#im just ... so so fucking desperate
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Context: friend got Memory of Sadness on their first friendquest to the end of the House. Big emotional whiplash but I love it, Siffrin just wants to stay in this happy bubble with allies. :)
#isat#isat spoilers#act 3 spoilers#isat act 3 spoilers#AND THEN IMMEDIATELY FUCKS IT UP#friends started theorizing why it happened mean while im the corner#thinking about whats going on in siffrins head to have these happen in a row#so desperate to be happy with allies that man is willing to stomp on anything that ruins the vibes#also odiles line about doing horrible things for her family and assuming everyone else would do the same#oughhhhhhhhh if you could only know odile#another funny thing#friends started wracking up hella suspicious points in one loop#i know you cant get susquest in act 3 i just thought it was funny#the draws
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silly stuff i drew while reading Feel No Evil by @payasita , in which the Lamb does not know how to propose, Narinder does not know how to be alive, and neither of them knows what an obligate carnivore is
bonus? lmao
#my art#cotl#i am looking into your soul with my huge autistic eyes. read this fic right now. blease#hksfdjghdfghldkfg im sorry it just fucking kills me that for the first 4ish chapters narinder is just. so nasty#like all the followers are like There He Is. The Leader's Favorite Guy. and its this filthy half-dead cat that hasnt bathed in 10+ years#like he has hardly eaten the entire time he's been mortal and he looks like absolute dogshit#and their unbeatable normally serene and gracious leadergod is hovering around his stinky ass like omg nari hiiiiii#its fucking hilarious to me. and also heartwrenching bc this fic does also get into how hard it is to be alive when uve never learned how#gonna draw the twins desperately bringing him soap later i just had so many things i wanted to draw for this
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Alex and my farmer Cosmo (he/him)
#my replacement pen came in today ican finally start working on artfight attacks YAYYYYY#ive been clawing at the walls itching to get my ideas out for weeks#i drew alex with wavy hair in the second drawing bc i got his dialogue where he stops using hair gel and i hc he has naturally#wavy hair ^_^ i think it goes well with him softening up as u get to knw him.. now im just trying to work up the courage to give#him a bouquet lol. i keep flip flopping on whether i wanna play this file thru my oc or just fuck it and go self insert#but i like building little ideas in my mind for how my farmer would fit in pelican town and how they run their farm so i think ill keep thi#an oc thing. i have another file on pc since 1.6 isnt released for mobile yet so thatll be my self insert thing where plan on#shooting my shot with harvey. HES CUTE.. I LIKE HIM#cosmo seems pretty deadpan but only bc hes hardly fazed by anything and after working at joja for like 4 years. hes#desperate to touch grass. i think his personality would bounce off well with alex's since he comes off as arrogant to get a reaction#frm others and then u have cosmo whos like 😐👍. i like to think itd drive him up the wall LOL#he gets more of a reaction out of cosmo when he shows him his soft side which encourages him not to front all the time <3#my art#myart#my oc#oc#sdv farmer#sdv oc#stardew valley#sdv#sdv alex#alex mullner#doodles
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world's most annoying man is not allowed outside due to his inability to shut up
#AYYYY LIGHTS OUT IS BACK BABEY LETS GO#howdy is Suffering in this au ive come to realize#more so than i previously thought!#he's cooped up in a slightly too small shell of a building#rarely allowed outside bc hes too noisy </3#mans is desperately Understimmed#wally isnt trying to be harsh hes just asking an honest & earnest question <3#i have another scribble floating around somewhere of wally putting his hand over howdy's mouth and saying Hush#i think its a funny running joke. everyone is constantly like 'howdy please for the love of fuck. shut up'#he strikes me as the type to talk when nervous. and bored. and excited. hes a talker tell me im wrong#scribble salad#wh lights out au#welcome home au#hes BORED hes with the (objectively) Unfunniest neighbors hes BORED did i mention hes BORED#howdy: *stuffing pouring out of him after getting maimed* this is actually much better than being in the post office#frank: we're going to put you on a leash i swear to fucking god
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you ever read through all the fics of your current brain rot obsession and start looking at the ones in foreign languages you cant understand like
#tower of babel was kind of fucked up for this ngl#i was once so desperate i used google translate and yeah. doesn’t work obviously.#im also in between actual published fiction trying to find something a) i want to read and b) is free#so im really just parched crawling through the desert atm
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unable to get behind the idea that fizz "forgave blitz too quickly" or that it was a writing flaw how easily he accepted blitz's version of the story or whatever like. no!!! it makes sense!!!
