#im just being a bit emo ig lol

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I'm sorry I just need to cry abt things for abit

(cw; talks of animal abuse, minor violence)

Idk how much longer I can stay in this house, my step-'dad' is getting worse. Recently him and my Mum have been arguing sm and today he fucking threatened to kill my cat. I love that cat, his name is Tyr and we got him when he was kitten (2 years ago). He's still a baby, he's my baby boy. He keeps saying he's gonna throw him across the room or snap his neck just cause he sometimes bites, he's fucking 2!

He says it's cause he never wanted the cat, which he should have fucking brought up when we fucking got him! Mum's saying we could just get rid of the cat, see if another family would take him in but I can't deal with that. I don't wanna lose him. I'm literally on the edge rn, schools shit, people are shit, my family is shit, I can't lose Tyr. He's the one thing in the house that cares abt me no matter what.

Ik people might think he's not serious but I've seen how he is with Tyr and my 2 YEAR OLD BROTHER. He's an asshole and pretty fucking serious. I can't stand to lose Tyr, he means so much to me, we got him when I was in such an awful place, I had never had a cat before, he was everything to me, he's still everything to me.

I hate my step-'dad' so fucking much. It's making me consider getting back in touch with my bio Dad (who I've been like minimum contact with for fucking years) and going to live with him. I can't do this anymore chat