#ilu 💖💖💖

[snarkspawn]

HAPPY HALLOWEEN FRIENDS

[bunnidarling]

💦His boyfriend gave him a pearl necklace💦

@theartloca 's P*treon reward for Clam-orous Collectors tier this month showcasing Averyll's mermaid form at its most ✨glamorous✨ TY so much, Andrea!!

[hyunpic]

2023 year in review with hyunjin [it’s a wrap] 🎉

[wardingshout]

The colours of your art are always so pretty !

aaaaah thank you so much !!!!! ;v; I had a rough stretch for a while but otherwise colours have always been my favourite part of drawing !!

[ragnarokhound]

Hi wife. Staring at the green dot on your profile like my boy Gatsby and sending increasingly ridiculous asks in the hope of winning your heart.

not to bring up chapell roan, but have we considered the lyric “You could kiss a hundred boys in bars” for recently broken up jaytim?

I’m thinking Tim freaks out about love and affection™️ and totally ghosts Jason after their first kiss/near death experience. Jason runs into him at a club a few weeks later and sees that Tim is potentially kissing boys that ARE NOT JASON — cue angsty drama, maybe another near death experience where they save each other, and jason figuring out Tim ghosted because he’s a big chicken. Then (important for plot and character development) they have dirty dirty sex

Hi wife. You're yearning for something you already hold. Now come inside off the dock, the only thing you'll catch is your death of cold out here 💖 (I swear one of these days I'll find you dramatically floating face down in the swimming pool and it's gonna give me a goddamn heart attack /affectionate)

I'm so glad you know exactly what I like because a) good luck babe plays in my head 24/7 it was absolutely in the rotation when I was writing Secretary fic so how dare you and b) this is so up my alley for jaytim like you don't even know skdjfjks

In fact it's so up my alley that I'm gonna have to slap my response to this one under a cut cause it spiralled out of control:

Idk if you've noticed but I am deeply obsessed with Tim figuring out his own feelings re: Jason first and having a mcfreaking meltdown about them lmao.

Between the two of them, imo, he is much more of an anxious overthinker who will think he's making the most tactically sound decision because he really has thought it through with all the information he has access to -- but he always fails to give full weight to considering the best case scenario when it's something he wants. When it's something he feels selfish about. And boy, does he consider Jason Todd a best case scenario.

And mmmm I am so very here for jealous! and possessive!Jason. Especially when Jason didn't realize what he was feeling until after he's already acted on it. It is the bread and butter. Bonus points if he's not even trying to show it to Tim. Tim isn't the problem.

For instance: Tim's in the club, looking to see if he's just horny and needs to get it out of his system, come on, I cannot muck up the good thing I have just because I want some fuck-- and his prospective dance partners just start to dry up.

Because the big guy who looks like he's done time and a half keeps glaring daggers, keeps shoving his old partners off the dancefloor or knocking into them when they've come back with drinks for the cute twink they were totally gonna score with. Not anymore.

Jason thinks he's doing it because he's looking out for Tim. Because anyone with eyes can tell they just want Tim for one thing, and he deserves so much better than that.

When Tim realizes what's going on, he's already been grinding on this hot buff guy who came up behind him for two songs in a row. Tall, dark and silent keeps stopping Tim from turning around, and he doesn't slip a hand any lower despite all of Tim's silent offerings. Weird, but the anonymous gentleman act is kinda hot, so--

And then he glances at the round, silvered mirror in the corner. He clocks the white streak in the head of black hair dipped low over his, the gun callouses running rough over his bare stomach. He stiffens up in Jason's arms just long enough that he knows Jason knows he's been made. He drags him off to the bathrooms ("come on, handsome") and the second the doors shut and they're alone, he whirls on him.

They argue. Tim is embarrassed and it's coming out as anger, Jason is annoyed (and still processing the revelation he'd been having on the dancefloor, the one where Tim was lithe and warm in his arms, his long fingers twining through what hair he could reach at Jason's nape, where he smelled like sweat and musk and Tim and Jason found himself wanting to know if the gleaming patch of skin in the bare crook of his neck would taste the same--)

Jason is annoyed and has no explanation that will satisfy Tim. He wants to know why Tim ghosted him when the last mission they worked ended in bloody, near-disaster, and the case it was tied to still hasn't fully wrapped. He gets taking a few days off to recover, but it's been longer than that. Way longer, with no contact, no explanation, no 'I got shot so I'm gonna need a week or maybe three'. Wasn't Tim going to finish the job? He told Jason he would help. Did he lie?

