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How I think the chain would solve a 1000+ piece puzzle together
Four: would organize all pieces by color before even beginning to piece it together
Warriors: starts with all the edge pieces and refuses to connect anything else until he has the outer ring done
Legend: Would start with the recognizeable shapes/subjects in the image, swats anyone's hands away from the pieces he wants
Twilight: Cheers them on, hands pieces he thinks might fit with the others' parts, real supporting role
Hyrule: The only one to not give up when none of the pieces seem to connect or make sense, tries to keep the others from murdering each other but gets easily distracted
Time: would supervise, might hide pieces from the others until they get confused and then pull some from their ears like a magician
Sky: would swap pieces around the board when no one is looking, accuses someone else of doing it, watch chaos ensue
Wind: would fight over where pieces fit, might cut them just to prove a point
Wild: would eat some of the pieces when no one is looking
#feel free to add your own headcanons#im just having fun w this anyhow#linkeduniverse#lu four#lu time#lu warriors#lu wild#lu legend#lu wind#lu sky#lu chain#lu hyrule#lu twilight#tsukitalks
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online friendships ars so bittersweet
#ok STORYTIME 🥁🥁🥁🥁#so in 2020 i think? i saw this girls profile on wattpad and i was like yoo she seems so cool so i dmrd her and we started talking#she had just turned 17 at fhat time and i was a baby so anyhow we started talking and got super duper close she was the NICEST purest perso#person ever man itni yaad aati hai sometimes lol#ok so we decided to write this wattpad book tgt#we would stay up just creating mood boards and joking abt the plot#and we decided that the names of the main characters would be our nicknames lol#ik its all very cringe but uss time it seemed so funny#AND she was a big music nerd and had rlly good music taste so she was like ill make seperate playlists for the characters and im listening#to them rn she still hasnt removed them from her profile and its so 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#we grew up as she got busy w boards and i also starting nerding super hard#i miss her itna BUT i followed her on insta from my abhi wala insta (she doesnt know its me) and thankfully shes doing so well abh#shes v pretty and seems like shes having fun so IM VERY HAPPY FOR HER#bohot lamba rant hogaya thanks 🙏
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your husband's scary, xie li- um, i mean, dianxia *nervous laughter*
[id in alt]
#tgcf#tian guan ci fu#hualian#hualian comic#tgcf comic#hualian comics#xie lian#hua cheng#tgcf comics#heaven official's blessing#tgcf fanart#hualian fanart#san lang#dan draws#first time im doing something like this. but i just HAD to that scene cracked me up so bad#its not word for word bcs by the time i found it in text id lose all motivation and also i wanted to add my interpretation#ANYHOW i did this all in one go and im so so proud of it but also my hand is dying and im starving#sry that there's only id in alt for now i have NO energy to make a proper ID now#if i have the energy in the future ill do it#i also wanted to do something fun w/o colour bcs im not happy w my last colour tryout and i got frustrated#so just 'b&w' art is necessary for me to pat myself on the back#first time drawing tgcf chars too!!! not how id draw them in an illustration but i like it. it came out cute
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I love lesbians thanks for providing solder 🫡
Anything for our Women* Lovers back at home, Sir (gn)!
*(and non women ♡)
(also this already included trans women but friendly reminder that if you're a terf you're not welcome here ♡ How did you get passed the transfem Scott posts? /j)
#i couldn't think of something better to end that w then sir so sorry if it offends /gen. military talk is just like that though#(casual reminder that i hate the military btw but i like to use their funny words... idk america's fucked us up man)#i spent way too long on this for No Fucking Reason. came quite easily though so that was nice#asks#anon#ooc#art#pride month#wait maybe i enjoy using their funny words bc it's almost like im making fun of them#hm... much to consider#anyhow. for my Tag Readers (ily) i will probably be playing some LC in a bit so any requests i get in today may have a delayed response#(i say as though these pauses are every noticed/complained abt ever at all. as if anyone cares abt how long their free art takes.)#anyway yeah just keep that in mind i guess!#i just realized that says solder and not soldier... i could've done something w that. damn#txt
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My phone glitched out while i was taking pictures trying on some outfits! Probably nothing to worry about, right?
