#im haply for u tho… or sorry thst happened

[dromaeo-sauridae]

This is my computer shortly after i accidently click minecraft launcher loaded with optifine and shaders out the ass but unfortunately i was already at 99.9% capacity cpu usage with 8758573736 tabs NOT chrome tabs but firefox 🔥🦊😌 tabs of my blorbo so i can simp for them and gaze on their pixelated form like artwork in a museum but its just men images of men over and over as the blue light pierces into my retinas bc its 3 am and i aint wearing my blue light filtering glasses that my insurance didnt pay for despite being vision insurance they dont pay for literally any eyeglass store or frames without like 100 dollar copay anyway im staring at the bright screen without my glasses bc i said i would go to bed like 4 hours ago just wanted to check something real quick and not stay on but seasonal depression is a wretched beast and the only emotions i can muster from my scrunched wet eraser of a brain is lonely sadness brought on by the 20 degree florida winter night and mild vestiges of the Autism™ and category 5 homosexuality with the last two happening to link hands as i stare at blorbo images on my firefox tabs playing fnaf looking at my door and back to the screen back and forth making sure my family in my house isnt getting up to piss and about to get flashbanged by pitchers on my screen of men and their boobs and the reason i have to leave the door open to my room is because my cats scratch to go in and out so often and so loudly where i cant ignore it and i cant get into a rhythm of feeding my auti oh my god theyre scratching as i type right now but i cant get into a rhythm of feeding my autism or even trying to sleep like the good cis girl my parents still somehow think i am bc i would have to get up every 5 seconds to free these feline beasts into my room so im fnaf mode and im getting sleepy and click wrong and minecraft opens and my computer already teetering on a tightrope is now punched over the edge into the firey chasm and heats up so bad that the screen melts and i can cook a brisket on it which is unfortunate bc i prefer steak or lamb perhaps

literallt same