#im cryingggg aaa

[ruinillusion]

prince/knight kanade save me…

[bonesandthebees]

Opens door gently this time

Soooo i went to reread the last two chapters of stars but then i kept seeing a reference to the previous chapter and next thing you know I've scrolled to chapter 20 😭

Anyways long story short i binged chapters 20-28 of stars today LMFAOOO

I cant believe so much shit happens with no break like huhhh, i thought it was 2 chapters of intenseness but nope 😭 those poor boys really did not get a break till the absolute end ohmygod

I ended up screaming in a lot of the ask i was gonna send so ima just cut it down to the legible parts lmfao 😭

The sum up of the screaming is pre much just: stars sandduo holyshit i love them so much

Every time there was a sandduo scene i felt like my chest was going to explode omg 😭😭😭 i gen forgot how to breathe shdkgkfjdkfjf they just ooohhhhh its just such a good dynamic, also damnnn brooo reading the phil pov today really showed just how similar they are together, the both of them were in such denial over being father son lmfao 😭

BROOO PHIL LEGIT TELLS HIM THAT HIS NICKNAME IS SMTH ELYTRIANS CALL THEIR CHILDREN AND MANS WAS STILL LIKE "nope ✋️" im cryinggg hahahaha

Also brooooo stars crimeboys are So Brothers i cant they make me Sick

Like out of all the crimeboys in ur fics, idk man u just,, did such a good job?? At making them seem like biological brothers. Cause i love found family crimeboys, but that type of brothers is a diff vibe from biological siblings, and you did such a good job at capturing it. I remember reading the first chapter of stars and getting smack cammed by the sheer Brotherness they gave off. They really reminded me of me and my sister (we r also half siblings!! It's cool seeing half sibling rep) eueueueu :( /pos

ALSO I love how you write Techno so much, in all of your fics, you always capture the intimidating aura plus the genuine softer personality and his humour, it's so lovely i love him, holds stars!techno softly, hes sooo skrunkly

I like seeing the parallels between stars and glass, especially the power that names hold in both fics, it's so cool. All of ur fics are so neat

Godddd the crimeboys reconciliation scene is one of my favourite scenes in any fanfiction ever ohkygod my heart hurt so much reading it it was so good holyshit

Im still also not over how Phil was proud when Wilbur one upped him, mans just got destroyed and he was just like "omg thats my son!!! Right there!!!" Im cryingggg i love sandduo so much

I am feeling so emotionally drained (/pos) after all of that tho 😭😭 i just went through all five stages of grief like 8 different times lmfaooo

Im gonna cope by writing my own sandduo (is this healthy? Probably not but who cares, sandduo 4 life ☝���)

rn my mental image is that with your first ask you slammed the door open and screamed and now you're just gently opening it and peeking your head in and it's very funny to me

damnn binging 20-28 in a single day that's so much

literally so much happened towards the end of stars. basically I had a ton of things building up to the crimeboys fight, and once that happened everything was falling down a mountain from there. they literally got next to no breaks.

phil and wilbur are soooo similar it's so funny. like there was a reason everyone around them was like "damn you really are like phil" to wilbur 😭

man that makes me so happy to hear that I did a good job with the bio sibling rep. writing crimeboys as biological brothers is definitely a slightly different vibe from the found family brothers. I don't know how to explain it, but it definitely feels different for me to write. thankfully it's not something I have to think about much. it's a natural shift that's easy to switch to (which is a bit ironic considering I myself am an only child lmao)

aaa ty for the compliments about how I write techno!! out of sbi techno has always been the one whose characterization i struggle with the most. I've definitely gotten more comfortable writing him over the years, but back when I was writing clinic i was SO stressed writing that one on one scene with him and tommy. I think one of the biggest issues I have with the way a lot of people characterize him is how they forget his humor. techno is funny, and will crack jokes even at inappropriate moments. obviously I have to keep the tone of a story in mind which is why techno isn't cracking very many jokes in stars, but he still has his moments of levity which i think are really important to him as a character.

can you tell I have a Thing for names and the roles they can play with vulnerability and trust. I just love exploring that concept man idk why

phil being proud of wilbur using his Voice on him was one of the earliest planned things about stars I had. sooooo satisfying to write oh my god

tysm for all the kind words though I'm so glad you enjoyed your reread!! have fun with your own sandduo :)

[shadow--writer]

Ummm omg I am crying. I did not expect my feelings to get attacked this early in the morning lol. 

This is so cute and sweet and my hearttttttt. Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm this man is gonna kill me I will die at the hands of fictional character lmao 

Imagine: you’re walking in the market beside Julian when you notice him take out a small notebook and piece of charcoal. He quickly scribbles something into the notebook and puts it away. The first time, it doesn’t seem significant. But before long, you see this notebook everywhere and at the strangest times - as you’re bent over laughing into your pint at Rowdy Raven - as you comb your fingers through your wet hair after a bath - as you cuddle Pepi - as you gaze by candlelight at the shape of his body in bed beside you.

You see the book at your wedding, the charcoal flashing across the page just before he tucks it away and asks if he may have this dance. You see it when you hold your child in your arms for the first time.

