#im have to get up at 4 am tmr so im gonna try to get working on commissions again
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crying its nearly midnight and im up tryna study for my assignments that ive had sm trouble with. (1/4 done!!!!!! my teachers gonna check one tmr (i havent even started it (its an essay and draft needs to be done tmr (i hvnt even started the research))))
anyways my family cant say theyre proud of me bc to me it was a big deal that i finally submitted one of my assignments. then my online friends told me theyre proud of me n im doing rlly well so i cried n im rlly happy and sad if that makes sense??
so anyways hows life
yk what i used to leave essays to the last minute to bc the weight of that procrastination had me speed running and actually doing to 🙏
i am also proud of u!!! families r weird idk i try not to let it get to me when i have friends to make up for that
my life is ok!! just been working as per usuallll and working on the smau n i got a new tattoo n i got knee high converse so life is ok rn! how is ur life beyond ur assignments fishii…
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ok so i have this friend and i spend like literally half my school day with her and idk if weve been flirting or not. we make jokes abt like honestly really sexual things that we probably shouldnt be saying at school and theres been multiple times when our mutual friend thought we were either gonna kiss or that we were dating. shes aroace but ik that some aro people still date and that some ace people still yk wanna fuck so idk. we spend probably like 3-4 out of 7 hours a day together. we hang out before school, then like at the end of first hour (our schedules wierd) then we walk to second hour together, then we spend fourth hour, lunch, and fifth hour together, and walk to sixth hour too. i also do taekwondo and she is going to try it soon so that will be another hour at least two times a week. and i dont wanna mess up our friendship by like asking but also if she is like tryna subltly tell me something she should know better than to do that since i am impressively oblivious and rlly bad at social cues. oh and i think we almost kissed fr a few weeks ago but idk if thats js me or if it was for real yk? anyways thats my little rant.
jk theres more! i start work tmr js for a few hrs and im excited bc it seems like a good place and i think i am gonna enjoy it. plus school is almost out. theres like 18 days left i think. we almost had to do a speech for english but my teacher got it dropped, so now we have more time for the essay. also ive been actually getting better at taekwondo, obviously nowhere near as good as pretty much everyone else there since we started in december and theyve all been doing it for years. and ive been getting better at japanese, i need to get better at listening to more music in japanese though, ive been listening to music in spanish more (my first language is english, i was in spanish immersion and im working on asl and japanese on my own right now. i have a whole list of languages i want to learn some day that ill share someday) but i can order food now. i use wanikani and duolingo, and im trying out a few new apps right now. once i get better i am going to try to switch my phone to japanese, but i need to know more kanji first i think. im always open to suggestions for japanese and yk the whole thing with my friend.
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No longer ranting to ppl close to me honestly, I just fuck up or something like making them feel like shit.
And to honest I'm trying my best at showing love and care for everyone but what the fuck man. Why is it when I give my all to people I get told, I don't love them, or what I say when I'm upset is wrong, blah blah blah ??
Fuck you. Both. Your both well removed from my life. First I fight w one/ upset throughout the day & then I ask to hang with another person and no I'm second? Like FUCK YOU BOTH.
Go back and find your toxic exes and stay optimistic you'll be happy. I'm done trying when I get NOTHING IM RETURN. POSTS? WHERE. CSLLS? GIFTS? SEX? UNDERSTANDING? LOVE? NON JEALOUSY? RESENTMENT? like no. If you're gonna also be someone that thinks I don't like or love them anymore because of what I do?? Like okay.. I get it now everything I do is just shit I do nothing good or right.. I'm sorry I fucked up and can't show you anymore that I'm still madly in love with , that I just get angry and the person closest to me is gonna get the worst of it.. its wrong of me I'm so wrong and disgusting, ur not disgusting for everything you do for me, clean, buy, feed, bath, shower, love, like I'm UFJCING SORRY Im nothing and can't just show love. But who cares anyways you don't even look at my posts or tumblr enough to know I posted this or I'm even sad.. I'm so grateful for you and what you do .. I'm just I want to be wanted.. sexuslly but I know it requires me not calling u names etc or being upset in days at stuff.. I'm gonna try I'm gonna shut my emotions out like I use to back then for us and be that guy you were introduced to at kdsys the guy you fell for.m the genuine nice guy , I will do it I'm gonna, by tmr I'll be better Ill keep my shit to myself find a way to talk about it or deal with in ways, and just be that man.. I'm sorry.. I love you n .. Im so sorry I'm a shitty person and fucking fucked up for not showing you I want you in sec that's on me I'm in the wrong I understand by be being upset in days why would anyone feel wanted like that ... I've failed and I'm. Gonna do better..
I HATE MY LIFE FOT FUCK SAKES. what about me huh? Why am I having to just put up with everything and everyone, but I have to just be quiet put my head down n go to work , it's what Im good at.. fuck maybe I should just do that lol :/ I've kept myself out of this depression wave for 3eeeks I'm so tried n drained but now's not the time to let it happen , time to bottle things up with a extra mile long jar with super gorrilla glue on the lid for it to stay in and just be patient with everything/ everyone and accomodate just shut up &, be something that ppl will like instead of this nasty fucking ugly toxic male of a guy that obviously not even my girlfriend of 4 years wants me but yet I'm so confused about how my current also new partner still wants me even when I call them names etc.. without reassurance.. like I just I'm so conflicted
My brain hurts my life hurts my heart is killing me me with not knowing how to even act or treat anyone anymore I'm TORN BETWEEN now
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YOU DOWNLOAD HSR!?!?!
AOFHSIHSIS
It’s so fun trust- like I think it’s slightly more fun for me since I’m hyperfixated on it, but regardless the game is so so so fun
I am America servers but, I may end up making an alt account (aka I really wanted himeko as my guaranteed 5* but instead I got Bailu- but Bailu has been carrying my team with heals LMAO, so I want to try my luck and see if I get her) on the Asia server
Also have you seen the banner line ups for hsr? If not I can get a screenshot but Kafka is getting a banner soon, so if you wanna save your golden tickets up for her than it would be advisable lol
Also! THE MC TALKS
Like I was gobsmacked when the mc’s voice happens- it’s mainly just the thoughts of me that are voice over we buts it’s such a awesome detail
I actually finished the Belobog chapter of the main story last night (someone help the time went by so fast it was 3am when I stopped playing I am so tired now😭)
Good morning Cal! (Sorry for the cluttered ramble, I’m just v excited hehe🫶❕)
-Zo
YEAHH PLS I KEPT SEEING HSR EVERYWHERE AROUND ME AND I . GRGRGR I COULDNT RESIST ANYMORE😭
ngl i feel like a lost cat wandering around in this game but enjoying it anyways LAMOO<33 PLS idk what characters r good or which r bad, i just want 2 get hot ppl so yeah.... i want himeko too... FLHKEFJ if u ever make an alt asia acct add me plepspssl<3
OK SO AS I WAS TYPING, I DID 1 PULL AND GOT SEELE????? so uhm yeah im saving the rest for kafka bc ohfirubffgif kafka.........ough she makes me so weak in the knees...
ALSO IKR . i was so surpirsed when i heard the voice bc i got so used to MC not talking wwww (LoZ link and traveler💀)
yk i have to wake up early for tmr but haha fuck sleep im gonna stay up playing<33 HDLKEJKF GOOD MORNING 4 U!! get some mor rest l8er<3
#ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ mail received#ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ zo#NAHH DW its been a while since ive received an ask like this OUGH it makes me so happy huhu
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was gonna sketch more raidens but. i am going to bed
#wip#actium posting#raiden mare#benny/raiden#im have to get up at 4 am tmr so im gonna try to get working on commissions again#took a few day break bc everything and i injured my wrist. its actually way more painful than when i started the break but im just gonna pus#push through i guess lmao#anyways. thoughts on him. what do you think. im trying to figure out all his features still#and that hand is attatched to someone i just cant be bothered rn ok gn#ALOSO! used some refs of toshiro mifune. im gonna draw him a few times until i can shorthand it and then make him more my own
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.... ok, layton anon here again (I might just use that as a tag if that's okay? 👉🏻👈🏻)
I literally just typed out a long ass reply and then tumblr decided to crash - but maybe it's a sign to try and keep it shorter (update: i failed)
for the maze runner thing, it was honestly just about the "people appearing one after another without memories" I think aside from that it's very different, especially in terms of general atmosphere. I've read Day 1 too now btw and I loved it sm! I'm really intrigued to see how it continues<3
I hope your meds are safe for you to take and that they help quickly!!
yess him being like shigure would work really well (i also love shigure sm as a unit but that's a different story)
Also imma be honest as well - i'm the same. Birthright is the only one I finished and other than that I'm like almost through with awakening, halfway with echoes and revelations and idek how far with three houses. I think I get too much into strategizing and spend too much time planning out the classes and skills instead of just playing and then I tend to abandon the games for a while...
