#im almost done w drafts hehe

[twilghtkoo]

hiiiiii <33

hehe im here sending you a love letter cuz i right away think of you when this tiktok passed my tl since you always do bf!hyuck based on tiktok vid sometimes yes. so i dont want to be crazy alone while imagining that hyuck definitely do that to his gf 🥺🥺🥺

pairings. haechan x reader (f)

genre. fluff :'), established relationship

warnings. haechan is just the sweetest and most loving boyfriend

notes. thank u for the love letter ilysm :( <333 and it's ok bc every couple shit i see on tiktok my brain routes to being delusional @.@ ALSO i had a draft for this?? i was almost done w it but then tumblr deleted it????? or made it disappear???? 😭😭 like that shit was so well written i was up til 4 writing this shit and i had to rewrite this so i’m sorry if it’s kinda :/

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spring is here, the days are getting longer and the nights are getting shorter, temperature is getting warmer, and flowers are beginning to bloom. a season you always despised because you hate how the sun’s beams get stronger and hotter, and you’re not much of a morning bird but a night owl. your sleep patterns have always been inconsistent but you always got a sudden burst of motivation to do random things late at night.

you remember a metaphor about spring your teacher had told you when you were younger; spring is a breath of fresh air. spring is an opportunity to turn over a new leaf. all the springs you’ve spent living in a continuous cycle, and suffering the loss of the cold spell of autumn and winter.

changes have always been hard for you to accept and hard to come to face with. so why was it so different with him? why were you easily soaking in his sunshine and warmth?

you can call haechan a book worm when it comes to you. you are his favorite book on his shelf and the only one. he memorizes every little detail about you, bookmarking a certain page of you to go back and relive the memory in his sleep. easily reading you by how you act and behave.

he would love to spend every spring the universe brings, if you allow him.

a funky, red, plaid pattern blanket you had bought recently specifically for this picnic date lies neatly under a huge, green sapling, hiding from the sun's rays.

you are going off about a certain topic you had learned in your psych class and how you were a little scared to do an experimental test with your class, but it was interesting to see the psychological tests can be used to improve your understanding of certain behaviors. he loves hearing you talk about your classes, as if with his difficult career, he can be a student with you.

an hour or two passes and the sun moved, the rays of sunlight seeping through the branches of the tree above you is hitting your skin and your bare legs that are uncovered from your short floral dress. you looked beautiful under the spring's sunlight. he makes sure to tell you every day, even if he doesn't see you in person. a simple text sent to you around the early afternoon, saying 'you are looking so pretty today sunshine'.

he wouldn't mind if each spring was like this. he'd wait til the next spring to be able to taste your sweet lips, the delightful smell of fruit, being strawberry. your favorite lip balm (and fruit) that you have expressed to him before and being shy after. he likes strawberries too, but he has a theory they would taste better from you. nonetheless, he'll wait. and when the time comes he'll bookmark that chapter from his favorite book and adding his thoughts and emotions from the events with you into a piece of text.

and if you both end up spending one hundred springs together, at the last spring you two share, he hopes to gift you the sincerity of his love with the thousands of pages written and printed about you.

he hopes spring has another meaning for you with him in it.

[giveafike]

Hi azzie how are you??? When will you post next xxxx

Hii anon!! Sorry guys, I kinda went AWOL for a bit here, I’ve been somewhat swamped 😭 anon are you British? X hehe, just curious bc of the kisses.

I had a dream where I did a get to know me post and then got SWATTED 😭 would we want a get to know Azzie? I don’t think so, but lmk! Send questions if so (don’t SWAT team me 😭)

Writing Updates: trust, I will have Ben Shelton posts and a Jude blurb coming up eventually! If not this week, then next.

I’ve got a (albeit, belated) Halloween party coming up + a lot of work shifts this week + college starts tmr :( but I’ve got a lot of free time if I push out these assignments so..pray for me.

Azzie Updates + ChitChat: First of all I wanna say: tysm for the love on the works this past week!!!!! :,) you’re all so sweet and kind, I always say I love tumblr so much and it’s only bc of people like you guys liking and reblogging and commenting and sending me feedback that makes it such a sweet, fun, great place!

Second off, question! are any of those crazy amazing Ben Shelton TikTok editors with the freaky ass captions on tumblr? Bc I’ve been scrolling through posts all night, literally cackling at those captions and in awe of their editing skills, they need to proofread my writing drafts, they’re the realest mfs here.

