!!' or any of the number of other stuff ive seen#bc like. im not even sure folks can handle this one simple thing lmao#many people are great about this but theres still quite a few who are ass#'um! well the creator did it this way and i like him! and he did it on his white characters too!' dont give a shit.#stop drawing racist caricatures. i like op too but im not riding that guy's dick and twisting myaelf in knots trying to justify all his BS#we can agree he's bad at drawing women and he fumbles how he handles queer characters (sometimes. this is mostly referring to momoiro)#but you can't listen to folks who are constantly saying 'hey this is a racist depiction of black people. please dont draw like that'#like???#im gonna keep it 100 with you guys. i love one piece. its got me through some dark times. ive loved it for a long long time#i dont expect the creator to ever give me the time of day#but english fandom? english fandom i can change. and english fandom i can hold to a BARE MINIMUM standard of 'dont be racist'#and yet i still get disappointed. far more often than i should.#ignorance is one thing but the people who DOUBLE DOWN are the worst#thanks for telling me you prioritize your comfort over not being wildly offensive to me and people like me#idfk where i was going with this im just so goddamn tired#if u wanna know more about what im talking about in the post just look up the wiki for minstrel shows & jim crow
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Look y'all it's not my fault that I make so many ships poly. It's just. It's the voices. They make me, and I can't stop them
#im dead serious#I just do it and I don't know why#this is about#polyklok#narles#nickles#whatever charles/pickles/nathan are called#like the majority of the things I ship#uhh some other things that I can't think of right off the bat#the mystery gang#smiling friends (kinda) i don't really ship them but they kind of fit#some stuff from like star trek#monster high#the fairies from tinkerbelle#and yeah I'll add more when they come to mind#and i'm not embarrassed to put them lmao#polyam pride#I just think they're neat#“*insert character* has 2 hands”#What would you say if I told you I didn't ship just Maxley#but Max Roxanne Bradley and fucking Yakko Warner or some shit#/j#Would you still love me?
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sometimes i have a very like “zoom out” moment when i just think about what im doing with my life
right now is one of those moments. why am i going insane over dan saying cheers dear.
#he says shit like that all the time and me going insane is such a huge zoom out like wow yeah these are just People and im losing my mind#but then i come back here and yall are just as insane (affectionate) so its great#dan and phil#phan#nebulae.speaks
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maybe an unpopular opinion but i like to think glinda WANTED to throw that torch in No One Mourns The Wicked HEAR ME OUT
they come out w a GIANT EFFIGY of her misunderstood best friend!! They're celebrating her death!!! And she's looking at this thing, and handed the torch and maybe she's thinking that she'd love to tear down the misrepresentation of her old friend, that maybe taking down this effigy will allow the people their peace and celebration, while allowing her friend to rest.
Like, burning the effigy is almost releasing elphaba of the wickedness that was thrust upon her.
(and also maybe glinda just wanted to get rid of that thing asap because of how fucked it was 🤷🏽♀️)
The whole song she's acting like she's just as happy as the rest of them, I can see the effigy being a last straw of sorts. So she's not burning her friend, she's burning the people's awful perception of her.
#cryptic ramblings#but thats just MY interpretation of the moment ☝️ obvi im not saying 'im right n everyone else is wrong' or anything#also based SOLELY on the movie lol ive not read the book and i dont remember if the stage version even has this bit 🤷🏽♀️#point is i just wanted to share how ive been looking at that moment 😊👍#shrug shrug shrug#dont come at me if u disagree its NOT that serious and engaging w media means getting different interpretations of it as well thank u ❤️#wicked#wicked 2024#(very hesitant to tag but for filtering purposes i shall bite the bullet ✊️)#(edit: 'dont come at me' as in dont start yellin n shit lol i do not mind a good discussion tho. im not tryna be hypocritical 👍)#(in case it sounded that way 🥴)
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Im glad most people (that im seeing at least) aren’t cutting the dev team any slack wrt their overdue response to the stalker plugin, i for one was willing to cut quite a bit of slack for a lot of the issues with this latest expac but not this, this specific issue with the account IDs and their response is probably the most doompilling “oh they actually do not give a shit about the playerbase anymore” thing to come out of DT from me 🥲
#more journaling#mind you on a personal level idgaf if my alts are out there and have always avoided fandom and talking to much people#so i never had a problem with stalkers but we all know at least one person who has and how depraved and insane the 14 playerbase can be#not to mention other swgments of the playerbase attaching their pet issues of disliking modbeasts to say the solution is anticheat when#anticheat wont do shit!! like im not against it just bc i mod it genuinely wont fix the root of the problem#and im tired of people pretending the problem and solution doesn’t all point back to SE’s i competant implementation of the new blacklist#i want to hold out hope they’re silently fixing it. but this entire expac’s really shaken my faith that the dev team cares enough#like i really dont like being so negative about xiv lately i love this game to death!! but come on.