So since I'm not super deep into the story myself my 3h au isn't that deep. Y/n would take Byleths place, simply because it makes a lot of sense. And then I sorta assigned the units to the houses based on Vibes TM aka Blue Lions - HHU, Black Eagles - Vocal, Golden Deer Tiger - Performance.
I also felt that some characters shared traits or reminded me of members (Linhardt - Han, Ferdinand - Seungkwan, Sylvain - Mingyu, Claude - Hoshi, Ignatz - Hao). But they'd mostly be themselves and not take over the exact role of anyone. I've also have thoughts on classes for some but not for all. I think Woozi would be something along the lines of a General, Han would be a Dark Mage, Hoshi a Hero, Scoups a Swordmaster or Cavalier (or anything else just give the man a sword) and- yeah I think I'll end it here
thanks for letting me share my fire emblem brain rot!! have a good day/night/evening!<3
omg hiii thats absolutely fine!! i didnt want to just assign it to u but thats 100% fine w me!!
its ok i also fail at writing short responses 90% of the time dskfhdsf tumblr crashing during those is awful tho
ooo yeah fair :0 i can def see it!! ive learned a lot abt tmr through posting this fic lmao but im glad you liked day 1!! the fics gonna honestly slow down for a bit purely bc the next 13 parts are each individual members parts and those are honestly just gonna take a hot sec for me to like... be happy w all of them :(
aaa i still havent taken them just bc. anxiety bad! they shouldnt have any bad interactions since they're not a sulfa drug, but anxiety louder, y'know? im waiting until i know family is awake (yes ik its 4 pm shh) in case i need shit
i also love shigure but thats at least slightly bc of my love for m*tt m*rcer as a voice actor sdfhsdkjfh i adore him tho!! thats my beloved!!
i get DEEP in trying to figure out my units tbh i usually end up drafting out my pairings when i play. if awakening + conquest both had the ability to scout out things as easily as u can in birthright + revelations, i would have def beat them by now tbh.
but also i tend to abandon games after a while by accident sdkfhsdfh
i know little abt 3h but i am nodding along and golden tiger makes me happy. its what my man deserves <3
me lookin up these characters and sees ferdinand is confident and hates losing like YEP thats kwannie. i can see a lot of the comparisons u drew!! :0
i can def see general woozi + hero hoshi + swordsmaster cheol + dark mage han!! cheol is getting a sword and thats all i care about actually /j (nah but if i could give him some sort of rally skill, i think he + woozi + hosh would all have one in some shape!! and most likely seok too since booseoksoon leader ykno)
i honestly feel like shua would potentially be a war cleric. can heal you, but can also can Kill.
alternatively for hannie tho he could be thief -> trickster imo?
i honestly feel like vernon miiight either be a cavalier or an archer. its a gut thing tbh i cannot explain otherwise.
u are always welcome to share ur fe brainrot sdkfhsdf this blog is where i share my svt + trsr (+ skz tbh) brainrot now lmao y'all can Always share stuff ur interested in w me!! i hope u also have a good day/night/evening! <3
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haikyuu!! boys at disneyland!
; i just miss disneyland lol & i thought hm why not combine the two things that make me the happiest: disney + hq! LOL
genre: humor/crack
tw/cw: none
a/n: waaait im gonna write disney date drabbles for some of them aaahh let’s see lol ALSO i’ve been so lazy lately i’ll acc get a blurb posted tmr or the day after
literally is so excited and wants to spend as many hours as they can there. wakes up at 4 am just to arrive there before the park even opens. has a whole itinerary and has all the snacks and necessities to get thru the entire day. ends up leaving the park at the latest possible hour, at around 1 am.
↳ HINATA, LEV, kuroo, suga, oikawa, kogane, hirugami
wants to go on so many rides as possible. whether it’s the calmer rides for toddlers or the wilder ones like rollercoasters for the more rowdy ones, they’ll want to ride it all. doesn’t mind the long wait times too.
↳ MATSUKAWA, HANAMAKI, daichi, ennoshita, tendou, atsumu, hinata
is mainly there for the expensive ass, yet delicious food. their meals will range from the churros sold at every corner to the fancy dine-in restaurants. anything that sounds yummy to them, they’ll want to try it out, regardless of how costly the food may be.
↳ KAGEYAMA, OSAMU, nishinoya, daichi, daishou, suna
is so stunned by all the characters walking around the park and wants to take pictures with all of them. accidentally hugs mickey mouse for a bit too long that it became awkward. even buys the autograph book and makes every single one of them sign it.
↳ TENDOU, ATSUMU, goshiki, houshimi, hinata, hanamaki
only goes bc friends drag them to come. seems miserably the entire time, but secretly is enjoying themselves.
↳ SAKUSA, KENMA, KYOTANI, semi, tsukishima, futakuchi
takes 1017272 pictures within the span of a few hours. takes pics of the sleeping beauty castle, the food they eat, the nighttime fireworks, and selfies of them on every ride. literally has no more phone storage at the end of the day.
↳ OIKAWA, YAMAGUCHI, ushijima, goshiki, kinoshita, kita
is creeped out by ‘it’s a small world’ bc of the repetitve music and the many doll-like anamatronics. claims that the dolls have deep down malicious intentions and when the park closes, they have “cult gatherings” ....
↳ ASAHI, IWAIZUMI, kunimi, aran, akaashi, osamu, suga
buys one of those mickey balloons and not even a few minutes of owning it, they accidentally let go of the balloon string and it floats away into the sky. ends up buying a new one and ensures that it won’t fly away by tying it around their wrist securely.
↳ BOKUTO, YAMAMOTO, kindaichi, lev, inuoka, akagi
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#haikyuu!!#haikyuu#haikyuu headcanons#hq imagines#haikyuu crack#haikyuu humor#hq crack#hq headcanons#i’ll make acc longer headcannons and individual blurbs this week
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rly excited about tmr.. well, a couple hours later today haha
itll be the first time ill be going out since quarantine started around the 15th of march for me! :] unfortunately i cant visit my bf bc.. strict asian parents... h.. but im really excited to go to the grocery store!! ive been craving musubi for a while now... also bibimbap with raw egg... yum teehee
so im probably going to purchase the ingredients for both dishes and see if i could make it at home! i made a list earlier of everything i want but im pretty sure that im bound to 4get something rip
ooh also ive been wanting sangaria’s milk so theres that too aaaaa..,. might get cheap store sushi too because for some reason ive been wanting that more than actual sushi? lol also eel bowls.. yay, but yeah really excited about later today! :-) might actually post irl pictures for once on here maybe haha but i usually do that on my ig..
school’s not over for me yet, i still have up until june 12th :-( my summer break is about two months long? its super short
idk why it makes me kind of sad because compared to other people i know outside of my school district and my online friends, their break is a lot longer.. i guess this is what happens when you’re attending a competitive school :-(
i feel like im one of the few people that genuinely want school uniforms at my school, i feel like it would make the environment here a lot more... idk easy? idk how to explain it, like.. yea just easier to be in and a lot less anxiety inducing idk
i don’t mind wearing blazers or skirts and button up tops tbh, those uniforms are cooliooo!! like the preppy schools over here lol..
