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gotta fucking hate opening up to my mother about anything, it was very bold of me to assume she'd show a semblance of understanding
#today had a breakdown bc im afraid of gaining weight after i get off metformin#told her about my ed and how im unhealthily obsessed with getting skinnier even if it kills me#even if its just impossible for me to get a body i want#got told 'if thats how youre talking about me at your therapist then no wonder i get told that im uncaring and neglectful'#and 'it looks like i shouldve never became a parent since neither of my children are happy'#like its not about you omg shut the fuck up
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can he please stop comparing his body image issues to mine. can he fucking stop.
#it is not helpful!!#it does not feel like youre sympathizing with me!!#tw ed#im starving myself to have a body like yours be more grateful that you dont need to#'ohh i want a bigger body' trust me you dont#even at a healthy weight everyone still tells you youre fat.
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'i didn't want to trigger you' BROTHER you do not give a shit, your behavior at this point looks plain performative
#'uwaaa but we explained it and i wont do that again' ok you wont undo it#he either treats it like walking on eggshells or fully forgets i ever was mentally ill 👍
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we stay silly we stay silly we stay silly we stay si
#a family member commented on my eating habits (are you still dieting) week = ruined#my therapist will hear about this when i get the balls to talk about my ed#eating is already a sorry chore for me please dont make it fucking worse#the question wasnt particularly prompted by anything#i think#but my brain tied it to how earlier mom asked me if i want some chocolate#i like that particular uncle so. he gets a bit of a pass here.#i know he didn't mean any wrongggggg but it still fucking felt like getting stabbed#it triggered few another comments#my mom said that im not her sister explained that i just watch what i eat more to which my mom said that i absolutely dont#she either thinks im getting fat again (likely) or that im sneaking food behind her back (likely thought from her and kinda truth)#OR she knows im starving myself regularly
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had a breakdown in front of my mom, im so good at this mental health thing
#im tired im tired im tired im tired#im so so fucking tired#i need a break. from everything.#everything is too much and i am not coping anymore.#its so bad that im worried im back at the point where i was five years ago#of course i cant fucking say anything like this out loud because everyone will start fussing over me in the worst way possible.#i left school early today#maybe ill get some sleep to make up for my god awful sleep schedule.#maybe that'll fix me.
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he was acting weird today is he still lurking around here and did he see my post about my psychologist visit
#tbh? im not about to apologize#this is my safe space to talk shit about people. you willingly come to the talking shit about you island.#you willingly come here and expect fuckign what.
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iiiiii think it's especially bad when three people in my life tell me that my relationship is negatively affecting me.
you know it's bad when your therapist says that your relationship sucks ass and you need to either break up or say what's going on with no filter, no matter who gets hurt
#guys i promise its okay im just splitting haha its not that bad right#im just being slightly weird and insane and splitting on him hes not that bad guys i promise guys
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third breakdown this week about slowly running out of metformin and anxiety i won't get it prescribed again 🥲
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my mom yesterday asking if im sure i don't want dinner FUCK
my family noticed i skip dinner oopsieeee
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you know it's bad when your therapist says that your relationship sucks ass and you need to either break up or say what's going on with no filter, no matter who gets hurt
#my therapist going 'you know that sounds like emotional blackmail?' like yes i know??????? chill????#also at the end of the session she went 'today it felt like [deadname] was sitting here. not you.' and i think it broke me a bit.#like yes id love to say stuff thats on my mind#but a lot of it just sounds like being picky.#im sorry but envy is eating me up from inside like a venomous snake i cant be happy for you because you have a better life than me#im sorry. you have a body i want. you have supportive parents. you have a life id kill for.#but it just sounds like im an asshole.#envy is an ugly emotion i am not allowed to express and its worse than anger and i will die on that hill.
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why does it feel like they're never interested in me why does it feel like they're never interested in things im doing
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they started noticing I'm eating less fuck fuck fuck
my family noticed i skip dinner oopsieeee
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my family noticed i skip dinner oopsieeee
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im in such a fucking foul mood jesus christ, my social battery is dead, everything is annoying me and i just cried over ripping my tights a bit AGAIN
#AAAAA#cant even substance abuse my way out of it#like i usually would#because the substance abuse i ordered turns out to abuse ME#FUCK
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update on substance abuse: i am a fucking idiot
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^^^splitting behavior, i am coming over to his place tomorrow after classes
#changed my mind after like. going to sleep.#theres like 50/50 chance we're going to have sex.#i am scared shitless but also i am affection starved and if the only way ill ever feel loved is by getting fucked then so be it i guess????#gonna wear cute clothes tomorrow at least#ughhh i cant eat much during the day or ill feel fat in the thigh highs if i wear themmmm ://#praying to god dysmorphia wont strike me down
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my mom is being an ass about my pocket money again 🤡🤡
#'its weird youre asking about it' ??????????????#i was supposed to get it like a week ago#of course im asking about it??
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