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demonnstein · 6 months ago

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Frankie Stein G3 cosplay they/them Sabaku con 2024 WINNER !!!

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lesbianralzarek · 10 months ago

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"life doesnt get better, you just get stronger" does NOT include ages 11-17. life does in fact just get better from there. those years are dogshit. like, you do get stronger but its mostly just a factor of not being 11-17 anymore. positive thinking helps but it doesnt fix whatevers going on at 15, you have to brute force through that one raw

#i originally posted this as just a 'hey remember how fuckin bad middle/highschool was? shit was wild' type post but now #there are a bunch of teens in the notes being like 'oh my god are you serious? it gets better? im not stuck in hell forever??'#and im reminded that the only people who told teenage ella 'it gets better' were speakers at mental health assemblies #aka the least relatable people alive who were seemingly born to lie to you #so. uh. yeah im a certified adult who isnt here to lie or sugarcoat the realities of being a teenager #the only thing more certain than the pain is the transcience

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mercurymacaroons · 3 months ago

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arrives 15 min late with a latte

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#yosuke hanamura #persona 4 #cool now that its done i can ramble in the tags #fellas im surprised hes here and done #did not think that was gonna happen #fuck i forgot smth #eh ill fix it before i make my print #anywho i might make more i might not who knows not i #yukiko is the next one i have half an idea on but also i have some shining nikki designs rattling around with my sole braincell #i also made a shadow alt for the back but idk if i like the mouth so yall arent gonna see him #also i need to find a gold foil guy that does odd sizes and like moq of 1 #bc i wanna do this in gold foil #and its tarot card size bc im dumb as hell #but i want a print for my wall and i know sure as shit no one else will want one hence the moq of 1 #my heart wants to make the whole major arcana for p4 but my past completed works says °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ 𝑛𝑜 °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･#so whatever gets done will get done #also im gonna reblog this a lot bc i put in too many hours to get a singular note by me so like if you dont wanna see it block me lmfao #if you have any hot takes for future cards please share with the class bc i only have ideas for yukiko and a full cast she does not make fr #so uh yeah yeehaw #idk what else to ramble about but like cannot believe yosuke fucking hanamura is the first chara to get a completed piece in 5 years #im not fucking kidding #the rest were all quick graphite or abandoned #hes not even my fave in p4- thats naoto protag chan kou and nanako #boys lucky to hit top 5 #he just kinda crawled into my affection like some kind of sad pathetic creature idk how it happened either #maybe hes overprocessed now that im looking at it #nope i looked too long this is it this is how he is #ill do better by the women i promise

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jeongjinman · 5 months ago

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Lee Dong Wook as Seo Moon Jo | Strangers From Hell (2019) Episode 3

#kdramaedit #lee dong wook #kdramadaily #kdramasource #kdramagifs #dailyasiandramas #asiandramasource #strangers from hell #tvedit #cinematv #tvgifs #strangersfromhelledit #hell is other people #seo moon jo #usermone #weaverhawk #moonjoedit #mygifs #helloooo im back with a moonjo set after....... who even knows how long ahahahah 😐#(i do. it's been 4 months. im ashamed 😞 i was in a really awful creator slump and honestly i cant promise that its gonna get any better..#not that anyone cares jhdkhjkj but yeah :/ it sucks.. but it is what it is)#also i made sooooo many gifs for this episode (yes i hate myself khjkfjhg) so im gonna be posting the rest of those separately cos why not #anyway! i actually love how these gifs turned out <3 #i was finally able to get an av*staz account and got my hands on a very good quality file hehehe #some of the frames are corrupted for some reason but idec the quality is worth the pain of removing those frame by frame 🥲#and im also super happy with my coloring here 🥹🖤#anyway im gonna stop yapping now

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peaceandpiss · 12 days ago

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I regret nothing (I'm not finishing this)

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storywestistrash · 1 month ago

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watched mouthwashing finally. the fact that i saw people be more aggressive towards curly than jimmy is kinda strange. kinda real weird

