#im complaining here while the other tab has the looming empty chapter open

[lostinsaltburn]

I can't stop procrasti-cleaning.

I have this one chapter to write and I've been stuck on it for two weeks. It's a heavy chapter and I want to do it justice but I keep finding any reason to escape having to do it.

I sit down, set a timer and then oops my glasses need a clean, while I'm up I may as well do the dishes, oh look at that better make a new cup of coffee - hmmm I wonder how to deep clean a kettle.

Good news my house is fucking sparkling and the rest of the story is planned better then I've ever done before.

Bad news is 'I DONT WANNA FUCKING WRITE THIS CHAPTER' uuurgggh this part makes me wanna choke