#im in a very panicky mood in general jesus christ.
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on one hand i rly want to just get it over with and know whether i have pcos or not but at the same time like. i dont know what this will change. if i do turn out to have it, i was right, again, and i guess its just more flex points that i was able to tell i have an issue before the doctors were. if i dont turn out to have it, i will have to get off metformin which im not happy about either, bc im paranoid getting off of it will make me gain weight back and i swear i will kill myself if that happens.
#i also just. dont want my family to have more reasons to push for cosmetic procedures for me to look 'normal'#like laser hair removal#my aunt already started suggesting it#even if i told her numerous times that i dont mind my facial hair#its barely a stubble anyway it feels like its annoying her more than me#at least my current doctor said that the previous one was wrong about getting me on spironolactone.#and that if metformin works well i won't have to take spironolactone again.#im in a very panicky mood in general jesus christ.#my period is about to start the christmas eve is tomorrow#and i am not mentally equipped to deal with 13 people in one day. jfc.
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