#mouthwashing #captain curly #jimmy mouthwashing #i saw people draw fanart of anya. pouring mouthwash on his exposed flesh? as punishment for failing her?#which okay. 1. i dont think shed like that. 2. are we seriously blaming curly for this more than. jimmy. the guy who DID IT?#like okay do not get me wrong. curly is to blame. he made terrible mistakes he did horrible things his inaction is inexcusable #he should have handled the situation better. if he couldnt 'take care' of jimmy (likely) he should have just at least #been there for anya. supported her and comforted her more than he did #im not saying any of it is untrue #hell the aus i saw where anya is angry with curly? where post-recovery shes genuinely mad and to a degree disgusted with him?#great! real! very reasonable! it makes sense it works its everything #but like. some of the people i saw were being straight up vile. for zero reason #'yeah curly deserves to be tortured and like skinned more by anya for closure because of what he did' HAVE WE FORGOTTEN WHO DID IT #WHY IS JIMMY GETTING LEFT OUT OF THIS CONVERSATION. ARE WE FORGETTING WHOS THE LITERAL ASSAULTER?#one of those people also said that if you ship anya and curly you should kys so uhhh not really taking that opinion seriously but. jeez #i dont ship them either for the record i just think telling people to die over it is a little excessive. thats the whole thing really #theyre being really excessive #on a similiar note i saw people say 'nobody on the ship is black and white in morality' and i agree with that about everyone BUT jimmy #for one simple reason. there is never ever a reason to rape someone. not EVER. everyone else has reasons. is complicated #and while jimmy is complicated too obviously that doesnt. like undeniably hes the worst. he is the worst because what he did is just #one of the only crimes that never ever has an explaination that means anything. its always evil

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quirkle2 · 6 months ago

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[zombie au] the image is too big for tumblr i had to cut it in half GVEAUYGV (please for the love of god zoom in)

#qkdraws #id in alt #mob psycho 100 #mob psycho #mp100 #ritsu kageyama #mp100 ritsu #blood #tw guns #many witsus for y'all #had to work with a 30 layer limit here and if u know anything abt the way i work . 30 layers is hashtag Not Enough #for a girl that uses 16 layers to do an action the requires Maybe 2 and never merges anything . yeah that was hell #im kidding it was a fun challenge i kinda liked it. didn't mean for the canvas to get so big #i just kinda kept drawing ritsus and it got bigger and bigger #my hobbies include Drawing Ritsu. and also Writing Ritsu #he's just a lil guy. full of secret childlike wishes n innocence wrapped up in a layer of jadedness and learned violence #we love to see it #that one ritsu ..the one where he's talkin abt the settlements ......i think about that shit all the time #his attitude toward them. his never-ending contempt for the ''other side'' even tho he's been shown kindness from them #and how that shit highlights exactly how far away people are able to stray from logic when they're deep in the middle of things like this #and that applies to both parties.ritsu And the settlements #idk i'll articulate it better eventually but.god. this situation they're all in is fucked up

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ace-apple · 1 year ago

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im a sucker for hopeful endings and fucked up characters getting healed so tbh i hope qcellbit gets worst as much as everyone else but i hope he gets better after. i hope he looks back at the bridges he's burned and sees them being repaired by everyone. i hope they hand him his own crumbling pieces because every mental spiral has an end and if you cant see the light at the end of the tunnel that just means your friends arent done digging yet

#mcyt #qsmp #sorry but. thinking abt no getting better for my blorbos ever makes me sad. so im writing this to make me not sad <3 #i believe in love and qommunication smp even if it takes a while to work #is it wishful thinking? maybe #will i think wishfully regardless? hell yeah #qsmp cellbit #q!cellbit

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randomminty · 1 year ago

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I heard its her birthday and had a sudden urge to draw kirararararararrara

#I LOVE YOU GO PRINCESS PRECURE GRRR ARRHHEGHAHRKJHR #im behind on hirogaru sky rn. im sorry.#i missed most of delicious precure too </3333 #rosemary and spicy im so sorry. ill come back to them eventually #rosemarys look slike kanata if he was better. hes so cool #cant he barbecue or smth. fuck yeah.#precure #pretty cure #go princess precure #cure twinkle #amanogawa kirara #i wrote amonogawa at first im sorry. theres an easy joke here. sorry.#can i talk abt how much i love go princess and heartcatchs villains. i love them.#i like how shut gets more pathetic and silly as the show goes on. and i looooove twilight/scarlet/towa love love love you #shes so cool and lame at the same time. girl that acts really cool but her lameness and silliness shines theough in everything she does #opposite of yuri/moonlight who looks lame and silly but is effortlessly cool all the time i adore her #imagine finding out ur nerd senior is the coolest superhero in the world. ehat the hell #anyway. love shut and towa i hate when theyre in the same frame. that was really weird. wish that wasnt a thing #kanata and haruka too i hate that old precures like this #you know what precure series ISNT like this……… heartcatch. watch heartcatch.#thats a lot of ramble tags ok. im done. gootbye #art tag #i forgor…..

