#ill post the full on my art blog then rb it here

[noctualagenaria]

bnnuy.

[i-love-dopamine]

HIHIHIHIHIHIHI >:D

post lmit: nooo!!!!!! :DD

queue: theres always something in there lets be real

my names Casper and i use he/they/bee pronouns

GO FOLLOW MY ART BLOGG @turtleraccoon-art

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professional spam reblogger

habit of going missing for long periods of time (im usually fine dw)

i am a casboy :>

dming me out of the blue is fine but i would like it if you sent an ask first if you're worried ill be uncomfortable!!

i am transmasc, bigay, and arospec!!

you can tag me in any post you think id like or in tag games!!

chronic fucking derailer im so sorry genuinely i just cant shut up. if i derail please tell me- chances are i dont remember it regardless of how fucking many words are on the post

on that note im dumb as bricks

if i reblog something from a bigot/that was reposted/forgot to tag something with a trigger warning please tell me!!!! i swear i didnt do it on purpose!! and im sorry of i reblog an undescribed image aswell i just dont know how to do image ids :/

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#rb from art acc - reblogs from my art blog :DDD

#casper wrights - is my wrighting tag :)

#casper has horrible taste in music - new tag for when i have shit takes on cringe music (i love it)

#casboy - is essentially just my tag at this point. its full of thirsting that was posted past midnight in my timezone. this is an express warning to NOT look at it

link tree here :)

heres my commissions site :D

heres my carrd for queer microlables

THINGS IVE WRITTEN MASTERPOST IS HERE!!!

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userboxes under the cutterino :3

for my own memory purposes i have 17 images on this post

[NONE OF THE USER BOXES ARE MINE!! CREDITS TO ORIGINAL ARTISTS!!]

this↓ ones op was deactivated:(

this↓ one is from my lovliest moot @lemmmmmboy :)

these↓ two are from a really cool saw fictive @dannymatthewsfictive

these↓ ones are from @ottomaticangels

this↓ one was from @cyber-therian

these↓ ones are randomly found and i cannot find the sources

these ↓ ones were found off of @lgbtq-userboxes

[frostbite-the-bat]

its funny i originally made my toon blog to not bother ppl on this blog w toontown stuff but now its like. thats my spot to be More Noral on toontown if it makes sense i feel like due to my url being cathalbravecog i must make myself presentable. people recognize me toon in-game and me as "the cathal guy" (even if i rarely talk about them now). 300ish followers isnt a whole lot but that could be a decently full server in toontown! its not a nothing number and people certainly know me. as much as my recognizability is a joke with me and my friends it's a bit stressful at times. doesnt help my paranoia (is.. that the right word...? i apologize) of saying 1 thing wrong like a fact or a opinion and that i'll be hunted down, doxxed and harassed. and rsd in general over getting a fact wrong and being informed about it.

so i try not to post there now as much and keep my more... "whiny" longer rambles here about this i guess. i feel so wrong for talking like this there and it's literally just a side blog. i don't know what (aside from the things i already mentioned) caused me to view it that way. i dunno i feel like my attempts to be more proper choke me out there.

when im more myself people ignore me, and if i do get attention on my own personal stuff or if i leave even a bit of a longer ramble on things i just get ignored or hit up w ppl i... may not be the biggest fan of, i'll be real! im sghorry i may wanna talk but wgho is this 12 yeaur old :sob:

i feel like i have this pressure on my shoulders while also not being "cool" enough. it's easy to say to ignore these things but a bit hard when you really dont have anything else going on in youre life. hot diggity dang

yea man i dunno i feel better about talking abt toontown here now... i felt similarly to my bugsnax blog as i do now except now i have an url im badly attached to, its a part of my watermark, i use this name in other places and so far i've posted all my toontown art there. man i dunno.

i guess ill try to keep that as my toontown art posting game and have occasional rambles there but have other stuff here? ugh i dont wanna reblog posts on 2 places. dude. the ppl who follow me there dont follow this and then ppl who follow this dont follow that and like man if i rb art from someone i like i want ppl to see it.

aurughhh christ almighgthly never let urself get folllouvers or try to act all proper brah

[itsmyturnonthegender]

I guess I should make a dni *pained sigh*

Ok hi, hello, welcome to my humble abode. I've been gaining followers and since I follow back/interact with the vast majority of new people I see in my notifs, the recommended posts I get are deviating more than usual from my specific tastes. Overall, the deviations are good, I like being exposed to new things, and I'd rather not exist in an echochamber.

HOWEVER, there are some things I feel people have been disregarding when initiating interactions.

