#ill whack at drafts too after i eat

[dnangelic]

who wants a starter. give this a like

[stcrr]

elle fanning. cis female. she/her.  ／  lorelei “lorrie” gunther just pulled up blasting which witch by florence + the machine  — that song is so them ! you know, for a twenty-three year old musician, i’ve heard they’re really -reclusive, but that they make up for it by being so +observant. if i had to choose three things to describe them, i’d probably say chipped glitter nail polish, a silver gilt mirror, losing yourself in the beat of the music. here’s to hoping they don’t cause too much trouble ! ( ally, 22, est, she/her )

me: i don’t have a type when it comes to muses! also me: unveils this new muse that is also introverted and anxious but this time with more glitter. anyways, meet lorelei, starr to her fans, and lorrie to her friends, an observant girl, gifted mimic, misfit, mirror, and musician. kind of a jem and the holograms/hannah montana/perfect blue hybrid. details under the cut, like for me to hyu to plot !! 

(also her pinterest im really proud of it you guys)

statistics.

full name. lorelei amelia gunther. nicknames. lorrie. aliases. starr. occupation. singer-songwriter. age. twenty-three. date of birth. february 1st, 1997.  nationality. american. ethnicity. white (austrian and irish).  gender | orientation. cis female | queer. hometown. boston, ma. zodiac sign. aquarius sun, scorpio moon, pisces rising career/voice claim. lorde.

height. 5′9 weight. 120lbs build. willowy.  distinguishing features. wide eyes, full lips, constant bags, probably has glitter in her hair.  health. 7/10; has no major illnesses but eats like shit, has a whack sleep schedule, is a dysfunctional adult basically. she’s also big depressed but you know how it be. 

positive traits. ambitious, intuitive, observant, imaginative, independent,  neutral traits. talkative, intense, impressionable,  negative traits. anxious, avoidant, moody, secretive, resentful, aloof, 

likes. the nighttime, storms, baggy clothes, mountains, weed, lsd, books, blanket forts, lying on the floor, singing, cryptids, cemeteries,  dislikes. being herself, deadlines, dolls/puppets, the paparazzi, social media, planning ahead, the outdoors, conflict, the beach, 

history. 

(tw suicide mention, anxiety attack) (tldr at the bottom)

her mother called her lorelei after the sirens of the rhine; she insisted her first cries were the sweetest song. and lorelei continued to have a beautiful voice; she sang more than she spoke. but only at home. 

she never responded to lorelei, though, not really; it felt too grand for her. she was a chicken-legged girl who liked overalls and goosebumps books. she was just lorrie.

she grew up in a lower-middle class region of boston, ma. her father was a salesman, and her mother was a travel agent. 

for a while, at school, she didn’t speak at all. she was diagnosed with selective mutism at age five, and it took until she was thirteen to overcome it completely. 

this was not at all helped by the fact that her parents had a nasty divorce when she was seven years old. her father used her mother’s ten-year-old suicide attempt against her in court to prove she wasn’t stable, and gained full custody of lorelei and her two older brothers. her oldest brother, matthias, sided with their father, but the middle brother, jeremias, sided with their mom, and tried to run away to his mother’s house basically every month. he ran away for good when he was fifteen, living with his girlfriend’s family. 

what helped her overcome this selective mutism, at least at first, was her middle school drama class. at home, lorelei had always been an excellent mimic. she did her favorite impressions for her drama teacher, and she encouraged her to try some monologues and scenes. as she got better at acting, she realized that she didn’t have to be herself; she could be somebody else. and that made talking all the easier. 

by high school, she was no longer selectively mute, but was still anxious and shy. she was, however, a total drama kid, and still loved to act. she could be outrageous, incredible on stage; she wasn’t being herself, after all, so if people were judging her, it was the character they were judging, not her. 

still she was def the kind of girl who had a mental breakdown every four months and dyed/cut her hair/gave herself bangs. she could never quite shake the feeling that she was an outsider looking in, separated, different. 

she still loved music, and as she grew older, she started to write songs. it was her secret dream to be a musician. one of her theater friends talked her into singing one of them when she was sixteen, and then encouraged her to try out for the talent show. she was able to get through the audition, though she was a little nervous, but she knew it would be fine. she was on stage all the time, this would be fine. 

but this time, she had to be herself in front of the entire school, and she froze up, not a sound leaving her lips. she doesn’t remember leaving the stage; only remembers that suddenly, she was in the girls bathroom, sobbing her eyes out. 

her friends comforted her that night, partying in their basement like they always did, but thats when lorrie had an idea. what if she didn’t perform as herself? 

that’s when a starr was born. 

