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toziers · 2 years ago

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trying to give myself a break in regards to my stupid feelings and just let myself Feel Them but in order to do that i have to Feel My Feelings which is what im FUCKING avoiding

#my therapist is like u cant be mad at yourself for feeling #TOO LATE #I ALREADY AM #ill just keep having circular arguments in my head ig #getting mad again that after 3 yrs of knowing **** they still couldnt just fucking talk to me #its so annoying bc im like #surely they respect me and love me and care right bc its been 3 years #so on some level they must even as a friend #except no friend of mine would treat me like this haha #hahha!!!!!!#BUT I CARE ABOUT THEM OS FUCK ME #my brain like: just cut them off if they dont care abt u at the level u deserve #my heart: but :(((((((#everyone ignore me i havent had a restful sleep in like a week

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