I’ve just checked my inbox for the first time in a few days- YOU 🫵 😧 are FREAKYYYY AS FUCK 🫵😧 … HOLYYY SHIT???? Are we all ovulating..? The amount of NSFW requests you people want me to write, and you guys write it so sweetly too it makes me laugh sooo hard “Azzie hey girl! Love you! can you write a blurb about me and Ben and in public and he’s crazy and-” - TOUCH GRASS OH MYYYY GOD! GIRLS! Hahah kidding I’m just as bad……did you guys see that NSFW Ben Shelton tarot reading from @castingspellsanddaisies ? i am actually….feral?.. I can’t stop reading it … my face is WARM thinking about it; wdymm he’s good at it (duh ofc he is)…. Let me test that out…for research and writing purposes, obviously.

Um, anyways.. I underestimated an assignment of mine and I’ve been grinding on that (literally due in 3 hrs…almost done it tho!), I’ve another one due Wednesday + uni starts back tomorrow and I’ve got to go for attendance, so I’m prob pulling an all-nighter tonight 😵‍💫 im SICK of university and im sick of STEM, i deserve to be living the Morgan Riddle life but Ben Shelton edition. Sorry not sorry!

I’ve also been super badly sick, I passed out at work the other day and I’ve got no appetite whatsoever, I had a fever earlier this week - idk what’s going on w me! Autumn-winter always makes me feel like I’m a Victorian child. I feel wayyyy better than how I did a few days ago, but I’ve trying to take it easy and relax a bit, pls forgive me 😓

maybe tmr after I finish all my pending works I’ll write smut in the library…like a freak 💀😭 we’ll see anyways, good chat, back to my assignment I go 😞

[tastesinks]

like  for  a  quick  lil  starter,  i’ll  message  u  about  muses  <3

[writingmeraki]

Hello! I just want to say bless your beautiful, wonderful, lovely, talented soul for the cute Gue Sung and Heung min fic!! Obsessed w/ both of it !! You have no idea how much I squealed of joy when I saw part 2 of Fools of Love was out!! Wishing I forget about it just to read it all over again to get all the feels (even though I already do that anyways hehe). Also love the reader x Kang in bestie love too! So excited to see what ur next work is!! Literally one of my fav KFA writers!! Thanks for feeding us becuz the lack of the national teams fic is just 😞 Also, Happy New Years since it’s almost next years!!

hello !!

I read this ask a while ago and I forgot to reply to it because I literally kept reading it again and again and was speechless tbh 🥹

like thank you so so so much 💗 let me hug you like fr 🥹🫂 and just ahhh!!! I just love you so much <33333

happy belated new years to you !!! (literally been almost 2 weeks now im-) 😅

also don't worry I'll try me best to get some works up which are currently in my drafts just need to add some more stuff and it'll likely be done soon hehe😚

[costellos]

hihi miss toya how have you been!! i hope this isnt pushy but if you have wips can we get sneak peeks👀 im just always excited for what you have in store hehe💕

hello nonnie!! I’ve been doing good! I ordered some new Doc Martens w the money from my adult job and now I am anxiously waiting for them to come in..... how are you??

and no that isn’t pushy at all! thank you for the interest. you actually caught me at a good time. I usually don’t write wips bc I like banging stuff out in one go, but I have something that’s been sitting in my drafts for a hot sec. a lovely anon had suggested how each of the Duwang Gang would react when given their favorite flower and omg. what a cute idea! I’m almost done w it, but here’s a sneak peek of Jotaro and Josuke’s parts:

jotaro kujo.

Jotaro’s favorite flowers are wisteria (though holly is a close second).

he’s not much of a flower guy. he typically finds them to be too much, with cherry blossoms getting everywhere and the memory of Suzie Q’s gardenia perfume being  unbearable. if you asked him for his favorite, he’d say wisteria.

he wouldn’t elaborate if you asked why. truthfully, he doesn’t know. but between you and me, it’s because he saw a wisteria tree in full bloom before he, Joseph, Kakyoin, and Avdol left for Egypt. it’s the last thing he saw as his house faded over the horizon, with the cab Joseph ordered pulling the group away from the lives they knew.

hence, he’d get really quiet if you brought him to the wisteria tree at the Morioh Botanic Garden. it wouldn’t be a mad or sad kind of quiet, just... silent. even now, you can’t tell what he’s thinking. but judging by his face, whatever is running through his head is something he’s made peace with. he only puts his hand on the top of your arm, pulling your figure close to him. ↳ “I’m surprised you remembered.” a beat, and then a sigh. “thank you, [Name]. but let’s keep moving, I don’t want to linger here.”

josuke higashikata.

