#im genuinely convinced that on top of racism

[maxellminidisc]

The amount of popular white and non black leftists I've had to block for being antiblack as fuck this week is genuinely ridiculous. It fills me with so much fucking shame and anger as a non black person having to see it be perpetuated over and over again from those within my specific community and outside of it. Like why is it so fucking hard for y'all to give a fuck about Black people as people? Why can you not respect the history and the continued history of Black activism, especially given how much radical action and history is so influenced by it? The answer is quite simple, and no matter how much you'd deny it: you're all fucking racist.

What I find sickeningly ironic too, is that so many of you are perpetuating this shit in Bushnell's name. Who, from what I've seen and read of him, was compelled to educate himself on the US's history of state sanctioned violence after the murder of George Floyd. His friends have said enough as well to indicate (and quite literally said) he had an awareness of his privilege as a white man in larger society, and perhaps more of you should take that lesson from him and from his actions too. This kind of behavior and constant reframing of Black anger and frustration at antiblackness as a "psyop" is disgusting, and the tarnishing of Bushnell's name with the perpetuation of that antiblackness in it is a fucking disgrace. You should all feel fucking ashamed of yourselves, but knowing how so far up your own asses some of you are....

[grizztheexplorer]

Umbrella academy reaction: S2 ep1:

- WAIT THEY GOT DROPPED IN DIFFERENT Y E A R S DAMN. POOR KLAUS WAS THE ONE WHO PROB SPENT THE MOST TIME ALONE TOO WITH BEN SJDJDJ

- now ik why everyone spent so many years in the 60s is bc five travelled to the furtherst year sjdjdkdjd of course no one did shit to investigate until 5 he truly carries the fucking brain cell in the group😭 and only SOMETIMES does he land it to allison sjdjdjd

- they are so fucking messy without five christ. Without him they managed to reunite but cause a fucking war/apocalypse in the process I-🧍🏽‍♀️ this 58 year old kid needs to BREATHE

- i saw someone say between vanya and five vanya wins but lets be honest here for a sec djdjdj. In that messy jump from five vanya looks like she controls her powers better and yet still can’t win against an explosion. Five can. He can win against her bc he can move thro literal time and space. And both (no one in the family i think) can’t still get to the full extent of their powers. Amazing. That said they both are clearly the most powerful. I can’t decide if the 3rd most powerful is allison or klaus. I wanna say klaus bc we don’t know all that he can do yet.

- im happy hazel looks old like he lived a life with agnes. Really hope thats the case. THAT SAID WHY DO THIS KID ALWAYS GET LIKE A WEEK TO GET EVERYONE’S SHIT TOGEYHER AND SAFE THE WORLD GIVE HIM AT LEAST A MONTH FUCK

- hazel :((((( hazel no :((((( at least he lived a good life and 20 years with agnes i hate it here :(

- now why tf did he leave the briefcase hazel clearly gave it to u for a reason. Five is great now but i really hope he gains more control of his powers. He tires quickly but idk if thats due to age regression. I want everyone to gain control and expand more their powers, but i just think, specially as they all time travelled, five is the key one rn.

- this family truly fucked with this man’s mind omg sjfjjddj i hope he gets an explination or compensation at the end of the season🌚💀

- i mean im glad diego is getting therapy bc they all need it, but this man can easily kill them all why is he trapped there shdjdj

- WHY HE RISKING HIS SANITY OVER KENNEDY DIEGO PLS U DONT OWN SHIT TO THAT WHITE MAN AJDJDJJD

- “I don’t run with a pack” sir u are useless without ur family and quite literally trapped in an asylum pls take that shit back rn sjdjdjdj

- diego sir what part of altering the timeline created a new apocalypse did u not understand 💀

- five is such an asshole lmaoooo. I get it tho he cant stop kennedy without risking the apocalypse so diego needs to get it together. Once again the feral child holds the brain cell😌

- as i said before what got me to start the show was an edit youtube vid of s2. So ik vanya gets with the mom. Carl doesn’t seen bad tho, i hope he sucks so I don’t feel bad over the wife leaving with the son part.

