Who: Niam
when: 13th January 2017
where: Ireland
description: Liam returns home and all truth is out
@niall-xhoranrp
Liam: Liam came
Liam: Home earlier than he was supposed too he couldn't handle being over there the way things were it was adding stress to everything. He went inside of the house seeing Amy playing with her toys. "Hey baby girl" he smiled to her kneeling down
Niall: Niall was watching some tv as the door opened swallowing hard as liam cane inside but kept his eyes on the tv
Liam: Liam glanced over at him before turning back to Amy "in back earlier than I'm meant to be...."
Niall: Niall didnt say anything just kept his eyes on the tv
Liam: "Shall we go out today baby girl?" He spoke to Amy
Niall: "make sure to dress her well its been cold" he muttered
Liam: "I will...." he gulped standing up holding his hand out for her
Niall: niall nodded and made his way upstairs
Liam: Liam wrapped her up warm in her coat and hat lifting her to carry her. He looked up the stairs taking a small sigh
Niall: he took a deep breath feeling his stomach twist he had no idea what do so
Niall: do
Liam: Liam was hoping Niall would come but he didn't. He just took Amy out to have some fun together he kissed her so much. He was out for a few hours and came back home with her sleeping in his arms
Niall: Niall packed a bag and left a note hes at his moms planning to stay there for the night
Liam: "Niall?" He shouted out hearing how quiet it was looking around for him till he saw the note. He felt awful for what was going on he knew it was his fault. He placed Amy into the car seat Driving to nialls mums house knocking at the door.
Niall: Niall had just walked in and straight to bed. his mom opened givibg him a soft smile "hes upstairs"
Liam: Liam nodded handing Amy gently to his mum not wanting her to be around when he was with Niall. He walked up knocking at the door
Niall: Niall kept quiet holding his pillow to him with back to door obvious he been crying
Liam: He walked into the room carrying a cup of coffee for him that his mum handed him placing
Liam: If it on the side. He sat down on the edge of the bed
Niall: he looked at him not surprised he would come
Liam: He bit his lip "I'm sorry I just left...and the way I have been"
Niall: he sat up" i thought we were better that we could talk to each other, you just came home pissed and then left for days wothout a word"
Liam: "I wanted to talk to you but my head was messed up, I didn't want to take everything out on you how I was feeling so I had to leave, I was scared I'd be worse and really hurt you with words I say. Just seeing your face when I said about sex it made me realise I should go. I kicked off at everyone when I was there, to the point they nearly dropped me... I don't know what's happening to me"
Niall: "it doesn't matter liam, you didnt wcen say bye to me and when you go home it was like i didnt exist. "
Liam: "I kept looking at you before I spoke to Amy but you were just watching tv then went upstairs, I was wanting you to come out with us like that day I said we would have. I dropped everything to come home. You said you didn't care and I upset you how could I say bye it felt like I shouldn't be there"
Niall: Niall wiped some tears just looking down. "you should go home"
Liam: "I came back to sort things... going home is just going to make everything worse if keep avoiding"
Niall: "dont give me that when ur the one who just left "
Liam: "I've just said I came back to talk and to sort things, is this how it's just going to be?"