#raunchy rabble#nsft#trans nsft#stalking fantasy#blackmail fantasy#my ohone didnt glotch for reals dw im just having fun playing touys!!!#but i was trying clothes on for reals!#i went to a thrift store nearby and they had a 50% off sale on menswear! im v pleased w my haul#only one shirt was too tight to wear at all!#some of the others were a tight fit but i think i wanna try to dress sluttier anyhow
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maybe they just get paid more than me/pay less rent/dont have savings/have credit card debt instead or whatever but really i hear about some peoples lifestyle and how many paid hobbies or activities they do and im like....girl with what money
#obviously everyone's financial situation is different and i should just stop buying so much takeout bc im depressed#but like...how do people take fun classes and have personal trainers and stuff like that...#<- is clearly just flaming w jealousy hshcsbcn#as if even with the spare funds id have the energy to do fun things anyhow. girl you dont do the fun things available to you right now stop
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hey hey!! congrats on almost 1k and 2k for cn&bl <33 here i am again obsessed w the cn&bl couple! could i please request a drabble for them! maybe something super fluffy and a dash of smut 🫣 anything along the lines of them out in public or whatevs hahah
jk and oc’s relationship a secret no more LOLZIES (jk being completely down bad and being teased but in a friendly way??) any setting and time of the day! excited for anything you come up w, tysm!! <3
summary: cnbl!oc brings cnbl!jk lunch after his bb practice
wc: 1.8k
note: no smut but its super cute ))))))))))): this ask has been in my inbox for so long im really sorrry for only getting to it now 😭 nonetheless i hope u guys enjoy
‼️FULL FIC HERE
The tuna sandwich you made two weeks ago surprisingly became a favorite of Jungkook, which you didn't see coming, because he was a good cook (he truly did prove you wrong) and you were a shit one in comparison. To be fair, making a sandwich isn't totally cooking but you still season the tuna and that was cooking in your opinion but anyway, Jungkook loved it so much he kept on asking you for it whenever he came over.
Never had anyone validated your cooking before, only Jungkook, and you couldn't lie and say it didn't boost your ego whenever he ate it almost rather enthusiastically, and then kissed you sweetly (albeit smelling like tuna) and saying thank you with that adorable smile of his.
So today, you may have accidentally made five tuna sandwiches and bought way too much Chinese food that is anything but for individual consumption. Because today, you may be going to the gym to get lunch with Jungkook on his break.
[12:30pm] You: It's your lunch break, right? Are you still practicing?
[12:32pm] Kook🐰: hi baby we finished just now it'slunch break i go to class at 2pm
[12:32pm] Kook🐰: have u eaten should we get lunch together
[12:35pm] Kook🐰: i got starbucks coupon yesterdat👺
[12:35pm] Kook🐰: yesteeday
[12:35pm] Kook🐰: yesterday
[12:35pm] You: I'm coming to the gym
Turning off your phone after that brief exchange, you tiptoed a little to spot the gym.
It was almost crazy to think that once upon a time you've never stepped a foot in there, but nowadays it has become almost like a routine, no thanks to constantly hanging out with Jungkook. And it wasn't just you going to his "thing", either, it was also him fetching you from the publication office or bringing you food there.
It's a rather big shift from keeping your relationship a secret to everyone else from… effortlessly flaunting it to everybody. But no, you wouldn't really call it flaunting. Flaunting meant you have every intention to make everyone know, but that wasn't the case for you both. Not at all. It was more of like: "They see us, then they see us. Who cares?" and personally it was hard to not care the first few weeks, especially when you would hear your name from the girls' gossips in the women's comfort room. But the talks died down eventually and finally, no one cares now about the girl Jungkook's hanging out with.
Anyhow, it was nice to not… hide anymore. Or pretend that you didn't know each other in the hallways. Jungkook liked it as much. You think.
As you reach the gym, you see Taehyung near the entrance door. It looks like he just changed out of his jersey, his fringes wet.
"Hi," you greet, waving at him.
"Oh, __, hey," Taehyung looks up from his phone to look at you then grins. "Jungkook's inside." He says, gesturing with his thumb. His eyes train to the lunch bag in your hand and the familiar plastic bag of a Chinese restaurant across the street. Wiggling his eyebrows, he teases, "Is that for him? Sweet."
You immediately roll your eyes at that. "Shut up, Tae."
Additionally, one of the big shifts in your life the past few months was finding a close friend in Jungkook's friends. Taehyung and you have been getting closer these days, enough for you to comfortably exchange sarcastic remarks about each other. Turns out, he was an extremely fun guy to be around and get this, he knows Letterboxd. How cool is that! (Though he still really holds that time you didn't show up at your coffee hang against you. He brings it up every single time and you'd have to treat him to a cafe some weeks.)
Taehyung laughs and brings his hands up, jokingly surrendering. "Kidding, kidding. He's waiting for you inside. Gotta go, though. 1pm class."
You nod. "See you around, Tae."
You thought he was gonna go scram but he looked at you one last time and said, "Don't do anything funny in there."
Heat goes through your body, settling to your cheeks. Taehyung really gets on your nerves, it makes so much sense that he was close friends with Jungkook.
"Shut up, I hate you and Hyerin deserves so much better." You say spitefully, referring to the woman he's been going on dates with recently, rolling your eyes once again as Taehyung just laughed his ass off, walking further away.