im trying to get back into drawing but everything having to do with me, especially with waht i make i automatically hate it but i try not to? also i just feel like idk empty most of the time
maybe its just because i really miss my bf lol
i forgot, because of covid i wasnt able to give my gifts to him last month for our anniversary :[ but he said that its ok!! maybe icould have it be a welcome back to school giftinstead?? idk its a dumb idea i know LOL
i kind of want to get more into cosplay, but its really expensive and i just.. have better things to spend my money on. i want to cosplay as shouko nishimiya from a silent voice for this halloween though and at anime cons in my area :]
i dont think people would recognize her because her design isnt exactly super duper distinct but its ok! idm hehe
anyway thats all im gonna write about for now, im just kind of tired at the moment
i finally am starting to fix my sleep schedule though, ive been sleeping at about 2-4 am instead of pulling allnighters up until 12 pm lol... so thats cool i guess
but i mean my parents pretty much forced me to do that so blehh but its fine, at least im not burned out all the time whenever i have schoolwork to do
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mm 🥺 nvm bestie i cant sleeb i have a lot to say n think abt
like how when i put my head down on a pillow n close my eyes i can rly see mc and its bad idw to 🥺 n also now im feeling regret for playing mc im so upset bc i cant seem to feel good abt being able to play games
mmm n also i felt bad trying to sleeb bc i missed u n miss sleebbing w u but was playing mc and i prefer u to minecraft and its just !!!! bad that i had to focus on minecrafr
like i didnt even get to ask u abt ur day or anth i ddint get to tell u that u did a great job w the party i didnr get to ask how u celebrated. u know what i also realize while laying down. i didnt even get to ask u out this summer n im so frustrated bc sch is starting for u n idw interrupt your schedule but i wanna do stuff now that im finally not busy and its just!!! its just a whole mess!!! i dont like it,,, i just wanna spend time tgt n cuddle,,,
i was only reading some manga today, regular fantasy isekai, called reincarnation of a sword, but i hated how the story progressed so i just. got rly mad at the state of my life rn idk???? tired n upset abt it n also i miss u n like cant believe i want to prioritize u above all else no joke its kind of }:v mood??? idk
n also i wanted to ask for clash but like thats secondary
jn me in mc i was playing w kon n sab n we were killing the ender dragon n also raiding some cities aft that. which is rly high pressure bc theres a lot of enemies after me n its rly easy to die AND i was the only one raiding it bc kon n sab cldnt help as much so they took forever while trying to get to a place i alr cleared out. i was trynna go fast n get the impt stuff for them n get out bc we all hated the place. n they yelled at me for stealing the show n flexing ig
tmr ill b going to sabs house bc they wanna hang out b4 going to nex to eat dinner w yee. and that sounds rly nice but at the same time i feel rly burnt out for sm reason. yes its 4am ig thats probably why i feel awful but. idk i also want cuddles n kisses ig. i wan cute girl (you) n im sorry i didnt get to see u off to sleeb 🥺 i rly wanted to n i was trynna raid asap so i cld but ik ur good girl n sleeb early bc school n i respect that so its nbd but i also rly like u n i wanna tuck u into bed n its like so routine that i miss u dearly at night n also it feels wrong when i cant. like if every day was a chapter you wld b my ending paragraph and if u werent there it wld feel like the chapter ended with tension. idk does that make any sense
also i wanted to lyk that like. im still talking to katelyn right bc of the site n we're friends but like. bestie. i need u to know i forgot to spell her name when we were talking. the aftnoon like 3 to 4 days ago when u were like gonna go ask katelyn or smth. she was going to sleeb bc our aftnoon is usa sleeby time i think and she said goodnight to me with my name but i cldnt mirror it back. i dont know why i thought it was kaitlyn (league of legends???) but ik i dont rmb how to spell it and the fact that u did makes me rly upset platonically and impressed every other manner. because i fucking didnt. 😭 just ic u wanna know how much shes on my mind (shes not. i miss u a whole lot. i want to sleeb w u agn)
bestie i hope ur day at sch goes okay 🥺🥺 n ill sleeb early w u i promise im not even gonna touch mc past 11 any more idk why it makes me feel sick but ik it does n im just. i want to stop feeling awful n up at 3 to 6 am during the hols. i miss you a lot n if i cld i wld like to follow u everywhere n help u out 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 pls keep me close like ur pet or ur little meow meow,,,
ilysm cutie 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 i wish i was cuddling u instead of blahaj atm even if he is comfy. i wan giv u so many kiss n brush ur hair n tell u ur cute n go head empty i always go head empty when ur arnd and i like that... ure an angel 🥺🥺🥺🙏❤️
thank u bestie gnight 🥺🥺🙏
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So to summerize, today I....
1. Had a photoshoot that will show my TMR and weeb lovin self all over the county in libraries xD 📚
2. 🎧I managed to voice act for a script that was released today so woo! Bonus points to me for being punctual af™ and maintaining my record of turning in my lines the fastest. 💨
3. Thanks to bae, I have the instrumental for a song parody I'm helping with....I should proly tell Marcos eheh. 🎼🎶🎵AND I have the PEOPLE GAME instrumetal that was commisioned! So I should be recording that AFTER I turn in all my lines to the 3 scripts that Marcos gave me.
4. I judged the semifinal of YT Idol with the judges and surprisingly survived having an anxiety attack xD! I was so nervous around them but they did say they missed me and they were glad to see me again ;w; despite all the things that happened with this season I think they still like me?? We all had different opinions on every contestant but honestly we all came to the best conclusion and I hope that the two finalists will take our critiques to heart & give us some showstoppers at the finale because I WANT to hear them at their best. They invited me to judge the finale as well soooo, I will be hoping for some good performances! Also I sang Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ⭐️ in Swedish today eheh. But I wanna try to PROPERLY record it cuz honestly I wanna try singing in more languages just for funsies.... I dunno why "sdj" makes an F noise tho??? Swedish is hard tbh. Might post it here... who knows lol. Honestly, the judges WERE really encouraging to my singing stuff and they wanna hear more of my work, honestly ;////; I felt so happy and appreciated and it felt good to know that they wanna hear more from me.
5. I was able to get a hold of Ceonn today! And Phoebe contacted me like yesterday to FINALLY (after 10 Months) turn in her takes for our duet of "Get in On, Flying Rock" from Macross Frontier ^.^ 💕🌸 ! And she seems excited to sing CLEAR from CardCaptor Sakura with me afterwards so EEE! My dream will be real TTwTTo I miss Phoebe, she is so kind and talented and humble and sweet! I'm so proud of her! This year she released a mini album with a record label and she is in an Idol Academy in California ^.^ she has an idol duo called PhEri 💕 and seeing her sing in concerts at cons with her duo is just - aaah I can't express how happy I am for her ;w; I hope one day I can see PhEri in concert and give Phoebe my full support. I want us to meet in person SO BADLY TTwTTo If I ever visit Cali, I have so many friends I wanna meet♥️
6. Speaking of singing, I have fully adapted the English lyrics for Over Quartzer so that hopefully can get down soon.(but PEOPLE GAME needs my attention first) I need to get a hold of Shion so he can mix my STEALTH cover cuz when I told Petri I was contemplating to sing it for the finale to show how I "started from the bottom now we here" sorta deal, he got excited. Plus I need Shion for help with mixing in case Ceonn isn't available meep ;w; ! I should make a list on a sticky note tomorrow to keep myself on task....
Also MAYBe I can just use STEALTH as my Abingdon Boys School tribute to celebrate their big comeback to play at Inazuma Rock Fest this month after so many years on hiatus. ((Also cuz Takanori's Birthday be swiftly comin!!))) Abingdon Boys School means SO much to me and I wanna make a cover to just thank them for their music. Because without it, I honestly wouldn't be alive right now. Their music helped me get through so much and is still one of the only things that cheers me up even on my saddest days. So I will do my best to make em proud ♥️🎤🎼🎵🎶
Tomorrow while Panda records her ArcVridged lines- I should write down all the upcoming events Im about to attend cuz the holiday season is gonna be HELLA busy for me. RangerStop, Lumicon, Holiday Matsuri, The Japanese Festival, The Korean Festival Wonderworks....dang we planned a lot the next few months... I better get organized. IM SORRY I RAMBLED TODAY BUT I JUST NEED TO GATHER MY THOUGHTS SO I DONT FORGET WHAT TO DO TOMORROW.
#Mana Blabz#I also learned about some Cool Kidsƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ™ which they were indeed cool and props to the owners#Honestly yesterday was a DAY but I think today made up for that. I got a lot of things accomplished and Im proud of myself.I NEVER SAY THAT#I feel like maybe I need to get away from everyone again tho and just maybe have some time to just breathe and chill#I dont wanna go too hard that I overdo it and make myself sick again. I still cant get over this cold since last Friday#I have way too many emotions sledgehammering at me all at once. Maybe crying it out with some music will let me feel lighter eheh?
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ello blog
yesterday was a cool day
got ready 4 work feeling significantly less anxious than all my other days n I liked my outfit ( but my shirt actually kept unbuttoning it was too much omfg it was this little black fitted polyester collared button up 90s era and it popped open while I was just talking with this guy . yeah ) im used to how everything works now so the day was a piece of cake . I worked with this cool girl that I befriended last week when we were paired 2gether and she's so sweet and funny finishing the shift with her was very fun .I saw so many beautiful pieces...... this one Marc Jacobs heaven sweater that's coming out . . . holy shit it was so sexy it was like navy blue and navy green stripes with burgundy writing (?) I think . my description is shit but when its out I will post a pic 2 show. im trying to remember it so hard because I was like wtf this is the sexiest thing I've ever seen its MINE !!!!! im going to have it soon as its out on the website. too beautiful. must have in my collection.
this guy was randomly placed in receiving from another department and we had this sexy sexual tension . I love when me and a stranger have really hot sexual tension , we both know and we don't really talk about it but we just flirt with our bodies and heavily make eye contact a few times over our masks <3 he had a sexy voice
I am attracting a gf at this point in time . I've been craving a relationship with a woman for ages now but knew that before that I wanted to get in a relationship I wanted 2 be a better version of myself . like I wanted to have a job and to be active and be happy and feel at least somewhat secure by myself and I think im reaching that point now so I have been telling the universe that im ready for a girlfriend . I have faith that everything will fall into place
after work yesterday I took an uber from my bus stop cuz I didn't have enough change for my second bus and I had just smoked a joint to the face in the same park from the day before and ate a crunchy apple and when I got in I was fried and tired but felt good n wanted to be kind and more social so I started conversation with him and we spoke the entire ride home mostly about pot . he asked me if I drank and I said yeah sum times but im not a huge fan I prefer 2 smoke a joint . he said he only smoked once in his life and that the weed was bad and he asked me all sorts of questions about it it was really funny. when I got home my mum was home with her bf and he confronted me about taking a bunch of chartreuse from the bottle in my mums room LOL on Wednesday I poured like 4 shots at least into a glass jar to take for my flask on Sunday. my mom never made a comment after so I was like yeah . its chill . lolllllll anyways I got real quiet and then made a big fruit plate n scurried off to my bedroom . my mum was surprised cuz usually I never take anything when she buys a bottle of liquor which is not that often but yeah wrong bottle wrong time . if it was hers she really wouldn't have cared, I still have the jar tho and its gonna be wonderful 2 share tmr so it was still worth it .
