#im failing but shhhh

[galaxyisnthere]

I hit them with my Transgender beam

[brisskwinds]

🛸Touching down from a distant planet, IA and OИE are a pair of siblings ready to bring music to Inkadia that's absolutely out of this world!!🛸

hitting more vocal synths with the splatoonification beam.. I had the idea to give the two luna blasters because they're from space!!

[noodlekonman]

[arolesbianism]

My favorite activity is talking to myself in the shower abt the narrative implications of random oni logs at 2am that I've already talked abt a billion times to everyone I know and also myself in the shower previously

[richardxoliverxmayhew]

//....... Does anybody else apologize profusely and under their breath to their car whenever u make it accidentally bump against a pothole?//

[ugotcooneycrossed]

since u said you was doing blurbs , i don’t have a major thoight process for one just maybe like what a day would be like with alessia

a/n: this is awful, my brains not braining and the ending weak but hey! its done😌

alessia is not a morning person.

you know because you cannot count the number of times her ten alarms blare, and her- without fail hit 'snooze' each time.

you lay awake- scowling at the annoying chime playing from her phone for the umpteenth time.

"less- baby, please."

the blonde pays you no mind- her arm tightening her hold on you, she shoves her face into your neck, and you squirm at her warm breath fanning your skin there.

you can barely get an arm out from her hold on you, to tap her on the shoulder- sick of the alarm continually interrupting your peace.

you whack her on the shoulder harder when she doesn't budge, and she barely moves an inch- still unresponsive to the world.

"less."

you try- nothing.

"less."

she's offically dead to the world.

"alessia."

"hey!- you never call me that."

your jaw drops in shock- scooting away from her.

"have you been awake this whole time?!"

she doesn't answer you- pouting in bed next to you. looking down at her lap, her hair messy from sleeping.

"baby- have you been awake this whole time?"

"no- i only just woke up not that long ago."

"you respond to baby, but not your name? hmm strange."

"well- you're not allowed to call me my name, it's baby to you."

"riight. okay baby, whatever you say."

"why are you even waking me up? it's my day off."

alessia- who's too busy stretching to notice you- grunts when you smack a pillow into her face.

"hey! excuse me, i. did. not. wake. you. up. your stupid ten thousand alarms did."

you hit her with the pillow between each word.

alessia grabs the pillow at your last attempt to hit her- and she throws it to the side- wrapping you up in her arms instead, and holding you to her chest.

"shhhh, sleep now."

"less, baby, we can't sleep- there's things to do."

"shhh, sleep time."

"fine. thirty more minuets- thats it."

-

an hour later- you press a soft kiss to her forehead.

"come on baby- time to get up now."

"youre mean to me."

alessia says- smiling up at you from the bed.

"mmh oh yeah- so mean, the meanest, now get up and make the bed. and you can start the laundry when youre up."

"wait- this is actually mean now!"

she calls out after you as you leave the room.

"so mean!"

you yell from the kitchen.

you hear the sheets rustling and alessia starts humming as she makes the bed- you hum along, memorising the song from listening to her. and you smile to yourself.

-

after breakfast is made and alessia has begrudgingly started the laundry. you both lay on the couch- her legs propped up on your lap as you rub her shins softly.

its nice- getting moments alone to just sit with her, both in your own world.

it's not often that it happens now- and as much as you are so, so proud of alessia and everything she's doing for her career

you miss her.

"darling?"

you look at her.

"oh yes? sorry i just got lost for a bit."

"nothing- it's okay. i love you so much."

-

the day continues slowly- both of you working together to finish chores piled up from ignoring it through the week.

and by the time you're making dinner, alessia is hovering over your shoulder stealing pieces of food.

you smack her hand away when it reaches again for the sixth time.

"no- wait for dinner."

"im just making sure its not poisoned baby."

"oh yeah, sure."

she smiles at you and kisses you- grabbing your hips to pull you away- you get distracted in her arms before the smell of burning takes your attention.

"lessi! not again- go away! you're too distracting here!"

-

much later, you're on the couch- cuddled up with alessia, take out boxes on the tea table, the dinner you were trying to make burnt and stuck on the pan- left forgotten in the sink.

you feel her press a kiss to your forehead.

"i love you."

"i love you too... you're a terrible sous chef though."

[brandonduhaimes]

Returning home

Gif credits to owner

Authors note: Quinn would be the best dad you will never change my mind.

Pairing: Quinn hughes x gn reader

Word count: 900

Preface: After a long roadie Quinn is back home only to find a very stressed significant other.

You werent really sure where the overwhelming urge to cry had come from. You had watched the kids for long periods of time before but for some reason today was too much. A two week trip shouldn't have been a breaking point but Jackson was teething and miserable for the entirety of it.

You hadn't noticed the front door opening and closing as you sat on the couch crying silently. Your son however noticed and immediately started scream crying. You rushed to his bedroom to quiet him before he woke up your three year old who was sleeping silently.

"Shhhh its okay sweetheart." You murmur "you're okay just breathe." The screaming continued and you tried everything you could think of, but couldn't get him to calm down.

"Babe why don't you let me try?" Quinn asks and you jump not expecting him to be here.