as lorelei dressed herself up in all the holo and glitter she had, she created starr in her head; she was born beloved, charismatic, fearless, this glitz and glamor girl who had it all, but what now? even at the top, she found emptiness. she was a beautiful supernova, so breathtaking you forgot she was really a collapsing star. 

starr was lorrie’s ultimate muse; she wrote song after song for her in the next few months, until, finally, she asked some of her friends to help her record a music video. she didn’t expect this music video to get 60 million views in a matter of weeks. 

royals, of course, blew the fuck up, and she had people calling her house to get her to sign with this record company or that record company, and her eventual producer flew her out to la with her dad. and, of course, the rest is history. (her dad also blew a lot of the money she earned as a minor but she got rid of him and that’s neither here nor there.) 

however, as she got more and more into the la lifestyle, she began to rely more and more on starr as an alter ego. people liked starr, after all, and lorrie didn’t even like herself. she played the part of the dignified, wise, and eccentric former queen during interviews, when recording, at after parties and award shows. 

even her first major relationship she got while acting like starr, someone fearless and fun, basically a manic pixie dream girl. if you’ve ever listened to the album melodrama, then you know how badly that ended. 

that’s around when she realized that starr had taken over her entire life. coming home from a house party absolutely zonked, she looked in the mirror and didn’t recognize herself, didn’t see that nerdy, overall-clad chicken-legged girl from her family pictures. 

she stripped her clothes off, scraped the makeup off her face until her skin was red and dry, dragged a brush through her hair to get rid of all the product, and pulled on a hoodie and leggings she had brought with her to la a year ago. she wrote the first draft of all the songs in melodrama in the coming hours. 

however, she still wrote from starr’s perspective, knew she’d perform it as starr. it may be far more personal, but lorrie wasn’t ready to come out just yet. in fact, she’s kind of been hiding the last year or so, a full-on depression mess. 

tl;dr lower middle class nerdy girl from boston overcomes crippling social anxiety through acting, finesses this into an alter ego to be a musician, hits it big, loses herself in the alter ego, has a disastrous relationship, and tries to become herself again. 

present.

first of all, her real name is Known to the public, but not her “brand” outside of starr. it’s proven to be a boon as of late; she’s known for basically being a walking sailor moon cosplayer, not a skinny woman in baggy jeans and a big black hoodie.

since she’s trying to work on herself, she’s kind of in a creative slump. like, she still has more than enough royalties off her music to keep her going, but her agent and producer are both pushing her to clean up some of her songs and record them for a new album. she can still write as starr, but it feels... different, now. melodrama was far more personal than pure heroine, and she wants to continue to grow; writing as starr feels like reverting back to her sixteen year old self. but she’s too scared to write as herself So....

at events though she’s still in the gauze and stars people expect from starr. 

trying to reach out to her mom and brother jer again. not her dad, fuck her dad. 

loves true crime, the supernatural, and conspiracy thought. is probably watching a true crime doc rn. 

she’s just starting to leave her house for the first time in like... a year? like she’s only started to get out again in the last few months.

as for drugs, she def drinks, but she’s more likely to smoke weed. also, she’s a big fan of lsd, but holds herself off to only tripping every few months.

is considering moving to the woods and being the lonely crone everyone whispers about. or maybe switching to voice acting. 

she fuckin hates dolls. literally her worst nightmare is being trapped in some collectors’ doll rooms.  

wanted connections. 

melodrama ex (0/1) - the ex she wrote her breakup album about. can be any gender. i literally want this connection so bad kfdskjkadsfds

best friend (0/1) - someone who was with her throughout her... Transformation

squad (0/3) - bc who doesn't love a squad. this is the vibe i’m going for (sound warning)

icon (1/1) - someone lorrie looks up to and like... majorly doesn't wanna disappoint. - filled by kami!!!

musician buddies (0/?) - they bounce lyrics off of each other, you know how it is.

rival pop star (0/1) - idk i just think it would be Neat. maybe even with a plot that they had a major falling out and now they have to pretend to get along.

hookups (0/?) - or other messy shit

texting crush (0/1) - really weird concept but like... i imagine lorrie would have the number or snap or insta or whatever of this muse and they get talking after melodrama and she just... lays it all out. they don't really talk in person, but she feels really close to them and definitely develops a crush

weed buddy (0/1) - they come to her house and smoke and complain its great

friend turned enemy (0/1) - maybe someone who adored starr but doesn't like who she is now?????? idk idk

enemy turned friend (0/1) - maybe someone who thought starr was fake af but then meets lorrie being Herself and is just like "oh you're a Human" idk idk

bonus.

as a thank you for making it to the end of this fucking enormous intro, please take a moment to enjoy these tik toks reflective of lorrie’s personality (they’re also???? great on their own) 

lorrie talking/singing to herself alone in her house 

honestly she has tinkerbell vibes

drunk mouths speak sober thoughts

and thats on mental illness

[kaibaxland]

{ New rules page. I will be updating it on my blog in a hot second. Failure to follow things WILL result in a hard block. I don’t play with soft blocking. NEver have, never will }

This was a short, sweet & simple page but. . .