ALSO yesterday at my bus stop I saw a little light brown bunny hopping around some grass and bushes and it was so pure
this morning I was up before the sun at 5:50 cuz my brain is wired from the last 2 days . smoked a joint in my fur coat with absolutely nothing under on my balcony and watched the sun ride a bit. then cleaned my room and did laundry at the Laundromat downstairs all before 10 ! it has been a productive morning . I have veggies roasting for breakfast and then ill get ready to go see my dad for lunch + the afternoon .
listening 2 les by childish gambino + oldie by odd future
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Episode 4: “Tua supremacy babey” - Lily O
I GET TO REUNITE WITH JINX YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
me waking up to see that im in the new tribe: https://media.tenor.com/images/93212119a4887f9fa0ad945c7ae2a5d0/tenor.gif
tbh i expected the swap since like we have 14 rn so its a reasonable number to do a swap before the merge.. but like this swap sucks not only me being the only one from og eener but its also me having to be with these 4 whites ppl. you know i don't trust white ppl except mikki SDFSDFSDFSDF so this absolutely SUCKS. and geekoffilm is on another tribe too.
URGH i hope i can team up with jinx and jude. and joey and i used to play together in CoW so hopefully, i am able to make him want to work with me again.. but monty... monty is very skeptical cause like they could just vote me off now. BUT THEN, i know that either jinx or raffy has the idol for sure, so maybe i need to ask jinx for that. or i just ask the person who i'll be up against with in the tic tac toe to throw a challenge if they are the og eener too.
much to think about bestie booth. i wanna trust these ppl so bad but i have trust issues
https://youtu.be/JrXnnD5KU0I
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naur this is the plan if we go to council
imma be like joey
you are the only cis white man on the team
you have to go.
you wanna be an ally?
THIS IS HOW!!!
so im pushing for u FEWEJFEEFJEFEIFEFIJW
heS ALWAYS SAYING HE WANTS TO BE A BETTER ALLY
ALWAYS CALLING ME LIKE JINX IM SO SORRY
ILL BE LIKE FOR WHAT??
HE'S LIKE FOR BEING A WHITE CIS STRAIGHT MAN.
IF UR REALLY SORRY ULL LEAVE!
I have to start this out by saying Giraffez, I’m so sorry! I tried my best but too many people wanted to keep us comp strong and wanted Lily O to stay. I really wish we would have had the chance to play longer together but sometimes it’s just not in the cards.
As far as swap goes, I’m really happy about my team. We have a majority from my original group which is pretty wild. I wish Chips was here and I really hope he makes it work somehow but I’m ngl I’m a little worried about him.
I was so so thrilled to see Jinx on Tua with me. I also have started talking with Captain and Jude. They both seem super nice so as always I’m hoping to avoid tribal once again.
I’d like to the think that original Llih (was that how you spelled it?) will stay together but Giraffez told me that Lily O told her that she was voting for me. Now obviously we all voted Giraffez but I think Lily O knows I was plotting. So. I hope we can stick together. But. Yeah. Your girl is worried. And excited. She is excited cause this group seems cool. But nervous because yeah I’m not ready for another vote out. Mkay. Bye.
This swap went pretty well for me all things considered. I still have a bunch of people from my OG Tribe, and the new people seem active and really nice! So, I like my tribe. Blake offered to me today to work together closely in the game which I am down for. The semi-inactive people need to stick together and all that lmao. Other than that, I am straight Vibing
Swap time! honestly its time to kick it into high gear and win this immunity challenge! make some real allies!
HELLO AUTUMNS WORLD!!!!!! So I have arrived in a swapped team with 3 of my old members! SOOO happy Mikki is here firstly since we can discuss basically anything. Blake and Raffy im also cool with but not like as close with them. Maybe a bit more with Blake. Of the new people my fav is Chris !! Already liking our chats and hope it can turn more strategic later maybe!! Ricky is also cool and funny and chips I was allies with him in Kili which is cool but probably the weakest connection of the new people so far!! It looks like we are gonna lose and if so its kinda hard like on one hand we have easy majority to vote off idk probably chips or maybe ricky or we could go against tribal linesI think Blake truly does wanna work with me tho but is just busy. Like going against tribal lines is kinda fun but maybe dumb. And chips being the 1 in a 4-2-1 swap sucks too!! Idk kind of evaluating the vibe with Mikki and will see what we think later if we lose… we would probs be safe regardless being protected by tribal lines on one side and having developed sorta good vibes with Chris and Ricky from the other side so probs wouldn’t be targeted from that angle either?? Hopefully… I did have kind of a delayed start with the new people cuz of irl stuff but yah we will see!
My opinion on swap was initially sad because I was missing out on Jinx/Jude/Joey/Captain BUT then I realize I like this tribe?? Im with Ricky still, Mikki probably is sitting at the cookout as we spesk, Chips is lowkey goody but I got my eye on him, Benj and I bond over Agatha Christie <3, Blake I knew from TDI so we have been goofin like a Goofy movie, Raffy I actually enjoy that we chat of the most mundane things, and that's everybody! I think I have a chance to survive on this tribe
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My thoughts are that I've got Ricky and Mikki at minimum. I know Mikki/Raffy got beef but I doubt they go for each other. Chips is like a level-headed Joey but I reckon one of him/Blake/Benj will be targeted if I had to guess. Nevertheless me and Captain talked during our matchup and exchanged info. My hope is me or Ricky are in Outhouse but I also hope not so we have higher odds to keep the goodies all goodie and safe
https://voca.ro/18WSqZznajDx
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I LOVE JUDE
so idk where my last confessional left off but i think it was before tribal. so after tribal, jinx’s manifestations came true, we swapped, i ended up on a tribe with no one i knew except chris, so that was kind of…nnng. but hey, gotta roll with the punches. me and jinx were paired up for the challenge which game me a bit of time to talk with them, and they gave me some insight on ppl i didn’t really know on my tribe, and also they gave me a tarot reading, and it basically said that while i’m probably gonna have to deal with some bullshit, i just have to use everything i’ve learned to get over any obstacles, and stay calm and collected through it all. i’m really really praying for this one, since we just lost immunity, and now chris is going to the outhouse, i’m afraid that i’m truly all alone now. and if there’s one thing that scares me it’s being alone. i really like mikki tho, and i heard benj was good ppl. maybe if i let them know that raffy might have the half idol then maybe they’d be more inclined to work with me, but i also really enjoy raffy’s presence, so i don’t really want him to be a target. blake and i have had a good amount of dialogue so i’m hoping that he’d be willing to work with me, to be honest. ughhhhh why why why tribal. WHY TRIBAL. in all my years of playing tumble survivor i’ve never been sent to like…and exile or redemption island ONCE. not once….ever…. please god let me get to the outhouse just one time.