Niall: "what did you expect? me to jump in your arms? ive felt like shit since you left"
Liam: "I didn't expect that but I thought we could talk about it. I had no choice but to leave they lost everything.... all my music went, I had to record them all again, I was supposed to be there a few weeks but I've worked all day and all night non stop to finish to come home to you" he looked to him "I'm sorry I've made you feel like shit, and I'm sorry how bad I am to you, and how I treated you, I shouldn't of I know"
Niall: "and it didnt accure to you to tell me that before you left ir give me a call? u cane back pushed me away and left . did you think i was honna figure that out myself? "
Liam: "I wasn't going to go I was going to quit everything, so we can have a normal life, as if it was a sign to say don't do it, but it was swirling around in my head, I just didn't know what to do and I panciked"
Niall: "you should of called.. we went to therapy liam because we needed ti talk to each othet and you just did the oposit, ive been blaming myself for days thinking i did something ready to pack my bags when you came home because i thought you wanted me away"
Liam: "I didn't want to talk to you over the phone I wanted to talk properly, you haven't done anything, it's my fault, all of it" he looked down "I do want you around, I just didn't want to be horrible to you"
Niall: "you wouldnt of been if you talked to me"
Liam: "But I couldn't without feeling angry, and I didn't want to take it out on you"
Niall: "can you stop with the excuses"
Liam: "They aren't excuses Niall" he sighed softly
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Niall: he looked away staying quiet
Liam: "It doesnt matter what i say you just going to say they are excuses"
Niall: "fine push me away again, don´t talk to me, but if you´re not going to say anything or try to understand how messed up it´s been you might as well go home"
Liam: "Im not even pushing you away, i was telling you but you keep saying its excuses, so i said doesnt matter what i say your going to keep saying it and im trying to say it, im trying niall, i seriously dont know what you want"
Niall: "I want you to at least understand what you did and try to make sense of it all instead of explaining to me what happened try to make it up to me, i´m sat here and I feel so far away from you, how about kiss me or touch me or let me know you still want me. Or tell me whats been going on because it kills me, I don´t know how to react"
Liam: "I do understand what ive done." he climbed up onto the bed crawling over to him. He lifted his head up "I aways want you, and always will, nothing for you has change ever, i still love you as much as i did when we first got together" he stroked his cheek kissing him softly
Niall: he looked at him with his tired eyes from crying kissing him back carefully. "please don´t leave like that again."
Liam: "Im not going to leave like that again, im staying here now, just me you and amy"
Niall: he nodded kissing him softly again " whats going on liam?"
Liam: "What you mean whats going on?" he bit his lip looking at him
Niall: "with you music" he asked looking concerned at him
Liam: "i ws nearly finished everything getting it ready for release, and they called me up saying theylost everything, all the recordings i worked hard on, it was either re do everything or not release anything"
Niall: "babe i´m so sorry " he stroke his cheek
Liam: "its just stressing me out really bad and i just dont know what to do anymore, im tired and sick because of how much ive been working this week its just so hard"
Niall: Niall moved climbing up into his lap stradeling him so he could get a good grip on him hugging him tightly
Liam: Liam wrappd his arms around him hugging into him nuzzling his face into his chest he just sat quietly hugging him
Niall: "I would of been there for you babe" he said playing with his hair
Liam: "I know, i just didnt want you caught up in the middle of it and see me that way"
Niall: he looked at him " i rather see every part of you than be pushed out baby"
Liam: "I know i'm sorry i just didnt think... thats my problem i dont think i just do it"
Niall: he chewed on his inner lip p"hows things now?"
Liam: "I managed to record a fair bit but i didnt want to stay over there, i feel better"
Niall: he nodded" okay" he kissed him softly " i love you
Liam: He kissed him softly in return "i love you too"
Niall: "good" he smiled softly
Liam: "how are you feeling? he asked softly looking at him
Niall: "i got a headache, but im good now when im back in your arms"
Liam: "Do you want some tablet or anything?" he stroked onto his hair
Niall: "yeah" he nodded " can you get me one?"
Liam: "Yeah i will ask your mum and get you some water and stuff"
Niall: "thank you" he kissed him again softly " do you want to go home or can we stay here for the night?"
