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Anytime I think abt Kon being Superman I’m like booo I would only ever let it happen if a few issues later he’s like. So yeah. I actually dont want this.
#txt#ppl are always like ‘it’s sad that Jon can be Superman & Kon isn’t!!’ & im like 😑 how.#like idk man#‘guy who was created after death of Superman & mourns never growing up bc he can’t be Superman becomes Superman’ is so. boring.#I just think he’d want something his own#I also don’t like when ppl make his Superman outfit just Clark’s outfit but red & black bc omg that’s ugly
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“I had all and then most of you
Some and now none of you.
Take me back to the night we met.”
— The Night We Met by Lord Huron
cw implied death, angst, OWWW OWWWIE OWWW
The day starts as usual.
The sun rises, birds chirping as you push open the balcony door to let the morning air in. Joseph steps out, a cigarette already between his fingers. You join him, two mugs of coffee in your hands. He takes one from you with a grateful smile, you both settle into the routine.
The day is beautiful. The suns warm embrace on your skin makes you want to linger there forever, soaking in her rays.
“What d’ya want for breakfast?” he asks, smoke curling lazily from his lips.
You ponder for a moment, imagining the taste of different dishes. “How about…pancakes?” you suggest, feeling your mouth water at the thought.
Joseph chuckles, stubbing out his cigarette and taking a final gulp of his coffee. “Pancakes it is then.”
You eat breakfast together at the table. Joseph flips through his script between bites, humming under his breath and glancing at the clock occasionally. A quiet sigh escapes him as he polishes off his plate.
He rises, placing his dirtied plate on the sink, setting his empty mug on top. He walks over to you, gently pushing your hair back and kissing your forehead.
“I gotta go. I’ll see you later, okay?”
You hum, cheeks warming from the kiss. “I’ll pick up stuff to make your favorite for dinner tonight. I know we haven’t had it in a while.”
His eyes light up, “Sounds like a plan.”
He heads towards the entryway, grabbing his jacket. He looks back at you, a smile still lingering on his lips.
“Don’t worry, filming shouldn’t take long today. I’ll be home before you know it.”
The butterflies in your stomach flutter with his words.
“Okay, I’ll see you later,” you reply, eyes droopy with morning grogginess and love.
The door clicks shut behind him, you watch a moment longer. Your eyes trace over the knob, down the mysterious crack in the wood, and watch his shadowy steps fade away. A sudden uneasiness creeps in, filling your gut with a syrupy ache. The butterflies no longer flutter, their wings cut, leaving you with a heavy feeling in their place.
You try to shake it off, but the feeling lingers, the knot in your stomach tightening with each tick of the clock. Hour after hour, minute after minute, you try to distract yourself with meaningless chores. You go grab things for dinner, the hustle and bustle of the store creating a dull hum over the pit in your stomach. A weak balm that doesn’t last the second you step through the apartment door again.
Night falls, groceries left forgotten on the counter. Seconds tick by painfully slow, each one a reminder of his absence. You can’t shake the feeling that something is terribly wrong.
Joseph doesn’t return that night, or any night after that.
#omg who would write such a angsty story? its so sad#i say while looking in the mirror#yesterday was a fun happy day so of course my brain was like#okay now angst.. GO!#Joseph... my sweet pookie bear#i can't wait to find out more about his death#specifically how and why he died#its confirmed that its a premeditated homicide#so the person planned this murder..#it feels so full of hate and revenge to me#so my bets are all on someone from his past coming back for revenge..#i also like that idea because joseph always seems to be running..#running away from his past and his old self..#it would be so ANGSTY if his past is what kills him#in a metaphorical sense#sigh..#also the song 'the night we met' with forever remind me of joseph#specifically the lyrics i listed above#it perfectly encapsulates how quickly someone can enter and leave your life#OMG AND the lyric 'i dont know what im supposed to do HAUNTED BY THE GHOST OF YOU'#THIS SHIT JUST WRITES ITSELF#DUDEEEE#I DONT EVEN NEED TO SAY MORE#sunny day jack#sunny day jack x reader#somethings wrong with sunny day jack#swwsdj#joseph haberdae#jacktor#joseph haberdae x reader
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#oh my godddddd this looks incredible#if youre a fan of kate and have the means to go to new york go see her#like from these clips alone it just shows off her absolute prowess as an actor#the stage really is her home man like she looks so natural there#im so sad i cant just whip up a plane ticket to ny but ill support her in spirit#kate mulgrew#i legit screeched upon watching this#like with any luck they'll do a cheeky full release of a filmed version after the show is over (unlikely but a girl can dream)#no but you guys dont understand that moment of her drawing is so interesting because she has said she misses her mother and#she has never really described herself as and artist but she absolutely is doing something there like her body language is dead on#i dont think she has the patience to be an actual artist it does require a bit of solitude and being in one place for countless hours#kate always strikes me as someone who doesnt settle down but she understands artmaking because of her mum/ family that is so epic to me omg#maybe in another life for her...she could have
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Thinking about Cherry's UM, what would it take for a person's song to change? Assuming it isn't static from cradle to grave. Is it as easy as emotions, or does it take something drastic/a lot of time/otherwise a lot of personal change and development?