Josuke’s favorite flowers are cherry blossoms.

to be honest, if you asked Josuke what his favorite flower was, he wouldn’t know what to say. he’s not a big flower person. hence, cherry blossoms would be the first thing that come to mind. and while it sounds like a half-assed answer, it is true. sort of.

cherry blossoms remind those early spring days when his mother would take him to the park as a child. to Josuke, cherry blossoms are warmth and laughter. they’re the pink petals his mother would collect and drop on his hair. they’re the milk pudding his grandfather would bring him when he’d come home early from the station.

that said, he wouldn’t react much if you gave him a bouquet of cherry blossoms. he’d be flattered ― a gift is a gift ― but it wouldn’t go much further than that. if you gave him any cherry blossom dessert, however, Josuke would be yours. ↳ “whaaat, you got this for me?! wait- I don’t have anything for you. gah, I’m sorry! I’ll pay you back!!”

[hongism]

hi caly!!! i finally had the time to read moc40 AND OH WOW OH WOW OH W O W I’M SO SO PROUD OF YOU AND BESTIE THIS CHAPTER WAS SO SO INCREDIBLE LIKE THE PACING AND EVERYTHING ELSE WAS INCREDIBLE AND OFC I HAVE MUCH TO SAY 🥺🥺💗💗 - 🦔

hi bestie i’m finally here eeek sorry it took me so long to respond T_T !!! thank you so much for being proud of me tho oh my gawd that makes me so happy to hear im so glad you loved it eeeeee YOU’RE TOO SWEET TO ME BESTIE ILYSM 💗💕❤💕💗❤💕💗🥺

the opening between hongjoong and mc about hyunwoo :( i don’t know how to word this but he’s truly such an observant and complicated character especially how he treats mc, which makes him a character who’s really fun to read!!

pls it makes me so happy to hear that you enjoy and it’s fun to read hongjoong’s character, he’s one i enjoy a lot. i think previously a lot perceived hongjoong as a character who didn’t really care to pay attention to what’s going on around him, but he’s rather perceptive and notices quite a bit. it’s a good deep dive into his character in my opinion and a good ‘breaking point’ into his character in the future too!

the short convo between the guards was just…wow…bc it’s kinda a reminder that not everyone working for the military is entirely a piece of crap? like some of them are also questioning the ethics and morality and stuff like that? idk i found that part pretty important :(((

that convo between the guards wasn’t in my first draft, and i actually didn’t end up adding it to the chapter until i was almost done writing the chapter. i think for most of the story we haven’t really seen the crew doing something ‘wrong’ or anything like that, and even tho they are criminals, we haven’t seen that from them. this look into the guards, people who are perceived to be ‘bad’ by the crew but ‘good’ from the public’s view... it was kind of a peek into morality and how that effects people as a whole. i think it’s super important for sure and it’ll come back around a lot more in the future :((

CORSET AND DRESS CAPTAIN JOONG YAYAYYAYAYA

CORSET AND DRESS CAPTAIN JOOOOOOOOOOONG

san did what in the past :(((((( my bby :((( it hurts to read about san’s past but it definitely shows more similarities between him and mc :(((

there are lots of things we don’t know about san tbh and there are lots of pieces of his past that are starting to fall together and come together and not all of them are happy and good :( he and mc definitely have a lot of similarities and parallels in who they are as characters, and we’ll see that more and more in upcoming chapters :(

captain joong going soft just a teeny bit?? :’))) we love to see it hehe though i am curious as to how san got that ring in the first place 👁👁 very suspicious and it also makes me more convinced that joong is a normie 🤨

teeeeeeeeny bit of softness on our joong :3 we know san is his soft spot for sure, and that’s his little ‘weakness’ in a way, and it’s the best way to peak into his softer side :(( very suspicious eh 👁👁🍿 inchresting inchresting 👁👁🍿

i didn’t even realise that jisung’s tampering with mc’s memories could affect her using her siren abilities :/// more of a reason for me to drop kick moc jisung into space

!!! this is definitely something that hasn’t been ~delved into~ a lot yet but the people who tampered with her brain and memories blocked off this whole section of memories about what she is and how she can even function as a siren :(

