#im having emotions in this chilis tonight
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atsv au where captain stacy shoots gwen the second time he raises his gun and miguel and jess are just a second too late to stop him and they whisk her away to get medical help in 2099 and miguel imprints on the dying girl in his arms as he tries and succeeds carrying her away into a new life redeeming his past failure and gaining a daughter all in one fell swoop. another easy adventure as spiderman.
#across the spiderverse au#gwen stacy#miguel o'hara#he'd be nicer#reluctantly#miguel mostly trying to wrap his head around george stacy shooting his own daughter after he'd seen her face#miguel can't imagine doing the same to gabriella#just the most devoted father can't understand captain stacy acting on fear instead of love for his child in a moment of confusion#miguel mentors gwen instead of seemingly just throwing her to the multiverse wolves#also would tell jess not to take out her own trauma on gwen#even though miguel knew her husband was gonna die (probably right) and didn't tell her and he is a hypocrite#im having emotions in this chilis tonight
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due to events outside of my control, i am going to obsessed with the Legend of Zelda for the rest of my life
#beat totk tonight. emotional about it#have been emotional about it for years tbh#i love this series#miss the triforce. that's my only complaint#my roommate's boyfriend had a bunch of amiibos so i even got Epona before the end and I got pretty emotional about that lmao#im just feeling very nostalgic in this chilis tonight
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this is the hi nanna anon again, and oml i do agree w you about yashna crossing the lines!! the black saree thing, her acting like she has a right to question viraj's decisions about mahi, etc
but overall it was overshadowed by the number of things i loved in the movie/the emotions
I think Mrunal being drawn to viraj/mahi did make sense in my head, because I felt like- even though she forgot those memories, her body would remember? i'm not fully sure what I meant but something along the lines of recognising the comfort viraj gave her & subconsciously recognising bits of herself/someone she loved in mahi? but all that might just be the romantic in me being delulu lmao
and I get what you mean by not vibing with it/feeling like it was Too Much, (especially after the malayalam movies), that does make sense.
I desperately needed both the lead characters to go to therapy so many times 😭 helping yashna cope w her trauma before conceiving mahi would've helped in so many ways, no? and like. my brain has been full of thoughts of them dealing with their trauma after the end of the movie (if they make a part 2 exploring their dynamics, i'd die of joy. unfortunately it's not likely to happen at all smh)
and yes 65 roses was so cute and genius
anyway, thanks for answering!! (and for dealing with my unprompted essay lol)
YASHNA i could not for the life of me remember their names lmfao -- and yeah like as far as she knows shes a random stranger and she's demanding traumatic memories and answer from literally a guy at a coffeeshop like 😭😭 please he just spent all day frantically searching for his daughter maybe find him a therapist instead
for me her being drawn to him made sense in like a, the dog recognizing the kid and him, the fact that they didnt stray from their life paths after the accident, like if they were married they would be in the same place not just because they were together but because their lives just played out like that. but i can see how you see it (im a hopeless romantic too so i want this more than the analytical way) and especially with how much trauma yashna went through and only found comfort in viraj, so even without conscious memory her subconscious would still find comfort in him..................... anon i am subscribing to your beliefs
I KNOWWWWWW LIKE PLEASE 7CUPS IS FREEEEE!!!!!!!!! if i was in that movie i would be getting my degree in psychiatry specifically for them. on god we are getting your mental health above the ground bro
yesssssssssssssss, nani has such a Father Face in a way i cannot explain so its for me specifically that he's playing more now that he's older. if i wasnt in love with him i'd ask him to adopt me (and tbh. he's more than old enough to.)
jersey was so sad, i still tear up when i listen to the songs :(((( its a movie i definitely want to watch again when my emotional capacity is more stable lmaoo
no worries at all, i loooooove essay asks like we r having an intellectual conversation in this chilis tonight 🙏🏽🙏🏽 i will literally never be annoyed im like omg friend :]
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the emotion of "friend just hit you with a bombshell about their mental state and then decided nope theyre not going to unpack all that! and you just kind of have to sit with the knowledge until they revisit it" is extremely specific but goddamn if im not feeling it once again in this chilis tonight
#we have a ssb lads#and all i can do is let it lie#cant call me bdubs for this one bc i didnt clock but maybe clixie threw off my readings
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you guys dont understand. im exploding over here ok. this is terrible i have sleep to get and an essay to write but instead im feeling every emotion ever in this chilis tonight
holy fucking christ do you ever just.