(Also, why do people think he has beef with Malleus?)
Hi! Thanks for asking :D
Imagine a person's song as a leitmotiv, a recurrent character theme. Its vibes change depending on the person's current feelings or situation, leaning toward energetic if they're angry or fighting, toward soft and romantic if they're with people they love, etc etc.
That being said, the song will definitely change from birth to death, picking new instruments and rhythms with each new event or people met. It's always ever changing, but so slowly and quietly that it would take a while to realize. A bit like growing up, you don't realize until you look back at old pics.
Huge events, happy or traumatic, make the song change more drastically though, but there will always be a hint of what it was before. It never changes the song completely, there's always the core imprint of the person beneath it.
(As for the supposed beef between Malleus and Cherry, it simply stems from the fact that if there was one person who could potentially have a chance against Malleus in a purely magic fight, it'd be Cherry. Except Cherry isn't much of a fighter so he'd totally lose a duel haha.
It's the magic school equivalent of boys pitting Son Goku vs Superman and trying to figure out who would win.
(It's Superman. Superman wins.))
#always happy to yap about OCs!!!#i love leitmotivs#it can destroy a movie as much as make it the best movie ever#there are movies that overuse leitmotivs so much that I end up rolling my eyes because it pretty much spoils the next few seconds to you#and then there are some when Im like “omg thats their theme but its all sad now because everything's FUCKED” D': and its the best feeling#twst#twst Cherry#ask me anything#Maelstrom AU
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FINISHED LAST 2 EPS OF YURI ON ICE,
ON THE FLOOR
ON MY KNEES
VICTOR KISSING YURI’S HAND WITH THE RING, THE CROWD GOES WILD
THEN YURI ON THE ICE KISSING HIS RING BEFORE HE STARTS PERFORMING HHHH
DIVORCE ARC AR THE END OF THE SECOND TO LAST EP??? VICTOR CRYING BC OF YURI???? NOOOOOOOOO
“I’ll be sure to skate my and Victor’s love, laid bare to the world!” That’s more like it <3
UPDATE NVM IM SO STRESSED AHHHHHH
“I really want to kiss the gold medal” *pans to yuri and victor almost kissing* 🤔 damn straight gay
Not victor refusing to kiss yuri’s silver medal and then leaning super close and asking if he has suggestions…damn king
Did they just make vows again <3 good for them <3
THEYRE SKATING TOGETHER AT THE END AHHHHH
SO THEY'RE MARRIED NOW RIGHT
im so unwell about their tenderness its unparalleled
I NEED MORE CRIES WDYM ITS OVER HHH WHERES THE NEXT SEASON SOB BANGING MY FIST
#blu liveblogs#yuri on ice#yoi ep 11-12#i LOVE how they show their rings like all the time like yes#yes show teh sparkle#show their commitment to each other !!!!#and omg their pre/post performance rituals are so#either heart wrenching /neg or heart wrenching /pos#im so normal abt victor kissing yuri's ring hand like hfjkawnlfkjwf#ALSO. WHEN YURI WAS LIKE VICTOR LETS END THIS I WAS LIKE NOOOO STOP. STOPPPPPPP YOU IDIOT (AFFECTIONATE) STOP !!!!!#THEN VICTOR CRIES SO BAD AND IM LIKE DUDEEEEEEEE#THEN THEY BOTH LOOK SAD HRAWEHLRWJKENFJSKDF#BUT THEN. YURI NAILS HIS FREE SKATE PERFORMANCE HRAJKWENLFWEJKF YES MY KING#also called it i was like hm i really want yuri to win gold but yurio is prob gonna get it at this rate... and yeap#then i was like this is gonna lead to yuri and victor havin some form of gay vows to each other or smth to stay on the ice or smth#AND YES I WAS RIGHT LETS GOOOOO HRJAKWENLFWEF#ALSO THEIR HUGS ARE EVERYTHING THEY GIVE ME LIFE#THE WAY THEY CLUTCH AT EACH OTHER SO TIGHTLY#KISS KISS FALL IN LOVE#already in love but thats besides the point yes FALL DEEPER IN LOVE#also i liked the jj comeback yes u go king#also i loved yuri's character development#look at yuri slaying on the ice now with confidence !!!#so proud of you dude <3#also yurio is such a tsundere lmao damn in the begining i remeber thinkign who is this asshole goddamn#gud character development all around#im going to try and convince one of my friends to watch this cause they always get me to watch stuff#i watched all of rwby this is the least they could do for me <3#its my turn now hehehehe
