#im dyin tho hes scared of getting attached to chris

[joshosis]

“ you’re not fine. you need to rest. ”

【 HOSPITAL  THEMED  STARTERS 】 //  accepting !

❛ look at me, man, i’m the very  picture  of healthy. ❜  he manages a rough smile, though something about it is off.  the reality of his situation is betrayed in the circles under his eyes and the pallor of his skin.  it’s visible from the way he picks at the edge of the blanket to the messiness of his hair and the scruff on his chin.  ❛ i can rest when i go home. ❜  josh stares at chris with a look that  screams  expectation.  he’s had enough of sitting here, enough of talking to doctors who don’t  really  care.  ❛ i’m better now.. ❜  his grip on the blanket tightens.  why  didn’t  anyone  else  visit?  something bitter churns in his gut.  he’s  only  doing  this  out  of  obligation.  ❛ i’m good.. ❜