Ugh. You really wish he didn't walk in on you and Jungkook three days ago. To be fair, Jungkook forgot to lock his room (again!) when you were fooling around and Taehyung was a neanderthal who didn't know how to knock. So cue Taehyung joking about it whenever the opportunity came.
"Hey!"
You turn around to see Jungkook jogging towards you, still in his jersey with a towel hanging around his neck. Some of his team mates are also hanging around the benches. As if just having noticed you as well, they wave at you and say a chorus of "Hi"s and "What's up, __"s which you returned with a smile and a greeting back.
Jungkook greets you personally with a wet kiss on the lips.
"Hi, pretty."
"Hey, you," You greet back, swiping his bangs off his forehead. You quickly retreat. "You're so sweaty. Wipe your forehead."
Jungkook does it so. "Done." he looks down at the things you've got in your hand. "You brought me lunch?" He says, a grin plastered all over his face.
You hold your arms up with the bags. "Yeah. Chinese and tuna sandwiches. I thought we could eat here or something."
His grin only spreads wider at your words, and you can only mirror his smile. He was so smily today.
"You mean your tuna sandwiches? Fuck, I could kiss you right now. Thank you." He says enthusiastically, wrapping his arm around your waist and leading you to the bleachers.
You followed him and you settled on your usual spot where you've eaten one of your lunches before. It was quite far away from the area where the other guys were seated.
"It's nothing. I made a lot this morning because my classes got canceled." You say, unzipping the lunch bag with the sandwiches in it. You give him one and open another yourself, taking out the pack of mayo to put it in between the bread.
"Hm, fuck, these are so good. Seriously. You should start a food business." Jungkook comments, munching on the sandwich.
You chuckle. "No, what the hell. I need to have a variety in the menu if I start something. I just can't sell sandwiches."
Jungkook shrug. "Eh, it could be like a special thing. __ Sandwich Exclusive Cafe. Something like that. Or just post these online, I'll go tell my friends about it and you'll get rich in a week. I have a celebrity friend."
Your laughter becomes louder, shoulders moving up and down.
"You sound like a crypto scammer that way. You should've started with, "Are you open-minded?" and that would've sold me."
Jungkook snorts at that, grabbing another sandwich from the bag. You take a dumpling from the take-out and extended it to his mouth, which he opens to take the food you offered him.
"If dad cuts me off completely I'll be one of those crypto dudes on Twitter, so you're not totally wrong."
You both laugh at that, with you pushing him slightly on his bicep.
"Well, I'll help you scam people, then. I'll be the one commenting on your tweets and vouching for your legitimacy."
Jungkook nods, pretending like he was thinking about it. "Hm. Or I can start an OnlyFans if it fails so that I can still give you your boba everyday."
You can't help but giggle.
"You know I always appreciate your sacrifice. Maybe we can start a Pornhub channel if I couldn't get admitted to law school."
Jungkook lets out a "tsk!". "Don't say that. With the way you study, you'll be overqualified." It was his turn to give you a dumpling then, which you ate just as quickly as he offered it. Jungkook smiles as he watches you chew on it. "But if it counts, I won't be opposed to us starting a Pornhub channel."
You search through the Chinese take out bags again to find your fried rice. As you did so, you opened it, not forgetting to reply to Jungkook and looking at him as you say, "Well, I'll have to practice my porn moan for that."
And just as soon as you said that you knew he already had something dirty to utter, and he doesn't fail you.
"Maybe we can practice tonight…" He said, voice intentionally going octave deeper.
You chuckle at his predictability.
"I knew you were gonna say that."
Before he could deny how predictable he was or brag about how quick-witted he was, you heard a bunch of footsteps on the court.
"Hey, Jeon! We're going!" Says one guy, looking at you both.
Jungkook turns to look at them and shouts back, "Yeah, see you around, Mingyu!"
"__!" They call you.
When you looked at them, they nodded, ready to leave, announcing their departure so you wave at them goodbye.
When they were out of sight, you asked Jungkook, "Hey, what's that about your Starbucks coupon?"
As if remembering something, Jungkook's eyes widened a little as he takes his phone from his pocket. "Oh, yeah I got one yesterday. Here." He looked inside his phone case and took out a card.
You leaned down to study it curiously, reading the benefits of the card holder getting a $50 token.
"Ohh, that's amazing! How'd you get this? I want one too."
Jungkook let you take the card and looked at it with you. "I don't really know, the barista just gave me this after I got some latte."
Oh. Hm. Interesting. You bet it was a woman barista.
"Hmm."
Jungkook shrugs. "It's probably because I gave her the exact amount of the payment in cash. I don't know."
Her. Exactly. She was probably the same barista who always looked at Jungkook funny whenever you two came there. She had an obvious crush and you couldn't really blame her. But it was funny, that Jungkook thought it was because he gave the exact amount of payment in cash the barista decided to give him a gift card. You would think his lowkey fuckboy ways would tell him that a woman likes him, but he was so clueless sometimes. If you were honest to yourself, you'd admit it was cute.