The charcoal has been worn down to a nub that he has to pinch between his fingers when you finally ask.

“Julian,” you say, “what were you putting in that book?”

He smiles, fishing the book from his pocket and opening it to the first page to a drawing of you, smiling out with a spark of curiosity in the eyes.

“I always wanted to have a portrait done of you,” Julian says. “A painting to hang above the mantle that would show the world how beautiful you are.”

He turns the page, revealing two more sketches - one where you’re portrayed with bleary eyes and disheveled hair, another in a dazzling masquerade costume.

“I decided I would make the sketch at a time when I thought you could not be more beautiful.”

He turns page after page - your entire life together can be seen in tiny snapshots, flashes of memory sealed in time, until the drawings of your face begin to have more lines and the children beside you grow taller and taller.

“You just kept becoming more beautiful. Every day I thought you couldn’t keep surpassing yourself, and yet you always did. I see the way that you’re looking at me now and I can’t help but think that I’m glad I waited.”

He takes his charcoal and sketches you, his expression brimming with affection as the lines take shape into a loving rendering of your face.

“I couldn’t capture your radiance in a single portrait. I needed a lifetime of them.”

[hyunverse]

AAA THE TSUNDERE KING! just imagine smothering him in cuddles while he is sulking and him slowly relaxing under your touch to the point where he just falls on top of you and falls asleep there. Its too soft oh god, i'm falling in love with him all over again. 🍓~anon

IM CRYINGGGG YKW I'M GONNA WRITE CUDDLING AYATO HCS LATER OWJSOWIS. he'd go "don't cuddle me, brat" and then when you wake up he's literally spooning you. at times he'd watch you sleep and when you catch him staring he'd start denying it. i have a headcanon that his ears turn red when he's lying so you could tell that he secretly enjoys your kiss attacks by how red his ears turn while saying "no".

[catcherkazuya]

🌟⚾ daiya no ace liveblogging, episode 37 ⚾🌟

- FUCK - I FORGOT ABOUT THIS ONO BUILD UP - TO HIS GODDAMN FINGER BREAKING 

- ughhhhhhh I remembered and I still didn't put 2 and 2 together - also INUI IS A GODDAMN BEAST - his whole head got smacked with the bat and he still GOT THAT BITCH OUT - that shit was soooo smoothhh 

- AND THEN HE SAID "NO PROBLEM" in English LIKE A BOSSSSS

- omg Tokyo senbatsu is everything 🌟 - also y'all see that seamless switch off between Ono and Yui? I mean, given the circumstances .. but! that's trust right there !! 

- Yui was ready too; pick up right where Ono left off with no panic or hesitation - lolol kuramochi and maezono are too much,, they so aggressive as temp captains 

- ALSO HARUICHI LOOKS JUST LIKE RYOUSUKE @ 8:57 I'm doneeee 💀💀 - awwwwww my heart 💔💔 Ono please - he just wants to take care of the team - AAAAH HE'S CRYING 😭 AND NOW IM CRYINGGGG - FUCK AND NABE IS CRYING 

- bsjskksbdkshhsva - OH SHIT - narumiya and miyuki battery IS HERE - OH MY GODDDD -  narumiya is truly insufferable 

-  how the fuck does everyone else on inashiro deal with him ??!? -  "if you're my catcher, make me shine" "can you handle our king?" LIKE UGHHHH 😩😩 -  excuse the fuck outta you but MIYUKI CAN CONTROL YOUR KING, YO WHOLE GODDAMN TEAM AND MORE -  c'mon now they only reason y'all are getting on him right now is because y'all know miyuki kazuya is THE SHIT 🔥🔥🔥 -  how ???? HOW YOU OUT HERE REJECTING PITCHES Narumiya !! -  AAA 😱😱😱😡😡 DID HE -  REALLY JUST

-  THROW ??? -   A PITCH ??

-   AT MIYUKI !?!! -   oh HELL NO ABSOLUTELY NOT -   narumiya drop your location sir I just wanna talk 🙃

-   narumiya has lost his whole goddamn mind because clearly he ain't trying to win this goddamn game if he's out here rejecting pitches then blatantly throwing them recklessly at the pitcher AND THEN HAS THE AUDACITY to walk halfway off the mound, unsupportively of his catcher when miyuki is struggling to get this damn out WHEN IT WAS NARUMIYA'S damn fault miyuki didn't catch it to begin with 😡😡😡🙃 -   oooooooo I'm so heatedddd y'all -   this is why I'm don't fuck with him -   selfish ass stupid headass -   🙅🏾‍♀️🙅🏾‍♀️🙅🏾‍♀️🙅🏾‍♀️ -   WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO PROVE ?? Other than pettiness and being ugly -   I will take any pitcher in all of Japan over him;; idc is he's the greatest or whatever -   he's annoying and his attitude is appalling -   THANK YOU to carlos, shirakawa and literally everyone else doing their jobs on this team 

-   Carlos and umemiya are super cute ugh 😍 -   also thank you to Madhouse for focusing so heavily on miyuki's eyes and smiles his episode,, you are appreciated 💖

this week's end card ♦️ (ft. USA v. Japan teams!)