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[spoiledleaff]

ghost of the sun.

Ghost (Band) | Mountain Ghoul + Dewdrop Ghoul | 11.2K Words | spoiledleaff on ao3

Explicit | TW: Dead Dove, Do Not Eat (Please Consider Tags Seriously) | T4T FTM Mountain Ghoul + Dewdrop Ghoul | Gender-fluid Ghoul Anatomy | Genital Shapeshifting | Mentions of Self-Harm | Toxic Mindset During Sex | Dubious Consent | Miscommunication | Hatefuck | Angst with Comfort | Happy Ending! | They Sort Their Shit Out, Don’t Worry! | Water Ghoul Dewdrop | Water Ghoul Rivalry | Top Mountain | Bottom Dewdrop | Written For @forlorn-crows Ghost Group Project!

“I’m not fucking done.” Mountain sneers, his still-masked face suddenly so close to Dewdrop’s own. The grip he has on Dewdrop’s throat ensures that those enraged emerald eyes can take in every minuscule detail of Dewdrop’s naked face. “You distance yourself from the pack, you practically offered yourself on a suicidal platter for a ritual that reconstructs the very fabric of your existence, you allow yourself to be scarred and hurt by fucking humans, you’re a rude, mean little shit — and not the cute kind, or whatever level your usual chaotic self is — and here I fucking find you, after you skipped lunch and dinner and missed a rehearsal.”

Dewdrop weakly shook his head as Mountain’s heavy grip laced ever so slightly. Please don’t say it. Dewdrop tried to plead with his eyes, but they were already so glassy and pathetic to begin with. When did they get wet? When did he get so weak?

Please don’t make what I’ve already done a reality—

“You cut your hair, Dewdrop.”

read the rest of this angst with a happy ending (I promise!) over on AO3!

♬♪♬ “Ghost of the Sun” — Katatonia ♬♪♬

( this work is beta’d by the lovely @everybodyshusband !! so, if you see any mistakes, go hunt his handsome ass down. thank you for reading. ♡ )

[spoiledleaff]

but no one needs to know? but no one needs to know?????? but no one nEEDS TO KNOW??!?!?!!!!!?!?!?

ghoul tails.

that is all

[avatarl0v3r]

“Na’vi Can’t be With Humans”| Chapter 3

Summary: lo’ak explains to y/n that he doesn’t want tsireya but his dad wants them to get along, when the sky people attack the village, y/n has to decide if the love she has for lo’ak is strong enough for her to risk her life for him and possibly dying in the process

warnings/notes: Tsireya still being a bitch , time skip happened in part 1 reader and Lo’ak are 16 now, as i said before i picture y/n as black in all my stories w/o mentioning skin tone or hair type but in this story y/n has curly hair (3b-3c)

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Taglist🏷️: @jimfiqs @fanboyluvr @owaowaowawa @iloveavatar @mashiromochi @nyotamalfoy @debsworld23 @dioriez @jakesully-sbabygirl @brookesbizzareadvendture @neteyamforlife @arminsgfloll @yeosxxx @uwu-i-purple-you @dakotali @lovekeeho

you went back to your hut and laid down allowing your self to fall asleep to the water, the ilu’s noises, the mumbled voices from far away.

you opened your eyes and you were in your link bed you got up and headed for your bedroom only be stopped halfway “Where do you think your going?” you looked over to see your dad standing there looking at you his arms crossed, you looked at him confused “huh?” he walked up to you “tell me what happened when you seen lo’ak and allat”

you shrugged “just the usual i guess, there isn’t really much to talk about, other than some annoying girl who keeps clinging on him” you roll your eyes at the thought, your dad nodded “makes sense, but hey look at the bright side he’s trying to talk to you,” he said looking at you and placing his hand on your shoulder “and knowing my daughter, you won’t let him explain, so try letting him do that” he said with a smile and stalked back to the lab.

sure, Youd think its that easy you thought rolling your eyes you stalked to your bed tired from all the traveling and dealing with tisreya you crashed onto the bed, letting your body sink into it allowing sleep to fall over you.