"How are you? You had some really good games while you were gone." You ask as he walks up wraps his arm around your waist and places a kiss on your temple.

"Dad? When did you get home?" Your daughter asks from the hallway, her reaction not as excited because of the tired look in her eyes.

"I just got home kiddo." He looks at you and takes Jackson from your arms. "Why don't you go get in bed and i'll come and tuck you in in a few minutes?"

"Okay!" With this your daughter bounds back up the stairs to her bedroom and you let out a sigh of relief as just being held by Quinn, Jackson begins to calm down a little bit.

A few minutes later Jackson is back in his crib fast asleep and the two of you make your way upstairs to tuck Ellie in. When you walked up the stairs you noticed that she had already fallen asleep.

Quinn pulled her blanket over her and then gave her a kiss on the forehead and you did the same before closing the door quietly. You made your way back down the stairs and into the kitchen.

"I have some leftovers in the fridge from the Chinese place if you want them."

Quinn doesn't say anything, but wraps his arms around you and pulls you into his chest. He rests his chin on your shoulder and kisses your cheek. "Thank you for taking care of the kids while I was gone." He squeezes you tightly before placing a kiss on your shoulder.

"Its part of having kids though I signed up for it." You have a slight break to your voice and Quinn knows immediately that it had been a rough two weeks.

"You should go take a shower or a bath, give yourself some quiet time. I've got the kids now," Quinn says quietly.

"Okay, if Jackson wakes up again he has some teething rings in the freezer and the Orajel is on the changing table." You reply and Quinn places his lips on yours gently.

"Thank you. Now I've got the kids you need some you time." Quinn finishes ushering you into the bathroom. You smile as he shuts the door knowing that you picked the right one to be their father.

You shower slowly, singing and embracing the time alone. As you finish up you make your way back to the bedroom where you find Quinn lying on the bed with Jackson laying on his chest asleep. You curl up next to him and try not to wake the sleeping child.

"Im going to go put him back into bed ill be back in a second."

You smiled as you listened to Quinn put Jackson down again for the night. "You are getting so big little one. We better pick out your first pair of skates soon."

Quinn put the baby down and came back to your room. He laid down beside you and pulled you into his arms. "Maybe we should get a nanny, at least for once a week while I'm gone so you have time to yourself."

"It wasn't usually this hard but almost every day Jackson had a break down because of his teeth hurting. I felt like I was failing at parenting." You say quietly and Quinn pulls you closer.

"You are the best parent these kids could have. You make it easy for the kids to be kids and thats what they need. I'm sorry I wasn't here for you during this."

"Its not your fault Quinn. It's part of your job we both signed up for it." You reply and he holds you tightly.

"Lets get a nanny, I'm off for the weekend we can do whatever you want to." He smiles into your shoulder "but right now we should get some sleep since the three year old menace to society will be up in about six hours."

"She gets that from you," you reply and Quinn laughs.

"I'd like to think uncle Jack taught her that."

You smile and turn to give him a quick kiss "You may be right about that but right now we need to sleep so we can talk about it more in the morning."

"I love you y/n thank you for everything you do for us." Quinn hums and you smile.

"I love you too Quinner."

With that the two of you sleep silently the smiles not leaving your faces the whole night.

[shokuhimaru]

Single Dad MHA headcannons

My Hero Academia single dad headcannons! I'll make another part soon but heres the first part! Enjoy!

Izuku Midoriya:

♡ I can see Izuku always having you in All might merch

♡ Im sayin he got the all might baby bottle, the bib, shit he probably got you an all might decorated crib.

♡ I can see you and Todoroki's kid being friends

♡ Bakugo once tried watching you but once he saw that you looked a little bit like Deku he left

♡ "Shhhh its ok baby all might, daddys here"

♡ Just the best dad ever <3

Katsuki Bakugo:

♡ Hes the type of father that tries to censor his mouth but never can

♡ "DAMN DEKU ALWAYS PARADING HIS GODDAMN BABY AROUND"

♡ When you were first born this boy cried- Im sayin whole ass sobbing bro

♡ He will never put you down bro-

♡ "B-bakugo can I hold our baby just for a s-" "YOU HELP THEM FOR 9 MONTHS ITS MY TURN NOW"

♡ He got you mini gym equitment

♡ "BAKUGO THEY DONT NEED THAT!" "start em off young tho"

Shoto Todoroki:

♡ He thought that freezing milk then giving it to a baby was smart...

♡ He once heard you crying and he actually asked "Whats wrong?" and waited for a response

♡ He may be kinda new to this father stuff but hes trying his best

♡ He once brought you around Fuyumi, Natsuo, Endeaver, and his mom and omg-

♡ Todoroki was so proud when you kicked, punched, and squirmed away from Endeavor

♡ Rei Todoroki and Fuyumi were so happy about the baby that they already had a bunch of toys and snacks for you

♡ "Aweeee little baby doesn't like mean old Endeavor huh"

Eijiro Kirishima:

♡ He once brought you to the gym with bakugo T^T

♡ "WHY THE HELL DID YOU BRING A BABY TO THE GYM???" "BAKUBRO COME ON MAYBE IT CAN WORK OUT TOO!"