Liam: "We can stay here, dont want you moving too much when you got a headache and amy is sleeping so i think its best to keep her settled" He kissed him softly standing up
Niall: he nodded laying down sighing as he looked up the ceiling hating a his head
Liam: Liam went to get him some tablets and some water, and something to eat incase he hadn't eaten before taking some tablets. He went back upstairs after making sure Amy was okay but she was still with Nialls mum so he didn't have to worry. He walked back in placing the water down sitting back on the bed. "i got you something to eat i dont want you feeling weak with the tablets" he handed him the small plate first
Niall: he sat up "thank you" he took the water and the tablett and swallowed it down
Liam: "Why don't you take a nice bath to relax yourself and your head might ease a little"
Niall: "im too tired to bath" he pouted" cant we just lay here? can rest my head on your chest and feel you close again"
Liam: "Okay no bath" he smiled taking off his clothing to his boxers to sleep in because that's all he had. He climbed under the covers opening his arms "its freezing in here, how are you so warm"
Niall: "im sweating" he said placing his head on his chest
Liam: Liam reached grabbing a wet sponge to press to nialls head "babe I don't think you are doing good, but your like my hot water bottle"
Niall: "im sweating all over you" he sat up a little "im sorry"
Liam: "Keep this on your head" he placed the sponge on his forehead "you should get checked over"
Niall: "no im fine might be a fever but its all ok" he laid on his back
Liam: "If it gets worse or you feel worse please go..." he looked down at him still cooling his body
Niall: he nodded"i promise" he gave him a small smile "i love you"
Liam: "Thank you" he was worried every time Niall was sick he hated it and wished he could do more. "I love you" he whispered stroking his cheek
Niall: he closed his eyes enjoying his touch not taking long before he ended up falling asleep
Liam: He made sure he was asleep kissing his forehead softly "sleep tight my baby" he whispered laying down beside him drifting not long after
Niall: Niall kept waking up feeling shit during the night finally able to sleep well in the norning
Liam: Liam kept checking on him when he woke. Making sure he was okay. He woke early in the morning laying quietly
Niall: niall woke up a bit after liam running his hands over his face
Liam: "Morning" he whispered "how you feeling?" He asked almost straight away showing his worry
Niall: "i bit better" he said quietly looking at him
Liam: "good, glad you feeling a bit better" he kissed him softly
Niall: he kissed him back giving him a small smile
Liam: "You look all tired baby" he pouted to him
Niall: "i haven´t slept well" he cuddled closer to him " how are you baby?"
Liam: "Is there anything i can do for you" he rubbed onto his back soothingly. "I'm okay now im back here with you"
Niall: he gave him a soft smile " just be here with me?"
Liam: "I'm not planning on going anywhere" he grinned kissing his head softly
Niall: he smiled enjoying his lips on his skin " you know if amy is awake?"
Liam: "No she was sleeping in your mums room with her so didn't dare go in incase I woke your mum, she might of shouted" he laughed softly
Niall: he smiled up at him taking his hand in his " I don´t think my mom would of liked that"
Niall: "she likes you , but not uninvited to her bedroom"
Liam: He linked their fingers playing softly with nialls "she would die if she woke up and saw me in there, and I don't want her to hate me"
Niall: "my mom would never hate you.. unless you hurt me or amy which i know you´ll never do" he kissed his hand
Liam: "I could never hurt you both, I'd hate myself and couldn't live with it" he smiled softly "did I hurt you when I left...."
Niall: he looked at him swallowing" you did...i thought it was me, it hurt me you didnt talk and that youd just leave without saying bye, even if i was angry, you didnt call either and i thought me calling would make it worse ,"
Liam: Liam nodded "I knew I did, I hated myself for just leaving, I wanted to call but I was scared you wouldn't want to talk to me after what I did and how I treated you, I was so horrible to you, I still have forgive myself for doing it, but I'll never do it again, I wanted you there, to help me, pick me back up when I fell, but I didn't give you that chance"
Niall: "let me help you now" he stroke his thimb over the back of his hand" and promise not to do that again"
Liam: A tear slipped down his cheek he finally let himself break not often letting himself cry he always was strong for Niall. He nodded "I don't know if I can do it Niall."