- ben and klaus have arguably the most sibling relationship bc they always together. That said they both threw low shots at each other i got hurt bc i love them both sjdjdjd. Might hurt me bc im an only child so i dont get the fights as much.

- BEN YOU ASSHOLE LMAOOOOOOO. They really are in my top 3 jsjdjd my top 3 is actually them, allison, and five. Ik it doesn’t make numerical sense but i just love them all

- wait she still has a soft spot for luther i am in pain sjdjdjdj i dont even ship them that much at all but like they just didn’t even have CLOSURE

- now why did the girls get a happy life and the boys all be sad :/ luther and diego specially going thro it im sad :(

- now luther tested my patience last season but he is one of the most sensitive ones why did they give the sad lonely life to him :(

- listen good for vanya but this white woman in the 60s,,,,,, how do we know she isn’t racist👀 idc if she is gay until i hear what side she is on in regards to racism. This show won’t have me trusting a white woman in the 60s no matter how nicely she treats vanya.

- i will genuinely not trust that white woman ever if they don’t make her address racism. Like ik she is supposed to be good and all but like literally... is the 60s. We got Allison literally organizing protests for the civils rights movement. C e r o trust on any white person who isn’t from the future/the family

- that said, diego has it fucked omg.

- now why does five have to get everyone’s shit together in every season. Next season they better have their shit together since the beginning. Or at least be more self aware im tired of five having to convince them of the apocalypse every damn timeeee.

- on that note, im glad luther has friends. Idk if he has relationships with the girls but he is so soft that i doubt it im just glad he has grown friends sjdjdjd

[allmightmutual-remade-blog]

a little thought that spiraled. this is the Big Mood Post

i feel like i lost a part of myself when i found out i couldnt trust [x]. 

[x] pretends everything is okay and everything is fixed, but it’s not. [x] keeps piling lies on top of lies and to top it all off, a smile to convince everyone. 

i feel obligated to love [x] but [x] can be so disgusting that i dont even know how to feel. [x] switches so quickly from caring like [x]’s supposed to be to spewing slurs and being racist, for ex threatening poc (besides me because ?? why? if i wasnt there i know [x]’d be shittalking my country too. actually you know what? i know why. its because my nationality has done terrible things. we’ve tortured killed and been horrible on many occasions!!! to whom?? to the people [x] hates. k//ore//ans. the ch//ine//se. [x] says we’re respectable for doing these things but even that’s rooted in racism.)

actually, let me talk more about how disgusting [x] is because i need to get this off of my chest. [x] actively threatens b/ ack people, m//us/ims, and anyone who is non-white. by threatens i mean wanting to actually kill them!! yep!! and [x] doesnt stop there. [x] talks about them like theyre inferior, like theyre less. slurs?? plenty! [x] has skewed logic and it’s scaring me. it genuinely scares me. ([x] is a tr//ump supporter, even after all of the disgusting things [x]’s done, if that’s any surprise) Race and religion doesnt stop [x] either. ga///y? you’re a disgusting f//agg/ot. (oh and i also caught him looking at l//es/bi/an porn. disrespecting l//g///b//t but fetishizing them at the same time.) tra//n/s? you’re a freak that should be shot. 

  [x] can’t care about anyone else can [x]??? [x]’s hurt us, disappointed us and crushed me so many times, but [x] just doesn’t stop. Never meant to hurt us? that’s bullshit. if [x] really did care [x]’d stop. 

i cant let [y] trust [x] because i dont. i have proof but i dont want to crush [y] because i love [y]. but [y] thinks everything’s totally okay. [y] trusts [x] with all [y]’s heart and i just can’t take it anymore

hm. should i talk about [x]’s mood swings?? yeah ok!!! [x] goes from being an actually decent person to throwing things, yelling at nothing or at the tv. on multiple occasions ive been frozen in fear because of what [x] was saying or the screaming curses or the banging against the walls or the floor. when [y] finds things discarded on the floor, [x] tries to implicate me and when i said it wasnt me, [x] got angry, saying to [y]’s face“”shut up. everything is my fault; i cant catch a fucking break can i”” The ‘shut up’ was supposed to be interpreted in a joking manner i guess but when [x] growled the two words out i i coulnt see it as a joke.