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i won't lie, a major part of why i feel so... embittered? disillusioned? with the whole "TERFs DNI" or "this post isn't for TERFs" thing is simply that, for the majority of people, it seems like their awareness of what TERF ideologies actually is ends there. they cannot identify TERF talking points if they aren't pointed out as such, they don't know the history of the movement, they don't know when they're being radicalized by INCREDIBLY obvious TERF beliefs, because the extent of their activism or safeguarding against radfem shit is legitimately just pointing to the name or memes about TERFs. like, please do ANY historical research into the formation of the ideology or what came before in the 80s-90s. you are not immune to propaganda.
#all the care guide says is 'biomass'#if i have to see trans people act like political lesbianism is their friend im going to lose my mind#They Are Going To Kill You. get out of there.#points to my sign that says YOU ARE NOT IMMUNE. YES YOU. I KNOW YOURE GOING ''oh but im safe and that would never work on me!''#I ASSURE YOU IT ABSOLUTELY CAN AND JUDGING FROM SOME SHIT I SEE ON HERE IT ALREADY HAS.#DO LITERALLY ANYTHING ELSE OTHER THAN REGURGITATING MEMES I BEG YOU.#ITS ALMOST LIKE THIS HISTORY IS A POINT OF ACADEMIC STUDY. THAT YOU CAN RESEARCH.#AND THUS YOU NEED TO STOP RELYING ON PEOPLE ONLINE WHO ARE ABSOLUTELY VULNERABLE TO MISINFORMATION#AND IN FACT. ACTIVELY SPREADING IT. WILLINGLY OR NOT.#you know that meme like#''you think someone would do that? just go onto the internet and lie?''#i feel like thats very important to keep in mind regarding tumblr posts#remember. anyone can come on here and say whatever the fuck.#please do the basic consideration of checking to see if they are a trustworthy source#and stop trusting randos on the internet to get your education
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heres a little fun fact the felt trolls in my au dont have regular hemospectrum blood colors , theyre technically all mutants because their blood matches the canon colors of their hats
the only troll i can imagine passing off normal enough is doze his colors close enough to indigo
#warning i rambled a lot in these tags#i thought dumped too much#clover cant pass off as a proper purpleblood because his colors too bright but tbf who gives a shit#crowbar definitely can pass off as a proper rustblood but it doesnt matter anyway he doesnt live on the damn planet#fun fact in extension the ectobiology is super fucked for both the kids and the trolls#their components dont come from themselves or are mixed from parent components theyre taken from the canon homestuck characters themselves#how this works ? no idea but it sure as hell is interesting#dna code loses its fucking mind coming together#with this reasoning technically all the felt trolls should have candy red blood#but no#im too silly for that#here i go talking again#aquared homestuck au where the midnight crew are the kids and there are some other guys too i think#i havent fully decided if this alternia is just like a2 alternia or if its more like . normal idk#i dont wanna say somewhat like beforus because idk anything about beforus lets be fair
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I have not posted any of my analysis to reddit yet and I think I might just post it and ghost it. I've already spent too much time looking at other people's threads on there to feel any way good about interacting with folks.