It yanks the rug out from under Tim. Makes him feel small, and selfish. He promises Jason he'll come back to the case, he just had some things to figure out. But that's done now.

Jason loses the thread on his irritation as Tim deflates, hates the hunched, defensive hug he's giving himself, looking vulnerable and tired in his scanty clubbing fit under the cold LEDs flickering above the bathroom sink. He catches sight of the fresh pink scar, the one he'd just felt out under his palms not ten minutes ago with something bordering on relief. (And hunger.)

He wants to reach out, "Tim--?"

But Tim brushes past him, fleeing out the door and disappearing through the crowd before Jason can stop him.

-

Everything is fine. Totally 100% fine and dandy--

--is what they both are telling themselves.

Tim is doing his best to stifle his feelings, stomps down on them ruthlessly every time he catches them flaring up, and is counting the seconds until this is finally over and he can get to work dousing the massive fucking torch he's been holding in peace.

Tim comes back to help Jason with the rest of the case, but he's palpably distant, brittle when they banter-- and Jason hates it. He still remembers how Tim felt against him, how he'd melted into Jason, silently begging to be touched. For Jason to touch him.

It's been quietly rearranging some things in Jason's head. He's replayed their argument in the bathroom over and over. He thinks about Tim, about the timing of his disappearance--

(About the bullet he'd dug out of Tim's body, silver and red, and the desperate flow of his blood over Jason's wrists. About the night spent monitoring Tim's condition in a rundown safehouse, feeding him ice chips and brushing the hair out of his eyes, brushing off every bullshit attempt he made to tell Jason he was fine.)

--about figuring things out and avoiding Jason's eyes. And Jason wonders.

They have one last big bust to make, after days of stewing in their own unresolved tension. It goes down textbook; easy. In and out.

Except, at the last minute, during extraction, Jason gets shot. And Tim freaks.

He puts their plane on autopilot the moment they're clear (maybe a few moments before they're clear, actually) and dashes to where Jason is groaning just inside the bay doors. He's tight-lipped and grim-faced; his hands are fast and efficient, but shaking.

"Tim," Jason tries to say, but he gets shushed with a glare.

"Don't talk," Tim clips out. He undoes straps and disarms panels Jason thought were secret, and then he pulls out a pair of medical scissors.

"Tim--" Jason tries again, more urgently, but Tim doesn't even glance at him, just cuts through Jason's undershirt to expose--

"Oh," he breathes.

"Yeah. I'm okay," Jason sighs.

The crunched up bullet is caught in Jason's last layer of kevlar. The round they'd fired on him had been dramatically big, but Jason gets in firefights basically 24/7. He's padded to hell and back, even more than your average Bat. He'll have a wicked bruise and his rib might be sore for a week, but that's about it.

That's it.

Tim is still for an achingly long ten seconds, breathing shallow as he stares at Jason's armor. The proof that it's effective. And then he collapses.

He sits back heavily, elbows on his bent knees as he rubs his pale face. Jason watches as he visibly tries to pull himself back together, but relief keeps shaking him apart. Jason sits up.

Tim startles, tries to stand; Jason doesn't let him.

"Come here," he entreats, tugging Tim closer, firmly by the knees, to sit between Jason's legs with his thighs around Jason's waist, trembling under Jason's hands. "Don't go."

Tim twists his fists in Jason's jacket collar, eyes squeezing shut as Jason tips their foreheads together. Like he can't stand it. Caught in fight or flight-- but flight has been denied him.

"I know," Jason murmurs. "But don't go this time. Don't."

Tim drags in gasping breaths, and Jason runs soothing palms over his thighs, his waist, his arm, his neck. He thinks he understands. This feeling is too big. And if Tim is feeling half of what Jason feels, he gets why he'd want to run from it.

"Don't," he begs against Tim's mouth anyway. He kisses Tim until he moans into Jason, until he's sunk his fingers into Jason's hair; until he's sure he'll stay.

--AND THEN THEY HAVE DIRTY DIRTY SEX ON THE FLOOR OF THE PLANE AMEN

[partyinthemysterymachine]

happy birthday to me~

happy birthday to meeee

happy BIIIrrrthhdaay to meeeee-eeee….~

happy birthday toooooo

✨me✨

[cubtales]

cuuub aftanoon & happy timezone my loves ! ! (ˆ꜆ᵒ̴̷͈ · ᵒ̴̷͈ )♡ hope the weekend is treating you amazingly !

