#im just gonna cry in bed cuz i can't do anything else about it ig

[princeyadon]

well'p, my teeth have finally gotten to the point where some are very painful.

i woke up w pain as if i had been clenching my teeth at night but it's now like 9pm and it hasn't gone away in the slightest. i went to brush my teeth and it hurt pretty fucking bad, it kind of came from nowhere (it's not even a tooth that has a really bad cavity either).

i brush my teeth every day in the morning and at night and usually during the day, too, so like. idk. i know a lot of them are from when i used to not when i was young and growing up depressed, but i feel like i just keep getting new ones anyways.

idk what to do at this point. it's like constant sharp pain as if i ate something cold. it kinda affects all the nearby teeth, too. im trying not to be upset abt it cuz like, i can't do anything. i can't file my taxes still cuz the moving company fucked me over when they charged me almost 1000$ more than they quoted me and im still recovering. im still in negatives w my bank. i have a part time job but it's just not enough, it pays my rent but i now have less time on art which means im still basically where i was before (just more consistent at least). so i can't prove my income for any kind of wait lists and financial aid.

idk. idk anymore. i don't think i'll ever get out of this hole and i don't think i'll ever get anywhere in life. all i've done this past year is suffer. i sit on my floor to work still cuz i can't afford a desk and idk if i even have space for one. my hips hurt a lot cuz of it. idk what i did to deserve this