♡ He once tried feeding you a protien shake XD

♡ he once tried doing your hair but failed miserably so he just ended up styling yours like his 💀

♡ He always allows you to play on his phone

♡ You once sent a text to bakugo "dcvfdsdgtygrsfestgyesrvef" and when he saw kirishima out he yelled at him

♡ He always tries singing you lullabies but he ends up just playing baby shark T^T

♡ Just a good father! He wont ever stop loving u

Denki Kaminari:

♡ He bought matching Pikachu pajamas

♡ He once tried changing your diaper and you peed on him 💀

♡ He is the sweetest dad- he would take late night drives to calm you down

♡ He once left a guitar in front of you and all you did was pluck the strings (he thought it was adorable)

♡ You may just be a baby but istg he would do anything for you

♡ He once bought you a mini Louis Viton purse

♡ He once brought you to the park and when bakugos kid pulled your hair denki straight up cried for you

♡ "OMG MY BABYYY! YOUR KID PULLED THEIR HAIR APOLOGIZE TO THEMMM"

Author-Chan: I'll make another part soon T^T it was so hard to write these but i did it ^^

[4kiraa]

JOCK ITTO AND HIS “EMO” GF😱

nah cuz you can tell me itto nd his gf wouldn’t be total opposites…

cw!: fem!reader, talk of being emo☠️, reader just wears black and dresses kinda like those goths on pinterest that i be calling mommy, mentions of bullying really minor i swear, modern hs day au because i know absolutely nothing abt genshin LMAO. ALSO NAWT PROOF READ.

No one could believe what they were currently seeing.

A 6’5, jock who was known for being the “himbo” of their school, walking hand in hand with the all black wearing girl who was an entire foot shorter than him and who’s looks could also kill. whispers filled the air as girls who had been crushing on your bf since the dawn of time glared at your warm smiling faces.

no one could believe what they were currently seeing

JOCK ITTO! who for the past 2 weeks has been enchanted by you, a girl he sees every two days in the library either reading a book or listening to music through your black sonny earphones decorated with tiny little skull stickers. he was originally sent there by his teachers because he had been failing in almost every single subject. it’s not like he was dumb!…well ok he kinda is, but it was mainly because of his sports. being a jock with countless games at different schools along with practice was very hard!!!

JOCK ITTO! who told his gang of jocks about you, the mysterious and very pretty girl but was shocked to hear their response.

“oh, you mean y/n?” one of his friends cackled. “she’s no good news arataki” he said as he patted itto on the back. “yeah!” one of his other friends chimed in “i remember trying to askin’ her out once, she’s a dark beauty alright but man is she cold! before i could even finish she walked away from me!. im tell’n you man, shes totally stuck up” “ itto was surprised to say the least, ‘was that all true?’ i mean, how would he know? he’s never even talked to you before, he’s just stared at you like a lil creep admiring the way you brushed you hair , or how you would apply your lip gloss, and how- “you know itto” one of his friends said while interjecting his thoughts. “ a girl is the last thing you should be worrying about, we’ve got a game soon and our best player isn’t with us because he’s too busy trying to complete his homework” he was right, itto thought. he should be focusing on sports, not some girl. but still for some reason, he just couldn’t get you off his mind…

JOCK ITTO! Who after thinking about you for days, decided to go and talk to you instead of hearing about you from his friend’s experiences. “hey! i’m arataki itto, what’s your name!” he said while running towards you in the library “i’ve seen you a couple times before and i just wanted to say that-“ “SHHHH” the librarian loudly shushed him as itto covered his mouth. “sorry! n’yways as i was- he froze solid as your pretty mascara covered eyes looked him up and down, your plump lips parting to respond. “i’m sorry, do you need something?” itto, still frozen, started sweating. 'is she mad at me? why does she sound mad? is that always how she sounds😨?’ mans was stressed ok, and it didn’t help that you were a criminally beautiful girl because we all know despite this man being one of the most popular guys in school and having girl all across the damn country thirsting over him, he still has L rizz.

JOCK ITTO! Who, for the first time, saw you crack a warm hearted smile at his awkwardness, creating little black butterflies in his stomach. “i’m just kidding” you say will playfully hitting his arm ‘i’m never going to shower after this🫡’ itto thought. “my name is y/n, i’ve seen you in the library for the past few weeks, you need any help?

JOCK ITTO! who you now help out with his homework, both of you learning new things about each other. for him, he learns about your style and ‘dark’ interests. And for him, you realize that’s he’s actually not so dumb. and as the two of you gradually grow closer, the more stares and whispers that you both gain.

“Nahh, is that y/n and itto? ain no way😨”

“shut up, she’ll hear you and sacrifice you, i heard that’s what then emos be doing bruh”

JOCK ITTO! who after 3 months, finally decided to ask you out, fumbling over his words and looking like a damn fool if i’m being honest.But no thing could prepare him for your answer. “so you like me huh?” you said in a sly tone. “sure, let’s go out itto, show me a good time” then bro fainted…

“um itto, itto… you alright?” dw about him he just fainted from joy 🤗

No one could believe what they were currently seeing.

A 6’5, jock who was known for being the “himbo” of their school, walking hand in hand with the all black wearing girl who was an entire foot shorter than him and who’s looks could also kill. whispers filled the air as girls who had been crushing on your bf since the dawn of time glared at your warm smiling faces. But you didn’t care, and neither did your boyfriend.