~Firstly, as this is the most common source of conflict, I am a man. I am a transgender nonbinary man and I am an enjoyer of men. I am also an enjoyer of women and nb folks but no-one on here has ever told me to off myself for it so that's beside the point

~I use multiple pronoun sets, including neopronouns and I support all non-standard pronoun users, pronouns do not equal gender.

~I'm a big fan of abortion, free healthcare, accessibility and acceptance for disabled peoples everywhere and am myself mentally ill

~It's frankly ridiculous that this is a point of contention for people. I believe in equal rights regardless of sex, gender, orientation, race, religion, or economic background. The only prerequisite for deserving human rights is being human.

~I do not give a shit what you get off on (unless you wish to involve me, in which case ask nicely in dms or on the spicy sideblog)

~Unless you are promoting or contributing to creators who use their influence to do real-world damage (*cough* rowling *cough*), I don't care what media you consume.

~I support systems of all origins. Your life story and medical history is none of my business and you don't owe that to anyone else either. You're valid and I'm glad to know you.

~Otherkin, alterhumans, therians and all other non- or semi-human identities are rad as hell. Headpats for the lot of you, or a shiny trinket to those who do not like touch.

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Things I tag somewhat consistently;

lUwUcien - my op tag

my fat boy - my dog, he is the bestest boy

not to be dramatic but I would die for Midnight - cat

cool art - any arty or crafty things, mine or otherwise

cool bug - all manner of creepy crawlies, I like em

tag game, ask game, rb game - all of the chain message type thingies

writer's block can suck my balls - my writing

lucien's very cool + sexy + funny voice timeline - exactly what it says on the tin

Fandom things are typically tagged with the full name i.e. the owl house, welcome to nightvale, the magnus archives, etc. There are some I use acronyms for but it's not common

If you need something trigger-tagged let me know, currently I tag blood, animal death, food, snakes, spiders, unreality, body horror and trypophobia

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Other blogs;

@writersblockcansuckmyballs writing

@sugar-spice-and-thicc-thighs spicy sideblog

@behold-thing art blog

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I have a store now

[eijispumpkin]

hey do you have any recommendations for banana fish blogs?

OOF UHH i don’t really know a TON ;; you’d think i would, but i tend to be a recluse who doesnt interact much with people until they interact with me first!! i mostly follow artists and just like, friends ive met via discord and stuff, but they tend to be kinda multifandom. that said, i can give you a few recs!! dont forget to rb (and leave comments :3!) art and fic from these people, they deserve the praise!!

@morumo posts a lot of really cute and often hilarious comics and stuff!!! theyve been at it for a while, too, so def scroll through! it’s very worth it.

@norisquared has a lot of hilarious content and is a meme captain. she’s taking a break from posting recently but still!!! lots of good things. she also writes some very cute fic!!!

@kutucui has very warm and sweet art!!! lots of Good asheiji content here. including some really pretty animations!! whoa!!! check it out!!! they have a really cute style!!

@cuteeiji follow kylie or ill cry. i LOVE kylie art. they have good bf content AND ALSO extremely high quality ocs. go heap praise on her. or Else. also no one knows about this bc i havent posted anything here about it but one day i WILL write the sing and nahoko spy au, and that’s kylie’s fault.

@shelliihe DRAWS SUCH WONDERFUL ILLUSTRATIONS!!! shelli is also like the sweetest person in the entire world. if you want to see happy content asheijis in very pretty environments that make u feel At Peace? go here.

@softasheijis hasn’t posted in a bit, but don’t let that stop u from perusing all of their edits!!! they’re Very Good at making edits and graphics. and also their blog is full of good content!!

@yamacoya also has a lot of really, really pretty art!! i love how simple and clean their linework is, it’s so satisfying to look at!! definitely worth the follow and the attention!

there are definitely more cool people in the fandom out there, but these ones are some of my fav blogs!! i’ll stop here so this post doesn’t get enormous. i hope this helps!! c:

[kryptic-krab]

♧ tell bread! :3

You’re my: i would say ur my good aquaintence//bordering friend :]]

How I met you: im p

OH WAIT NVM I REMEMBER--

u were like "rb this and ill draw ur breadsona!!!" and idk what happened afterward but u started following me. u were pretty quiet at first, likin a few posts here and there then bOOM u were a regular in my asks

Why I follow you: uhhhhh,,,,,,i think its mostly for the sentiment of being mutuals?? a lot of ur content doesnt rlly appear on my dash fr some reason so :////

Your blog is: full of nice interactions!!!! when u do show up on my dash, its like "oh!!! mutual interacting with friend!!!!"

