#im NOT OK W IT AT ALL. that was borderline traumatising
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Bruh....my relationship w death is mad complicated...i cant tell if im extremely apathetic or i just genuinely handle it very well as being a part of life
#I think if its due to an untreatable illness or old age or smth jm ok w it. if its sudden#like that cat that got hit by a car at that kida partu#party#im NOT OK W IT AT ALL. that was borderline traumatising#i think if it hurts rly bad i handle it rly rly badly but if it was pretty much alright then its ok#Like i care.more abt how much they suffer than that theyre not in my life anymore#I honestly dont rly mourn my fishes that die anymore bc ik i try my hardest to help them so i consider their deaths#untreatable...like once you try its all you can do#clauds affected me bc it was extremely avoidable and i wasnt there to help#i havent mourned bowser at all..bc ik he suffered so much and his life sucked so bad ik it wasbetter for him#Its like i mourned his presence when he was alive more than his death bc it was so miserable and sad to see#Tbh ive never experienced death of a close friend or family so idk what to do abt that yet#i think itll be a lot harder
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