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#Yuuta literally just had a whole thing about it in the new chapter he didnt even want to do this shit#and I’m sure yuuji would’ve disagreed heavily with this these people always gotta make it about a ship it’s so annoyingsjsjsjs#and sm ppl hate Yuuta now he didn’t even want this sjsjs im so sorry bro#rambling#and ppl were bitching about Shoko’s reaction even tho it’s pretty on brand for how she’d react#they like to act like she doesn’t care at all because it’s so easy to x her out of Gojo’s life because the shippers don’t care too much for#her anyway and it’s easy to forget that she doesn’t matter in their minds#during the fight she started smoking again despite having quit….#and she went through a whole pack of cigarettes during… she didn’t even think that it was possible for Gojo to have lost the way that he#did she completely believed in him because that was her friend#both her and Yuuta are getting shit on so hard bro these people cannot fucking read#jjk spoilers#stsg shippers have the worst comprehension skills….. ever bro#the fact that Gojo had already consented to this in the end is even more sad but they all knew the stakes… I just hate that Shoko and Yuuta#are being heavily shitted on for no reason and making it seem like they didn’t care about him even his other students I’m sure most of them#thought the plan was awful but if it had to be done it had to be done#I’m so sorry Shoko and Yuuta omg
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twitter has poisoned this fandom i fear ... we used to be a community..
#rambling in the tags#i know many people here are twitter refugees#many of whom never experienced spnblr in its true prime#save us 2014 tumblr save us#there is so much spn fandom infighting now i cant#ppl used to be annoying and hateful way back when too but omg.... we used to be a community#like now its samgirls dont like deangirls (which??? are we not on the same side here???)#its deans a horrible evil person this well sams a toxic person that and destihellers and wincesties cant just get along#or just enjoy each others content#like i HATE THAT !! i hate the dean hate from samgirls i always despised the sam hate back in the day from mainly destiel shippers#(which ive seen WAY LESS sam hate since ive come back recently its mostly DEAN hate whether its wincest or destiel shippers)#and people werent calling each other disgusting freaks for shipping one thing or another#destihelllers have always been annoygin that much i will say but seriouslu#we used to be a FAMILY#now its whos character/ship the most valid/morally “correct” wars#i love that a lot of thoughts and opinions and ships and things have matured so much since 2014#truly its beautiful how much more detailed and nuanced the thoughts and ideas and opinions on the show are now that weve had like 10 years#to think and stew over this stuff#but theres just so much like. fighting and arguing#the spn empire has fallen in on itself#shouldnt be surprising#which im not really surprised just sad and idealistic#nostalgic for the days when we all loved all the characters and i didnt have to see “takes”#thanks a lot twitter.com#spn#ham.txt
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repeating “jealousy is a disease get well soon bitch” in my head every time i block rude anons and delete hatemail so i can try to brush it off but i am not ur strongest soldier so can you all stop being mean 🩷 please

#♡.gabi barks#im okay i prommy (im crying rn)#like omg seriously what did i do!!!!! i dont do anything but mind my fucking business!!!! and talk to my precious little friends!!!!!! but#apparently i cant even do that bc no matter what i always get meanies in my inbox 🤞#like im seriously not doing anything i just came back and im already receiving asks telling me to kms and deactivate like do yall realize#im a person too.. like im literally real and i have feelings and im not a complete ditz#like what is so hard about treating people with kindness!!!!#ive spent all morning blocking mean anons and deleting asks and trying to brush off the mean words i see and receive and it hurts!!!!#im just a girl#if u send hate or tslk meanly to or about me im assuming ur a LEWSER and have no life bc i dont even do anything fr!!!!! im coolin!!!!!#i was gonna post this with the jealousy is a disease get well soon girl meme but i couldnt find it#anyway im fine!!!! (as im actively texting my therapist)#no bc im so upset and so angry WHAT AM I DOING WRONG#what am i doing to deserve this like please give me a valid answer so i can fix it im so tired of being sad and mistreated and bullied :(#i know i promised i was gna try to be more active but my little heart is so heavy and sad