MC HOLY CRAP??????? SHE REALLY JUST RIPPED-OH MY GOD WHAT A WAY TO REDISCOVER YOUR CAPABILITIES FOR THE FIRST TIME IN A WHILE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

JKDGJHKDJHKGJKHSDF the HIGHLIGHT (one of them) of the chapter, the heart ripping, this is something i cannot WAIT to get into :3

“how much would your pride suffer to admit that the only person holding you back from being open and honest with the people around you is yourself?” CALY THIS HURTS

IM SORRY IT HAD TO BE DONE </3

“who we are and what we are… why should either of those things be important in the face of trust?” I LOVE MOC SAN I LOVE HIM IK I USED TO SAY I WAS THE CAPTAIN OF THE MOC HWA X MC SHIP BUT-BUT THIS CHAPTER MUST JUST CONVINCE ME TO ABANDON SHIP BC THEYRE SO CUTE THE KISS AAAAAAAAA ;;;;;;; CALY COME BACK IM SO SAD

PLS </3 IM SO GLAD YOU CAME TO THE MOC SAN SHIP come here bestie i’ll hold u okay it’s GONNA BE OKAY ✋😔

[amirrorball]

HIIII DID U GET ALL YOUR WORK DONE ??

ALMOST😭😭 my essay is now a cohesive draft but MY WRITING IS BLAND🤮 and i have two more projects to work on but i finished all my math yayyyy😅😅😅😅😅😅 just vibing rn doing mandarin. but i’m gonna watch tv later hehe AND IM GETTING MASHED POTATOES FOR DINNER!!!!! how are u are u done w ur work?? we should choose a really fun movie for saturday

[peaches-writes]

what’s currently on my drafts

a september special 🥵🥵

felix rainy day au (will release when the thing im trying to pspspsps arrives)

changbin blurb (done just too lazy to post it hdjdjdjsksk)

minho fic (this be stressing me out bc idk how to connect them scenes smh)

minho request (might be connected to an existing fic 👉🏼👈🏼)

jeongin f2l (almost done im just running out of flowers to put in there)

jeongin blurb (might merge it w ☝️ tho idk yet)

seungmin fanboy au (idk might rewrite this idk idk)

the fake dating au one (it has jisung’s name on it rn but i might change it if yall send more names in the asks hehe)

so uh yeah that’s a lot & i have other things to do this weekend so i might close requests (?) we’ll see ;-;

[daizedream]

hehe i'm almost done w first draft of a qifrey/oru wha story and im so happy to feel this connected to stories again.

[flowerconcept-blog]

omg the ravi neighbor au was so good ^^ can you do a hyuk neighbor au?? thanks so much *~*

i did this so fast cuz i was hit with a flash of inspiration!!! thank you for the request i’m glad u liked the ravi one!!! it’s a lil shorter but i hope this is good too💝💕💘💗💞💛💖

neighbor!hyuk

as well as being next door neighbors, you and hyuk go to the same university

you greet each other when you happen to be in the elevator or hall at the same time, but other than that you really don’t know much about him other than the fact that he’s tall, he’s handsome, nd you’re in the same year at the university

which you only know because he likes to wear the dumb sweatshirt you got for free at orientation that you would never ever ever wear outside your apartment

and he’s LOUD!!!!your bedrooms are right next to each other and he’s always making noise but it’s more the fault of the thin walls that you can hear him and less the fault of hyuk…….. it still annoys u though

hyuk’s a confusing person, he seems like he’d be a gamer who doesn’t work hard at school when you first look at him with his round glasses and his big sweatshirts, but he’s majoring in management w/ a minor in compsci and is one of the top students in his major and minor

plus he works as an IT support for the school, so during his shifts calls might go through to him and he gets to deal with confused uni students who don’t know what to do when their laptop updates

his roommate hongbin is like “why don’t u just quit dude” and hyuk is like ….. the $$$$$$$ lmao duh

you’re kind of…………….really bad with computers………. like really…… pretty bad…….. and you usually don’t fuck up too badly but one night you’re running on 2 hours of sleep and you’re finishing up your 20 page paper that’s 20% of your final grade and just as you go to submit the final draft 15 minutes before the deadline

your computer. dies………….

and you……… you are going to scream …../// or cry…….. whichever comes first…… because when you press the power button it doesn’t FUCKING power up

basically your body goes into auto-pilot as you pull up the IT support phone number and call them and when you hear a voice(admittedly a nice voice that you feel like you’ve heard before) say hello you just go “please help>…….”