#i need to make a sashanne dirkjake venn diagram. what are they putting in the water#scientific experimentation i need to understand how to counteract this affliction bc this is Not constructive
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at any given moment of time i am thinking about oliver the florest and its never coherent like i think hes neat :) i think the way he cares for sam is v v sweet :) kinda want him and sam to like become a power couple what with sams whole heir apparent thing and olivers almost immortality like i think they could do it but im also v much team oliver and sam just settle down somewhere where the man in the flat cap and shell suit cant touch either of them :)
#im having emotions in this chilis tonight#spirit box radio#spoilers#lots of complicated emotions strongest of which is probably sadness :(
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They settle and the vet rocks them, a hand playing with the braids in Warriors' hair, hums and it's okays getting kissed into his bangs.
hey so carved // hollowed by @quirkle2 made me feel emotions. hello linked universe nation
#SO AJRHBGKAJRHBL#IVE BEEN WORKING ON THIS FOR. HOURS#i made 90% of this while on my pain meds so if you see any mistakes no u dont <3#im SO soft for them jay you have NO idea#saw you posted a 20000 word warriors hurt/comfort fic and went OH??????? like a cartoon character#this is the first time ive ever completed a comic page too!!! man. csp frame borders were an Experience#BUT JFSBKLAHBRLAK ANYWAY#THANK YOU FOR SHARING YOUR FIC WITH THE FANDOM I ATE IT LIKE A BIG BOWL OF WARM SOUP#your warriors literally lands so perfectly into my Circle of Characters That I Deeply Enjoy and i love him :)#i want good things for warriors. he can have some hurt/comfort. as a treat. good for him. thank u op for my life#lu warriors#lu legend#linked universe#also i loved the part in the fic where they go to wars' era and so much of it is just so unwelcoming to him. like....#his house doesnt feel like his. his 'friends' (artemis n impa) dont feel like friends. his people arent his people. not really#and knowing that later down the line he'll be completely disowned and banished really puts it all into perspective that#maybe it was his home once. maybe when he was a child and his mother was still alive to take him by the hand and show him the warm parts#of his era. but she's long gone. and maybe the warmth went with her too. the last of it stored in his scarf.#so he'll have to find that warmth somewhere else. glad that ledge and the others can be that warmth for him. god damn#feeling emotions in this chili's tonight..... im....... Oh My God...... could ramble about this All Night#thank you quirkle :)#this is the first fandom/non oc-related thing ive drawn in years. hallelujah#i am. so tired KARJBGALKJRBLKA#GOOD NIGHT LINKED UNIVERSE NATION#blues draws#maybe that can become a more regularly used tag! perhaps. perchance to dream
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maybe its because its late and im tired but c!bad really said "i would destroy everything and everyone on this server for skeppy" like he really went and willingly lost his sense of self, threw himself back into the mind control he had already broke free and understood the weight of to be with skeppy, like he really decided that he would rather be the worst version of himself, the most destructive and heartless version of himself because he couldnt be without skeppy, literally the most important person in the world to him, whose life is literally tied to his, like bad not only said "i cant die if skeppy doesnt die but also i cant live if hes not with me"
#sorry for being skephalo on main im just emotional thinking abt their friendship in this chilis tonight#this comes too close to shipping than im normally comfortable with but these assholes really bring it out in me#idk how these fuckers have one of the most important dynamics on the server to me but they really fucking do huh#mcyt#dream smp#skephalo#skeppy#badboyhalo#temp.txt
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god im so envious of people who have their small irl group of friends that they can hang out with on a regular basis :/
#feeling Emotions in this chilis tonight#really tho lmao i was not included in my first 'group' in the slightest and i didnt understand social cues well enough to realize this#until literal years later :/#college was a blur but even tho there were bad situations i think having people who liked to be around me even if it was only 2 was so??#it felt good yk?? and i. miss that idk.#once again im far from campus so i doubt ill be very remembered by anyone in class#im this close to downloading bumble bff again lmao i dont know how to make friends as an adult#at least if i dont meet anyone im sure it would be at least kind of interesting maybe???#i want local people :( i love yall through the computer screen but fdgfhgh#face to face... interaction.....#also im feeling this extra hard i think bc this last month ive felt extremely forgotten by everyone p much so.#yeah.