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i was gonna share my xenoblade thoughts the next day because i was full of them but very tired however it is the next day and i forgot how to thought
#dang 😔#i can try though ig#uhh spoilers below#ok first music very good#i have not done so yet but i like to sit down and listen to the whole soundtrack after finishing a game for the first time and i am looking#forward to that very much#anyways i love stories about death#heck yeah death and fear of change and regret and insecurity and hope and also flutes#the ending with the final boss in stuff was kinda giving me pmd vibes specifically gates and super#i love pmd so this is a very good thing#also i love when villains have some connection to theatre#the n and m thing was wack#like omg a guy named n oh huh he kinda looks like noah take off ur mask dude lemme see omg it is noah!! wow evil version of main character#wait is that mio#oh snap he isnt a version of me im a version of him born from his regret and the hope that he completely lost#very cool!#after the execution stuff and i added valdi back into my party because didnt have a hero in that because ghondor joined as my hero for a bit#and then left and i put him back in and i was like hey bestie how was ur day yeah mine was pretty good i just got locked up for a month and#just sitting there full of dread and anger and sadness as the clock was ticking towards death for the girl i love and i couldnt even be near#her during this and there was no hope of escape and then we were forced to watch her fade away before getting executed and i stood over my#body and looked down on it and i was taken to a place where i saw all my past lives and how me and the girl i love fell in love each time#but i always lost her until finally i did some horrific stuff and forced her into immortality with me never asking if she wanted this#because i stopped thinking of her as a person and more like a precious possession i need to keep in my grasp and our regret was so powerful#that we were born again through hope despite our other selves still living and then i decided to try again and the other mio stopped the#other me from killing me and plot twist they body swapped and the other mio died and the mio i know lived on with the other mios body and#then the other me got a lil too silly so we beat him up#so yeah my day was pretty good how was yours#like okay!!!!!!!!#great!!!!!!#ok i reached max tags bye
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Continuing from my last post bout Mind, we also need to talk more about how paranoid & untrusting/second-guessing your mind can be cause i think its very interesting
#as somone whos way too paranoid for its own good i like seeing it portrayed into mind#im not projecting you are shush#but like especially the way he sometimes assumes heart is lying or doing thing for attention/pity#cause its like when your brain would tell those things#or maybe thats just my mental illness talking#also not trying to paint heart as innocent here this was just a mind post#heart can also be a bit self centered or the whole claiming to be the victim thing#but also thats not bashing heart either i love the guy too#this is just me looking at some lyrics and how the characters operate and going#“omg hes just like me fr fr” and projecting#none of them are okay and its fun to characterize the reasons why#heart always claims to be the victim mind thinks hes better off without the rest & souls answer to the problem is to off everyone/himself#all bad thoughts but to heal we must take funny lil guys and make them sad#and project said feelings & thoughts unto them#okay im realizing a main reason i like hms/cjs music is i might relate to it too much#im fine i swear#i haven't even talked about the fact i like his two wuv hokum all ye faithful & hallelujah covers a lil too much#i need a cj's music trauma bingo card/j#okay rant over#chonny jash#cj mind
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pata hai you know about that scar nose pe right that was bleeding so it heals then it gets weird again because glasses so i have to wear contacts GHAR PE and i hate contacts i only wear it imp functions mein i have to cry for like 2 hours before even putting them on i hate this
just be blind na kya karna hai duniya dekh ke jab main hoon hi nahi wahan??