Your URL is: dramatic. every time i say it outloud (i read stuff aloud to train my voice) i have to throw in some b a s e

Your icon is: fitting to u. bread with a mustache is perfect fr u negl

A random fact I know about you: ur so good at art???? wth----

General opinion: overall a vvvv sweet breb dude :]]]

[jeworio-blog]

hey i need some help!

im making this post to possibly try and find people who might be interested in commissioning me!

i lost all my followers when tumblr terminated my blog (@jewishgon) with no warning, so any traction/support i could have gotten if i made a commission post is mostly all gone, which means making a commission post now on this new blog would basically be talking into a void. this post is an interest check/promo, to see if i can maybe still find people who might be interested in commissioning me. if i see the reaction is positive ill open them as planned, knowing i wont be opening them for nothing. if not ill have to wait until tumblr brings my old blog back (which might not even happen).

these are the prices im planning on going with, theyre super cheap but since im a 16 y/o with support from my parents i dont need anything more, im interested in opening commissions so i can get some experience, im very close to dropping out of high school due to mental health so id like to start working on making this a full time job as soon as possible.

here are some examples of my art (sadly not under the cut, im on mobile and i cant find it)

thank you for reading!! if u are interested in commissioning me please stick around, ill hopefully be making a legit commission post in the near future with all the info you need (like paypal, an email for contact, ect).

please rb if you can!!

[lcncasters-blog]

hey everyone!!! i’m d, i’m 23, and i use they/them pronouns. super hyped about being here so i’ma just get right into it

so kai is my fave character and kinda notoriously The Worst while also being The Best, so i’m warning y’all before we even go in that he’s actually so sloppy and wild pls proceed w/ caution. i’ve been playing him for over 4 years. that being said, he does have a fuck ton of information, so while the bullet points are going to be as condensed as i can possibly make them, you should really check out the appearance section (or you can just look at my sidebar which is wonderful artwork of kai one of my close friends did for me --- give them love on their art blog nialls ok SO talented) of his STATS FRAMEWORK and then if you really hate yourself i have a DEVELOPMENT TAG too with a bunch of headcanons (feel free to RB the rebloggable ones from me btw)

LOUIS TOMLINSON? no ⏤ KAI LANCASTER, the DEMIBOY is TWENTY-THREE and was born with a GOLD soul, and now has a GREY soul. i would describe HIM/THEM as EXUBERANT + BRAVE, yet CARELESS + IMPATIENT. KAI spends HIS/THEIR time PLAYING AT SMALL VENUES WITH HIS ALT ROCK BAND AND WORKING AS A NANNY and has lived in seattle for TWO YEARS.

TW FOR TERMINAL ILLNESS/CANCER, SUBSTANCE ABUSE MENTIONS, ABLEISM, & MENTIONS OF SELF-HARM/SUICIDE.

kai was born a gold soul into a pretty posh, old-money typea family in manchester, uk. like i’m talking on his mothers side they’re all doctors, lawyers, scholars, etc, etc, and on his dad’s side entrepeneurs. his parents themselves built a fairly large business from the ground up together that now goes by the name of lancaster industries. their current biggest venture and pretty much what they’ve built the whole of their fortune on is a chain of luxury hotels that you can find basically in every major city in the world.

he had 3 younger sisters who he essentially raised considering his parents were too busy to be around during their childhood. only two of them are still living, his youngest sister having passed a couple years ago at the age of 7 from leukemia.

his mother is literally the devil? kai always hated school/struggled in it for a multitude of reasons, not the least of which were his not diagnosed adhd and his dyslexia, which he never got the help he probably needed for. he’s always kinda just thought he was extremely stupid, and that idea was reinforced by the way his mother always used to tell him the very same thing. “think harder, kai. use your brain.” is a phrase that’s essentially been reinforced so many times in his head, he p much hears her voice ringing in his ears every time he gets so much as vaguely confused now.

that being said, despite how he struggled in school, he was always a very vibrant, kind, charismatic, and magnetic young person. he tends to draw people into him with his silly nature and upbeat attitude, and he’s kind of the Eternal Optimist, so he was fairly popular when he was attending. to say he has eccentricities would be putting it lightly, and he’s loud, never seeming to run out of things to say or fail to command the interest of the room.

anyway things with his mum only got worse in his relationship with her when he barely managed to complete his a levels by the skin of his teeth (and with an absurd amount of tutoring), and then refused to go to the university of her choosing. she p much wanted him to “get his shit together” so he could take over the family business someday, but i am not kidding when i say kai would wilt away and probably legit just die if he had to work in a place like that forever – and that’s assuming he even got through business school in the first place.