"You can be so clueless at times, Kook." You say, patting his shoulder.
"Huh?" He looks at you with that wide eyes of his, and boy, he really doesn't suspect a thing.
You shake your head. "Nothing."
You pat his head and Jungkook squints his eyes at you. You laugh at the little exchange and Jungkook's hand extends up to hold yours up his face and you tried to pull back, giggling, thinking he was gonna do something gross like bite your hand but he only presses his mouth to your palm, holding it against his face.
You smile. Soft and gentle.
"Dinner later at my place?" Jungkook says.
You nod.
It was hard to deny someone who makes your heart go all weird when he looked at you like that.
"Sure."
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getting a new part for my PC is always crazy to think about like damn you have served me with little to no issue across 7 different places since 2015.. I'm just now getting a wifi/bluetooth card for it 🙈
I'm so used to it just being here i forget i can just arbitrarily add stuff to it until i Have to ykwim. like it's just a part of the room and central to entertainment, and the object permanence ain't permanenting for me. you are not a device, until i need u to be one for a sec so i can work on u :3c and then u are my fun box once more ♡
I've never needed wifi/BT but wanna try moving my computer to the living room for a change 😳 i have a 4 monitor typa setup going on w my drawing laptop in my room anyhow and the TV feels too close unless I'm sitting back against the wall in bed ૮ – ﻌ–ა in my room the monitors r a lot nicer to watch stuff on instead. and they r adjustable n swivel n whatnot. ⬇️
on a side note, i got this toolkit in the mail today 0: I've never had a flexible screwdriver before but it was nice to use one for a change!! i think the bits n whatnot are very organized and i love how self contained this all is =ω=
and uh idk while im here and sharing he's my work setup (。・ω・。)ノ
#not that anyone asked.... but hello ‹:#not pictured are 2 other work desks that wrap around the room in a U formation and 4 other computers for various purposes akskak#the desk space is important though so i have somewhere to roll and do my little crafts ☝🏾
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hi im bored and this is my professional opinion if seventeen r kitty or puppy coded and why because this is very important to me !!!!!!!!!
seungcheol : kitty coded
ok this was actually a really hard choice because he actually does have both kitty and puppy features but ultimately i decided kitty because hes so persian cat.
LOOK AT HIM POUTING.
but laura!!! he has a dog!!! YES I KNOW OKAY!! i LOVE kkuma. and as much as he wants to be a dog dad hes just a cat taking care of a dog beeeee so fr!!!!!
ok in conclusion realistically he can be both but like.. look at these photos and try spot the difference
cheol get well soon i miss u .
if u disagree then u just dont get the vision!
jeonghan : kitty coded
i have previously stated how he is a ragdoll cat. and yes, he really is.
hes so mischievous in like the best way ever, tell me a kitty wouldn't do that. U CANT!!!!
as a cat owner myself.. im just correct.
he 100% knows how to get someone to give him what he wants (treats) and he sits there all day looking fabulous and getting attention for being so cute.
also jeonghan get well soon im losing hair the longer ur gone.
anyway pls agree ive never been so confident in an answer in my life. dont ruin this
joshua : puppy coded
the more i look at shua smiling the more he reminds me of a cute puppy.
pls this man has me breaking down hes literally so cute.
i have no reason apart from the fact im so very sure he would be a puppy. and also hes an extrovert which automatically strikes me as a dog!!!
he looks like a fancy cat on a lot of pictures but dont let him gaslight u.
he told me himself hes a smiley shiba inu.
im a strong believer in puppy shua.
junhui : kitty coded
i feel like this is a very obvious answer but still
0% puppy in him. its all a very feral cat.
when i look at jun i think of a british shorthair kitty. a baby one in specific.
especially because hes playful as hell but also has his moments when he just prefers to be quiet and listen to the others.
he alternatively could just be a white and black cat.. it did occur to me while making this. however i still feel like a british shorthair is more suitable.
jun is so cat coded and even he knows it!
hoshi : kitty coded ?????
okay see my issue is that yes.. tigers are in the cat family. but do u not also ever look at hoshi playing around w the members and think that he could be a puppy if he wasnt so obsessed w tigers..
anyhow, he is kitty coded for the most part I GUESS.
sometimes he really does remind me of a hamster more than anything though, but again this isnt the point of this post.
ill give him this win and say he is a toyger cat.