#also this is extremely not normal stop sending me asks abd go to the doctor i love you but main soframycn lagane ke alava kuch nahi kar#also omg i can't believe u regularly wear contacts mujhe lagane me 2 ghante aur nikalne mein 3 ghante lag jate hai KITNA MUSHKIL HOTA HAI#upar se you can't cry and sleep in then like hello you can't restrict my crying and sleeping im always sad and always sleepy 😭😭#saumya baby <3
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why he so mysterious…
demur
#weezer#rivers cuomo#i had a bad day! well actually i looked freaking amazing and got sm compliments today sooo!! i am pretty as freaksauce.#it was fairly good but i failed my physics test :(( …. it’s so sad… 34 percent before the curve.#34?!??? HOW???? I THOUGHT J ATE TS UP???#so yeah; insane …. but it’s okay because i’m good at other stuff and have other things i am good at!#oh yeah so guys guys guys.#there’s this girl who i do not like and i have not liked her since freshman year; right? and she’s fairly popular; your average overachieve#ing person; BUT i always didn’t like her. she left a bad taste in my mouth and i didn’t know if i was just jealous or WHAT#BUT I HAVE REASON TO HATE JER! MY GUT WAS RIGHT!#good job lyss#she’s a homewrecker and basically likes to get w people who have partners…. AND SHE WSS BEING FLIRTY W MY BF LIKE HELLO ???#who she think she is?#my bf doesn’t talk to her anymore since i said i don’t rlly like her and how she is thankfully#but my friend was talking to me in Seminar and was like ‘oh ya if i had a bf i’d kms than let him be around her.’ is that mean ? or is it#okay since she has done that multiple times then gets defensive and hates to be called out for kt#her gf right now had cheated on her boyfriend for the girl i don’t like; and this has happened TWICE!#HELLO???#like wtf…. and she sends the screenshots of it when she stops talking w the person who cheated on their partner for her and starts to play#the victim… like the weezer song. you can’t pay for dinner w the victim card ya.#well billy talent; but you know what i mean. so she’s playing the victim and she was saying “omg…. this feels so wrong…. but-but i love you.#stfu yn 😭#like holy moly. holy guac. “i don’t know how to quit you…’ turn off your phone ! (^^) close the app !#easy as that girl dw i got you#but for real. NOBODY LIKES JER BC SHES SO TOXIC. OMG IM SO JAPPY IM NOT ALONE ONNMY HATE TRAIN#anyways yeah. i can go more in detail for you all if anybody cares about my silly high school drama
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i think it's bad and evil that when i was a kid my grandma would teach me songs and when i was lucky enough to be at her house in jamaica while some of her sisters were there we would sing those songs in like 3-5 part harmony but now its like impossible and i dont remember many of the songs anymore anyway
#tirah talks#im so fucking sad today dhskdhdkdhdkd#im not anxious anymore but im just in my sadboy era#i think i'll be better tomorrow tho but omg... help#she always sings while shes cooking and doing yard work and stuff too...#actually the last time i was there (10 years ago now.. kms) she taught me two new songs and i forgot one#and i remember the other but the lyrics were on my old phone that broke so idk how exactly it went 😢
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#omg also gonna redye my hair today#i got a lot of red dye and already refreshed my color#but im a little sad its like too pinky for my taste still cute tho#but anyways im gonna bleach to add some more color in#i kinda wanna do like the very ends of my hair red and dye the rest black#but i need to figure out how to do layers on my hair first for that#also MIGHT GET MY NOSTRIL PIERCING DONE FINALLYYY#i wanna get both sides done for symmetry + three nose piercings then but also idk bc i heard they suck to heal#idk tho i'm finalky living my emo dreams and i'm so happy nowadays#like i just rly like how my style is developing and ik baby glow always wanted these things but never thought they'd get them 🙈#AHHHH IDK I THINK SMTH ABT TURNING 20 SOON HAS ME ALL REFLECTIVE I'M SO AJGDJDJDJ#glow gabs
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i have a severe one-sided beef with this very very very big popular taylor blog on here
#i won’t name names but im 95% sure you have seen them they are VERY big on here#they just… always answer asks which is whatever but the way they talk about taylor’s private life… ooof…#it’s not even about omg xyz sons reminds me of 123 event in taylor’s life#is more like#anon: taylor wrote this song about this situation and she said this bc of that right?#the blog: so close! actually here’s a very detailed explanation about her personal private life that tells us in thorough detail#what she thinks and feels#anon: thoughts on tonight surprise songs?#the blog: of course she chose those she’s SAD and HEARTBROKEN did you see her CRY she misses him SO MUCH she cant do without him#…uuuuh sure….#like maybe they’re right ! but its so weird how all they do is talk about that ! in that way !#anyways as i said its a one sided beef i have cause apparently no one else bats an eye cause they’re beloved here#x
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#normal im normal#o dioO DIOo dioO DIO#i always love how completely useless publio is in this one lmao#dude's just standing there like 'ok come on now. ok. ok come on. come with me now please. come on. ok. ok. thats sad but please can we go'#anyway. those sesto and vitellia parts interlacing makes me insane#as always. mozart scratching this peculiar itch in my brain that no other composer can quite soothe.#la clemenza di tito#mozart#opera tag#also im obsessed with vitellia she's so funny#'omg he's gonna die because of me... sad bUT WHAT ABOUT ME THE MAIN CHARACTER OF ROME'
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