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"hey, you gotta wake up village life starts early" your mom said shaking you up you groaned looking up at her "whyyyy" she laughed at your figure turning around toward the wall "you wanted to do this, wake up" she said pulling the blankets off your body "fine im up" you stand up and walk to the bathroom and do your daily routine, then you head to the link room "my link ready yet?" you ask someone walking into the room "almost, its 99% online just a few more seconds" you nodded and opened the link before laying inside it "online" you closed the link and cleared your head.

you opened your eyes are seen you were back in the village you sighed and changed clothes once done you grabbed your music player and put a headphone in your ear "y/n?" you sighed quietly "whats up lo'ak" you say turning to him with a hand on your hip.

lo'ak look around nervously beofre walking you watching your eyes for your approval, you gave it to him and allowed him to step foot into your hut, "so, whatcha listening to" you laughed and gave him the other headphone.

"is pink + white by frank ocean, my mom has a bunch of him songs on here by him" you say smiling as you show scroll through the songs on the small device, lo'ak smiled at your face filled with joy as you scrolled through the music showing him, it made it happen that his interest of human music was him way of seeing you so relaxed and smiling when hes around.

"i wanted to talk you," he watched your eyes avert from the screen to him "about tisreya" you rolled your eyes ready to kick him out but remembered what your dad said you signed "tell me."

lo'ak was shocked by your answer "i dont want to be around her, i dont know where she got the idea of me wanting to mate with her from, if im honest ive been avoiding her, until my dad found out and was like 'you need to be nice to her, shes the cheifs daughter' y'know basic shit my dad says all the time."

you look at him in shock "really?" he nodded at you causing you to hug him "every change i try to see you, talk to you, everything that involves you shes there, it gets annoying" you laugh at him "youll be fine, if thats how you really feel ill be for baring around her, might even a bitch."

he laughed knowing he got his bestfriend back, the girl he has feelings for.

when the hug was over he switched the subject “you still listen to that one guy? uh what was his name,” he sat there thinking for you moment you waiting with a confused look plastered on your face “i don’t know, one of the parts he sings is, “sit down be humble” or some shit” you stare for a moment “OH kendrick lamar?” “yes that’s the guy” you smile “yea of course i do a lot.”

it was like for a few hours just talking about how he bonded with a tulkun who’s just like him an outcast and listening to music, until all that was interrupted by tisreya “lo’ak there you are, i’ve been looking for you what are you doing here? With her?” she said with disgust lo’ak looked at you then back at tisreya.

“listening to music with my bestfriend what else, you can clearly see me talking and having a headphone in my ear can you not?” lo’ak was angry with the way she addressed you with disgust.

before he could continue a meeting was called ronals soul sister was found dead her calf beside her, jake was trying to warn everyone about what was happening but that didn’t work until he stood up holding the device in the air, your eyes widened at the sight fear spreading throughout your body.

“tell the tulkun if they have this on them, there marked for death, please” jake made everyone silent and after awhile they reluctantly agreed.

you noticed lo’ak sneaking away from everyone and heading towards the ilu’s “lo’ak we’re are you going?” he stopped in his tracks “to warn him, no one will tell him, so i have to” you looked at him “lo’ak i’m sure he’ll be fi-“ “NO!” you flinched away from him.

lo’ak has never raised his voice at you, but it was different he sounded angry, angry at you for trying to stop him.

“he’s my family and my brother and someone who accepts me unlike you and neteyam and the rest of the omatikaya” he stared at your face for a moment his eyes widened at his words he tried to reach out to you but you slapped his hand away before it could come in contact.