First of all, lemme just say I'm so amused by how quickly my chances of no-votes went RIGHT out the door. But also thank god that it went off without a hitch! And right before a swap, no less New tribe is definitely iconic. LOVE Jinx, Captain and Jude are cool too, and then my Llih buddies are also v nice to have (shoutouts monty and joey)
Tua supremacy babey
https://youtu.be/oP7DWOnmt40
https://youtu.be/Z3_pyWTdRh8
https://youtu.be/UFshPYJ98z0
hello confessional booth... i'm here to give you um. something i hope!!!!
well since the swap, i feel like i've managed to fit in better than i expected cause ive been feeling under the weather and i don't rlly have energy to talk to anyone (which is so great that our tribe won this IC) but i rlly need to work on that more for sure..
joey wants to work with me.. like a lot. we worked together for a bit in CoW before he was voted out and he was a great ally to me back then so i think i can trust joey a little bit? and he rlly wants the pocs to go far so i think this is a good sign.
with jinx, we've been wanting to talk about the outhouse thing but jinx wants to call and i've been feeling sick so we haven't called but hopefully we can do that soon. i trust jinx a lot and i know they're gonna take care of me.
jude.. you know i like her since i saw her intro vid so yup gonna need to talk to her more!!!
lily c.. my fellow teacher pls SFSFSDFSD i enjoy our chat a lot like idt its much but every time we talk, with her, it just feels great and nice and like we just get to know each other so far so i hope we can talk game a bit more but we'll see
lily o.. we haven't talked since the day the swap happened. idk why. maybe she's busy or maybe i should dm her first so i think i'm gonna do that tmr my time if i have the energy.
and monty... PLEASE idk if i can trust monty or not. like he's a good friend of mine but my experience in orgs with them is that they tried to break the swp apart (which was smart but then mikki and i are both playing so gotta keep an eyes on them)
i'm just trying to feel good and hopefully recover soon cause i hate being sick. idk i'm scared of covid!!!!! but i haven't gone outside for a week or two methinks so we're gonna pray and see.
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missing mikki and hope she will be fine
Blake suggested starting an OG Eneer alliance to Mikki and Benj. They took them up on the offer so I guess I am in my first alliance of the game based on arbitrary reasons. In any case, they seem to want to vote out Chips which is a RIP. But whatever keeps me safe for one more round.
I don’t have an obsession with the Mr. Robinson’s Neighborhood sketch from SNL... No I clearly don’t... https://youtu.be/whfQf3Pd5bU
It’s my chronic overthinking in this swap that is going to do me in, I feel. It’s the pressure of having to actually think differently, and coming off of EVERYTHING I’ve seen in this community over the past 6 months, oh good Lord have mercy, I feel as though its so hard for me to want to not sacrifice my game, but at the same time... I feel all the pressure in the world to flip. I did have a lucid dream that if I got to a point where I consistently voted only white people at every Council, it would make my game look REALLY good by comparison, since I literally did everything I could, and no, I don’t want to hear anyone post season say this was rigged for Jinx, it’s not, we’re only going to go against each other down the road because of how this season has been set up, and it breaks my heart
https://photos.app.goo.gl/eSvSGkc4zmBfnYVP7
So here's some tea I suppose. I was a pretty big fan of the tribe swap because people talked more in general. This was particularly interesting considering their different timezones but continued ability to keep up conversation. It was pretty apparent that I was at a numbers deficit from my original tribe but my hope was that people didn't want to play like "that" and then if they did that my former tribe would throw it to keep the numbers. Apparently that is not true as Lily C went as hard as possible to win a challenge she could have convincingly thrown as an "accident" multiple times. At any rate, based on the total lack of communication with me concerning who I am voting it is evident that either the plan is to vote someone without telling me or that it is to vote me. This means that regardless of the situation I am in a terrible position and will be leaving sooner rather than later. I don't know that I've been swap screwed in the past (perhaps, I've been playing for too long) but it really stinks.
For the TL;DR watch this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dzftXB28gBE
http://www.purplerockpodcast.com/wp-content/uploads/survivor-pearlislands-lillian-morris-no-sir.gif
As I'm writing this, I have a big gulp from... you guessed it... 7/11. I need to flip on one of the three of Monty, Lily O, and Lily C. My best option is going to vote for Lily O, I need Monty and Lily C to know I'm only doing this because yanno, things look awfully awful, and the pressure of making the right move and yet making sure I don't lose relationships is starting to get to me.
I also need them as shields because theyre the only winners in this game, and I need them here as shields for down the road heading into a merge.
I can't even believe I found TWOA IDOLS! I had to think a lot about who to give it too but I decided to do what felt like the smartest thing to do. Jinx and Captain already trust me and I enjoy Ricky but he gives semi chaotic energy. With that in mind, I had to give it to Jude as a sign of faith. Not only am I wanting her to do well, but I want to prove to her I legit want to work with her come merge 😊
https://youtu.be/vOn8Zsi0njA
https://youtu.be/UWTB-LYjbu0
for Chips: https://youtu.be/lSeDZdSEl4o
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Rules // Write 92 truths about yourself then tag 25 people tagged by: @imdifferentshadesofpurple
theres a lot coming up,, prepare urself
LAST…
[1] drink: ginger ale!!!
[2] phone call: bailey
[3] text message: queen kat
[4] song you listened to: rollercoaster - monsta x
[5] time you cried: maybe a few weeks ago??
HAVE YOU EVER…
[6] dated someone twice: no lmao why would anyone go near me anyways
[7] been cheated on: no
[8] kissed someone and regretted it: haha yes
[9] lost someone special: n o?
[10] been depressed: yeet
[11] gotten drunk and thrown up: nop im a good noodle
LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLORS:
[12] blue
[13] pink
[14] orange
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…
[15] made new friends: yessssss im so blessed i love mi pals so much
[16] fallen out of love: no i will forever love mark tuan :^))))
[17] laughed until you cried: yes gjaiojgoijgao im so lame
[18] found out someone was talking about you: h haAa ye s
[19] met someone who changed you: yeeeeeeeeeeee
[20] found out who your true friends are: y e s fukccksjfc
[21] kissed someone on your facebook list: i blocked them on facebook cya
GENERAL…
[22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: like all of them ??? i only add people i know ???
[23] do you have any pets: no :(((((((((
[24] do you want to change your name: nah
[25] what did you do for your last birthday: pizza!!! ice cream cake!!!! and i played pool !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[26] what time did you wake up: yikes like 2pm iosdjhoijdsh
[27] what were you doing at midnight last night: playing league y i k e s
[28] name something you cannot wait for: GRADUATION !!!!
[29] when was the last time you saw your mother: like 5 minutes ago
[30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i wish i wasnt so hard on myself but even tho everyone tells me not to be hard on myself and like even tho i try to be nicer to myself its very difficult not to hate my art and stuff
[31] what are you listening to right now: oh boy - red velvet
[32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: no i dont think so?? lmao
[33] something that is getting on your nerves: ap lit homework is so stupid i actually hate it why did i take this class its actually useless i dont even need ap lit why did i do this to myself i just have to answer questions about othello but like i have to read my answers to the class tmr and im gonna sound like an idiot wHY di D I tAKE THI S FUkcin g cLASS
[34] most visited website: youtube ??
[35] elementary: kinda shit
[36] high school: super shit
[37] college: IM EXCITED !!!!! i cant wait to pay to sit in a class with my fellow art majors while we all cry over our paintings
[38] hair color: black
[39] long or short hair: my hair is kinda short idk its like shoulder length
[40] do you have a crush on someone: mark!!!! and ha minho
[41] what do you like about yourself: i try to make others happy by drawing them nice things
[42] piercings: nop
[43]blood type: thats a good question
[44] nickname: nat !
[45] relationship status: haha
[46] zodiac sign: pisces
[47] pronouns: she/her
[48] fav tv show: uhhh i dont watch much tv anymore but i used to love the walking dead a lot
[49] tattoos: i kinda want one but im a pussy akfhiodfhjadfh
[50] right or left hand: left !!!!
FIRST…
[51] surgery: nope
[52] piercing: i dont have any
[53] best friend: bailey ! its been like 14 ? years maybe ??
[54] sport: soccer lmaooo
[55] vacation: portland ??
[56] pair of trainers: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
RIGHT NOW…
[57] eating: nothing but i just finished eating ice cream like 10 minutes ago?
[58] drinking: ginger ale a y e
[59] i’m about to: draw probably but i should do my ap lit homework fuck
[60] listening to: easy love - sf9
[61] waiting for: school to enddddd
[62] want: a hug that lasts for like an hour and i fucking want school to end pls hurry
[63] get married: i hope so
[64] career: im just a child let me live
WHICH IS BETTER…
[65] hugs or kisses: both !!!!!!!!!!!!! im soft
[66] lips or eyes: eyes
[67] shorter or taller: taller!! i love tall boys so much i
[68] older or younger: older but like not too much older than me
[70] nice arms or nice stomach: arms kdoajoidh
[71] sensitive or loud: mmm idk im good with either
[72] hook up or relationship: relationship
[73] troublemaker or hesitant: adfkjodfhij idk hesitant ???
HAVE YOU EVER…
[74] kissed a stranger? no im just a child !!!!
[75] drank hard liquor? i tried a bit
[76] lost glasses/contact lenses? nop
[77] turned someone down: yeahh
[78] sex on first date? NO IM A CHILD LET ME LIVE I
[79] broken someone’s heart? yea :((((
[80] had your own heart broken? yea :((((((((((((((((((((
[81] been arrested? i am a child
[82] cried when someone died? yeah
[83] fallen for a friend? hnhgnnjsknkg ye a
DO YOU BELIEVE IN…
[84] yourself? hardly ever :^)
[85] miracles? idk
[86] love at first sight? idk prob not ??