Niall: Niall sat up as he saw him cry wiping his tear before pulling to him " yes you can baby, i know you can"
Liam: Liam cuddled into him "but I see you and your amazing and you shine so much out there, what if people still don't like me? Or the style of music? I worry every time I go in there
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Top of tha mornin to ya, anon! I guess you DO wanna know something! Is it you that wants to know everything? If not, thats a pretty popular view, hahaha! But i like your hutzpah, kid! 1: Full name : Madison Grace
2: Age : I am nineteen
3: 3 Fears : I mean, I dont really have but one fear, but I suppose silence, darkness, and opening up to people, but those are just due to inner issues and are things easily fixed that i deal with on a daily basis.
4: 3 things I love : I love Paul and dinosaours and my family!
5: 3 turns on : Passion, no fear of social standards, hilarity!
6: 3 turns off : Common camo, no consideration of others, my ex bf!
7: My best friend: all of my friends now??
8: Sexual orientation: ?????????
9: My best first date: That is by far this last one i went on! It was incredible, i will never forget it!
10: How tall am I: Smol standing at 5′6′’
11: What do I miss: I miss traveling. I cant do it so much anymore as of this exact moment, but i do what i can
12: What time were I born: I was born exactly on the dot at 8:45 in the morning!
13: Favourite color: ALL THE COLOURS!
14: Do I have a crush: Nope!
15: Favourite quote: I dont really have one, but ill just put the last one that i shared. I came across it by accident and it is actually a lyric, but it says: “We make each other better, we may not be perfect, but we are perfect together” and its such a sweet, aweome song and it made me too emotional than i am confortable with.
16: Favourite place: I do not have one, actually!
17: Favourite food: How could you ever pick just one? There is so many delectable things out there!
18: Do I use sarcasm: Wha-whaaaattt! Pshhhh, haha, do i, do I use sarcasm?!?!? Hahahaha, noooooooooooooooo.
19: What am I listening to right now: I just have The Office playing in the background, ive gotta shower here soon, but I am tryna crunch out these questions first!
20: First thing I notice in new person: Existence?
21: Shoe size: That is a tricky question, but the shoes i am wearing today are a 9.5H
22: Eye color: As of rn, they are lightish brown!
23: Hair color: Browwwnn
24: Favourite style of clothing: I mean, i dont have an answer for this, but eccentric?
25: Ever done a prank call?: I mean, do middle school girls do dumb things at sleep overs?…yes.
27: Meaning behind my URL: I have used this url for soooooo many years now, it is basically my signature username. I came up with this in,,,a round fourth grade time, and that was when i was really noticing my connection to mother nature and i was the weird kid and so ‘different’ stood out to me, (”different” being a good connotation and “strange” being the opposing) and ‘dove’ was a nice word, showing a bit of religion and peace and so i feel they fit together very nicely! It also turned out for Morning Dove to be my first larger role, and my ancients gave me this bag of random jewlery from all over and it had a beautiful handmade dove in it with beads.
28: Favourite movie: N/a
29: Favourite song N/a
30: Favourite band Really, how does one pick these things?
31: How I feel right now: I,,,I feel, not necessarily happy, but, almost. Content?
32: Someone I love: Rachel
33: My current relationship status: Single and ready to fla-stay that way.
34: My relationship with my parents: Nonexistent?
35: Favourite holiday: I dont have one! I really kind of like all of them! Well, except for valentines day. Thats so stupid, im not even gonna get that soap box.
36: Tattoos and piercing i have: Sadly, i just have my lobes pierced, but i want soooo many more piercings that are underway. I want too many tattoos, and i cant really get them, so im just gonna deal without.
37: Tattoos and piercing i want: Well, the next is my conch ear pierced. I have an ear map of ones that i want.
38: The reason I joined Tumblr: I mean, this is not my original tumblr, but it was actually my friend Tahlia who suggested it. I was making really cool art out of fruit at lunch and she wanted me to post it, and so she told me about it and i cant remember what that blog was, but i will remember eventually. But i joined off of her recommendation and here i am!
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?: No, i mean,,, he hurt me beyond belief and its really something ive been trying to get the heck ut of my life, but no, i dont hate him. I know he despises me, but i feel what i feel and as much wrong as he did me, i do not hate him.