and hyuk where he’s sitting a room away from u is like ***sigh*** “did u try turning it off and back on again” but finally your situation sinks in and you go off autopilot and you’re like “my computer died and this paper is due in 13 minutes and i have the document saved on google drive im not that much of an idiot but i need to submit it because my professor’s terrifying and it won’t turn back on please help”

hyuk hears the desperation in your voice and for once he actually feels bad for the person on the other end of the phone call so he logs out of the game he’s playing on his computer and is like “where’s the closest library to you?” and ur like

“i live off campus the closest internet cafe is like 15 minutes away i don’t have time and my roommate isn’t home!!! i gotta revive this stupid! laptop!” and you’re glaring at your laptop and raising your voice

in fact …… you’re raising your voice enough that hyuk realizes he’s hearing you over the phone AND through the wall between your bedrooms …… and he also puts 2+2 together and realizes he recognizes the voice as his neighbor’s

so hes like … think fast hyuk think fast and goes “i know this is weird but where do you live i promise i’m not a serial killer, i think you’re my neighbor” and you go “HYUK?????” and hes like “yeah lol come over i can’t kill you cause my roomie’s here and you can use my computer to submit your essay”

you don’t know why you’re so surprised but you are honestly on the brink of tears

so when you knock on the door and it opens you follow him blindly to his room (which is neater than you expected, although not super neat) and he sort of takes your shoulders and plops you down in his office chair and is like “go”

it’s practically a dream and when you click submit with ONE minute left before submissions close you jump out of your seat and tackle hug hyuk on instinct

hyuks like uhhh whoa but also definitely wraps his arms around you before he gets the chance to make it weird, because you looked weirdly attractive in just your big comfy pjs and you smell nice and clean

this sounds dramatic but honestly you feel god in that chili’s that night……… and that god was hyuk

after the intense submission hyuk is like “u want some coffee or something” and ur like “no more coffee for the rest of my life” and he’s like “cool how about some ice cream”

and well the two of you eat the remainders of hongbin’s cookie dough ice cream and you don’t regret it

you realize that you’ve been misjudging hyuk this whole time because he’s really funny and his smile is really nice and you rant for 15 minutes about your evil professor and he doesn’t shut you up once, just listens

maybe it’s just cause you’re sleep deprived and he saved your ass but as he tells you about this one theater kid who COULD NOT figure out powerpoint .,,…,,..,…,,… he looks really really cute

and any other day maybe you would push that away but it’s not any other day and you are REALLY sleep deprived and you’ve got some sugar in you and you’re ready to do something really dumb, so you gear yourself up and when hyuk’s done with his story you lean over and plant one on him hehe

one being a kiss

he blinks for a second and u almost think you fucked up but then he smirk-grins and before you know it he’s kissing you senseless until you hear hongbin clear his throat and you pull apart, hyuk looking a tiny bit too smug as he apologizes to his roommate

that night u leave with his number …… and also a hickey

and as soon as you get back to your apartment hyuk texts u like “miss you already ;)” and then “also bring your laptop over tomorrow i’ll fix it” (you can’t decide which one is more of a sext)

at first you were worried that it would be a fling but you fall into a routine fast and soon hyuk is introducing you to his friends as his s/o and you aren’t even blinking

when one of you is studying too hard (or playing video games……..) and not picking up the phone the other knocks on your joint wall and you two develop a code ;( like morse code but your own special language

one time hyuk knocks two times loudly and two times quickly and u text him cause ??? you don’t know what that code means and he’s like it means i want to fuck u……! scandalous

you still would never be caught dead wearing the dumb school sweatshirt hyuk likes so much but when the two of you are hanging out you looooove to wear it because it smells like him and is almost as soft as his big bear hugs

and it drives him crazy he loves u in his clothes/leaving you with hickeys etc it’s kind of the more teenaged boy side of him coming out but he loves knowing that you are his (and he is yours)

ALWAYS puts things out of your reach in your OWN DAMN apartment and it pisses you off SO MUCH but he WILL NOT STOP

is unexpectedly romantic and will take you out on fun dates to the arcade and stuff, but really his ultimate date is having u in his arms, after the first time you nap together he declares that he can’t sleep as well without you in his arms and you roll your eyes but sleepovers become a pretty regular occurrence

fights happen but they’re always super short and dumb and mostly because both of you are hard-headed in your own ways, but one of you always caves and apologizes and it ends up with you curled up together watching bad space documentaries on youtube