his father was always a push-over and sort of was absent/bent to her will when he was around, so he didn’t bother to defend kai when his mother decided 2 cut him off from everything and essentially ex-communicate him once she realised he was refusing 2 be manipulated and forced into shit anymore.

that was at age 18, and by that point he had plans to move out and travel to london with his best mate anyway, so he was basically like “peace out” and got the hell out of dodge. he still harbours a lot of guilt for abandoning his younger sisters, particularly so considering his youngest one fell ill so soon after his departure.

he lives, breathes, and sleeps piano. music as a whole is something he’s passionate about, having taken the time to develop his somewhat unorthodox voice, but the way his fingers fly over the ivories is a living art form more than it is anything. it’s how he communicates, how he speaks his deepest truth and just like? put those feelings out there into the world that he otherwise wouldn’t be able to articulate in the common vernacular.

so what he wants to do with his life is to just? talk to people? through his music? to play for them and the be in front of a crowd every night and to feel the energy of them, to command them with his presence and to exist with them in that way. he almost gets high off of it? he’s been playing small shows since age nineteen with his band, but since he moved to america he obvi hasn’t had them and has been on his own.

SORRY I’M REALLY TRYING TO CONDENSE THIS so ok basically he was in love w this girl from the time they were 14. they lost their virginity 2 each other, they were on & off all through HS, & then through to age 20 after he moved away and all that. she was v v ill and struggled with mental illness and kai tried his best 2 take care of her, but he was always in over his head despite his dedication to like making her feel OKAY. she needed help that he could not give 2 her, and they ended up breaking up & him letting her go at the end. she died soon after that, and it remains unclear 2 him whether or not it was a suicide. it was officially ruled as an “accident”, but he knows different and yeah i mean. essentially like.... the most “smudges” on his soul kinda came from his sitch w her bc he was always coming and leaving and dropping her and returning when she needed him and like. he TRIED but he just COULDN’T? anyways

after that he got involved with this boy who was a substance abuser, addicted to H to b exact, and for a while he thought that he was getting better and they were building off of each other, building a healthy life together. the fact he called kai his “new addiction” was probably never a good thing, but kai didn’t recognize that at the time. they got engaged eventually, and kai was 100% convinced that he was the actual love of his life after caro. of course, in the end, it wasn’t built to last, and when it went bad, it went really bad. kai eventually felt like there was a chasm several miles deep between them, and he had no hope of getting to the other side again. he broke it off, broke the guy’s heart, and made his soul even darker.

THIS NEXT ONE IS KINDA AN OPTION CONNECTION OKAY SO IF ANY1 IS INTERESTED PLS PLS LMK!!!

kai has been posting vids on YT of him covering songs on his YouTube for like actual years, and when he was around 20 he met this person via the comments section on one of them. they seemed to be quite the fan of his interpretation of some of the songs he chose to play. they ended up talking more and more as time went on, exchanging contact information, and grew very very very close.

that was the start of the LDR that is what brought him to america/to seattle in the first place. they were together for about eight months and had seen each other in person three times for a total of about 3 weeks before he made the decision to get started on his visa and move to the states. the moment he was able to, he crossed the pond and moved in w them!!

strain on their relationship was created when at first kai was unable to find work and contribute to the bills and the household funds. they lived in a tiny flat, and going from barely seeing each other to having each other all at once and all the time was a lot. on top of that, kai was homesick and restless and felt trapped because that’s what kai does and it’s not okay and it’s totally wrong and he cheated on them soooo there’s another tick against his soul ig. within six months of his arrival, they broke up, and kai moved out.

he couch surfed w some friends he’d met 4 a while, and eventually found a decent paying job as a nanny for a well off family.

he plays live shows at small venues in bars/clubs and still seeks to make a living as a musician but it’s hard out there and plus his soul aint exactly the prettiest to look at any more. i mean he doesn’t have a DARK DARK grey soul, it’s more a lighter grey, not quite silver, but definitely not storm clouds.

he’s still working on getting his full citizenship though he’s v v v close 2 it & has been lowkey getting help from his cousin w paying for the process so!!

THAT’S BASICALLY IT

last but not least IM REALLY FUCKING SORRY  ICOULDN’T MAKE THIS SHORTER I JUST HAVE A LOT OF THOUGHTS AND fEELIGNSA

SEND ME AN IM OR LIKE IF YOU WANT TO PLOT!