“FINE!” you screamed as you turned your back to him so he didn’t see the tears in your eyes and walked away and headed to where kiri was with tuk, you grabbed an ilu you’ve been riding since your stay, you also learned to control your breathing as you rode close to them.

a annoyed look plastered on your face caused tuk to asked what happened which gained kiris attention, you told them what happened and how lo’ak treated you rudely.

kiri thought for a moment before responding “when we came here lo’ak got really comfortable here, he pretty much considers himself metkayina while me and neteyam don’t, we don’t want to be metkayina from birth we are omatikaya and will always be, lo’ak considers the tulkun to be his brother, and honestly more of a brother than neteyam,” she sighed “i just want to go home.”

you looked at her sadly, you didn’t know how to feel when she said lo’ak considered this place his home instead of the forest, it hurt you, you both had many memories there in the forest of pandora, you grew up there, you didn’t know you would be willing to leave the forest behind for the man you grew to love, it might be selfish but you would be leaving everything and everyone you knew.

unlike lo’ak who was seen as a na’vi with demon blood, you were seen as a human in a false body, not being accepted, not feeling welcomed, you felt like the metkayina and neytiri were right all along.

you were a alien, a demon never meant to join in the life of na’vi and maybe there were right, and with what lo’ak said to you, maybe you should just go back home and stay there.

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y’all i’m a lier, next chapter is the last chapter and will be pretty long, but i need know should i keep neteyam alive or no?

[lamaenthel]

20 Questions for Fic Writers

thank you for tagging me @ahsokathegray !!<3

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

25! 

2. What's your total A03 word count?

231k lmaoooo when did that happen I feel like I've been in a fugue state since February

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Star Wars (and technically, TECHNICALLY The Matrix but it's a Star Wars AU fusion lmao)

4. What are your top five fics by kudos?

Porg Eyes, Princess For A Year, Ram'ser'ika, Better Than Nothing, The Contingency

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

Yes every single one omfg I love everyone

6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Well, Soft Dark Nothing is Ahsoka and Rex on the moon right after The Tribunal crashed so by default it's gotta be her (rip Jesse my beloved)

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Not Bad ends up with Snips n Skyguy going to Biscuit Baron lmao

8. Do you get hate on fics?

Not yet but I live in fear every day especially since I'm dipping my toe in the Republic Commandos pond and I know the girlies are passionate

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

I do and it's ridiculously graphic HAHAHA no but there's a reason I haven't posted any Rexsoka smut. Makin y'all wait for it until they COMMIT, gotta keep that tension in there somewhere uwu. But wlw, mlw, mlm, aliens and cyborgs gonna work their way in there eventually (?) I have Not Out Loud, which is an mlm fic with Boba tying up Cal and facefucking him (Kesett nation rise)

10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?

Go Ask Ahsoka is the Matrix crossover that I wrote for AU August which I will eventually update lmfao

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

No but I would cry

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

No

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Not like… technically but Erika is my beta and my bestie and she comes up with amazing ideas and lets me play with her OCs so honestly she counts (ilu)

14. What's your all-time favorite ship?

Rexsoka 💙🧡, closely followed by Anidala (burning down the galaxy for a single person is objectively WRONG but also hot)

15. What's the WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

Well Do Not Go Gentle is a huge fucking project that I HOPE I finish one day

16. What are your writing strengths?

I think I'm pretty good at action. I enjoy it which helps lmao

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

I get really ahead of myself laying out hints and red herrings which I then forget about (Princess For A Year especially is the worst about this, I am so sorry for all of those hints about Sylen being a pretend Mandalorian I fucked up so bad with that one but I'm going to rewrite it eventually to bring back a bunch of my dropped subplots)

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

I enjoy it and do so regularly. Mando'a nuhur'shya ni ru'kar'tayli. And it makes my brain work in unexpected ways, it's like a puzzle trying to figure out the wacky ass baby's-first-conlang grammar that is Karen's creation (what the fuck kind of language doesn't have a passive voice)

19. First fandom you wrote for?

OKAY OKAY TECHNICALLY, TECHNICALLY????? It was the Lion King. I was in first grade and we had to write a little storybook and illustrate the pages they gave us with crayons and my story was How Simba Lost His Mane lmfaoooo

