#im fucked i dumno :(
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I either need to vent or be taken n used sexually
#highgoblin#im back at home#.#.....its just so filthy and overstimulating and itchy#i need a hug or to have my brain dulled with sex#my dads getting uppity cus my depression is showing thru cracks#but im fucking trying to hold it in....i wish i had a safe place to cry#im not gonna do it obvi but im feeling sucidial again#fuck fuck fuck#i just suck as a person i hate myself i need to be 4 again and get a hug from my mom#..#......#i miss my mom but i miss someone she never was.....#tw: really dark vent time#<takes a blinker>#i have this dark deep sticky scary pain and i feel like ill never untangle it#if nothing happened to me SA wise this pain shouldnt be there.......#......it feels like the only way to get rid of it is for it to be ripped out by SA#i dunno im jusyso sore emotiomally#i fucking haye my core i wish i cpuld puke out my evilness and pain ans bad attributes#.....i wish my cries cpuld be heard by someone who could fix me#but i can never get the nessary details out in therapy#i dunno i dunno i dunno i dunno#im fucked i dumno :(
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Y’all ever realize that some fucking idiot in a hawaiian shirt pulls more bitches (1) than you (0)
Like damn how did the Stroker pull a badie and im all alone on a Sunday night with a frog plushie and the will to fuck, marry, and kill god if I so please.
Anyways Tim’s rizz amazes me, how’d u pull a woman in stem with such ease? Bro’s a 6 at best and pullef a 12
Also I had a few too many melatonin gummies and og baby are my thoughts incoherent rn
The lessp calls me
I dumno why im typing anymore
Tumblr the drugs are doing wonders (also the sleep deprivation is adding to that, im loopy as shit)
#i sjould eep#no but actually#how#how did he do that#sasha is like the best#and tim calls himself the stroker#also shes laughing at me as I type this#pr maybe she’s laughing at tim#girly you chose this#you chose the stroker#you picked the pretty princess timothy#idk what im saying anymore#at leadt she has better taste than SOMEONE
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I emailed a lecturer from my methodology course w an idea for a thesis cause i dumno what tf im doing and i have no clue twho to reach out to cause student-faculty relations r nonexistent here but i dont have time to spend on shit ideas so i mustered up all my courage and sent her an email and she said it was a good idea 😭 😭🥺🥺🥺 and gave me advice and pointed me in the direction of the prof thatll likely supervise it and said not to worry even tho doing EEG is a lot of work cause the phd students in the lab will help me and and the prof will help me w statistics and oof im fucking crying
#im so relieved#tho now i have to email the prof which is worse but#ehh tomorrow#txt#fuck uni is hard
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thanks for taggin me lovely !!! 🍯🕊🧸 @girasol-eddie
nickname: sushi !!! my real name sounds very much like that so i keep it like That 🥺
zodiac sign: Capricoorrrnn 😃👍
height: uhm.. i Dumno but im tall.. somethin like that MFAOKDJS
hogwarts house: RAVELCLAW MOTHERFUCKERS RISEEEE !!!!
last thing i googled: uhmmMmMJJDJADN An illegal site for 911 uhdsocofkrn shut Up
song stuck in my head: isle of flightless birds by tøp 👍😭 n i saw you in a dream By the japanese house🥺💔
following: shit uhhh i think like.. 308 ???
followers: 458❤️🧡💛💚💙���
amount of sleep: i got nine last night pftt 😬
lucky numbers: 20 and 22 !!!!
dream job: A FUCKING RADIO DJ / PRESENTER OR AN ACTOR !!!!!!!
fav song (as of right now): solstice by.. yeek ?? Sorry if i got that wrong PFTT
wearing: nothin;))) JUST KIDDING IM KIDDIN i’m wearin black leggings with an Mtv topw with pink vans ! :D
instruments: i can Play theeeee ukulele and tin whistle, tin whistle was mandatory in my primary school - _ -
random fact: the majority of people tell me i’m like RichiebTozier PLFAKJDNAB n they’re right
aesthetic: i don’t have one but it’s super bright n colourful to be Honest ! :)
i tag @bevsnecklaces @z-zoomers and @plasticnoize !!!! 💌🍓🧸
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THE SHAPE!!!!!!! THE SHAPES, I PROMISE, AND THE MUTE COLOURS, <- okay this is garcia speaking, anyways here's spencer insane posting in ur inbox ^_^
One trait I notice the most that caries semi-somewhat consistently across your artwork are these almost windows background green colors ( 80a27f & 8da885 or at least some variations ) being used as a backdrop in some drawings [1] [2] as examples which is quite fascinating, I can really tell your favorite color is green. /silly Another is the use of cornered shapes; from the jaws, the general corners of the mouth, the block hands and the almost triangular chins. Which I actually use as one of the visual clues to figure out if It's your art or not, It's a very clear signature is what I'm saying. pos
The eyes vary in shapes but consistently the Irises are either drawn as lines or as circles, as well as lacking pupils. Most colors used in your drawings are generally earthy in a sense, with either one or two ( 1-2 ) primary colors being included in the piece.
HOLY SHIT SPENCER YPU WENT FUCKING INSPECTOR GADGET ON MY ART THATS SO FUCKING AWESOME!!! THABK YOU GARCIA YOU ARE SOSO SWEET (I ACTUALLY DIDNT NOTICE THAT I USE MUTE COLORS APPARENTLY SO THATS FUN!!!)
very interesting that you actually caught onto the green thing actually- i use lighter shades of green if i make a drawing me-specific (mainly because darker greens wouldnt fit well usually so i settle for a muted pastel green :D) WHICH REMINDS ME I HAVE A D&D!KRABS DRAWING I GOTTA DO SOON ILL DO IT LAYER BUT TUANK YOU FOR REMINDING ME
oouuuuh the cornered jaws are a teller?? ive always made them in a very specific way because 1. convenient and 2. i dumno i just think it looks nice :']
WAAAHHHH YOU NOTICED THE EYE THING?!?!? WITH THE SCRAGGLY LINES?!?! OH MY GOSH THAT MAKES ME SO HAPPY OH MY GOSH okokok so i usually do the lines in very specific instances and thats when im trying to do an unhinged somewhat disassociated expression!! i use it because i have a hard time drawing pupils and irises sometimes and its hard to say where one should be looking if thats their expression, so i do the scraggly lines instead because i think it makes the expression look more dazed and guves a more thousand mile stare look :]
just a question though, could i ask what you mean by "earthy"?
#krabs kommunicating#tw caps#moot pog#YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HAPPY THIS MAKES ME OH MY GOSH#IM A GENERALLY SMALL ACCOUNT AND MY SHIT DOESNT GET SEEN A LOT SO MY HEART JUMPS AND PITTER PATTERS AT THE THOUGHT OF SOMEONE ACTUALLY#LOOKING AND OBSERVING IT SO TYSM <333
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