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ohohohohohooo the ed euphoria of waking up after a 20h fast
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ideal plan in works, but since too many people are starting to get worried about me and 'dont worry' is not doing the wonders it should, i may start fucking being a little dramatic bitch. yes omg pleaseeee worry about me tell me about how you're so so worriedddd 🥺🥺🥺 that should do the trick right.
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it would be nice if i stopped randomly being ashamed of ppl around me. idk. i would enjoy it.
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sorry I don't have energy to appease you anymore or sth damn
'why are you sad' brother i am having a depressive episode for over a month now that's just how my neutral face is when I'm too tired to smile all the time jfc
#i think living slightly less depressed for 2yrs gave people wrong image of me#sorry i dont have the energy to smile and nod to everything you say#sorry i have a personality of an old tired shelter dog#or sth#idk man
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'why are you sad' brother i am having a depressive episode for over a month now that's just how my neutral face is when I'm too tired to smile all the time jfc
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one thing my brain will never get rid of is seeing him as a spoiled child
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my motivation rn is i will freely indulge in my vices soon just. just let it cook a bit ok. patience is a virtue or whatever they say
#standing in front of the mirror angrily pointing at my reflection#you will not try to overdose those leftover antidepressants
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reblog canceled, the fix was temporary
in general everything feels very bleak recently idk how to even explain it
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stretching my arms and cracking my fingers because i am about to talk shit here today again i think
#at one point i will stop vagueing people and just namedrop them#like if you are my irl here to look at my vents#consider this a fucking warning.
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psychologist visit tomorrow we stay silly psychologist visit tomorrow we stay silly psychologist visit tomorrow we stay silly psychologist visit tomorrow we sta
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we had a talk about breast cancer at school today and for a second it hurt again to realize that getting it or being at the risk is probably the only way ill be able to get my chest removed.
#please by god when i get tested for the risk factor genes please be positive#please let me have my mastectomy refunded without getting dysphoria diagnosed pleaseeee
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I rly want to go and eat something but i just ate the dinner and i know my mom will get mad at me about it aaaa
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post canceled, caffeine fixed me
in general everything feels very bleak recently idk how to even explain it
#not extremely good but like. i can live like this.#ill be ordering nicotine stuff after my birthday too#✨coping✨
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in general everything feels very bleak recently idk how to even explain it
#psychologist visit in like 2 days#praying i DONT get ok until then#i need that woman to give me emotional whiplash of a century again maybe that would fix me#god i hope it will
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I need to be salty for like a week or so more and I should come back to my senses
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still coming back with thought to last week, but breach of trust is breach of trust and i will NOT recover :3
#i need to learn to forgive at some point probably#but the time for that will come when the forgiveness stops fucking me over#experience taught me that people do not change no matter the apologies so ://
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