[windupnamazu]

aspect mastery! 🔥🧊 — happy birthday @nuclearanomaly!!!

[a-kind-of-merry-war]

ive been following you since like before i accidentally deleted my old account like a couple years ago. and every time i see you on my dash im like !!! merry!!! beloved!!! youve done a lot of things that i really respect and look up to. and im always so happy to see you on the dash! your books are amazing and so are you

Ohhhh my gosh this is so lovely??? Thank you, anon, that's so kind! Thank you aaahhhhh 😭🥺😭🥺

[ruushes]

17 and 25 for the worldstate meme with your mahariel? :D

17. what were they like as a child?

oh you know he was a weird little kid lmao. between being orphaned, perpetually sick, and of a shy/nervous demeanor he was kind of considered the ‘baby’ of his age cohort despite being one of the older kids (and in fact was the last of them to reach adulthood due to several failed attempts at getting his vallaslin). not *disliked* by any means but sort of a wet blanket, the kind of kid an adult would be like ‘you should take ailill with you to go play!’ and you as another kid would kind of groan bc he is definitely going to cry and want to go home. bc of all this sort of sheltered in a way that was wholly well-intentioned but also just kind of gave everyone low expectations of him, compounded w/ the assumption he would be a mage only for that never to manifest, leaving him despite everyone’s best efforts feeling like a bit of a disappointment

25. what did they plan for their life to look like before the events of the game happened?

he avoided thinking about it, he doesn't like change and in the back of his mind wanted to believe everything would stay the same forever, tho this was starting to be threatened by an upcoming arlathven and others his age getting excited abt potentially meeting someone/starting families/transferring clans none of which interested him at all

i think if origins hadn't happened he would've moped around that arlathven and resented his friends a bit for moving on w their lives but maybe at the next one he'd meet someone or otherwise start branching out in his 30s after taking a while to get more comfortable w himself

[presidential--suite]

Coop x Ditto (sad boys)

[mikuni14]

Rose's Day of Asks

Your top 5 brain rot shows/moments?

Have a great Day💜

Oh Rose, this is the hardest of the hardest questions lmao. I will choose 5 moments and 5 minutes later I will be tearing my hair out because I will remember the others! 😭😆

But I'll try 🔥

1) The Untamed was my first BL series (after the Japanese productions from earlier years), so I have to mention it on principle. The whole of series is full of moments that blew me away, but lets go with this one:

2) I know, I know, it's not appropriate to mention TharnType 🤡, but I will never forget what a shock it was for me to see this kiss and the mind blowing realization that BL actors can kiss like that - also, The Veins (I lower the veil of silence on the circumstances of this kiss…😑):

3) THIS SCENE:

Just kill me now ok.

4) The first episodes of The Sign - what more can I say, we've all been there. Cap yank forever in our hearts 🥺

5) It's hard for me to choose between these wonderful scenes 😭

Bonus: To Sir, With Love when Yang realizes what his brother's "secret" is and his reaction. MY BELOVED.

Yang, the best brother 😤

GOSH THAT WAS HARD LOL, there are so many good, brain rot causing moments!

[bowserdyke]

they should invent a making friends and caring about others that isn't scary

[rillils]

Shuffle your favourite playlist and post the first five songs that come up. Then copy/paste this ask to your favourite mutuals. 💌

AYA DARLING!!! 💕💞���💞💕 Thank you so much for the ask, honey 🥰💖 I want to preface this by saying that all of my playlists are a mess, please don't expect these to make sense lol

Straight from my playlist for when I'm having a good day:

NIKI - Every Summertime Hozier - Nobody Queen - Good Old-fashioned Loverboy Adie - Tahanan ALFA - bellissimissima

I hope you're having a wonderful day, most precious Aya!! 💖🥰💖🥰💖

[deedala]

what's your favorite trip you've ever taken?

helloooo my beloved rat friend 💖💖💖

to stay on theme im gonna pick my favorite road trip ive ever done and that would be my husband and i (when we were young and unwed lol) driving from ohio to seattle. it took several days, i know we were so exhausted and miserable, but i barely remember that part. mostly i remember how heckin cool it was to exit the midwest and see south dakota, wyoming, montana, idaho (coeur d'alene omg), and then of course across washington. fuckin gorgeous 🥲

[bugeyedfreaks]

Man, going back into the archives of my blog reminded me about all the really creepy anons and creepy weirdos who used to send me messages back in the day. I’m very glad that the anons and messages I get lately are nice and people are 99% friendly but, wow… back then…… those were pretty wild times…