[87] Santa Claus? lmao not anymore :((
[88] kiss on the first date? depends i guess
[89] angels? uhhhhh n o ??? idk ahhh
OTHER…
[90] current best friend’s name: i have a bunch of best friends itd be too many to list but one of their names is also natalie hahahahafudihdih
[91] eye color: dark brown lmao
[92] favorite movie: CORALINE !!!!!!!!!!!! the best movie ever the animation is so beautiful i m in tears
tagging: @bubblejoy @ult2jae @bambama1 @jungnoir @honghearts @wassereis @jyum @jaebumsbb (yall dont have to!!)
#i just tagged a few random people#u guys dont have to do it !!#holy fuck this was long but thanks mo!!! u saved me from boredom for a bit#tag games
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Responses to {Part 20} I Won’t Stop You // Jeon Jungkook, Vampire!AU Asks~
Please ‘Keep Reading’ to find my response to your ask ^^ As always, I have copied and pasted all asks into this post in regards to last night’s chapter to avoid clogging up people’s dashboards and to avoid spoilers for those who may still wish to read the chapter. Thank you ^^
Anonymous said: About to go to sleep now! Can't wait to wake up tmr to your beautiful writing <3
Thank you so much! I hope you enjoy it when you get a chance to read it :D
@hemhings said: Oh my goodness it's Tuesday today! I'm super excited for this update! Thank you for writing I Won't Stop You💕💕💕💕
Yay I’m happy that you’re super excited! I hope you enjoyed it if you read it :D
@kookies-hoe said: OMG I JUST REALISED IT IS IWSY DAYYYY!!! I can't wait 😫😫😫💕
YAY! I hope you liked it my dear :D
@clara-licht said: In my timezone you always post IWSY on Wednesday mornings, and by mornings I mean like 4 or 5 AM. I usually wake up early on Wednesday just to read it 😂
Ahhh damn timezones, I’m really sorry about that! I feel bad that you’re waking up so early to read it :( But it means so much to me that you’re enjoying it and want to read it when I post it ^^ Thank you so much dear! I hope you manage to get back to sleep afterwords!
Anonymous said: It's still a mystery to me how you actually could make me anticipate Tuesdays
I don’t know how I do that either but I’m so happy that I can do that for you^^ *hug*
Anonymous said: It's 7:21am where I am right now and I have to get ready for school in 10 min so I woke up and was like 'fuck iwsy doesn't come out for another *checks world clock* hOUR!!' Now I have to wait till after school to finish it 😭😭 fuck you time distance -Tall anon
Hey tall anon! Ahhh that’s okay though because it’s still gonna be here when you get out of school! I hope you enjoy it when you read it and then you can relax after school :D hehe
Anonymous said: I live for you Jungkook fanfic, it's not even a fanfic, it's art, bless
Wow okay I’m blushin’~~~ you’re too sweet to me, honestly. Thank you so much..
@jynxy24 said: DID YOU SEE ABOUT JUNGKOOK RELEASING HIS FULL COVER OF WE DON'T TALK ANYMORE I'M SO HAPPY EVENTHOUGH THIS IS LATE LMAO Charlie Puth even tweeted about it!! I cried, ARMYs really do a lot for BTS oml I'm so proud!! (Even if Charlie mispelled 'Jungkook' for 'Jungcook', atleast he acknowledged our golden maknae!!!) BCZ OF THIS, I was just reminded of you cuz' you wrote the best Jungkook series I've read so far! CHAPTER 20 IS COMING TOMORROW AHHHHHHHHHHH Stay AWESOME as ALWAYS, Sara. Love ya!!
Yes I did! He sounds so beautiful, I love Jungkook’s whisper tone voice when he sings, it’s very emotional and sincere and I can really feel the emotion in his voice when he sings. And his pronunciation is perfect! And Jungcook LOL I saw all the memes of ‘Jungcook’ and it made me laugh so much (’: I hope you enjoyed the chapter my love! Thank you so much!!
@adoppelna14 said: Omg I thought my tumblr is betraying me cause there isn't the 20th chapter for I won't stop you yet but then I remembered that you wrote you gonna post it between 9 - 10pm and Germany is one hour later than the uk😂😭😭😭😭 ots already past 10 pm. I need to know what happens next though😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭❤
Ahh yes timezones can be so confusing! But yes! I update usually at 9.30pm UK time on the dot, but I always say between 9-10pm just in case some week I am unable to update at exactly 9.30pm haha :D I hope you enjoyed the chapter my love!!
@kpoperinthehoody123 said: Can't wait for vampire jungkook to come out @#%*£*+(%-££*''-;%;; Aiishhh I love your blog
Thank you so much! I hope you enjoyed it if you read it :D
Anonymous said: Wow. You are amazing. Your fanfic I won't stop you is the first that i read on tumblr, and the first that i loved. Thank you for your hard work. Thank you *bowing*. Stay hardworking but take rest too. Thank you again.
I’m not amazing, but I am so happy that you are enjoying the series ^^ Thank you so much for reading it and messaging me to tell me that you like it! *hugs*
@jungkookbangtaned said: Hey! I'm waiting for the update and I'm sooo eager to know what happens next!! Like I'm so curious!! One question: do we have to expect Y/N to get angry at Jungkook when she discovers he's a vampire? I love you and your story, you're amazing! Kisses
There’s no point in asking me questions like that my love, I won’t ever answer questions that will spoil the story so I’m afraid you will just have to wait! :D I love you too and I hope you enjoyed the new chapter if you got a chance to read it :D
Anonymous said: I hate you. You get me all excited with an update and there's so much comfort it makes my heart melt, even when you consider the circumstances. But then you end the update before any sort of explanation is given and I'm left without closure, impatiently waiting for next week because you have me crawling back for more every time. And I wouldn't have it any other way.
Aw I’m sorry you hate me, because I love you very much c: But! In saying that, there was (as always) more lore that is important to the story in this chapter. Also, more background information on Jimin and Taehyung~ But I am glad that you will be back next week to read more! Thank you so much for reading it my dear, it means a lot to me ^^
@animeimmortal said: GAAAAAAHHH YOU KNOW DAMN WELL WHAT I WANT TO SAY BUT OTHER THAN THAT I EFFIN LOVE THIS STORY AND JESUS YOUR WRITING IS FABULOUS HONEY THOSE CLIFFHANGERS WILL KILL ME ONE DAY ❤ ily ❤ ^^
*winks* ^^ Thank you so much for reading it and I love you too!! *hugs*
@mocking-butts said: I'm literally screaming at this chapter I need it to be next week oh my god~! Like I hope she stays I don't know what to do with Yoongi I'm oh lord and namjoon ahh!
Only 6 more days to go! c: hehe~ Thank you for reading the chapter sweets!!
Anonymous said: are you going to post i won't stop u pt. 20 today ?
I posted it last night, as always - 9.30pm UK time on the dot, as I have done so every week ^^
@kookies-hoe said: AGHHHHHHHH!!! Cliffhanger 😭 I WANT TO SEE THE REACTIONNNNN 😭 Can't wait for next week! Also, really Tae, pussy 😂 and Jimin is sooo cute I can't 😭😂💕 love your writing, have a good night!
Taehyung and his little pussy c: heh~ Thank you so much my love and I hope you have a wonderful day!
@adoppelna14 said: NOOOOO!!!! THAT'S SUCH A PAINFUL CLIFFHANGER!!!😭😭😭 WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO ME?!?😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Because, that’s the way the story goes! ^^ Thank you so much for reading it! :D
Anonymous said: Omg the things you do to my heart!! I'm probs gonna die before it gets to next Tuesday 😂❤️ plz keep writing, your work is beautiful xx
Please don’t die! I’d be very upset if you did that :( And of course I will keep writing! Thank you so much for reading the new chapter :D
Anonymous said: I JUST READ THE LATEST CHAPTER OF IWSY AND IM SOOOOO EXCITED FOR NEXT WEEK
YAY I’M SO HAPPY YOU LIKED IT and I hope you will like the next chapter too c: Thank you so much!
@audreymv said: This is about to get intense. Like Mom is about to reveal alot of things and Jungkook might just lose her. I hope everything goes good. SUCH SUSPENSION MATE. I AM NOT READY. As usual. How long do you think this story is going to be, Sara?? Really loving it
I think the next chapter will be a chapter that everyone will have to read carefully and closely as there will be a lot of information - and that’s all I can really say on it :P I get asked a lot how many chapters IWSY will be or how long it will be and I just don’t know! There is still a lot to happen, so it won’t be ending any time soon. If I had to guess...maybe 6-7 more chapters? But I honestly don’t know. I have NO idea lolol You guys will know as soon as I do! Thank you so much for reading it dear, I hope you’re having an awesome day!