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emosyzoth · 1 year ago

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tumblr user magowolor posts magolor art (CHEERING AND CLAPPIN) yup yuup mhm thats right

#once he claws his way ouy of hell after definantly learning his lesson(not true) He and i will have a summer wedding #lol idk. maybe he did learn smthn but not necessarily the lesson he should have #like to him it was probably just ok MAYBE he shouldnt try n bite off more than he can chew n get carried away #and then he finds some other way to garner attention and make his impression on othars #esp w kirby hes reeely trying to overcompensate for his past misdeeds like hehe yah im suuuuuperr nice now trust ^-^#but maybe just MAYBE theres a slight shift were hes like ok well what if i didnt want to be good just to be convincing #only Bc his past motivation and actions were all built off one lie after another. he cant even tell if these thoughts are genuine #sooo maybe his curiosity gets th better of him and he figures the only way to find out and also maybe possibly b able to form actual bonds #this time around is by commiting to actually intentionally being good and stuff #like hes not suddenly gonna try an be a complete goody two shoes and be perfect bc hes still a mischevious guy yknow but uhm. yeah. yknow #^^^oh BROTHER we got a real yapper over here -_-#kirby #magolor #krtdldx #myart

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ghost-bard · 11 days ago

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Kinda crazy that we’ve got 3 different lords of fortune between da absolution and tevinter nights and none of them showed up in datv but instead we got. A half assed isabela cameo. Like ok-

#dragon age #dragon age spoilers #dragon age the veilguard #datv #datv spoilers #dragon age veilguard #dragon age veilgaurd spoilers #dragon age isabela #isabela dragon age #dragon age critical #LIKEEE #im fine with most of veilguard ill be honest #i do have other criticisms but my enjoyment overrides them tbh #but i was so excited for the lords of fortune #hell taash is still like. uhh top 3 companions for me #but as a faction. disappointing #the rivain coast is boring as hell #and also. the lof is like. kinda orientalist #especially since we literally dont see any of rivain beyond that fucking beach #and the annoying ass warden area. and the volcano #LIKEEEE #that section just suffers. so much lmao #and isabela. i love her but why include her #if none of our choices from previous games matter lmao #its kinda weird #im sure someone can say all this better but. yeah idk #i still cant get over like. clearly rivaini ppl are based of romani ppl right???#but not seeing any of their culture makes it soo. eugh.#AND GET ISABELA OUT OF THAT OUTFIT #ok im done i swear. probably

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perilegs · 3 months ago

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i know astrology is fake but i'm not too keen on how a lot of people on this website seem to be clowning on it as a hobby a bit too hard. i swear the woman who thinks it's neat how she and her friends with the same sun sign are all similar isn't trying to say that you are who you are born as and there is nothing you can do to change it. it's a hobby. an interest. what happened to finding meaning and joy in the small things. does it affect you if someone enjoys tarot reading or crystals. does it make you upset someone has interests that they enjoy.

#im not saying astrology/tarot/crystals/etc. get clowned on so much bc theyre hobbies mostly enjoyed by women But....#i saw a post about some astrology study and made the mistake of opening the notes on that bad boy #not fun. and that reminded me of that old post that was basically like ''liking astrology is transphobic''#anyways idk maybe its just that my bestie is very much a ''crystal girl'' but like. stuff like that are such neat hobbies #she makes some cute little jars with pretty rocks and they make her feel better bc if you believe in something you can make it happen #when it comes to small things #like yeah if you pick up a stone that's like ''this can help you be more open with your emotions'' and you are like ''oh hell yea!''#ofc that will be on your mind and the item will be a constant reminder and actually help you with your goals #and its like. ok what really stuck with me was when i was talking with my bff and i was like ''i think all this stuff is interesting but i #feel bad bc i am superstitious and believe in some signs like lucky numbers but i know that logically its just. if i pick a lucky number of #i pay extra attention to it but i want to believe its lucky but i know how human brains work in that aspect''#and she was just like. ''so? those things dont have to exclude each other'' and it clicked #if i have a little tigers eye with me it does not make me feel more grounded magically #but if i decide (or believe) it's grounding then it will b bc it's a reminder for me to calm down #and stuff #like. ah idk how to put my thoughts into words #but i just think its unfair that a few rotten apples have ruined the perception of fun hobbies for a lot #not every astrology enjoyer is trying to sell you mlm essential oils or genuinely believe peoples entire lives are dictated upon the stars #or something #idk i just feel like these things are v misunderstood even tho im not personally like super into them myself #but ppl super mean about that stuff arent invited to look at my medieval themed fortune telling cards #idkk im sleepy and cant articulate my points someone else say this but better #leevi talks #im just saying. i dont think its bioessentialism to decide to believe you personally have a season for growth when the stars are in a #certain position or whatever

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introspectivememories · 1 year ago

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tddk hc that tdrk is the ultimate "i wanna show you off" bf. king of kissing izk in public places to tell everyone that izk is taken by him. possessive bastard. purposely lends izk his clothing and everyone can tell bc while izk is bigger width wise, tdrk has always been taller. convinces izk to leave hickeys in visible places just so he can come to class the next day, shirt half-unbuttoned, so that everyone can see. makes direct eye-contact with the business ed student who will Not stop asking izk out, as he kisses izk.