LMAO I FORGOT TO PUT TAGS ND TS FLOPPED SO HARD😭

sorry ngl ts was ass at the end cuz this been in my drafts since 1987. also emorights ok bai:3 

[awesamforehead]

Tag at least six people (can be more than six if you want), and say at least one nice thing about or to each of them. Can be mutuals, can be people you follow, can be people you don’t know but just happen to exist in the same circle(s) with. All you gotta do is tag them and say something nice about/to them :)

Thank you @mahikamihan (the nicest and sweetest person here) for the tag! Ignore that its been a few days shhhh I was actually thinking of doing this on my priv but then this showed up so perfect opportunity :D Its a big one so everyone will be under a read more so Im not clogging the dash

@gogtopia Jules, you were the first person I followed when I was revamping my blog last year, the first person that came to mind on who I knew was safe post October. Although this was long ago, I really enjoyed the discussions we had about lore and such on discord that was a fun time. And now you're on the path of getting my into The Yard more too lol

@i-anonymous-crow Crow crow crow crow. You were the first (literally the first) people to follow me and it was all because I was crying over the Las Nevadas gift for ckarlnapity. And since then we've cried some more together. And now we're here, thank you for giving me a chance

@foolishfreckles Moss my beloved. Actually one of the chillest people I know and a really great clipper. Another person who has been here since pretty much the beginning (like when I had 20 followers) and one of my biggest supporters. If you arent already following Moss what are you doing. I also love the Foolish screenies you try to get every stream

@traidyy LUCKY!!!!!!! :D SWEETEST PERSON AND GREAT ARTIST THEIR ART IS SO CUTE. also a karl fan so thats 1000 more attractive points. But actually one of my favorite people here, wuv u Lucky <3 the dog to my cat

@sapybara INY!! Somehow you are the most rational but also the most chaos inducing person here and I love you for that. Whenever dash is all fucky and im beginning to spiral, your post are usually the ones who help pull me back up. Also your sapybara pfp is the cutest thing ever.

@vadergf REY REY! The would be drolo of my heart and the realest person when it comes to the green man. Your anons are hilarious and your art is so cute, no matter what you might say. Also thank you for supporting me like with the dteam hourly account i really appreciate it

@simplepotatofarmer Loyal! :D this is a thank you for always wanting and trying to make the fandom a better place. So many people give you the worst shit and yet you try to give second chances and show kindness. Thats something very rare to find nowadays. I love your aus like the rabbit and black dog au, and your chicken posts are some of my favorite things (all hail dream (chicken) )

@toxicsapolo Hi Salty! The og sapolo, the one who paved the way. Even though I have no idea what you and Adora are talking about with the F1 fandom, Ive admired how passionate you are when it comes to your interests. Sapnap, fashion, cooking, your boyfriend.

@tinynap JO!!! Your liveblogs never fail to make me laugh, even if half of them give you a tummy ache. I also want to say im proud of you trying your best at college, even at your roughest nights. You're gonna do great, kid

@dralbum NIICCCKKK!!! Ok not only is your art gorgeous and gives the softest feeling, you are also one of the funniest motherfuckers here. I enjoy our time on privtwt where we ask to eat each others food lmao

@faehrys ARIA MY ARIA!!! Not only an awesome editor, but also an awesome person. I appreciated how you tried to keep a positive space during the rough time, but also knowing when to stand your ground. And as always, karl enjoyer so extra cool points :>

@negativepeanuthoarder PEANUT!!! A true squirrel in which they stick around and make a home in your heart. You are always the loudest supporter in my writing and I really appreciate that, especially on the harder days

@knffuckraw ACE!!! Another funny person here and also representing the inner haikyuu fans (along with Iny). You have the greatest comebacks for anons and the funniest tags. love you ace <3

@dreamnotnapss First, a thank you for your services they’re greatly appreciated and you be missed by many. Second, a thank you for supporting everyone you could within our circle and even beyond. We’ll remember you fondly

@selvish HI TENDER!! we interact much more on twitter lol but youre one of my favorite people, big karl enjoyer and created some of my favorite fics like Y&OY, Rules, Favorite Place, and when we’re older 💜

@secretkoalasandwich EMMI MY BELOVED. ok tbh when we first started following each other I was so nervous cause you had a Wil pfp but now youre one of my favorite people lol. My brethren of punzblr, always ready to simp with me. Also an amazing artist with the most amazing blending skills youve ever seen youre telling me this is a painting??? anyways 10/10 spectacular amazing wow

@canonicallykayfabe EACHTRA!! Some of the most beautiful art here, both in a more cartoony style and one that holds slight realism. The color choices are fantastic as well. Along with that, you have some really thought provoking posts that I really appreciate like the banter discussion post awhile ago.

@sapnapstummy BLAZE THE KINDEST PERSON HERE 100%. legit i dont think ive ever seen you post a neg post about anything thats impressive. also i want to say i love how youll go back to either dreamtummy or sapnaptummy, so iconic and so true.