HE LITERALLY LOOKS SO HAMSTER IN THE FIRST PIC ITS BUGGING ME.
look at him tryna convince everyone in that 2nd pic.. ok wtv he convinced me
wonwoo : kitty coded
so very calm, knows what his boundaries are, likes playing around once in a while.
wonwoo is THE black cat. one of those that are really well taken care of with short yet super soft fur.
same as jun.. u will never find any puppy energy in this man.
he has a dog too, but hes the most cat coded person u will ever see. this is why my cheol point was also correct.
im giggling those photos r so perfect. 3 wonwoos ^^^^^^
bye u legit cant even argue with this one if u wanted to
woozi : kitty coded
SHUT UP U KNOW IM RIGHTTTT!!
WOOZI IS SO KITTY I DONT CARE. I DONT EVEN HAVE TO EXPLAIN.
just as i know wonus a black cat, i know ujis a white cat.
hes so elegant yet so fun and so cute pls someone tie me down
the fact i already knew what photos im gonna use says enough.
i would also like to say that hes also very bear coded. like if hes not a cat hes a bear.
dokyeom : puppy coded
everyone cheered!!!!
dk has always been very puppy to me, even in interviews where hes speaking to people he doesnt know (which makes it difficult for him (and hoshi)), hes ALWAYS trying his best.
hes so cute!??!?!?! like, im really not good with dog breeds AT ALL, but he clearly is a pomeranian.
is he a grown 5'10 man? yes. is he also a very cute puppy breed? also yes. why? it just makes so much sense.
the 2 glasses photos were a coincidence but they somehow make him look even more puppy coded.
him in curly hair.. dude it doesnt get any better than that!!!
mingyu : puppy coded
DUH!!!! hes the puppiest out of all puppy in seventeen
surprisingly, i always see everyone call him a golden retriever which, personality wise I SO AGREE!!! but something itches my brain when hes compared to a husky. IT MAKES SM MORE SENSE NO??
i lied btw ive never seen anyone compare him to a husky this is me trying to drop my opinion without getting dragged.
theres not much else to say apart from that his emoji rep is litch a puppy so u cant deny it!
no matter what breed u wanna compare him to, itll still always be a dog
i truly wish i could see him as a cat but its just not right!
minghao : kitty coded
kitty coded through and through!!!!
i dont think i cld ever compare hao to a puppy?? his vibes r so cat.
SIAMESE CAT** let me say. dont u agree!!
hes so sassy and i feel like that rlly influences my opinion but also when have u ever looked at minghao and thought he was puppy coded. literally NEVER. i cant name u one time.
give him blue contacts and hes that cat in the middle (pls dont)
i rest my case thank yew!
seungkwan : BOTH?!
seungkwans a really difficult one for me. because he quite literally is both.
he has moments when hes so puppy coded then the next second hes the most kitty coded man ever.
same in selcas.. i cant even decide thru them!!!
if i really had to pick, id lean towards a cat, but again.. its too hard to decide.
therefore, he would be an orange kitty or a samoyed dog! :3
im sorry for cheating my way out of this one but i srsly cant decide.
vernon : kitty coded
chillest cat ever trust me.
vernon said himself he really likes cats and that made this even easier than it was before cause it just makes sm sense!
im aware vernon likes dogs too but him liking cats is so ?? vernon ??????
i always go back to that photo of him holding the baby kitty. hes such a cat person. literally look up vernon being a cat person on twt and theres a whole thread proving it!
this is why vernon is a siberian cat! he looks like it sm and he is chill like that ong
vernon and kitties give me life
dino : puppy coded
surprisingly i originally wanted to say kitty coded but after a think abt it.. hes clearly puppy coded
a very loved puppy by his 12 older brothers lolol
he always loves the attention and enjoys smiling and making others laugh a lot too..
do u guys remember that puppy interview? yeah.
his light brown hair was the prime border collie days!
i found that middle photo and immediately thought dino.
ok i originally didnt even mean to assign them all to breeds or wtv but it just happened... thank u for reading this is what happens when i get too bored!!! anyway i think i did pretty well so!
#laura : mind !#im gonna start a new tag for this...#just incase i get bored again in the future!!#laura : assigns !#yoonsdoll#svt#seventeen
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l, i was wondering if u could give me some suggestions on an issue i am facing.. its been 6 months since me n ex broke up (on winter solstice nonetheless..) for very good reasons after 3 yrs, we really were doing some damage to each other for a while , triggering each others core wounds like Crazy. i reaally was in a bad place for the whole last yr of it and now really do feel so much better being out. however we lived together for yrs and they were who i was closest to for so long, n we were each others first love once before at 16/17. i felt just anger for months, but now its residing and i just feel soooo tied to them still… i do not want to get bacj w them, but so much of my time now is spent in deep nostalgia of the happy/quiet moments, wanting the good of those times back even tho logically i know its Impossible. wishing i could go back and do it again. wanting to reach out even tho i know it would only be detrimental. i was wondering if u have any tips on balancing this miss with continuing to move on, as i know i must finally do so fully — i feel the anger was keeping me moving forward, but now that its waning i fear getting stuck in this state. i feel as tho this is why we got back together to begin w. anyhow thank u as always fer ur infinite wisdoms x dog bless
hello <3 i understand... both of us had big endings at winter solstice lol what kind of assertive force was in the air back then i wonder ! here's my advice althoug it seems to me u already know what's right for you so it's sort of just reinforcement of your feelings ---
first thing i want to get out of the way is that if you and this person were meant to be together i believe the breakup never would/ve happened & there would've never been a single doubt in your mind about this partnership. I can say this after spending a few years living with slimbo, like, We endlessly grow closer, our bond is fully forged in stability and peace and understanding. There is not a single moment in the past few years of being in their presence that i've had a single doubt of our longevity. We do not make each other's life hell in even the slightest sense. if something comes up we work it out within that day and it never carries over to the next. And that rarely occurs.