20. Favorite fic you've ever written?

I have poured my whole heart, soul, brain, and pussy into Tivaevae pls read it it's longer than The Hobbit

no pressure tags: @soliloquy-of-nemo, @tangledlichen, @ink-in-books, @hannah-schooler

[one-winged-dreams]

This is the self insert/OC fairy. 🌼🧚‍♀️When you get this in your ask box, please tell us 3 facts about your S/I or OC and pass it around. Let's learn about each other's S/Is/OCs! 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

DEEEEEEAAAAAAAN ilu ty uwu

Lux has a sugar "addiction" because he was never allowed to eat anything nice as a kid. So now that he's an adult he's just OBSESSED. To curb his cravings he chews gum (also because it keeps him from clenching his jaw.)

In a similar vein SOLDIER!Adriel cries when he eats food he's never had before. It's just an instant emotional reaction, it sometimes hits when Angeal makes something he's cried over already.

Digging deeper into the Final Fantasy wormhole, Sol has to do puzzles to keep his mind occupied or he starts spiraling into his identity issues. He doesn't like number puzzles and will refuse to do them, he prefers physical puzzles more. Especially the 3D ones.

[milomeepit]

Rules: Tag 10 (or less) People you wanna get to know better!

I was tagged by @sleepyssnail :D

1) Relationship status: happily in a relationship with @black-king-white-knight uwu

2) Favourite colour: Purple and green! Specifically a minty or aqua green, but tbh any shade of either is 😗👌

3) Song stuck in my head: Swinging wildly between the music from The Owl House Finale (iykyk) and Crossing The Line from Tangled The Series/Rapunzel's Tangled Adventure

4) Favourite foods: homemade mashed potato, homemade Mac n cheese (bonus points for cauliflower), and spam musubi

5) Last song listened to: Say My Name from Beetlejuice

6) Dream trip: This is cheesy as hell, but I'd really like to do a run of all the major theme parks (Disney, Universal, Gold Coast, etc) and stop in on ComicCon, Vidcon, etc along the way. I just wanna have fun with it and indulge in my nerdy shit lol

7) Last thing I googled: ..... it may have been how to spell musubi lmao

I'll tag @sher-soc-the-famder (surprise I see you're reblogging so I'll take the opportunity to say hi lol) @thatgaydemigodnerd @horkbajir99 @changeling-ash @link-the-feral-anon @tulipscomeinallsortsofcolors @katesattic @djpurple3 (hi deej ilu) uwu no pressure if anyone's not interested obviously but love y'all!

[megaphonegirlk]

♻️🤝🏴‍☠️ for the homestuckkin ask game!

Hey, you Beaches <3 ;) It's Meenah answering this shit today. ♻️Would you go back to or repeat your Homestuck experience if you could? Why or why not? HAHAHA man, with how many times we had to do that shit? Nah. I mean. There was my session, the beta session, and the fucking secret third session, all of which I was conscious during in some way, shape or form. There were great times, don't get me wrong, action. Adventure. Piracy, Great powers, world domination, fucking around. But all my dancestor fronds are here. I get to sea them whenever I fuckin want. I miss parts of SBURB (I loved Derse So Fucking much, guys, AHH i miss it), I miss being a troll, and I miss the feeling of doing something cosmically important. But like...it was a huge pain in the bass too. I dunno if I'd wanna go back, not when other options are just as likely and frankly....batter(witch) over all.

🤝Who were your closest friends? Does canon get this right or wrong? Pretty much everyfin. Canon basically makes it sound like my crew all hated eachother's guts. Couldn't be further from the truth. Like, yeah, they could be annoying. Most people can be. But they were my fronds. I was really close with Aranea (obvs), which Canon gets right, even if it fucks it up near the end there. I was also close with Cronus and Porrim, and Rufioh (he was my moirail UwU). Like, to a degree, I was close with all the Dancestors, but I was probably the closest to them. Once we met the others, I got really close with Vriska (canon once again shows it and fucks it near the end), Karkat (<333333333 grumpy asshole, ilu), and the humans. (i liked harassing them >;3).