@ohheyitsebonyrose said: SARAAAAA OMGGGG I CANT WAIT ANOTHER WEEK FOR IWSY. It's captured me so much and has hit me in the feels. You're an amazing writer!
Only 6 more days to go! I’m glad it has hit you in the feels ;D hehe, thank you so much!
Anonymous said: holy crap i almost forgot why tuesdays are so special and i'm very happy now, thank you
That makes me incredibly happy to hear, thank you so much for saying that :)
Anonymous said: You know what. I'm not gonna read this story anymore until it's fully finished (I'm lying). My heart can't take all these damn cliffhangers😭 and then having to wait a whole week. I'm crying. Pls why do you wish to hurt me so?
If you wish to not read the story until it is finished then that is completely fine and it’s your choice to make! Cliffhangers are an essential part to writing weekly for me. It’s my technique I guess, and it always has been. ^^ Thank you so much for reading it thus far and I really appreciate it!!
Anonymous said: I have this feeling I'm gonna be terrified to learn Jungkook is a vampire but the naive part of me hopes that everything will be fine. ALSO CAN'T WAIT FOR SERRENA TO EXPLAIN WHY I AM VAMPIRE CATNIP! VAMPNIP!!
Vampire catnip...oh my god I love you so much? AHHHH xD That’s amazing lolol! Thank you so much for reading it and making me smile with Vampnip hehe :D
@doubletroublesince1994 said: You know, I always read vertically, but when it comes to you, I can't help but read every single word, trying to enjoy the moment while it still lasts :')) Seriously man you're the only one who ever made me do that (apart from Freud's 5 lessons lol)
I think it’s important to really read what I write sometimes tho because you might miss important lore or information that is essential to the story! I get some questions sometimes and I think to myself like “did this person even read the chapter?” cos I clearly explained it during the chapter haha xD But I’m glad it can hold your attention like that! Thank you so much for reading it because it means so much to me :D
@deangetoutofmyspleen said: sARA YOU NEVER FAIL TO MAKE ME EMOTIONAL AF I CANT WAIT FOR NEXT WEEK
AHH THANK YOU SO MUCH BABE AND I’M SO HAPPY YOU’RE ENJOYING IT! *hugs*
@mysr3 said: Saraa my heart break at the end TT JK character developed so much and Y/N is his everything. Y/N character also developed strong yet fragile. OMG I could feel the pain he was in when he begged for her love to remain the same no matter what happened. Also the parts where Jimin hugged her and his concern thought is touching. The pain in Taehyung thought where he afraid Y/N will hate him is so sad. Aww sweet Mugsy and little Jimin Taehyung moment is sweet. Well written, Thank you Sara ❤❤❤
I’m really happy that you’ve loved the character developments throughout, I really wanted to create a story with real depth and I’m glad it can be seen! Thank you so much for reading and enjoying this chapter cutie! It means a lot to me ^^ I hope you have a great day!
Anonymous said: SARA. AGAIN????? YOURE PROLONGING THE INEVITABLE! I NEED TO KNOW WHAT Y/N IS ALREADY OMG 😂 nah nah but in all seriousness, great work as always~ this should seriously be made into a book. Or a movie. Hot damn. Idk how you can write so well T.T I'm so jelly! - 7:45 Anon
What?! c: Did you expect him to just bring her home and be like ‘yo bitch I’m a vampire and my cousin slaughtered your parents’ ? hehe xD Thank you very much for liking the chapter, and I hope you’ll enjoy the next one too. And I’m sorry for the frustration it’s causing you but...that’s just the way the cookie crumbles! (or Kookie, whatever you wish :P)
Anonymous said: OH MAI GAWD!!!! The FEELS in IWSY part 2!!! (y/n) don't leave Jungkook! omo Sara you're such a good writer I can't even anymore! I'm both scared and excited for the next part because I think I might know what happens but at the same time, I hope what i think will happen won't happen. Just wondering, have you heard Jungkook's full cover of 'We don't talk anymore'? Anyways ily and you're one of my favorite writers!
Yay for giving you all the emotions and feels c: eheh thank you so much for reading it my love! And YES I DID! His voice is so beautiful and he did such an amazing job, I’m sure all ARMY is so proud of him for doing so well ^^ I love you too and thank you so much for thinking that about me :) It really makes me smile more than words can describe!
@ineffabl-y said: AAAAHHH I CAN'T BELIEVE I HAVE TO WAIT ANOTHER WELL FOR THIS PERFECT, GODFORSAKEN STORY 😭😭😭😭😭 IT'S SO GOOD ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I’ll take that as a compliment ;D hehe, thank you so much for reading it this week!! ^^
@jynxy24 said: I SWEAR TO GOD I SCREAMED WHEN IWSY CAME OMG SHIT JIMIN AND TAEHYUNG'S WORDS AT THE END THOUGH WHY YOU GOTTA MAKE ME SO EMOTIONAL WITH THEM WORDS AAAAARRGHHH Okay, rants over lmaooo The chapter was great, Sara!! You did another amaaaaazing job at blowing me away :3 As always, stay awesome and wonderful at writing. Love ya, Sara!!
*BLUSHES* you’re always too kind and wonderful to me Jynxy ^^ Thank you so much for your words that never fail to make me smile! I hope you’re having an awesome day and taking care of yourself c: I love you too!!
Anonymous said: LIKE WHY CANT EVERYDAY BE TUESDAY? I NEED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENS. GAHHHHHHHHHH IM SO ANXIOUS!! Mom I'm not okay with your sorcery. Like what if Y/N leaves bae?? What if Yoongi snatches Y/N by her edges? WHY IS THIS VMIN FEELS PUNCHING ME IN NY THROAT WITH THE FULFFY GOODNESS. This story gives me heart palpitations cuz it just shakes me up. I'm so confused BUT Love will prevail and min motha freakin yoongi better back off Jungkookies girl or I'm coming to throw hands. I love you 💜~ LilKookie Anon
I wish I could make every day Tuesday for you!! Do you really think she’ll leave Kookie?! WILL YOONGI KIDNAP HER?! hmmm so many questions but mean author will not answer them! :3 heheh~~ Thank you for reading the story and enjoying it, it makes me so happy! I love you too my lilkookie anon c: I hope your day is going great!
@coppertopging said: You are killing me with these cliffhangers, Sara. Killing... me... slowly... *clutches chest dramatically*
Don’t lie, you’re secretly a masochist and you love pain. Am I wrong? *wink* Hope you’re having a wonderful day beautiful ^^
Anonymous said: Istg every single time a chapter ends I'll have a little rage quit (your cliffhangers kill me) and my parents are like 'wtf is wrong with this child?' But iTS WORTH IT. Chapter 20 was... absolutely amazing. You have such a talent for writing and I hope to write at your level one day. -Tall anon
LMAO ‘wtf is wrong with this child’ your parents are gonna throw hands at me if you don’t stop that xD lolol thank you so much! And I’m sure you write beautifully, so please don’t ever doubt yourself or anything like that! I still have so many things I need to improve on, so I’m not on any level or the likes haha ^^ Thank you so much Tall anon! Have a great day!
@wonderful39530 said: Y are you doing this to me? Everytime you put out the new chapter of I Won't Stop You I'm thinking this would be the chapter that she would at least give me a hint as to what makes her so special, then it gets snatched!! Uhh I feel like Jackson everytime they play what he considers cringe worthy. Y must u torture me so good like this?!! Stop it, no keep going, no stop, no keep going...ahhhh!!!!!!! So same time next week?! 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
You’re just going to have to learn how to be patient my dearrrrrr! c: I think you secretly enjoy the pain. If I just gave you everything in one go, it wouldn’t be any fun now, would it? ;D hehe~ YES SAME TIME NEXT WEEK AS ALWAYS OF COURSE C: Thank you for reading it my love :)
Anonymous said: I lovee youuuuuuuuu💞💞💞 you're a great authorrrr😍 Love your JK fanfic thoooo (i wont stop u) u hve never dissapoint me in every chapter 😭 Waiting for a week is like waiting a month ☹️👉🏻👈🏻 Work hard author-nim !! Love from Malaysia 🤞🏻<my hearteu
I love you too! I’m so happy that you love the series and thank you for reading it :D Yay for never disappointing you c: That makes me feel really really happy :D Only 6 more days to wait so it’s not so bad eh? ^^ and wow hello anon from Malaysia! I’m always so curious as to where the people who read my fanfic are from c: Have a great day!
@deboracorrea25 said: OMG!! Do you want to kill me from curiosity? I dying to know what she is and what will be her reaction. You're such an amazing writer, and I'm so anxious. Hope that this week passes very fast. Thank you for writing this marvelous story.