blitz was his best friend!! of COURSE he wouldn't want to believe that blitz tried to hurt him so badly!! blitz tells him what happened and fizz IMMEDIATELY softens in the way he's looking at him. he doesn't even look mad or like he thinks he's being lied to, like -
LOOK AT HIS FACE HE WANTED TO FORGIVE BLITZ SO BADLY. HE NEVER WANTED TO BELIEVE THAT BLITZ DID THIS TO HIM ON PURPOSE.
even all his little microexpressions in this one scene say SO MUCH
fizz probably spent SO LONG trying to rationalize or explain what happened to him, he probably spent AGES hoping so badly that there was an explanation that DIDN'T involve his best friend hating him so much he tried to kill him as painfully as possible
and to say it feels contrived; i just. fizz CARES!! the same way blitz has always CARED!! they never wanted to stop being in each other's lives - they both suffered a major trauma and were made to believe that the other one hated them, but they were BEST friends and always had been. how could either of them ever not jump at the chance that it was a mistake? how could fizz not cling to the possibility that his best friend might be able to still be his best friend?
#IM SORRY THIS IS SO LONG BUT IM NEVER EVER GOING TO BE DONE CRYING ABOUT THEM#THEY JUST. THEY MAKE ME SO SO SAD. AGONIES AND SORROWS#there is something so desperate and emotional and raw about this dynamic and it makes me fucking wild#mine#blitz#fizzarolli#fizzablitz#helluva boss oops#fizzarolli helluva boss#blitz helluva boss#helluva boss#e: oops#long post#banging my head against a wall until i die
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Favourite.
#me yelling into a room with the only other fan of this show: SEASON TWO WHEN?#tenrou sirius the jaeger#sirius the jaeger#sirius draws#had i any talent at all for writing i would be smacking my head against a keyboard to make a 100k character study of mikhail under yegraf#im so desperate i just might do it fuck it#*wiping my brow of sweat feverishly* i just know there had to be some measure of stockholm syndrome i just know it#also#tw blood
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from here
#this is so fucking important to me#im... so happy about how the manga tackled THIS scene#kingdom hearts#this part of kh3 always felt odd to me tbh#it felt like the writers wanted to do something and just. didnt go all the way#there were ideas and they just didnt fully write them down and put the same amount of effort into them as they did in other places#THIS feels so fucking... emotional. and for what reason?#it's just. sora cares about roxas.#it's just true. he cares about roxas and feels bad about the situation that him and roxas both were put in.#he never found it fair that he got to exist while roxas was told to unalive.#and while the sora writing in khDDD and kh3 definitely told us that#definitely told us that sora DOES NOT like this situation and he would be willing to do anything to bring roxas back#it wasn't this.#this feels like a friend you barely got to know. realising that you had it so rough.#and desperately trying to break down any barriers between you two and grab your wrist#to hold onto you tight and refuse to give up on searching for you and trying to help you out of your darkest places.#sora is so fucking insistent on proving that roxas is not just his nobody.#roxas is roxas.#donald being sorta confused makes complete sense#because he didnt see how roxas fought with every fibre of his being against sora to just try and beat him and prove his right to live#he didnt see sora bearing the weight of roxas' life and feel the betrayals and lies and deception that he barely understood as it was.#to anyone else. roxas probably is just sora's nobody.#sora may very well be the one person who knows that isn't true.
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act 2 doodles (open the image for better quality)
#caluuart#genshin impact#genshin#art#al haitham#alhaitham#cyno#tighnari#nilou#cynonari#kaveh#aether#paimon#i was screaming my ass off when kaveh offered to use lots to decide his points again#like HAVE YOU LEARNT NOTHINGGGG#KAVEH PLEASE JUST TAKE THE FUCKING POINT#thankfully haitham did told kaveh that (albeit not in the best way possible) but kaveh seems to take it the wrong way#and the notes in their home#i need to know what the small script said#please im so desperate#anyway cyno's dry humor joke made me laugh harder than it should#and in the bottom right comic ish doodle#i love that moment sm bc its vry funny and like ''omh hes just like me fr''#I have a lot more thoughts but i don't want to make this ridiculously long#so i might make a separate rambling post abt it but we'll see#I'll maybe collect my thoughts and post it after act 3#anyway can't wait for act 3 this event is my reason to live#okok i'll stop now cya
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pillowbook thoughts because ive been thinking about them all day!