Previously in life i did not know such harmony could exist, but now that i know, i look at all my old relationships like damn, i can't believe i ever thought that person could've been "the one" when we clashing so often. And i mean it's not like i could've known better because for most of us, we grow up in families that face much conflict, you just think Oh this is normal right? People fight and thats normal, there's tension and it's normal. Well now i know it is NOT normal and when you find someone who's really ready to meet you where you're at it creates harmony, true harmony, even if external conflict arises it brings you closer, you can solve any problem together, you're on the same level.
(Also i'm not sure how old you are but i think it's super rare to find this type of harmony until a little later in life because youth is confusing & people are still figuring themselves out, gaining the maturity it takes to be a reliable partner and whatnot).
But what i feel is happening for you and this person is that you went through all these formative experiences together, and maybe you're missing the rush of that more than you miss the actual person. Like maybe you're just bored xD that's not meant to sound harsh im just being real. boredom often leads to nostalgia. a little nostalgia here and there can be fun & transmuted into new experiences but being overly absorbed in nostalgia is not conducive to growth, only stagnation. do not fall victim to halo effect just because you're bored or lonely!!
If you were to get back with this person it would 1) block the way for someone who truly matches your frequency to come through, and 2) Likely your repressed anger and resentment towards that person would begin to infiltrate the relationship again pretty quickly. It's not fair to them, nor is it fair to yourself, it would only prolong the suffering.
So i think to move forward from this experience you could try a few things. Firstly i think you're being called to really go inwards, figure out why you feel bored right now, why you feel something is lacking in your life when you have to be alone? Learn how to fill your time with more things you enjoy, becoming stronger in your self concept through introspection, hobbies, leisure, just having fun by yourself. When you can do stuff like this it actually makes you very attractive & radiant in a way that magnetizes people who are also pretty solid in themselves. U just can't really have a good healthy relationship unless both of you are solid and Know Yourselves like thats just a universal truth.
And another thing i'd consider trying is like, meditations where you envision yourself cutting the chord that energetically binds you to this person from your past. That is if you want to get a little woowoo with it. But i really believe in the effectiveness of those exercises. Don't rush into it, just like, when you feel truly ready, let it go. You can still hold your memories and honor your experience with them without wanting them to be in your physicality again. There are exes who i haven't spoken to in yeeeears who i actually can look upon much more fondly now that i've let go. i forgive them and wish them well but it's nice to be distant.
don't be afraid of change~~~don't be afraid that a better match will never come along for you. I didn't foresee anything about the romance i have now before it happened. I knew i wanted to find a love that felt balanced and fulfilling but not All-Consuming. by a total random sequence of events, my vibe was met. You just never know whats around the corner ^^ The more open you are to change, the more change will find you. But you know going back to that person would just be a needless repeat of an old cycle. it's ok to still cherish them and keep moving forward. it's good you're able to feel less angry towards them now, that shows growth & maturity. But dont let it drag you back in !!
i hope this resonates and doesn't sound too preachy lol . Just hate to see someone fall back into Old HABITS. For your sake and the sake of your old partner. letting go is a crucial skill to learn in this life. Best of luck to you anon, you sound like a good person who wants to do their best & that will carry you far in life & love.
Sincerely
PMD9 <3
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just so you know 'also i've chatted with him' about dubas is such a cunty little thing to drop in the tags, i'm almost offended you left it in the tags
lmaaaoooooo im sorry babe. i've interacted w leafies here n there thru a friend's work (not mlse or related companies) but dw they don't know me, they meet so many ppl. I'm just any ol' leafie fan.. who has been around all these big humongous babygirls, acted super normal, and evaluated bums up close. i thought aus would have the biggest... i am not sorry to announce that it is actually mister johnny toronto. named after the city because that beautiful derriere is the entire 6ix.
i met dubas last season right before trade deadline so i was like ummm sup dude, tell me stuff?? he's a good sport, relaxed, chill, good sense of humor, no ego. and then proceeded to poke fun at my friend for struggling at something silly. it was lmao
sorry I'm not up to sharing personal photos & vids here. anyhow that's all :)
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Hiii me again. I failed economics but i think i can get my grade up
Anywho, how are you?? Im great, working on another fic, even though the others still arent finished,,,,,,i am almost finished w this one tho. It deals w some darker themes later, but that's only because there's a super fancy rich people only school involved. Major downside, i dont know anything abt universities! Do they teach theather and robotics in the same place?? They should, i think it could lead to some great innovations. Hamilton but w roombas.