I already went in an added the "I know you're going to bring this up let me save you the time" section which is exclusively touching on the frequent topics of:
"well what about the fingerprint nostrum and finger mimics? He is clearly just a crackpot"
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"it's definitely some weird elaborate sacrifice to Metyr thing"
#if he's drinking hallucinogenic tea in his free time genuinely good for him. whatever man. i just do not think either of those items are-#at all relevant to the quest especially the nostrum because it is a placebo medicine and aint nothing fake about this shit#also i think theres a distinction between becoming fingers vs wanting to replace metyr? idk like as ive said i think he thinks he's-#better than the fingerweavers and rightfully so#like please come to a new conclusion other than “man this guy is on drugs”#also girl... metyr doesnt need sacrifices. like? where is that textually or in set design? metyr wants us to leave her the fuck alone#she's minding her own business EVERY TIME WE SPAWN INTO HER ZONE#like why are people so desperate for everything to have a dark undercurrent? not everything has to be some dark disney ass shit#“actually finding nemo is a hallucination & Marlin is insane & nemo is dead that movie is actually super fucked up & dory is a grim reaper”#like im sorry but this is how this extra shit all feels to me#like it is already fucked up and miserable?#is he 100% a good person? like thats genuinely person to person. theres personal gain from the quest#and hes definitely very good at getting what he wants#manipulate manifest mother#tail fingers on the vision board#devon yaps#and yap I did#like I don't want to be a bitch because yeah we should genuinely celebrate other peoples theories and hcs in these games#but i dont think “lol this guy is just on drugs” is one of those things#because i like spooky theories if theyre backed up.#but to say “its this weirdly horrible thing and youre all wrong” especially in his context is not great to me#Sorry. like may my own arrogance strike me down like the scholar i think i am 😤 farewell#because again its coming down to meeting this narrative without preconceived bias and most of the reddit stuff feels like-#“he is fucked up. won't say why. but i bet you know why i actually think this 🤫🤫🤫” like just you cant wrap your brain around guy mom#i do really want to reiterate this is about reddit shit. like i am so into people who love his character but interpret him more sinister💕😚#truly eating that shit up
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stu . if you even care
#i always get screencaps for drawing n i just have these#which reminds me one of the funniest things i ever see in reference to the insane shit foley is in is always like#'dave is the only enjoyable part of this movie' and i see that ALL THE TIME and yeah. most of the time theyre right.#i want to say hes tje enjoyable part of california dreaming but hes jusf as depressing as everyone else#I mean IN A GOOD WAY ITS WELL PREFORMED. but man#dave foley#stu gainor#california dreaming 2007#god i cant stand this movie i need it to leave my mind so i can be at peace#OH MY GOD. ALSO. TNIS MOVIE COMING OUT THE SAME YEAR AS POSTAL IS SO FUNNY TO ME#BECAUSE I THINK THE CHARACTERS HE PLAYS IN THOSE TWO MOVIES COULD NOT BE MORE DIFFERENT from bad movies for entirety different reasons#ok im done bye
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hi. for people who saw gatsby: an american myth. do you remember mckee asking nick for lunch. and then gatsby in like the next scene inviting nick for lunch. because i remember.
#not pjo#chitter chatter#when gatsby was like 'we should do lunch' i was like. hello. fucking. hello. are we. hello.#gatsby really said we just met literally 5 minutes ago. come meet my father figure. normal normal thing to do jay.#to be clear gatsby also asks him to go to lunch in the book. but like. there's a time skip. and also#in the show after mckee asks they immediately start making out on the couch. none of this ... nonsense#so the vibes are a LITTLE different in my brain.#i saw a few people say they didnt think gatsby and nick flirted enough and like while i do think that think part of it is we're#in nick's pov but not his HEAD#he DOES start singing about gatsby's smile for no reason until jordon is like. alright buddy. lets talk about daisy.#like nick was just Doing That. pull it together carraway.#but i got the vibe (JUST my take) that gatsby was like. kinda into nick. zero reason to be leaning into his space like that sir.#however when he actually MET daisy again he became kinda singularly focused on her again#i mean he built his whole lifeup to this moment#he says it at the end. he murdered pieces of himself to bring himself here. for DAISY.#him snapping back to daisy mode makes sense to me but he still reaches out for nick as a comfort in the sense that hes like#nick do NOT leave please stay with us. daisy does the same. and ofc part is that theyre really. fucking awkward. but like.#LET ME HAVE MY OWN NONSENSE INTERPRETATIONS. HES TRAPPED BY WHITENESS AND CLASS AND HETEROSEXUALITY.#hes already so much of an outsider trying to fit in. (i also think he loves daisy or an ideal at least. and she's EASIER to love. safer.)#nick inherently has more freedom even as a gay man in the sense that hes richer and white and an ivy league dude i mean you understand righ#right????????#even if its in the book i do wanna point out the parallels between those moments. im choosing to see it as deeply intentional <3#this show had a lot of repetition and parallels (see daisy and myrtle in a lot of songs and scenes)#(one i LOVE is tom giving myrtle a necklace and daisy later giving TOM her necklace in case he sees anyone he knows. idk love that shit)#im...gonna queue this#im embarrassed to talk about this show so much. so. into the queue it goes!!!#all the worlds a stage#so like. anyway. thats where i think nick's mind immediately went when gastsby asked him for lunch. personal headcanon <3#gatsby after one convo: we're doing lunch // me and nick immediately: oh ok! guess that's a date then!