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#feeling overwhelmingly miserable emotions in tha chilis tonight.!!!#gd i wish i was fucking. anywhere else. my brother was sending me photos frm him n steph. and they look like they r having. such a lovely#time. & here i am!!! wanting 2 redacted!!! bc im in this fucking house!!! likw. holy shit i was atleast having an ok evening & then. hgh.#happy fucking holidays i want 2 hide under my bed & cry but i cant do that bc i gotta go do things with my family & they can tell if i was!#i want 2 be out of here i want 2 have people who i love & who love me i want 2 be Not Like This!!!!#ahaha!!#what evr. </3#dot text#negative#vent#<- SORRY. sorry i dontlike 2 do tgis. but. u kno how it goes </3
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like. its not ‘song i associate with captain’ energy so much as ‘song that, in universe, captain would listen and relate to and have Weird Brain Feelings About’ but. who is she (reprise) is, themes-wise, a sticky notes!captain song
#mells thinking out loud on her blog again#a character: has a whole Thing about changing into something to the point where they cant recognize themselves and their loved ones wont#recognize them in turn because of the change#and also losing themselves in a new world#sn!captain: HAHAHA IM IN DANGER--#ch: comoedia personis#sticky notes au#IM HAVING EMOTIONS IN THIS CHILI'S TONIGHT
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I know I cannot say, truthfully, that I will not ever again feel existential angst, but I do believe I also feel existential joy.
I feel joy that I exist in this world; this world with the sun that smiles in soft through the window during the midday, this world with the cold breeze that stings on my face, this world with its lemons that grow so stupid huge they make me cry.
I feel joy I exist here, right now, in these times - perhaps not at all times, perhaps not always; but when people got groceries for their elders, when my friends smile and I see the crinkles around their eyes, when musicians big or small all across the world came together to just create songs even on a cat sipping silly- by the gods, I am glad I exist in these times.
I feel joy I am a part of this generation of people; all these people who decided that kindness is more powerful than cruelty, all these people who saw that the world is on fire and just decided it's time to put out the fires, all these people who said enough is enough The Cycle Ends Here.
By everything I believe in, I feel joy that I exist.
#maybe i fucked up with the meanings#but i mean#eh#there are just so many emotions#and im feeling them all in this Chili's tonight#anyways happy new year#i hope you have a good year this year#however it looks for you#poetry#poets on tumblr#poem#poets#spilled thoughts#spilled ink#spilled heart#spilled words#spilled prose#spilled work
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someone wanna recommend emily prentiss songs, i need the vibe
#i brought some really cool shoes the other day that remind me of her black heel boots#and i finally have a reason to wear them today to my friend’s grad party#i need emily songs bc i want to Feel Something#and its also 7am and i havent been to sleep yet#and im super attactched to her in this chilis tonight#sir thats my emotional support fictional girlfriend#😤😤😤😤💕💕#anyway reply to this#dm me#or go on anon pls#ill love you forever#criminal minds#cm#emily prentiss#paget brewster#and uhhhh fuck it#aaron hotchner#spencer reid#dr spencer reid#penelope garcia#derek morgan#david rossi#dave rossi#jennifer jareau#jemily#?#jemily fans come through for me#ewwww i just realized i mistyped bought 😞😞😓#fuck you tumblr#let me edit tags
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i am thinking about spy tf2.....
#god. fathers and shit. scout deserves the world. im having emotions in this chilis tonight#canis speaks
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Sometimes I wish it was socially acceptable to go stand in your backyard and Scream for as long as you need just to cope
#im feeling every emotion possible here in this chilis tonight#exhaustion speedrun#unfortunately i have neighbours and being loud enough to wake the dead at 6 pm is frowned upon in most societies
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#some things happened today but im not bothered by them now#but. mmm. back to the everconfusing question of ‘where is the line’ in morality#because on some level it is fictional! bjt at some point theres a line right!!#might look into it myself but i feel like this whole situation is just going to stress me out because grey areas are hard and i !!! !!!!#because!!! a lot of the thinga theyve said about similar issues. is right? fiction is the place to explore dark topics. but when does it st#in middlschool i was involved with very prshp fandom adjlts and it veered into incst and pdophla sometkmes and like. that was wrong. but. b#on some level some of this isnt entirwly warranted? not necessarily the ones towards this person but ones other people have faced.#but. wheres the line? when they use the exact same reasoning as the ones who arent doing harm but they also arent completely doing harm#like. there seems to only be maybe two that are bad that i havent checked up on to see context. but they are also very clearly private abou#no one will notice what my decision is. but it feels like i cant not make one. because eventually this will be something i have to decide o#i dont know. i feel silly worrying about aomething that anyone outside social media would be like *robotjik voice* what the fuck are you tw#and also the feeling of people looking over my shoulder and seeing me di this and being like ‘you are being silly worrying about this how e#but also. i cant feel my emotions on this? i can vaguely tell im conflicted and it has to be strong if im conpelled to post about it#but my emotions are once again blocked off#even in the incudent this morning where i slightly cried (i do jot cry so it was surpsiʻmg) i still couldnt Feel my duress and it was frust#mmm. im goong to have dinner now. and ask for a soda :]#i feel bapy in this chilis tonight#im not at chilis i wanted hamburger but we got chicken. but it doesnt mattef
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