Happy to report that Spider only gets tortured once this time! And also hes not w quaritch or the recoms most of the time but whether or not thats a good thing is up for debate. Also reporting that chapter 3 of ghost spider is coming along and boy oh boy is spider being spooky!
Anyhow, see ya on the next chapter!!
HI BESTIE! You definitely can, please don't stress. I failed a class in college after I first transferred, you can really get past it! It happens to more people than you'd think, it's hard!
I'm so good thank you for asking, just exhausted from my move and all my unpacking, and I'm excited to be done with unpacking and have time to invest into my work and you guys again!
I'm very intrigued by this fic idea!! It depends on the school, but most big ones definitely teach both those things but they'd likely be in different buildings. In my experience, it means that the robotics will be in a state of the art new building and theater will be in the shittiest, oldest building you've ever laid eyes on. This was true at both my colleges.
Great, I am reaching a level of insanity with Spider angst. I'm gonna have to start pumping out positive Spider headcanons, I can't handle it. Even if we create an angsty au, just know I'm sure that it can be fixed and the comfort will be insane and that's why I'm entertaining it. Guys, I literally think we can come back from the nocorro ghost au just trust me on this one. I know it might not happen in your fic but I think it can happen!!
Also it's not up for debate, fuck those hoes. I refuse to believe they would be a good time even a little bit. Their idea of fun is who can kidnap the most innocent children the fastest.
I will see you there and I will be FERAL in the comments, babe.
#love this ask just checking in and updating me on your life it made me smile so hard when i got it#and i was busy as shit at the time#miles spider socorro#spider socorro#neteyam sully#nocorro#miles quaritch#recoms#avatar#avatar the way of water#james cameron avatar#melissa's asks#melissa on avatar (cameron)
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godly troubles galore!
Dysfunctional Fam™
sunboi: ok so artemis is mad at me
Can u help
seaking: nah bro
Ur on ur own
messenger pigeon: oooh why she maaaad???
sunboi: i may or may not have teased her abt orion
drunk_on_LOOOOVE: boi u made a massive mistake
Messenger pigeon: apollo are you DUMB?????
How could you do something like this????
sunboi: ok i didnt outright say it
BUT
I kinda accidentally implied it
Or i said something that mad her think abt him
messenger pigeon: it makes it only slightly less bad
seaking: but wait why are u texting HERE??????????
WHERE ARTEMIS CAN SEE?????
Artemis Agrotera: i can see it, poseidon.
apollo.
You will pay.
warwarwar: run
sunboi > Artemis Agrotera
sunboi: artie
listen im really sorry ok :(
Pls stop ignoring me
Artemis Agrotera: we will talk about this in person, apollo.
Artemis Agrotera liked sunboi’s message
sunboi: yay! Forgiven!
Dysfunctional Fam™
warwarwar: hey guys
U might wanna panic
lightninman: wHAT
WHy
warwarwar: so um
@king_of_DEATH you might wanna take this one
king_of_DEATH: ares!
Why
Do i have to
goddess of spring: pls sweetie
king_of_DEATH: fine
so souls are being reborn for no reason
like they didnt sign up for it
They havent drank from the river lethe
they havent even signed the form!!!!
The only reason we know abt this is cause we caught a soul
lightninman: HADES
WHAT THE HADES
Oh that was a bit redundant
BUT STILL
W H A T
king_of_DEATH: idk what happened ok!!!!
Im as confused as u are!!!!
lightninman: this calls for…..
FAMILY MEETING!!!!!!
IN THE GROUPCHAT CUZ I CANT BE BOTHERED TO GO TO THE PANTHEON RN!!!! @everyone
messenger pigeon: bro really just said ‘cuz’
drunk_on_LOOOOVE: lmao screenshotted
Artemis Agrotera: Father, what’s the matter?
lightninman: ARTEMIS MY SECOND FAVORITE
sunboi: yowch i thought i was the second fave
lightninman: SHUT UP
SCROLL UP
ALL OF YOU
Athena Parthenos: This is a concerning matter, Father.
This should be discussed in the pantheon
I do not care if you’re busy being unfaithful to Hera.
We are doing this now, in the pantheon.
sunboi: wow athena rly being the boss of dad huh
lightninman: …fine
machines <3: what just happened
sunboi: WHAT ZEUS LISTENED!?!?!?!?!?