#pillowbook#bfdi#i havent rewatched tpot in a long time i have like 0 memories of the earliest episodes#for all intents and purposes these are my ocs#im prob gonna end up watching tpot again soon tho#just ymmm not rn okay?#pillow is a good character because you never kno what shes thinking#you cant know. figuring out her thought process takes away her charm#its like dissecting a frog#u understand it but it dies in the process#book is going insane over here#bc the 1 thing shes trying desperately to do rn#is fit in with new friends#but shes surrounded by a bunch of fucking freaks#who if were put in a well adjusted society would be outcast#but book is a newbie in this stuff#she doesnt have room to talk rn#so shes just trying her hardest to gauge what is a new normal#but its hard when pillow is glued to your side for some reason#and even by these guys standards shes weird!#mixed signals :/#talk
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I make alot of jokes about abraham towers but I actually really do appreciate him as a character....but he's one I don't see talked about much and it's such a shame
like, he's probably the one other character still alive who is almost as personally connected to maria's death as shadow is
how he now fills the role of the person who ordered the attack on the ark, and how heavily that legacy must weigh on him
how he still has to grapple with his own fear of shadow, despite what maria saw in him, despite how towers has seen him save the world
how he's had to look the demon from his childhood in the face, and realize his own pain was reflected in it's eyes
he is a man built on pride, but who has to put it aside for the greater good. a man who wants all this power to try and protect the earth, but who has to constantly realize it's not enough
he is a man who, above all else, is trying to not make the same mistake twice
#orion rambles#also how fucking funny it is that this middle aged man is the only one desperately trying to keep team dark on track#he's ignored so fucking much but he's so fun as a character!#ESPECIALLY in regards to his feelings on shadow#also i think im going crazy#because i could have SWORN that abraham's father was the previous GUN commander#and that's why he used to visit the ark as a child#but thats just? not true????#or at least there are a lot of conflicting stories from the comics/anime etc#whatever it's going to stay as my headcannon unless outright disproved by a mainline game <3#shadow dark beginnings#abraham towers#gun commander#shadow the hedgehog#shadow x sonic generations
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Really fucked up that two ppl can care about each other and make their best efforts to communicate and still end up hurting each other so badly they cannot stand to be in the same room.
#my stuff#i feel soooo bad talking to my therapist about the same topics over multiple weeks#like i feel like they're sooo sick of it like damn can this bitch get Over It alreadyyyy#hi yes actually can we talk about the near catastrophic sense of betrayal and loss that has haunted my soul for over a month?#can we talk about how I overcompensate for other's possible feelings and emotions to desperately mask my terror at feeling out of control#can we talk about how even when I know ppl acted with logical reasons necessary for their situation it still hurt me?#and that this pain fills me up with so much anger and frustration that I'm powerless to put anywhere that won't hurt someone#so it just cooks me inside and makes me grind my teeth constantly for weeks#im so angry i did not deserve to be treated like this it's not fair and I have no capacity to fix it or control when it feels better#i just have to survive and wait until i forget about it and hope they don't decide to reach out and fuck it all up#cause i can see that happening#i'll finally be free of thinking about them and generally going about my day unbothered and they'll ask to get coffee or something#and I have no idea what I should do in that scenario. because I don't think we can be friends.#and you have not treated me with the compassion and warmth I treated you#i would want to say mean things. hurtful things. I would want to bite back for once.#and that's not me. that's not who I want to be.#i don't wanna see you. go away. don't talk to me if you're not going to make the pain go away.