@dnapsnfsapnap PIGEON!! We’re semi newish mutuals but I’ll always welcome new sapnap fans into my life. On par with Salty, Jo, and Blaze, you fit right in with the sapolo ideology and i think thats amazing. You can always get the cutest screenies of Sapnap and I love your frog posts as well ^-^

@snfbabydrop Ive said this multiple times but thank you for your work on dreamnotnapss. The safe haven for multishippers in our corner. Aside from that, you are one of the nicest people Ive met here, never let your sunshine get blocked out

Also shoutout to my awesome mutuals who I dont talk to often but still love 💜

[kookaburra-laugh]

WIP Rec Wednesday - week 29

(shhhh i know im 3 weeks late)

and now all of my garden is grown in lavender by ilikeblue @ilikeblue

rated E | 9.5k + words | 2 of ?? chapters posted

Popular queer romance author, A.Z. Fell, has been lying about having a husband and a happy marriage for years. Longing to escape a string of failed relationships and looking for a fresh start, Aziraphale moves into the cottage left to him by his Great Aunt Agnes. When a TV adaptation of one of his books leads to sudden popularity and throws him into the limelight, his fans (and the press) are eager to catch a glimpse of Aziraphale's own mysterious leading man. Unfortunately, he still has to cast someone for that role. Enter the handsome gardener…

Under Crowley's meticulous care the cottage's neglected garden slowly comes back to life, and Aziraphale finds himself writing the most important love story he'll ever write: his own

this fic has been such a treat. a really slow, smoldering slow burn with mutual pining. sign me up!

the prose is poetic and sometimes lyrical, especially the descriptions of aziraphale's beautiful garden. the ease at which aziraphale and crowley become friends makes me smile. and that underlined hint that aziraphale's feelings aren't quite as one sided as he thinks are just delicious. check it out, it's been a bright spot for me 💜

[mondaymelon]

NAH WHAT TWO KARMAS????? BOTH TRYING TO ROMANCE YOU????? girl (/gn) where are you getting all these wild dreams from HAHAHHLKSJHFLKDJH😭 ESPECIALLY WITH THE VTUBER ONE HAHAHAHLSKJFHSDLJKHF its ok. it was real in another universe. hashtag ayy you tingz (*cringes*)

OK WELL IM NOT THAAAAAAT INTO KPOP ANYM?? like i listen to itzy skz twice nwjns gidle lesserafim txt enhyphen viviz (gfriend) but im not super into them?? ykwim?? HAHAHA but anyway. chaeryeong hyunjin jeongyeon haerin soyeon eunchae eunha and i dont really have a bias for txt & enhyphen HAHAHA

uhm. i will not deign to expose myself💋 you can keep guessing :) && *shocked noises* xiao??!? and kaveh?!??!?! totally didnt expect that!!!!?! /silly HAHAHHA dori's just in it for the money she's got her priorities straight fr

omg. no i havent watched buddy daddies yet,, how's it👀 im going to watch apothecary diaries soon!! maybe!! yeah!! tell me how your silly time goes hehehehhehe

oh the asian parents n grades are so real...stay strong melon u can do it🫡 and also!! WOOHOOOO GOOD LUCK N HAVE FUNN!! as long as u enjoy what ur doing!! thats all that matters!!!

question. why was brek babing bot bis bere the example. LMFAO thats actually a really funny codespeak i'd start laughing and fail to finish my sentence kekw

and also no i dont read manhwa ueueue i dont even know what to start with AHHAHAHAKLJDFHLSD do u have recs 👀 hehehehe

SHHHH okok listen my delulu doesnt let me rest i swear ( no complaints but yk )

aaaa speaking of vtubers i am drawing my own model rn and as much as separating the layers is a royal pain in the ass ( BECAUSE IBISPAINT DOESNT FUCKING LET ME NAME THE LAYESR and honestly id rather use my phone than my tablet ) i know rigging will be even shittier. am so prepared to perish

OMG !! SCERAMSDFDS FHYUNJIN FAN!! tbh i only got into kpop a little recently and the only reason was cause i watched a single skz short. and then my entire fyp was INFECTED by "h EY SeunGmin YoURe LYiNG" LMAOOOO!!! all those groups are on top though !! E E. E E E. E E

waaah yukari thats no fair i told you mineeeee /nf

well uhm. the silly time. im. im dead and sick so.

RAAAH GOT FULL MARKS ON MY LATEST MATH THING SO >>>>>>> we ignore how i kinda did shit on the prev onesdjsifojdlkf ahahha i don't fucking know why i thought 7+3 was 11 OMG SOBS.

uh. there was like this pond with a shit ton of algae in it so i like turned to my brother and just blabbed that out. its the model sentence now.

manhwa reccs??? HMMMMM OKOK I READ A LOT BUT WHAT KINDA GENRES DO YOU LIKE>... like action or romance or transmigration ? ( giggles as i ready my list )

[wellthebardsdead]

The loved & the forgotten pt18

Part 17 here

———

???: you… were right…

???: im still not forgiving the insolent brat.

???: and yet… his defiance towards you fits within your sphere.

???: I… *sighs in annoyance*

Vivienne: *blinks and yawns softly, opening his eyes to see himself in the centre of the good daedra, resting comfortably in a bed of silken webs* I-I- *immediately looks to Mephala, ironically finding her to be the most trustworthy of the three* m-my lady wh-what’s happen-

Mephala: shhhh~ *strokes his hair with her giant finger, laying him back in the web* You are safe.