#eventually ppl start referring to them as a duo and then and only then does he let up a little on the possessiveness #also izk loves this. like he knows exactly what's going on and he loves it #like bullied izk who would've given anything for someone to publicly be seen with him #and now shouto loves him so much he'll tell the world about it????#shou loves him so much he'll come to school with his marks??? he'll let izk wear his clothes so that evrybdy knows izk belongs to him????#yeah that's one hell of a drug for izk #this is insp by 'agora hills' by doja cat #i heard it on the radio and could not stop thinking about tddk #btw this does not get better when tddk get married #my personal hc is that they hyphenate #or that they switch last names #shouto doesn't have to go by his last name and izk gets to tell the whole world that he belongs to sm1 #im sorry tddk is sooo important to me #tododeku #tddk #todoroki shouto #midoriya izuku #bnha

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nyan-koii · 1 year ago

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Jenson and mark watching seb using his biggest plushie in his collection to get off, their hands guiding his hips slowly and letting it fell into a rhythm.

Seb shuts his eyes tightly, not sure whether its because of the that pleasure he's trying to focus or the eyes of his plushies and his two boyfriends staring at him. It's embarassing but he can feel himself becoming more sensitive with every second.

Jenson traces his back, making shapes and leaving feathery touches to seb's body while mark forces and eye contact with the german boy. "Beautiful," he whispered, his eyes growing dark and seb quickens his pace.

Seb whines, begging for more, its not enough mark please do something and his hips stutters when jenson pushed him, face planted, down to his bed. His sweater, mark's sweater, revealed his boxer. Dark patch formed and they cooed at seb when a sniffle came out from him.

"You made a mess sebby. Poor mr.whale all dirty because of you," mark mocked and provoked him, making seb bites his bottom lip in embarassment. His hand tries to cover his lower half but mark caught it before he could do so.

"Oh no seb. You dont have to be embarassed. We've already seen all of you," he reminded and seb moan when jenson palms his clothed cock.

He's grinding now. Seb used jenson's hand to reach his climax and mark brushed the hair covering his face. His eyes glazed with tears and he looked at jenson with his doe eyes, lips parted as he lets out small noises, one that can only be heard by them, and jenson has never been so hard before.

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trees-to-meet-you · 10 months ago

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God. What if Pandora didn’t want to open the box. What if she was manipulated, her hands tied to and guided by strings she couldn’t shake off. What if when she released the horrors out into the world, Hope chose to stay with her, in the box. What if Pandora couldn’t rid herself of that guilt. What if Hope couldn’t convince her that not all was lost, and that she wasn’t responsible for the strings around her hands. That she wasn’t a monster.

What if Pandora and Hope found a way to trap everything in the box again. What if Pandora couldn’t do it. What if she didn’t want anyone else to feel the guilt she did. What if she thought that trapping the horrors in the box would just doom everyone into the same cycle. What if she felt she had to break it by bearing the suffering of everyone else. What if Hope tried to convince her that it could be better. What if she wouldn’t save herself. What if Hope had to kill Pandora for a chance to save everyone, including her. What if they both were sealed in the box. What if no one ever knew what happened to them. What if their last words to the world and to each other were “I love you.”

What if the world ending was never Pandora’s fault, but in her guilt and grief she blamed herself for it, and the Hope that voluntarily stayed by her side had to take her life to save it.

What if?

#ive been sorta rotating this around my brain the past week or so.#yeah.#anyways.#i will NEVER be over this #i just. once saw someone refer to martin as the ‘humanity that they’re saving and will save them’ or something along those lines #and well. hope and humanity are kinda the same thing arent they?#hell i think in some versions of the myth hope is actually referred to as humanity #and this just started rattling around my head #but i can’t quite get the words right #im going to post it anyway. because better to have written down something than nothing at all.#but i can’t quite get the words right.#it has however also made me realize that jumanji is also pandoras box #which is kinda funny #the magnus archives #mag 200 #pandoras box #jonathan sims #martin blackwood #i guess now that ive processed it for a week or so. its time to listen to the post-season content and start the magnus protocol.#actually it may have been two weeks. i don’t remember when exactly i finished it.#anyway.#its late i need sleep.#tma #the magnus archives spoilers #tma spoilers #tma s5 spoilers #tma finale spoilers #how to tag this so that anyone listening for the first time does not see………

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pixelatedraindrops · 6 months ago

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Yuma Month: Day 19: Work

In a city of endless rain and mysteries, a detective’s work is never done.

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