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?: I meaannn, technically yes, but ive not gotten a “good morning” text in a good while. I tend to talk to people very late, and so we will say good bye n good night, but not really, no.
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?: I have not.
42: When did I last hold hands?: Goodness, that is a time ago, huh. Thats not something ive thought about in a good while. I held a mannequin hand earlier, but a human, uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh?
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?: It depends, anywhere from and hour to five hours.
44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days?: HAHAHAHAHAHA
45: Where am I right now?: I am sitting on my couch in the living room. My home.
*the part where i shorten answers, sweet and simple. AKA i didnt realize how long this was and i want to get them all, but im on a time crunch*
46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?: Then it would be whichever friend is there. We have good care for one another. Or the DD
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?: Suuuuuuuuuuper loud, man.
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?: Ugh. Unfortunately.
49: Am I excited for anything?: I am excited, yes. I get to give a gift tomorrow and get ready for KCACTF.
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?: Theres not really anyone, of any gender, that i have told everything to.
51: How often do I wear a fake smile?: too much.
52: When was the last time I hugged someone? I hugged this guy today…
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? I mean she IS married, soooo
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?: Huh? No?
55: What is something I disliked about today? I should have gotten something different at the restaurant, i didnt know it would be huge.
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?: The frozen head of walt disney
57: What do I think about most? Theatre? God? Honestly, my thoughts are nothing to mess with
58: What’s my strangest talent?: I can,,,uhhh, I am great at champagne towers?
59: Do I have any strange phobias?: Nope. But my friend is afraid of two things. Whales and jello.
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?: Boooooth
61: What was the last lie I told?: Im hanging out with Shelby and Ariel.
62: Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online?: Both is pretty cool. Talking is easier for my situation (more available, etc.)
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? Yep. YEP.
64: Do I believe in magic? Of course!
65: Do I believe in luck? Yes, but sometimes you have to make your own luck.
66: What’s the weather like right now? It is actually starting to snow! :D
67: What was the last book I’ve read? A Meisner book by friend lent me.
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline? Overall-yes. but i hate pumping gas, and thats really the only time i smell it.
69: Do I have any nicknames? Not particularly, no.
70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had? Probably my heart, itm.
71: Do I spend money or save it?: I am trying to balance.
72: Can I touch my nose with a tounge? Yes, i can, actually.
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me?: My ipad has pink in the case!
74: Favourite animal?: None. All of them.
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?: Dude. Freaking out over Gravity Falls!
76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is?: Uhhhhhhh, what? (McBadguy)
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?: I mean, all of the musics. Ooh lala? By ginger minj.
78: How can you win my heart?: I dont know you, it depends on you. But i feel my sparkling personality is a shooin.
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?: “Theyre not dead. Theyre never gonna die, but still chipped in for a cool tombstone, TAKE THAT DEBORA.”
80: What is my favorite word?: I dont have one, but there is this thing where people say a word and it just sounds perfect with their voice. My freshman english teacher had one. And its just strange and itll stop me in my tracks.
81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr: Theres so many great ones! I highly reccomend lots of my mutuals, theyre all perfect hoomuns.
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?: Made you look.
83: Do I have any relatives in jail?: Not that i know of.
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?: The power to have every power.
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?: Really anything on my personal life.
86: What is my current desktop picture?: I dont have a desktop.
87: Had sex?: Regerts. So many ragreeerrrts
88: Bought condoms? Nope.
89: Gotten pregnant? Nope.
90: Failed a class? Yes. And it is not hindering me.
91: Kissed a boy?: yes i have
92: Kissed a girl? Yep
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? No.
94: Had job? I have, i need another, though.
95: Left the house without my wallet? Only all the time.
96: Bullied someone on the internet? Of course not. Thats never okay.
97: Had sex in public? I mean, technically, but no, not really. If ever.
98: Played on a sports team? Yeah, several actually.
99: Smoked weed? The devils lettuce. That gateway drug? THe wacKY TOBACKEE?!?! Yes.