Vivienne: *blushes slightly as she pats him before looking at Azura and Boethia like a child caught red handed* I…im sorry.

Azura: as you shou-

Mephala: *hisses, her segmented body twisting around as spider like appendages reach from her back to the other prince*

Azura: I… *sighs in defeat* you are forgiven… I… Apologise too…

Mephala: Gooood~… Boethia?…

Boethia: *glaring down at him… then at his hand* bring him to the temple… *stares at the mark of Molag bal* …So he may recieve my forgiveness…

???: yes my lady… will the solstheim temple suffice?… it is quite a journey back to Mournhold, one I do not think he’d be willing to take.

Vivienne: *blinks again as nerevar suddenly appears in front of him, staring up at the dark lady* n-nerevar?…

Nerevar: *doesn’t hear him, merely present nearby in another dream, existing in the same space but in a different mind*

Boethia: …It’ll do.

???: love?…

???: Vivi? It’s time to wake up dear.

Vivienne: *stares up at the figures before him before blinking and waking up from his dream to see Kaidan & Taliesin both laying beside him, fixing his hair and making him comfortable between them* I?… oh- I-I’m… back… I’m… *looks up at them both to see the worry visible on the faces* I’m sorry…

Kaidan: oh love… *presses his forehead to his*

Taliesin: Vivi… *gently squeezes his hand*

Vivienne: *squeezes back before shakily sitting up and sitting on Kaidan, straddling his waist with his legs as he undoes his shirt wanting to try and ‘make up’ for in his mind, ‘always causing them trouble’* n-no it’s okay I-I’ll make it better-

Kaidan: *gently takes his hands* love no y-you don’t have to, you’re not well.

Taliesin: *sits up and gently embraces him closing his shirt* shhh it’s okay Vivi, none of that now dear. You don’t have to work for forgiveness, you don’t need to apologise, we’re not upset with you…

Vivienne: *visibly starting to shake, trying to understand what’s happening, not understanding why they’re more worried about him then accepting he wants to please them* I… okay?…

Kaidan: … *gently pulls him down and lays his head against his chest stroking his hair as he looks at Taliesin with concern*

Taliesin: *lays back beside them holding them both tight, looking at Kaidan with the same look in his eyes, both of them silently agreeing they need to help him love himself and understand his needs are important to them before they propose to him… neither of them having any clue that he’s terrified they hate him and he’s afraid they’ll leave him*

*a few hours later*

Vivienne: *his usual method to be of use failed, now helping kaidan do up his armour only to be sat back on the bed several times* I-I can take your sword to the blacksmiths and get it sharpened before we go to dumzbathar-

Kaidan: don’t worry about it lyrebird, I’ll get it sorted. We got plenty of time.

Vivienne: *still has it in his head they’re leaving today for the ruin, not comprehending the idea that they want him to rest after the extremely traumatising events of the previous day* but- *blinks as Taliesin approaches and reaches up to help him with his robes, his hair, anything to be of use. Only to have the high elf fix his hair before putting his dragon priest mask over his face and pulling up his hood* huh?

Taliesin: I found it with the rest of your belongings when we raided the temple. *pats his hair gently* no prying eyes, you can join us in the tavern to eat today okay?… the whole island knows your secret now but… maybe it’ll help you feel more comfortable.

Vivienne: *looks up at them both not understanding why they’re being so doting over him, just nods nervously thinking they’re easing the blow he thinks is coming* alright…

Kaidan: *gently picks him up placing him on his back* hey, it’s okay… *smiles back at him as he says it, saying it to him but… really saying it to himself*

Taliesin: *walks out ahead of them into the main tavern to see it mostly empty minus their friends and Geldis* Ah goOD MORNING MY FRIENDS!!!

Inigo & Sero: *both laying their heads against the table, groaning in pain from insane hangovers*

Lucien: oh good morning Taliesin! Sleep well? How’s our-… *smiles sadly seeing vivienne hugging onto Kaidans shoulders* hey bestie… holding up okay?

Vivienne: *stomach turning thinking he’s going to leave now too* yes! I slept great! *slides off of Kaidans back and walks over looking at teldryn & sero perplexed* Mephalas mercy what happened?

Lucien: oh them? They challenged nerevar and voryn to a drinking contest and lost miserably.

Sero: *muffled in his arms* nerevar had an iron gut. And voryn cheated.

Lucien: he didn’t cheat. He just didn’t drink it straight. Which is what you’re supposed to do!

Vivienne: *snickers* looks like we’ll be leaving for dumzbathar after lunch then.

Lucien: I? What?

Vivienne: you? Wanted to see dumzbathar right?

Lucien: I… yes but.

Vivienne: oh? Did your father get the wrong location? It’s okay we can-

Lucien: I? No no it’s the correct spot but-

Inigo: *lifts his head looking more green than blue but aware enough to step in* my friend you are in no state to travel today. And that’s coming from me- oh go- *grabs a bucket and digs his claws into it for dear life*

Vivienne: I’m? No I’m not I’m fine. I just need to refill some supplies an- *jumps as kaidan ushers him into a seat*

Kaidan: And sit your butt down and rest for a day.