Well, my intention was never to kill anyone. Maybe just seriously injure? c: huehue^^ Gah, thank you so much for saying such sweet and lovely things to me.You’ve no idea how much you made me smile :) You’re welcome and thank YOU for reading it every week my love.
@noceurash said: I forgot yesterday was Tuesday so when I looked and saw the next part of I won't stop you I was so excited omg. Your chapters just keep getting more interesting omg. Ily!!! <3
Thank you so much for seeing it and remembering it was Tuesday! ehe~ I’m glad that it keeps getting more interesting for you and I’m so happy that you’re enjoying what I post ^^ I love you too and I hope you have an awesome day!
@koreaisanaddiction said: SARAAAAAA!!!! I WANNA KNOW HER REACTIONS!!!
Then...I guess...you’ll have to...wait...for next week. *winks* muhaha~ *hides*
@theninjachan said: I personally think that at this point of the story, the reader is already smart enough to think critically and objectively about the problem that's ahead of her and Jungkook's family. I really do hope they stay together. I think it's natural for her to feel betrayed but I think she's going to think past that. Love really is the strongest force out there huh. Great job on Chapter 20! Your chapters come out 5AM in the morning in my timezone! I don't really mind though.
Words cannot describe how much I smiled when I read your message. Thank you for thinking like this, and that’s all I’ll say :) And yes! People have this mentality that hate is so powerful - and it is, of course. But love is MORE powerful in my opinion. And we all need a lil bit more love in our world I think ^^ Oh my god, 5am x.x I’m sorry that I comes out so early in the morning for you, I wish timezones didn’t exist agh! Thank you so much for reading it, and thank you so much for sending me this message. Have a wonderful day beautiful ^^
Anonymous said: Can your jungkook fan fic end up with a hapoy ending because I hate sad and unhappy endings pls I really love this fan fic I don't want it to go to waste
I’m sure you didn’t mean for your comment to sound harsh or rude, but by you saying that if it were to have a sad ending that my entire series would ‘go to waste’ is a little bit of an insult. I won’t be mentioning whether it will have a happy or sad ending; as I have said many, many, many times before, I never give spoilers or the likes. However, I appreciate that you like the series and that you are enjoying it, so thank you from the bottom of my heart for saying so. I hope you have a wonderful day.
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(8) thinking about a place like that is really comforting to me ;;;; the travel game show au is so interesting too, my sis used to be really into them but i thought they always seemed hectic and panicky ||OTL. traveling the world and falling in love is such a cute idea, my heart can't handle it alL HAKU ;; ^ ;; ) for reals now, i hope for good things for you always, and for your nights and days are well. tmr i think it will rain here, but the temp will be warm;; good night
ahhh masked singer i cannot express properly how glad i am you got to see them too. i have another anon ask in my box asking how the concert was and i need more time to type that up which is why i’ve skipped it for now but i 100000% agree that they sound and look exactly how i thought it was impossible for people to do so live. like how are they real???? ah more on the concert soon but to touch on the VCRs yes oh my god when i was watching them all i like was like really moved and maybe it seems stupid or self-centered of me which makes me feel bad but i did at the time feel like: maybe i got some of it right after all. idk T_T;;; im silly hahiojklefsdjolkefsd but ya i will make a huuuuuge post on the concert (watch it won’t be that long lol who knows) soon!
but omg 4 cats….dude i hope you see 4 cats many days to come as the weather hopefully gets better ;3;
to the point of you having helped me: i am a broken record but i do mean it. i suspect people underestimate their power in helping a person just do as much as wake up the next morning. a kind comment on something they’ve worked hard on is in its own way, a lifesaver? it’s like a way of saying: it wasn’t a waste. so whether it’s things here or on ao3 or wherever really, kindness itself is incomparably valuable. i am still in shock that i am allowed to and able to talk with people here. that anyone would want to. so when i am really frustrated (lately) with writing and creating in general and other bad things are happening, the truth is i go back to the messages you have sent or others have sent, comments that people have taken such generous time on, and it helps. i feel selfish that i need it but i guess i’m kind of a needy person, which i am trying to not need too much or at least to give more. i will keep working on it. but suffice to say it does help and i’m grateful
ahhh i am glad you have enjoyed the edits! in my insane writer’s block i seem to come up with more ideas but not able to fill them out properly. i am really upset that my writing is fighting me so much right now but like i said i’m gonna keep trying and that’s for anything i can muster at this point – edits, drabbles, and god there are a couple WIPs i dearly want to complete but !!!! truth be told im never what people would call Happy with my work but i can usually complete it and release it and then duck under a hundred blankets and not look at it again as long as posible lmduijokesdijo because i get really anxious. but knowing you like some of the ideas makes me happy and ahhhh the bunny creations would be the cutest ;; yoongi wouldn’t be able to eat them….OTL
travel makes me INSANELY nervous though i’ve done a lot of moving bc my family moved so much T_T;;; but like ahh i get you. even though i should be used to tons of people by now in a um….confined setting i often am too nervous unless i have a friend to cling onto ^^;;;
ahh masked singer anon please forgive me and also concert-anon if you see this! i will reply properly about concert soon as i can write the thing up! in the meanwhile take care of yourself! be safe! don’t be too hard on yourself okay? i hope the weather is getting better. do they say april showers bring may flowers where you are? i hope for flowers for you, good things, sunshine, and things that make you smile.
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these past few days have been good but weird. you came over outta no where and just stayed for a couple of days, you’re going ‘home’ tmr, well later today but i just can’t help but think you’re only here bc you had problems over there. it’s just certain things you say and that i know that plays into it. we aren’t speaking rn, it’s 1:35 am. the nights you’ve been here we’ve been staying up together watching stuff till like 4 in the morning but tn you ‘didn’t wanna watch stuff with me’ for no reason and you were being rude when i asked you why and then just went to sleep. at 11:30. on a saturday night. weird shit. then how we spoke ab tee being able to park over here but not 5th st. insignificant but im stating it for the record but it holds some sort of relevances. i don’t think i’ll ever not think you’re jus trynna use me, no not all of the time but for the most part, you don’t care. i know im not the best looking thing and i feel like you just don’t feel how i feel bc i would never make you feel the way you make me feel. in my right mind i would never let you go to sleep mad. why do you think i try so hard. constantly asking you what’s wrong or talk to me like we’re having a conversation. what kind of partner doesn’t listen to what their partner has to say? or takes everything that i say or do offensively like it can’t just be oh that’s how she is oh she’s acting that way bc of this so ima either stop messing with her, or not get mad at her bc i mad her act that way. i hate feeling like this bc i have so much love for you and i wish i didn’t bc i keep hurting myself. if you really want me to stop dealing with you why can’t you just leave me alone instead of dragging me through this bc for some reason i can’t stop. no matter how much i really bc wanting to. blocking you and all i still can’t give you up. And you know that. and that’s manipulative. and it’s wrong bc i don’t remember doing anything to you that would warrant such behavior. for you to treat me the way you do sometimes. a lot of times. my stomach hurts. i know i sound stupid but i’m stuck and i can acknowledge it but i jus can’t seem to get myself unstuck. i jus feel like you’ve taken for granted so many things that i’ve done, as far as when it comes to dealing with someone bc i’ve done a lot w you that i’ve never done. i just don’t know what i did besides have and show you unconditional love. and i know you’re thinking you can just sleep it off and in the morning this bitch jus gone forget about it. but i don’t at the end of the day. i just feel so stupid. i hate that you make me feel that way. i hate that you convince me that things will get better between us whenever we go through it by doing absolutely nothing. you do nothing. i get over it myself bc you already know i am so you think you can just do or say whatever to me. why are against me ? if i’m supposed to be your potential wife you would think you would have some sort of respect for me. but when you make me feel like this i feel like there’s none. im sad:( the other day in walmart when you walked out on me, 2 seconds before i had just picked out a valentine’s day card for you. i put it back that that day. bc you were being rude to me out in public. then threatened to hit me or knocked me into the puddle on the ground. like wtf. 😞idk what to do. i don’t know how to feel . my stomach hurts. i just wanna be held. and loved. bc i don’t feel it. it’s so half assed some timey and beneficially-timed for you. i just feel so bad ab myself bc just like you said to me how could i be so stupid to continue to fwy. talking about where’s my food otp earlier knowing damn when you been here for the past 3 days and you ain’t eat whenever i offered you somthing bc you weren’t hungry you ain’t smoke. but will do that to show off otp. i never met a nigga who was so against his so called to be wife. like don’t call me that if you gonna treat me like some lil side bitch. idk man i don’t wanna talk anymore everyone thinks i’m crazy or overdramatic for sharing my feelings
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