100: Did drugs? Yep.
101: Smoked cigarettes? No, goodness no. And thats not gonna happen. ick
102: Drank alcohol? Yep.
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? Never had this question before, i am vegan, yes!
104: Been overweight? Never not
105: Been underweight? HAha, yeahright
106: Been to a wedding? Yes! I love weddings! My last one ive been to was my dear friend Kelley.
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?: Minimum.
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? Childs play.
109: Been outside my home country? Yes and i cannot wait to go back
110: Gotten my heart broken? Hahahahaha only a lot.
111: Been to a professional sports game?: A few actually! I love it
112: Broken a bone? No, knock on wood
113: Cut myself? Yes. Dont do it.
114: Been to prom? Twice. Prom ruler yoyo
115: Been in airplane? Yes! Its great, good memories.
116: Fly by helicopter? Gosh i wish. I had an opportunity to at school, but i didnt learn until after the fact, They didnt think id want to. WOULDNT WANT TO. PSSSHHH. HA.
117: What concerts have I been to? So many. THe last big one was P!ATD and FOB in Georgia
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? Maybe?
119: Learned another language? I am working on it, yeah.
120: Wore make up? I am actually wearing it at this very moment.
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?: Ugh. Regeerrrtttsssssss
122: Had oral sex? Nope.
123: Dyed my hair? Nah
124: Voted in a presidential election? Sadly i have not. not yet.
125: Rode in an ambulance? No, actually. And i hope i never will. Unless its just a fun parade-type thing. Or a car chase.
126: Had a surgery? Besides oral surgery, no.
127: Met someone famous? A few, yeah. Shout out Fanboy
128: Stalked someone on a social network? Mildly, yeah.
129: Peed outside? So. Hard.
130: Been fishing? Nah
131: Helped with charity? Yeah, i love volunteering!
132: Been rejected by a crush?: Yuuuppppppp.
133: Broken a mirror? ……maybe a little
134: What do I want for birthday? Is surprise party a bad answer? Ive always wanted oneee
135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names? Ahhhhhh, who knows. Not present Madison. Thats future Madisons problem.
136: Was I named after anyone?: No, but who knows.
137: Do I like my handwriting? Yes. Its changed so much and is all over the place, but its great.
138: What was my favourite toy as a child?: Iiiiiii, i dont know.
139: Favourite Tv Show? N/a.
140: Where do I want to live when older? Nowhere. I want to keep traveling and live in cast/crew housing and yes.
141: Play any musical instrument? Clarinet, beginners piano, beginners cello, beginners bagpipes.
142: One of my scars, how did I get it? Ive not one on my right leg, four o’clock from my knee that i got from my kittens the last time i saw them…
143: Favourite pizza toping? Vegan thingssssss (a rare commodity where i live)
144: Am I afraid of the dark? Not teccchnically, but i cant be in it.
145: Am I afraid of heights? Nooooo, theyre wonderful!
146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad? Nope. Its only illegal if you get caught.
147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? School is being a dumb dummyhead.
148: What I’m really bad at. Everything, really?
149: What my greatest achievments are. Uhhhhhhhhhhhhh…?
150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me. Honestly, i have those stored atm and really couldnt tell you.
151: What I’d do if I won in a lottery. MADE SURE I CASKED THE TICKET ASAP. THOSE THIGNS HAVE A QUICK EXPIRATION DATE.
152: What do I like about myself. Uhhhh,,,,,,, my minds not there atm. Come again.
153: My closest Tumblr friend. Teccchnicaly its @shelby ashley 3, but idk if thats cheating.
154: Something I fantasise about. Fantasise? Idk if you know me, but thats a vvv tricky subject.
155: Any question you’d like? Well, you didnt specify for this, so i suppose were finished! You might have noticed by now, but i am not able to answer every question in the ‘traditional’ way, but i hope you had fun reading these and you learned something new! I enjoyed answering them! I hope you have a wonderful day!
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