🏴‍☠️ What was your most treasured possession?

All my fuckin' money, beaches >8DDDD. Nah, just kiddin. Honestly , it was probably my bracelets. The spikes were actually made from shark teeth, and were my lusus on Beforus' . She let me take them when they grew out, and I made them into somefin I could wear so I could carry some of her with me. Before Sburb, it was probably my trident, but after my lusus died,I became reel attached to reminders of her.

[kandidandi]

ilu and view you as a good friend even if im a newer friend uwu

oh oh thats so nice! muah! not sure who you are behind the anon but im glad you feel that way <3<3

[chanstopher]

oof i understand that a lot, but i'm glad you're still able to get things done :3 cheering for you dreamy! gj gj! >w</

i'm doing well! i went outside today to draw and it was really relaxing uwu there were a lot of dogs out walking with their people and it was cute, a lot of them looked at me lol i also got to write today which was nice ^^ i'm just kinda waiting for class later today bc i'm already tired and i'm on like a slightly reversed sleep schedule atm alfhafslkaf i also posted some selfies i took a few days ago bc i thought they were cute. overall good day hehe i rambled a bit but it's expected at this point when i talk to you bc i love talking to you

the way i ran to go look at ur lil face omg hehe ilu izzy youre SO precious!!! im glad ur having a pretty relaxed day drawing outside is so nice it always makes me feel like im a kid again just lying around drawing all summer hehe sorry ur sleep is messed up *insomnia plays* i hate when that happens, because its so hard to break like do i stay up way later or pray i can fall asleep when im not tired aafssfd but anyway i hope ur class goes well today! and pls we ramble its what we do and i enjoy it everyday 🖤💜

[agentnorthdakota]

4, 7, 8, 14, 17, 22, 24, 26, 31, 33, 34, 44? :3

Thanks Spencer!! uwu ilu <3

Answers under read more b/c long lol

4. how often are you on tumblr? Way too often lol. I check it many times a day, most of which are out of boredom :p

7. can you swim? I can! No, like, 'proper' styles or super well or anything, but I can swim! The last time was like 2 years ago tho and it's way harder than I remembered lol, I think it was easier when I was a kid and much lighter :p

8. have you had water today? uhhhhhh. I. can't recall. the last time I had just normal water. I've never really like the 'taste' of it, and still don't. p much the only time I drink it is if it's summer and I was exercising and am Super thirsty, in which case cold water is great. Otherwise I'm drinking something else, iced tea or juice primarily, I do still try and stay hydrated.

14. do you admire the clouds and color of the sky? Very much!!! Clouds are so pretty and there's so many variations, I absolutely love them. I'm admiring the clouds and/or sky at least once a day.

17. an earliest obsession you remember? Hmmm I mean I'd probably say Pokemon honestly. I had so much Pokemon merch as a kid (and still own much of it in storage boxes), and I'm p sure I had a Pokemon themed birthday one year (probably 2001? 'cause we went to see Pokemon: The Movie 3 in theatres, which would've made me 7).

22. do you have a collection of cool rocks? Heck yeah I do! Primarily ones I've bought from mineral shops. I used to also just have some cool river rocks I found, but I don't think I have any of them anymore.

24. what have you learned about yourself? Gosh this is such a broad question. I love bonding with friends over the same creative hobbies (cosplay, DnD, etc), I love fashion and eccentric clothes and shoes and heels now, especially after top surgery as I get to actually enjoy how they fit me! I'm a slut in theory but not in practice u.u I'm not 100% settled on a sexuality label, but I also don't have to be, sexuality and romantic orientation are fluid and also a spectrum. I have some poor behaviours I picked up from my parents that I'm not proud of. I've definitely improved some quite a bit, but I'm also still wary there's more that I haven't realized or had pointed out.