Selective ; Mutuals only & Side-Blog rules! What’s this mean? I follow you, you follow me. I DO give non-mutuals a chance, however, simply because sometimes I just get the WRONG FIRST IMPRESSION from looking at someone’s blog. So sometimes all I need for you to do is approach me with a plot idea OoCly ! Talk with me, etc. etc. As for side blogs - I miss side-blogs a WHOLE LOT. Especially since a lot of them are attached to personal blogs and I normally skim right past personal blogs. So, what do you do? APPROACH ME OOCLY! Tell me what blogs you run, any potential plot ideas and I’ll let you know if I’m interested or not. You’ll know I’m interested if I follow your side blog! If you fail to let me know which main blog you are attached to before we interact, your ask will get deleted.

Do not force ships or smut on me! This is a multi-ship blog and I DO ship with duplicates (IE. I ship with multiple Joey’s & Atem’s!) HOWEVER, I am picky with ships. Chemistry is a must. If your muse comes to Seto, canon or not, and outright confesses to him chances are things will get VERY sour, VERY quick! And if you SEE ME shipping with a muse, just b/c you ALSO play that muse does NOT mean Seto will instant’y have feelings for YOUR interpretation of the muse. (IE. Just b/c my Seto is shipped with Joey & Atem does NOT mean he’ll harbor feelings for a DIFFERENT interp of that muse RIGHT AWAY, IF AT ALL!) Smut is MUCH preferred to be taken into private. I’m iffy w/smut too...! So please do be patient with me here.

IM is on mute and for OoC talk only! I do suffer from generalized/social anxiety so I may be a bit quiet/awkward etc. If you sendm e a message and I do NOT reply, please do not take it personally. I either have no clue what to say or looked at it, got distracted and forgot to reply, or THOUGHT I replied when in reality I did NOT reply. I also have other mental health issues that I will not delve into here on my rules page. Just know I am trying my best and will not use my mental illnesses as an excuse to attack nor harm others and as such I HIGHLY EXPECT others to do the same and treat me with the same respect despite their OWN mental illnesses.

COMMUNICATION IS KEY I cannot say it enough. I cannot stress it enough. If you have ANY sort of issue with me, the mun, do NOT hide behind anon to bring it to my attention. Ever. Come to me face-to-face. There’s a reply privately button on asks for a reason.  Not everyone can IM me. As stated above, it’s mutuals only AND on mute. You fail to do this and I WILL make a post asking you to come off of anon or be blocked. Or since I’m overly sick of this shit, you might just get blocked without any form of second chance and that’s that. I’ve done my best to be nice and fair and whatnot only to be spit on time and time again. IT’S MY TURN TO SPIT IN YOUR FACE.

PLEASE be patient with me This is a hobby. For you, for me, for EVERYONE involved. We all have threads, plots and muses we all stick to sometimes. We all have times where our muse only wants certain things. RESPECT THIS. I personally tend to hyper-fixate on certain things. My muse is finicky as well. There’s muses & muns I DO click with better, OoC-wise & reply-wise. Just because I sometimes favor one thing over the other means NOTHING. We all do it. We’re all human here. We all have our own issues to deal with. We’re all trying to cope with things. We’re all trying to have fun and enjoy ourselves. I will be patient with you as well. PLEASE be patient with ME. I have a job. I have things I do with my family and friends IRL at times. Life shits on us all. Muse gets lost be it for certain threads or whatnot. BE PATIENT. BE RESPECTFUL. If you THINK I lost a thread due to tumblr being shit-whack, YOU ARE ALLOWED TO APPROACH ME ONCE ABOUT IT. I will tell you where it is. Is it dropped? Did Tumblr notifs eat it? Is it simply in my drafts waiting to be replied to? ASK ONCE. DO NOT PESTER CONSTANTLY or I WILL end up dropping it.

Priest/Pharaoh Seto ! I DO, in fact, RP these versions of Seto. But as it stands, I’m extremely picky with who interacts with this verse of Seto seeing as this muse likes to be REAAAAL quiet. So if you plot smth with him, be it his Priest verse or Pharaoh verse, EXPECT A LONG WAIT. There may be rare days where he is more active and what not but for the most part? He’s v quiet.

Headcanons ! Pshhhh. Feel free to take them, I don’t care. Bend them to your will, use them word for word, idc. After all fellow Seto RPers are bound to have VERY SIMILAR HC’s so yeet. Credit is appreciated but not needed!

More to be added as I see fit <3