WOW
Artemis Agrotera: Apollo
Shut up please and thank you
Hestia Baseleia: I agree with Artemis.
Sorry, nephew.
sunboi: THE B E T R A Y A L
i’m leaving for the pantheon
Bye
Artemis Agrotera: wimp
hiii so ive decided to make saturday art day and sunday writing day so thats a thing now
ANYHOW ive somehow managed to not watch s4 and s5 of mlb and i am ashamed because ive been surviving off of recaps of the episodes so thats fun :/
#greek mythology#fanfiction#fanfic#greek gods#apollo#writing#literature#yay#help#artemis#hades#persephone#greek pantheon#dionysus#greek goddess#zeus#hera#poseidon#hephaestus#orion#ancient greek
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My phone glitched out while i was taking pictures trying on some outfits! Probably nothing to worry about, right?
#raunchy rabble#nsft#trans nsft#stalking fantasy#blackmail fantasy#my ohone didnt glotch for reals dw im just having fun playing touys!!!#but i was trying clothes on for reals!#i went to a thrift store nearby and they had a 50% off sale on menswear! im v pleased w my haul#only one shirt was too tight to wear at all!#some of the others were a tight fit but i think i wanna try to dress sluttier anyhow
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Idk if it’s intentional for Lorenz to feel aro in that last post or if it’s just ‘I was always a hopeless romantic’ lining up but. Man I liked him bc he’s silly and delightful but like the romance protagonists just falling into love and ur over there is a huge mood
Anyhow on the silly and fun realm of things he’s genuinely very nice to look at and especially to read, his voice is so clear in my brain and I get excited abt new posts w him bc I go :0! There’s that guy I like!
it wasnt intentional, i def think hes just a romantic whos (currently) too focused on himself to form meaningful relationships, HOWEVER im very glad its relatable to u!
anways im really glad u like him!! ive been having a lot of fun with that silly guy, and its really encouraging that other ppl are having fun too, so thank you! and thank u for the kind message <3
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risu loved your hot take about smut.
also is it just me or like writing smut has always been relatively easier than fluff or even suggestive banter type shit? because in smut, you can bullet point- yeah they gonna do this and this and this and call it a day but fluff requires some depth. a perfect setting for the fluff or angst to actually be enhanced.
And according to each author’s writing style, they have to add imagery, or like metaphors or engaging dialogues to make it work. For me, when I was writing suggestive/banter related fics for kuroo or gojo, I was staring at the screen in despair so that my brain conjures some smart words or a perfect setting for them to act on. So it was relatively harder for me. And if other authors have faced such similar challenges and yet post majority sfws, you can guess the amount of hardwork they’ve put into it and would love for any sort of appreciation of their work. And
Im not downplaying smut authors by any means, every piece of writing takes up a fair share of effort and even I’ve had my fair share of challenges in writing smut too because firstly I experience high key embarrassment proofreading it and secondly, good smut requires the same criteria too (it’s just sfw fics gets the floor to portray a reader’s personality more than its nsfw counterpart) it’s just we want the audiences to interact with these posts with the same enthusiasm and not read and toss it aside :((
to our dear readers, Lores are fun. Just get yourself out of that sex bubble and you’ll see why a simple fic of having breakfast with nanami in scotland is actually so much fun to read and enjoy
happy reading!!
sami thank u for sending this! providing my thoughts under the cut.
i honestly am shocked by how many ppl commented on that. (someone said i was ‘insulting the intelligence of those who only read smut’ and was being ‘misogynistic’. i didn’t intend to do that, and think my words were taken out of context by that point, but it is what it is now.)
i do agree that with smut if i have an idea of the dynamic i want and what the characters might be into, i can plan a course of action for what is going to happen. sometimes i start w smut and then incorporate the plot later tbh.
you’re absolutely right, there’s nothing wrong with reading and writing smut. no one is any better if they don’t read smut than those who do. personally my comment was only towards the select who constantly intake content on here and aren’t always careful about what they read. even heavily more so towards the porn link posts too. hence why my original comment said ‘some’ because obviously it doesn’t apply to everyone.
i really do admire those who are able to world build so fluently and with great detail whether that is in smut or not. i agree with your point that it may be a bit more complicated to build a story without smut if you’re focusing more on characterization, personality, and setting. smut pieces that bring this to the table seem like the longer ones for the most part, but that doesn’t mean shorter ones can’t either. also i know it’s another tricky thing to mention is how people go about making their reader with personality or not bc ppl complain anyway anyhow when there’s something they can’t identify with.
at the end of the day i just wish to keep supporting ppls writing in general but also wish the tumblr community was more friendly like it used to be. a lot of ppl seem discouraged lately about their writing and i hope that things can get better soon.
(btw breakfast with nanami in scotland sounds heavenly! pls sign me up immediately <3)
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