26. do you believe in aliens? I think the universe is far too unbelievably vast for other life to not exist out there. So in that sense, yes! Same goes for sentient life. But do I believe they've visited Earth, or even our solar system? Nada.

31. have you gotten bit by a dog? Depends on how you'd define 'bit' I suppose? There's only ever been one (or two?) cases in which it was enough to draw blood. Which was shortly after I got Rowan, and I was giving him a chicken treat before leaving for work, and I looked away and he snatched it out of my hand, and accidentally bit my pinky as well as the treat. He defs didn't mean to, and I wouldn't really consider it a bite, myself.

33. a song that gets stuck in your head? Oh boy this varies all the time. Like, daily or multiple times a day. Often I wake up with a song stuck in my head. It's usually just a song I like and have been listening to recently.

34. when you hear “ peace ” what do you think of? I mean, if this were one of those 'answer with your first thought/off the top of you head' things, it would just be the peace sign ☮ Or the two-finger peace sign. More philosophically though, just a beautiful nature view, a river or mountains or something, on a nice day that's not too hot. Beautiful scenery and relaxation.

44. do you collect anything? Yes!! The aforementioned rocks/minerals, and also feathers that I happen to find. And shed antlers that we've found out hunting (tho now that I don't go any more I haven't added to them in years), and some animal skulls and bones~ Oh and dice. As I ponder this question and look up to see my shelves full of Chessex dice lol (I thought I had photos handy but uh. apparently I don't. and my phone's storage is too full to take some whoops)

[variantia]

BELLUM. ANYWAY enough sillies, I'mma go unwind and fuck around for a bit but after dinner I'll actually attempt some writing uwu ilu all here is a gentle smooch on the forehead for u <3

[steppeup2]

If she can't break down a door to get to me I don't want her to be my wife (ilu Agatha, my door is locked bet you can't get in uwu <3)

[leafwhirlwind]

Hiyaa 💓

Firstly, when you get this, you have to answer with 5 things you like about yourself, publicly. Then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool) ✨

Okaaaayyyy! Also ilu v much beloved thank you for thinking of me!

1. I’ve got a very distinct laugh. It’s big and loud and contagious, which is why my usual username is gera gera chan— which, gera gera is the japanese sound effect for loud belly laughter.

2. I like to think I’m a compassionate person. Trying to be better every day, trying to be kinder and smarter and more understanding. Trying, at least.

3. My sense of style and design is unmatched. When I put effort into creating something, be it an outfit or decorating a room or designing something in a video game, it is always S tier adorable and I stand by that.

4. I’m a pretty good cook! My ocs always end up as chefs bc the two things I can confidently say I’m good at are art and cooking.

5. I think I’m funny. I make me laugh at the very least 😂 and being able to enjoy your own company is a blessing uwu

[livio-the-doublefang]

I followed you because there aren't enough Livios in my life and you seemed like a fun sort of person to follow! You're Livio is really sweet but sometimes he does stress Vash out djsdkljf. You do a lovely job with Liv and I love seeing you on the dash uwu <3

UHEHUEH hes trying his best XD but tyty aaaahhhh! I lov seeing ur vash too boo, I love the lil dash commentaries we do together sometimes uwu, they hav such brobro vibes. always ALWAYS come and rp with dah boi, ilu and ur spikey haired son <3

[yeswevegotavideo]

Re: the fanfic writer meme, I'd say you're a combo of UWU, horny and, maybe, 5% of "help me." <3

<3 ilu

[juliusthedressmaker]

MY TWINNNNIEEEE<3333 It was such a fun party UwU I planned it myself and Dev had so much fun - so much alcohol ... AND COCAINE! >:D I love having two older brothers in my life :'3 I'm the younger twin, you know? My bday isn't until December:333 ILU TWINNNNIEEEE LOOK HOW PERFECT WE ARE @devlindoherty

:)<3

a few days late but, AAAAAAA HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRAIN CHILD !!

@devlindoherty