Miraak: *suddenly walks over putting cold wet towels on sero & inigo* listen to your friends dragonborn. You’re not okay.

Vivienne: I’m fine! Really I’m okay! Lucien’s been waiting long enough to see dumzbathar and it kept getting pushed back over my drama.

Lucien: I? Drama?! Bestie my interests and wants can wait forever if needs be you took down the world eater, whipped his ass- *points to miraak* got kidnapped by Molag Bal and violated by him and then yesterday happened! None of it was your fault!

Vivienne: but you wanted to go there for so long! That’s why I decided to come here besides miraak!

Lucien: who cares what I want vivienne?! *getting emotional* you’re always so focused on what we all want! Why don’t you ever ask us to do what you want?

Vivienne: IT DOESNT MATTER WHAT I WANT!

Kaidan: Hey! Hey easy- *tries to place his hand on Vivienne’s shoulder only for the small elf to get up*

Taliesin: vivi calm down it’s okay we’re just trying to help-

Vivienne: I don’t need help! It’s my job to help people! I don’t need it! Just let things go back to how they were and stop pretending like you worry about me!

Kaidan: love, we’re not pretendi- Oh Vivi no come back!

Taliesin: Vivienne!!

Vivienne: *storms up the stairs to the exit* IM FINE!!! *swings open the door to the netch and steps out into the crowded streets, immediately freezing in fear as eyes turn to him, the people around him all recognising him, from guards to miners all staring, all looking at him* I… *steps back a little only to be approached by a group of worshippers of the tribunal all of them suddenly dropping to his feet and begging for a blessing from ‘Vivec’* n-no im not I’m not hi- *staggers away from them and gets suddenly knocked about in the crowd before turning to see Galdrus being released from the stocks, bloodied, beaten, flies swarming his ash and puss covered back as he walks shamefully back to the temple to beg for forgiveness* oh-g-gods- *turns around and nearly faints from shock seeing the body of sen dres being loaded onto a cart with the bodies of the temple guards to be taken and dumped in the ash wastes* wh-what have I done- wh- *turns again to see the crowd surrounding him, closing in on him, everything spinning, the ash filled air stinging his lungs as they grow tight and the blood pumping in his ears mixing with a heartbeat not his own as he hears the mountain calling again, ready to protect him once more* I-

???: Vivi. Shhh. It’s alright…

Vivienne: *screams and raises his fist to attack as he’s gently embraced by two firm but gentle hands on his shoulders, expecting to be grabbed by the worshippers, the guards, the corpse of sen dres… anybody except for the pretty mer from his dreams… nerevar* y-you- I- what- *looks past him to see team dragonborn there too, voryn standing beside them* I-I’m… im…

Nerevar: *smiles warmly and gently reaches up taking the smaller elf’s hood and mask off, revealing his frightened face before gently patting his hair* it’s okay… you’re okay…

Vivienne: *chokes out a sob at the gentle and oddly familiar contact* I’m… im not… I’m not o-okay… *sniffles and runs past him to Kaidan & Taliesin, crying harder as they both embrace him so lovingly* I’m s-sorry- *sobs and hides away in their arms*

Nerevar: *looks to Voryn & smiles* still think I’m mistaken?

Voryn: …He’s still a brat.

[arolesbianism]

We have an au song that isn't for Jackie and Olivia on the playlist boys 🎉

[hecksupremechips]

giving u a lil friend smooch and permission to talk about whatever crosses your mind MWAH

Whale ain’t that sweet 🥺

Time to talk very long in an incoherent way cuz im out of meds and sleep deprived and having issues rn so its. Not gonna be. Words gonna go silly

I’m never not thinking about shinji this is known this is truth I think shinji and ryuki have this shared problem of being my favorite characters ever but the game theyre in sucks and is Bad so bad lol but shhhh I don’t wanna talk about that part rn I’ll get really bitchy. I’m very insecure that when I write the shinji and akihiko relationship during the 2 years separation that I’m making aki look like a fucking asshole on accident liek I’m worried my biases are skewing things cuz like okay. Main conflict is aki wants shinji to come back to sees and feels like he’s blaming himself too much for the incident with kens mom to the point of not doing ANYTHING like just wallowing in self pity. And shinji doesn’t wanna come back cuz guilt + trauma has ruined everything about sees and he doesn’t have a clue how to control his persona so he doesn’t wanna risk another casualty and he’s sick of being asked to come back to that shit and starts destroying himself yayyy. And its a very real conflict like it hurts cuz neither of them are WRONG but they’re horrible at communicating and they have so much bullshit to carry that they should t have to carry on their own but they don’t have anyone to rely on, especially not shinji. But sometimes I think like in both the canon and in fics akis perspective is shown waaay more and he’s made out to be like. Correct? Like I’m supposed to think shinji is being unreasonable or something or that he’s an asshole and it’s like. No??? I think he’s actually very reasonable like he really shouldn’t have to come back to sees it’s not the end of the world like yes, he shouldn’t be isolating himself it’s not good for him but that’s not like. A moral failing he’s literally just traumatized and suicidal and like. Of course he’s isolating! Of course he’s being secretive and hurting himself and feels at fault like he isn’t a regular persona user his persona is literally actively dangerous which would obviously translate to him as “im dangerous” and hes also literally been told all his life he’s a failure he’s literally the loner with “behavior issues” and no family no money treated as a burden by all the adults and being in sees was his one chance to be a part of something where he finally wasn’t a failure and then. He failed at that too. And he loves his friends but like, their lives aren’t the same. Mitsuru has always been rich and beautiful and smart and akihiko came from the same place but he got adopted by a nice rich family and is a star athlete and smart and well behaved and then theres shinji the drop out freak and I think that’s also what leads him to connect with strega and get the suppressants is just like. The feeling of being misunderstood by the people who SHOULD understand but they just like. Literally cannot because of their different roles in society. It’s painful! It isn’t something he wants to address but it’s undeniably there! And it’s painful for aki just like. The realization that he alone cannot move shinji he alone cannot make him happy again and theres parts of him he’ll literally never understand it’s horrible cuz they’ve always understood each other and been able to pick each other up but the world is getting too complicated and they’re both so damaged and can’t do it alone anymore and punching shadows just. Won’t fix it. They need so much love and support and therapy and cookies many cookies and shinji lives in my pocket