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Have I ever mentioned how much I enjoy the fact that when Barry came back to life he was all "??I should just be dead??? I don't want to be here??? Let me go back?!?" and then Hal took him to the Flash Museum to cheer him up and was forcibly stopping Barry from leaving and Hal was just like "Barry! 😄 My best friend and buddy who is alive!! 😄😄 I love you and you aren't allowed to die again! 😄😄😄 If you leave my line of vision I will hurt people! 😄😄😄😄 You suicidal mother fucker I will chain you to a fucking wall!!!! 😄😄😄😄😄😄😄"
Anyway I think that was great and I'm glad they dedicated an entire issue to it
#.... ill be quiet about this. for you.#its just so great#Hal was following Barry around like a puppy. desperately trying to Barry cheer Barry up#then Barry killed some people. which was pretty cash money of him#then Hal was like which was pretty cash money of Hal tbh#and then Barry wanted to die and Hal restrained him and tried to get him to the watchtower and Barry just#vibrated out and ran back into the speedforce#and Hal just screamed#anyway Wally tracked him down and together him and Barry kicked Eobard's butt (which is speedster therapy) and everything worked out#but for a second there... oof#dc#dc comics#the flash#barry allen#hal jordon#green lantern#i fucked up my tags cause i forgot about quotation marks but im not fixing it
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TMW you try to save ur bf from getting murdered but you accidentally end up killing him while trying to save him-
#THIS ENTIRE SCENE OH MY GOD#THEY BOTH SOUNDED SO DESPERATE#IM GOING INSANE WHAT THE FUCK#BECAUSE THEY’VE BEEN TOGETHER SINCE THE BEGINNING#PIE AND REMOTE ARE GONE AND EVERYONE ELSE LEFT#THEY ONLY HAVE EACHOTHER#AND BH JUST CAUSED TREES DEATH#MARK MY WORDS SHIT WILL GO DOWN#IF PEN DIDNT KICKSTART BLACK HOLE’S VILLAN ARC THEN THOSE TWO FUCKERS CERTAINLY KICKSTARTED SOMETHING#bfb#tpot#tpot black hole#tpot tree#bfb astrobiology#bfb treehole
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i want to climb on top of you and pin you down as bros. we're just wrestling, dont worry about it dude! ill pretend not to notice when you start writhing around and panting, but you don't tell me to get off. ill pretend im not purposefully grinding down on you, trying to get you hot and bothered. when i readjust and end up between your thighs, who can blame me? we're just bros, your thighs are so strong, i just wanna feel them! and maybe i squeeze and bite just a little too high and i can hear your breath hitch and you card through my hair and i stare up at you for any sign to stop and when i dont see one, i slowly drag your pants down and you watch me drool over your cock before im licking and sucking like my life depends on it.
this post is GAY
#i know i literally JUST made a post about kissing but im post-t shot and also really wanna fuck#im crazy :) sorry#i wanna fuck ! so bad !#i wanna suck tdick desperately but also. i wanna fuck#mine#king.txt#nsft#trans nsft
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quite frankly im so shocked that roddy would be most excited to return to his fatherland go to finland. truly.
"Is there any of your non-Finnish teammates who've picked up some Finnish? Has Evan Rodrigues learned any words just because he's played with you and Eetu a lot?" "No, he thinks he can—some words in Finnish but he's probably the guy who thinks he knows the most Finnish and probably knows the most Finnish of the guys in the team but..." "He's gotta say 'kiitos' after that pass last night! I mean, that was a nice setup!" "Yeah, yeah, exactly."
honestly im SHOCKED that mr hot rod would ever be named in relation to finland.
who couldve forseen any of this coming? like honestly? surprising. shocking. my gasteds have been flabbered.
we live in a society truly
THERES MORE FROM MR HALF FINNISH RODDY WHOS IN EVERY FINNS BUSINESS
at this point it's become deeply comical... making history in finland... continuing to score goals despite not being in finland anymore precisely because of the robes... "im gonna have to keep it going then huh?"... sweet mary and joseph
#eetu luostarinen#anton lundell#niko mikkola#evan rodrigues#florida panthers#2324#2425#wdym half finnish as deigned by mikksy roddy is excited to go to finland#shock pikachu face#special mention despite the short time erod has been here hes fully in love with sasha#“o captain my captain o7” “b2? oh i was gonna say barky squared!!! love you cap!”#the non finn who desperately wants to be a finn#this is what happens when you play in colorado huh#predisposed to the finns#we have 4 finns? paul i think you mean 5 because of honourary finn erod#he is smooching every single one of em he damn well may as well be a full finn#any excuse to bring up that roddy mikksy presser again is a good one im still recovering from it actually#my favourite thing is luosty going yeah erod. hes too excited. it has to be him#lundy bullying erod off the cuff for his lack of finnish prowress LIKE GIRL RELAX HE BARELY KNOWS ANY PORTUGUESE OKAY LET HIM LIVE#and mikksy being so terribly in love with him going youre half finnish because i said so <3#we have a spy amongst us#terribly adorable how much erod has attached himself to the finnish four that this fucking happens godbless#roddy raising his hand like OH OH ME I KNOW I KNOW and not waiting to blurt out the answer or he will die#LUNDY FUCKIN INDULGING HIM TOO OUGHHHHH#CEYINGNGGG#IT JUST GETS BETTER
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