#im at the hairdresser rn and have bleach on my head so maybe the bleach will like reset my brain because it is FRIED

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Oh my GOD final chapter of old habits was just… *chef’s kiss* like it was SO incredible. The graphics??? The website??? The SECRET CODE?????? I am in awe, it’s SO GOOD!!!

thank you!! after i hit post last night i literally sat there like 😀😶🧍‍♀️… so what am i meant to do now… i’ve been working on this for the past 5 months and 20 days… i am empty inside… matthew and callan are done haunting me (but not really)… it’s like a love hate relationship because i loved working on it and how much i was able to push myself creatively but hated it because of how much it fried my brain after every chapter… but thank you for reading and supporting it i guarantee it wouldn’t have made it past the first chapter if it were not for everyone loving this little universe as well 🫶🫶

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THE LAST: Drink: water Phone call: surely my mom Text message: Yesterday to my secondary jerkass boss if he turned in our timesheets Song you listened to: I was listening to Foo Fighters while baking today, can’t remember the last song... I Should’ve Known? Run? idk Time you cried: yesterday/this early morning, broke down sobbing when Mike Shinoda played the most beautiful demo he wrote 8 days after CB, and then followed that up with Waiting For The End... hearing WFTE in Mike’s solo version just broke me Dated someone twice: nope Kissed someone and regretted it: nope Been cheated on: nope, not in relationship way Lost someone special: I’m told that celebrity role models don’t count Been depressed: depends... depressed depressed last December/January Gotten drunk and thrown up: the one and only time I did that was about 3-4 years ago when I drank Frisco (basically fruity flavoured beer) on a completely empty stomach. Needless to say I haven’t touched Frisco since & always make sure I eat something heavy before drinking.

FAVOURITE COLOURS: warm purples, deep reds. Maybe also indigo in combination with gold/silver (i’m a sucker for star patterns ok)

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: Made new friends: yep Fallen out of love: yes, out of one-sided fancying Laughed until you cried: can’t recall Found out someone was talking about you: umm probably? Met someone who changed you: not by a person no Found out who your friends are: not within this year Kissed someone on your facebook list: nope

GENERAL: How many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: all of them, I only add ppl I personally know. Although recently I’ve added my Iraqi cousins whom I’ve never met, so that may count as strangers. Do you have any pets: one ridiculously spoiled cat, although sometimes I feel like I’m her pet and not vice versa Do you want to change your name: nope, I like it What did you do for your last birthday: man there has been the biggest turmoil of shit around my last birthday concerning my father that we didn’t celebrate at all. So I guess the answer is trying not to break down & being there for my mother What time did you wake up: today? hahaha either 4:20 AM or 1PM, depends on which one you count. Been watching a livestream from LA What were you doing at midnight last night: either watching tv or wasting time on internet Name something you can’t wait for: umm Christmas, kinda? no school, no work, plus I’m the biggest xmas spirit elf ever. I always switch to exclusively xmas songs playlist mid-november at the latest When was the last time you saw your mom: she’s sitting right across from me :) What are you listening to right now: I actually turned off my Spotify a while ago, so a random backgroud thing on TV. There’s Owen Wilson in it. I’m not focusing on it enough to switch the channel Have you ever talked to a person named tom: does Tomáš count? It’s shortened as Tom. In which case yes, there was one in my primary school :D Something that is getting on your nerves: man what isn’t... my secondary boss, my school team projects, my father... Most visited website: tumblr, subeta, facebook, gmail, university IS Hair colour: almost black, rn actually faded ombre waiting to be re-dyed purple tomorrow. Word of advice: If u have really dark hair and want to dye it a crazy colour, tell your hairdresser to bleach it at least twice. I didn’t and now regret it. Long or short hair: longish, like tops-of-breasts long. I had it cut shorter than usual for summer, growing it out now Do you have a crush on someone: nope, well not a proper crush rn What do you like about yourself: hair (before I decided to mess around with it), eyes, music taste, that I have some brains, that I’m healthily insane (insert Robin Williams quote) Want piercings?: a second row of ear piercings sometimes. back when I was thin I wanted a bellybutton one - in my defense I was 14 and an aspiring bellydancer Nickname: general ones: Simi, Síma, Simča. Call me Simonka and I’ll skin you Relationship status: forever alone Zodiac: gemini Pronouns: she/her Favorite tv show: skam, doctor who, buffy the vampire slayer, angel, gilmore girls, daredevil, stranger things, agent carter, game of thrones, mozart in the jungle, veronica mars, sherlock sans last season Tattoos: none, but want one Right or left handed: leftie Surgery: yes, ankle when I was 11 Piercing: just ears Sport: despise it in any form but dancing Vacation: was or want to? I’ll make it easy and say London for both Pair of trainers: i don’t think i understand the question? I have three pairs, one of which can be considered sporty

MORE GENERAL: Eating: last thing I ate or my favourite food?? Pomegranate for the former, mom’s lasagna and peanut icecream for latter Drinking: last thing: water, favourite: non-alcoholic water or Mirinda/Top Topic if I want something flavoured, alcoholic old fashioned (seriously old fashioneds are to die for) Im about to: start downloading the next episode of stranger things, as last download just finished Waiting for: the end to come... no sorry that’s a song. Now I have it stuck in my head. Want: mental stability, a kind charming boyfriend, to move out of my parents’, financial stability (= a miracle jackpot i guess), to be able to handle schoolwork better than I do rn, basically just to use the motherlode cheat code and move to canary islands for three months Get married: yes, one day, if the guy’s okay Career: in business IT I guess, so far I’m eyeing a Data Analyst, Business Analyst or something ITIL-related

WHICH IS BETTER: Hugs or kisses: kisses Lips or eyes: both Shorter or taller: taller Older or younger: depends mainly on personality, but generally older Nice arms or nice stomach: arms. shouldersss Hook up or relationship: relationship Troublemaker or hesitant: I wanna say hesitant but then nothing will happen ever, so neither

HAVE YOU EVER: Kissed a stranger: no Drank hard liquor: yes Lost glasses/contact lenses: no Turned someone down: yes Sex on the first date: no Broken someone’s heart: I don’t think so Had your heart broken: nope Been arrested: no Cried when someone died: yes Fallen for a friend: nope

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: Yourself: rarely... sometimes? depends on my general mood Miracles: I do now Love at first sight: not really? Santa Claus: hahaha Kiss on the first date: like only if the chemistry would be really remarkable, but generally no Angels: partly, like guardian angels

OTHER: Current best friends name: Eli (Eliška). Then there’s my mom (I know that’s a cliche), Jana, Tereza, Síma, Klára Eye colour: brown Favorite movie: that’s harder than series... a lot of them? harry potter obviously, then man from UNCLE, far from the madding crowd, jane eyre, captain america, tangled...

I tag: OK this is such a cliche, but whoever is reading this? I don’t have many followers and most are bots anyway, but if your’re reading this, I just wanna say: thank you for following me, I appreciate you so, I hope you’re having a nice day and I’m rooting for you, and if you want to you can do this fun thing & please tag me in it <3