Okay now that I’ve gotten the bulk of that ramble out of the way let’s get cute okay. I really wanna write halloween fics rn even though it’s July like it’s actually a need and of course it’s about my favorite tsundere family trio so basically basically basically October is a horrible month for them but they and the rest of sees decide to get really into Halloween just to have something good to look forward to and I like to imagine shinji in an attempt to find a will to live gets like REALLY into sewing like hes always been able to sew just like basic stuff like he always mended clothes and made miki a stuffed animal out of old socks (it was really ugly she loved it) and he could stitch up wounds but he never really got too skilled at it. And then one day he notices koromarus costume is a little wonky and this spirals into I MUST MAKE A NEW COSTUME FOR KORO and before he knows what’s happening koro is dressed like a clown fish and a month has passed and he hasn’t tried to hurt himself once so FUCK this is now something he’s become deeply invested in. So he decides he’s gonna make Halloween costumes for Ken and (sigh) himself cuz yeah. There’s obviously gonna be a halloween party costumes are required. Ken I think would like trick or treating but also he’s like IM NOT A BABY I DONT DO THAT and I think aki and shinji would respect that but also they kinda really wanna take him trick or treating cuz a) it’s fun and they need fun memories and Ken needs to have childhood fun before he’s too old b) they didn’t really get to have much halloween fun as kids and c) candy free candy. Still undecided if they’ll go or not BUT they will at least have the party to go to and they’re all like oh noooooo (secretly very excited). So back to sewing shinji tries to engage with kens interests and with great great effort he promises Ken that they’ll dress up as his favorite characters and Ken sooo wants to act cool but he’s over the moon and the idea of shinji dressing up with him is just. Sobs I’m actually gonna cry JUST THINKING ABOUT IT STOP. So shinji gets some shitty ass discount fabrics and is gonna hand sew them but he’s starting kinda late and his hands are a lot weaker now so he’s forced to use 🙊 the sewing machine. And he is very bad. With the sewing machine but he cannot destroy it with his ax because it was a gift and he doesn’t have time to struggle with this and he wants to call fuuka for assistance but he’s a little shit who hates asking for help and also it’d ruin the surprise if she knew his costume plans obviously. So basically enter aki who walks in on this and he’s like hey did you know you can read the instruction manual for help and shinji is like FUCK YOU OF COURSE I KNOW THIS and aki is like then hwhyyy are you nOT DOING IT and so they have to take a night to figure it out (date night goals) and it’s literally so difficult cuz the instructions are total gibberish to shinji but at least he knows how sewing works while aki is the opposite he can read the manual but doesn’t know shit about threads or fabric so they have to work together it’s atrocious it’s like diffusing a bomb and then other conflicts come up aki is like. Am I getting a costume too and shinji is like lol no and aki is like but I wanna be part of this joint costume thing it sounds cute and shinji is like ….did….did you think you weren’t gonna be part of this???? And aki is like YOU NEVER DISCUSSED IT WITH ME???? So poor aki just thought he was excluded from the big costume moment cuz shinji forgot to explicitly tell him that it was a thing they’d both do cuz he just thought it was obvious and this changes EVERYTHING SHINJI so they discuss their costumes and shinji is like okay cool but I’m still not making your costume for you that’s something you gotta figure out for yourself lol and then they get the machine working and shinji makes a third costume and it’s sweet but also he does get scolded for overworking himself but it’s fiiiiine it’s literally fiiiine and Ken is happy even though the costumes are really wonky cuz he thinks he looks JUST LIKE his

Blorbo and also he honestly didn’t think shinji and aki would actually go through with dressing up with him cuz he’s just so used to empty promises and not getting good things BUT THEY FOLLOWED THROUGH and they look really dorky and stupid but they match with him and they did it for him and they look like a family and oh god im crying again hold on. And they get a lot of candy obviously and side note akihiko would be that bitch who gives raisins to everyone because it’s the only candy he likes and he genuinely thinks kids would want it because ITS LITERALLY NATURES CANDY and their apartment gets egged