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I really don’t wanna be that guy but completely honestly why does anyone think that a petition is going to do anything
#and look im saying this as someone who signed it JUST IN CASE. okay. before you come for me#but im serious its almost comical to me how useless the whole thing is.#they KNOW how well liked it is. they SEE the fanbase and its reaction and the sheer amount of fanworks and so on that have been posted#within the show’s (tiny) lifespan#and they cancelled it anyway.#so just reiterating what they already know and already considered in their decision is. utterly futile#not to mention they just. wouldn’t give a shit about a petition anyway#this is netflix we’re talking about. it’s not their first rodeo#they can do literally anything they want. there’s no way we can make a dent big enough to get them to cave that’s like. just a fact#I wish it wasn’t but. 99.9999% certainty on that#best we could hope for is being picked up by HBO and even that is basically impossible due to legal implications and#more than anything due to the resignation of the cast and crew- yockey’s already posting spoilers and shit. so. yeah#anyway. yeah I wish petitions worked but. I don’t know why anyone thinks of netflix highly enough to believe they’d look at a fan-made#petition and give a shit and suddenly change their minds#they don’t care about us! they don’t care about the cast or crew! they do not care! sorry#im sorry im really very sorry for being so cynical but. how can’t I be#rambling
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Feel like as a fandom so many people have forgotten how to write meta other than like 'because of XYZ, man sad :(' or just like talking about Bruce or Jason
Like where are the discussions of morality, of politics, of religion, of race, of culture, of language, of grief and family in the greater dc fandom (beyond just a select few of the bats)
It's like I want to see more meta about the characters I love and care about, and just a wider variety of the ways that can be shown!
Trying not to frame this as complainy (although I know us comics fans love complaining haha!) because it's a change that I also want to see more in myself and the stuff I put out on this platform
So just like imagine it with me guys.... essay length examinations on blorbo.... the political ramifications of her actions, his relationship with his mother and ethnicity, her moral stances and how she will deviate from them when under immense stress, or their relation with gender and how it interacts with their powers
Think about it guys... this could all be yours for the low, low price of taking my hand and moving into this beautiful world together
#i just looooooovvveeeeee analysis and reading analysis#we need more essays#not saying that ppl dont make essays about this stuff bc i know ppl do and i love them for it#but like im so greedy i want more and more and more <<<larfleeze impression here#idk idk#just like imagine the stuff you want to see because character names WILL start coming to mind and youll judt be like bro.... bro....#blah#shit wait im getting ideas now post over i gotta think abt this one#uhhhh id love it if people put ideas for meta posts theyd want to see in the tags or commets or my asks or dms or whatever#and then like make it haha#bc even thinking abt the stuff you want starts putting names in your mind and you just !!!!!!!!
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OH god, sooo many kellin fics. Most were on wattpad honestly.
A lot of them all blur together (also a few kellic fics yikes), but I specifically remember one with an OC? Like kellin cheated on his wife with her and she nearly died or something? Classic wattpad and shitty summary but IT WAS SO GOOD. I think the girl's name was Brooke or Brooklyn. (also keep in mind this was 2012? 2013? wattpad. so... maybe not good by our current day standards but back then it was AMAZING). I can't remember the name but if you want it I would be willing to go on the deep dive for you 👀
SAY FUCKING SIKE RIGHT NOW.
you don't need to deep dive for the fic. her name was brooklyn mackenzie or some stupid shit, the fic's name is 'The Secret Affair', and it's going to haunt me until the day i die because i wrote it at 13 years old.
congratulations, nonnie. you can officially say you are one of the og readers of my fics. i certainly hope my writing has improved this last decade.
(unless there was another popular kellin fic with the exact same plot as mine. in that case, this is embarrassing).
#it is one of the worst things i have ever written. and the fact that you read it. and now you read what i write now (i assume? maybe not)#this is the funniest thing but also the craziest thing#fucking digital footprint is fucking WILD#im losing my mind#it was my one and only time of writing rpf#i literally got contacted about having it published and said 'fuck no'#i need you to come off anon#i need more details#did you read it before i 'edited' it?#did you read it when chapter 3 said some insane shit like sex took 3 hours? (not including foreplay. just. the act of p in v)#were you there for the controversy of someone stealing that god awful smut?#and me having to start saying 'don't steal my stuff pls'#I HAVE QUESTIONS NONNIE#you don't have to come off anon if you don't want but my dms are open right now and im giving you puppy dog eyes#don't be embarrassed. i wrote it. im the one who should be embarrassed.#this is. fucking wild. im stunned. im speechless.#im mortified#for me not for you#it doesn't even have that many reads in hindsight#the chances of this happening??? JESUS
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